My Tang You

Chapter 45 Chapter 45

It was a day of chaos.

After leaving the hospital, Tang You put his hands in his pockets and wandered the streets for half an hour. When he had enough time to relax, he found a cat on a bench in a corner and called Xu Qinchen, "Should I stay here tonight or go back?"

Xu Qinchen's voice came from the receiver of the mobile phone, with a touch of tenderness, "I can hear it, you want to go back."

Tang You stared at the ashes on the shoelaces in confusion, and said without any abnormality, "You really understand me."

Xu Qinchen on the other end of the phone laughed, asked Tang You for his address, and then asked, "How is the matter going?"

Regarding the fact that Tang You's mother was still alive and that Zhou Quan was her, the two of them kept it tacit - no one said it explicitly, but both of them had steelyards in their hearts.

Tang You knew that Xu Qinchen knew it all because of the information in the mailbox; as for Xu Qinchen himself, he had already monitored Tang You, so what else he didn't know.

Last time, the two had a brief quarrel, and then quickly covered it up in a hasty and incomplete way, leaving enough whitewashed peace, and it continues to this day.

Tang You finally couldn't bear it anymore, and went to pick up the dust on the shoelaces, "It's okay, their daughter had a car accident, and after the operation, it's nothing serious now. Let's not talk about this, where are you?"

"There are about 10 minutes left, and I will play double flash for you later."

Eight minutes later, Tang You got into the car.

Before the person buckled up his seat belt, Xu Qinchen handed over a paper bag, "Padded your stomach."

Tang You took it, and through a thin layer of packaging, he could feel that it was still hot inside, which was very suitable for warming his hands before filling his stomach.

Tang You looked sideways at Xu Qinchen, saw his impeccable and perfect profile, casual and relaxed body language, and remembered every detail of the two of them.

He was suddenly very sad.

Xu Qinchen didn't see him move from the corner of his eye, and didn't hear what he said. When he turned around, he met Tang You's eyes.

The next second, Xu Qinchen unbuckled his seat belt, leaned over, squeezed the back of Tang You's neck, and kissed him.

It wasn't until the air temperature started to soar that sparks were about to start, and if they kissed again, they would definitely not be able to return to City A tonight, so the two separated.

At eleven o'clock that night, the two finally returned to Xiangxue Sea.

When he got home, Xu Qinchen tried to get rid of the cheap puppy with snacks. Who knew that Typhoon Yigou was wronged at home, and he was very uncooperative. He strongly demanded some chicken jerky or canned food, and loved to pat his head.

After Xu Qinchen had dealt with the extraordinary typhoon, Tang You had already prepared two bowls of extremely fast beef vermicelli and placed them on the small kitchen table.

Going to bed this night is destined not to be too early, and the wandering mind on the road has been brought home.Under the warm orange light, Tang You clutched the sheets tightly, and even the waist was filled with thin powder.

He is always obedient and obsessed, like a bird on the top of the waves, Xu Qinchen loves his demeanor to death.

I don't know how long it took before the bedroom became quiet again, and Tang You slowly recovered his breath.He asked softly, "Are you the one who arranged hypnosis for my mother?"

Just lying prone, Tang You didn't look at Xu Qinchen.It seemed that it was just because the thug just now took a lot of physical strength, so he lazily refrained from doing unnecessary movements.It also seems that he didn't have the courage to look at Xu Qinchen - because of the possible quarrel after asking the question, because of asking this question without evidence.

Xu Qinchen hugged him and hugged him, "It was arranged a long time ago. You are not happy every day. I want you to be happy."

After Xu Qinchen finished speaking, he thought Tang You would say something, but the other party didn't intend to continue speaking, but closed his eyes, as if falling asleep due to exhaustion.

So Xu Qinchen lightly turned off the light, kissed Tang You on the cheek, and said silently: "Good night."

When everything returned to quiet, Tang You opened his eyes in the darkness.

On the way back to City A, he repeatedly asked himself in his heart, if Zhou Quan recovered his memory this time, and there were no accidents every year, and he and Zhou Quan met each other happily, would he still mind Xu Qinchen's self-made actions without anyone's consent? claim.

Is he an existence who can endure being arranged when he gets benefits, and immediately quits when his benefits are hurt?

On such a night when ambiguous fingerprints remained on his waist and Xu Qinchen was still breathing in his ears, Tang You clearly realized that the current state was twisted and not up or down.

He can either completely accept Xu Qinchen's values, accept his overly strong desire for control and his arrogance that he can supervise and arrange the fate of others at will, and then continue to live a happy life of "pure ignorance" without caring, as long as he turns a deaf ear to it, as long as he doesn't ask for it. That respect trampled by love and care.

Or simply listen to the real voice in the bottom of your heart, to break free, to question, to smash the whitewashed peace.There is a high probability that a person's nature cannot be changed. Maybe after he "makes a big fuss" a complete showdown, the conflict between him and Xu Qinchen will become irreconcilable.

But so what?

It's better than trying to cover it up because I can't do without Xu Qinchen, and being brooding because I can't pass the test in my heart.

Because Xu Qinchen is such a person, probably his love is true, and so is his control and hidden arrogance.

And he, Tang You, doesn't have the brain circuit of "My God, he monitors me to show that he loves me so much", "My God, he does everything to make me happy and he cares about me".He felt that he was a bit of a snake and mouse, and he didn't necessarily have much trust in Xu Qinchen, but he wanted love, but he didn't want to wrong himself, and swallowed the arrogance of "buy one, get one free".

Maybe they got the whole thing wrong, and fell in love before they knew each other.

The next night, when Xu Qinchen returned to City A from City H, he found that Tang You had disappeared.

Not only that, Tang You's luggage is also running out.Only typhoon and a dog were left at home, this retarded dog was happily playing with the new toy from Tang You today, completely unaware of what happened.

Xu Qinchen broke into a cold sweat almost instantly, and he immediately called Tang You.

Fortunately, it was connected a few seconds later, and Tang You explained in a hoarse voice, "Recently, the study pressure is too great, so I will live in school for a while."

This is very unusual.

Xu Qinchen slowly sat down on the sofa, took out a cigarette, and lit it indoors for the first time.

The typhoon twisted its chubby buttocks, and was about to come over to act coquettishly or something, but keenly realized that its father was very low pressure today, so it immediately changed its strategy wisely, turned a 180-degree turn on the spot, and whispered Mi went to play by herself.

In the silence, Xu Qinchen said: "Go back to the dormitory for a while, why did you move everything away?"

Tang You lied, he didn't go back to the dormitory, but in the newly rented one-bedroom.

He rented this house for a month, intending to use it as an adjustment, and whether to renew the lease will depend on the future situation. In short, he is not willing to share the same space with any creature that can still breathe, and just wants to be alone.

Tang You was distracted for a while, and said absent-mindedly, "Move away if you haven't."

He didn't know why he left such a little thing because he was afraid that he would regret it and left a way out.I still hope that with such a little luggage, Xu Qinchen will believe the nonsense that he will go back to the dormitory for a while.

Xu Qinchen was silent for a longer period of time, "Well, remember to tell me in advance next time."

Maybe it was because he was tense because he didn't sleep all night and couldn't catch up on sleep during the day, or maybe it was because Xu Qinchen said the sentence "Say it in advance" and the effect was very funny. Tang You blurted out like a self-deprecating: "I thought, I also You can make a decision without saying hello."

These words were really thorny, and Xu Qinchen's voice seemed to become tense, "Let's talk."

"Okay, let's talk." Tang You looked very tired, as if speaking was exaggerated physical work, and opening his mouth would exhaust him to death.

He whispered about Zhou Quan in a low voice, and continued: "I can't say that it was because of you that the child had an accident, so it's not appropriate to blame it on you. But why do you like to decide other people's lives and even... the ending? "

Xu Qinchen didn't answer, as if he was short of words when asked.

Tang You: "I've read almost everything in your mailbox, Xu Qinchen, I can't say something exaggerated to accuse you, after all, I really did this, and I'm suspected of being good-looking when I got it cheap, and everyone has it." My own values, maybe I make a fuss and accept incompetent things, you don’t think there is a problem at all. I just discovered a truth, maybe we are not suitable.”

Xu Qinchen's voice was so low that he couldn't hear his emotions, "Youyou, I can't make it clear on the phone, I think we can talk about it in person."

Tang You refused and said, "No, I don't want to see you."

It was probably because he had already moved out of Xiangxuehai, so he didn't directly face Xu Qinchen, a person he would feel reluctant to part with at a glance.Probably because he gained such a poor sense of security and privacy after retreating into this one-bedroom room that no one knew about.He might even vent his anger just because he didn't handle his personal emotions well.

Who knows?But after all, some decisions are not so difficult to make.

Tang You took a deep breath, "Let's break up."

Typhoon poked his head out from a small corner to look at Xu Qinchen. His father just accidentally broke a cup, and his hands were covered with blood. The smell of blood in the air changed from light to strong.

The typhoon pressed its ears into the ears of the plane, let out an uneasy "beep", and looked in the direction of the gate, as if wondering why its other father named Tang You hadn't come back yet.

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For two consecutive days, Tang You was like a broken mobile phone that was about to run out of power. He stingily turned on the power-saving mode to go to class, and refused such energy-intensive behaviors as thinking about social interaction—every time after class, he must hide for a while Living room to sleep.

During this period, Xu Qinchen sent him two messages: "I do not agree to break up."

"Auntie's matter is that I didn't think carefully, I'm sorry."

Then, as if he knew that he was exhausted physically and mentally, he didn't bother too much.

Zhang Yadai also sent him a message, the same rhetoric as before, first asking how the situation is going, and then worrying that Mr. Xu would act too aggressively, she advised him to break up with Xu Qinchen.

Tang You didn't reply to anyone, and immediately entered a state of impoliteness and hypocrisy. The culprit was the emotion called "too lazy to move".The main manifestation is that this is annoying, that is annoying, and sincerely performed a "seeing the news is stressful, and replying to the news can kill him" without an audience.

However, he hung up the phone after talking about breaking up that day, and Xu Qinchen later sent a message saying that he disagreed with the breakup, which meant that the two of them were not over yet.

On the fourth day, Tang You finished class and went back with a throbbing head. He didn't want to, and met Xu Qinchen at the door.

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Rewrite date: 21/9/16.