My Tang You

Chapter 58 Chapter 58 Extra Story 2

In the first year when Tang You woke up, he was very confused. He was injured too badly and lay down for too long. He didn't even remember his name.

Before the accident, this person logged off all social software without leaving any traces. It can be said that he completely wiped himself out.

This also caused him to wake up, and he couldn't find any clues. He listened to what others said.

It's not that anyone will lie to him, it's just that he is a blank sheet of paper and doesn't even know who he is.Even if he wanted to remember it very much, but his health was really poor, and his mental head was even worse.

But no matter what other people say, he will believe it.

Because Tang You's mental state is not good, the psychiatrist suggested that he should not tell him the whole truth for the time being, since he is in the middle of a dead end, so he should choose something light-hearted and cooperate with his family's care and psychological counseling.

This year the world is very friendly to Tang You.

He stays by his side 24 hours a day, and everyone cares about him, almost to the point of caring for every detail, especially Xu Qinchen, who almost grows people in the palm of his hand.

But he was trapped in the hospital bed, suffering from illness and inexplicable psychological torture, and there was always pain.

After a long period of physical and psychological recuperation, Tang You was greeted with an extremely difficult recovery.

Rehabilitation is too painful, every time I have to sweat from the pain, and the pain makes tears roll in my eyes.

The pain is really painful, but there is no way to do it. If you want to recover, you can only be cruel and let him hurt.

At this time, Xu Qinchen would occasionally hold back his legs - he was always a little troubled, so he came over nervously and asked questions.

People seem to have a strange and uncontrollable psychology. When no one asks, they can grit their teeth and pass.It will be different if someone intervenes, nine points of pain can be automatically upgraded to ten points on the spot.

Even if Tang You could persevere by himself, Xu Qinchen couldn't bear to see him with a pale face. Every time he said "or I'll be here today" on his face, he made the rehabilitation teacher embarrassing. The teacher put on a serious face and educated Xu Qinchen, and refused to accompany Xu Qinchen to recover.

Under strict supervision, eight or nine months later, Tang You was able to walk by himself for the first time.

It was evening.

The sun passively hid behind the layers of clouds and mist, revealing a bit of reluctant orange.

Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows covered in warm sunlight, a white wagtail jumped up and down to hunt for prey. It took off in a few seconds and disappeared into the bushes.

Very clever.

Tang You looked away from the flying bird and looked down at his legs.

A few minutes later, the man stood up holding on to the black leather sofa. It seemed that he wanted to let go, but he didn't dare.

While hesitating, Xu Qinchen came looking for him.

"I……"

Before Tang You could utter a word, Xu Qinchen visibly became nervous, and then made a gesture of wanting to help.

Tang You thought to himself, originally wanted to give it a try.

But Xu Qinchen stopped, took a few steps back, and finally looked over with encouragement.

Fine.

Tang You took a deep breath and tried to let go, "If you fall, you have to catch me."

Xu Qinchen nodded to him reliably, "I promise not to fall on you."

Tang You then took the first step.

There is such a very common thing in life: walking forward with a bowl full of water, looking at the bowl, the water in it tends to spill out easily; not looking at it, walking forward relaxedly, usually nothing happens .

Tang You looked at Xu Qinchen, and only wanted to walk over, but didn't think about whether he would fall or not. After all, Xu Qinchen had never really let him fall.

He walked very slowly, a little unsteadily, and the process lasted for more than ten seconds. Although it was a bit difficult, he finally managed to walk in front of Xu Qinchen.

This is the culmination of so much hard work.

Realizing that in the near future, he can also be like a normal person, maybe he can run and jump, Tang You's eyes sparkle, he is so happy.

Although it was a little bit reluctant to stand up now, he was super excited and said without self-awareness: "I, I can really walk by myself! I feel like I can continue to walk a few more steps..."

Xu Qinchen felt that he couldn't, "Take a break first."

Tang You's legs were trembling, but he was quite confident: "I can do it!"

Before he finished speaking, the legs of the person who didn't count towards him were about to kneel down when his knees bent—even though he had been exercising, he was still recovering, but he had been bedridden for many years, and his muscles were always weak—at the very moment, Xu Qinchen stretched himself When someone falls in love, he hugs him horizontally.

Tang You was taken aback, feeling embarrassed, he was in a good mood and acted like a good boy, "Haha, I wish you a happy new year."

Xu Qinchen put him on the sofa, sat him up with support, pulled off the champagne gold raschel blanket, and carefully draped it over his shoulders, with the corners of his mouth curled up, "Okay, I will get the lucky money later."

Tang You smiled with his eyes bent, and felt that Xu Qinchen's eyes seemed a little red——

Since waking up, Tang Youren is not energetic, more often like a quail without vitality, only willing to sit quietly.It's okay to be a quiet cat, and sometimes he even has a strong tendency to want to hurt himself.

At that time, Xu Qinchen would always accompany him, talk to him, read to him, play the piano, cook all kinds of delicious food, and even take him out to play later when his body allowed.

Although he is in a wheelchair and can only see everything with his eyes, it really helps to go out and see.

In order to change his mood, Xu Qinchen would regularly take Tang You to live in various places, choosing places with beautiful scenery and suitable for recuperation.

Xu Qinchen used various methods to drag him out of the depression and internal friction.

So during those tormenting days, Tang You's mental state was slowly guided and kept in a relatively healthy area.

The despair and burnout that can't be described at all, not to mention completely disappeared, but under the double blessing of medicine and companionship, it has been almost suppressed.

Anyway, Tang You felt relieved when he saw Xu Qinchen, and Zhou Quan could only be ranked second.

By the way, I forgot to explain, Zhou Quan also visits Tang You every week.

Every time Zhou Quan comes over, Tang You is very happy, nothing else, just look close, get along comfortably, and talk well.

He knew that was his mother, and that his mother had remarried, and now she had a half-sister, Nian Nian.

Niannian has just entered the third grade of primary school, she is quiet and beautiful.Some time ago, the little girl came to see Tang You, and she was very reserved at the beginning. Tang You chatted with her, and after chatting with her, the little girl liked this brother very much.

Children's liking is direct and obvious, and later on every year when she is free, she loves to follow Zhou Quan over here, and she and Typhoon have become good friends.

These daily routines are getting better and better and more relaxing.But Tang You remembered how he spent the darkness before dawn, and how he was able to fight against suicide and mental illness.

Tang You knew that without Xu Qinchen, he wouldn't know how to persevere.Xu Qinchen was really important to him during the past year.

——So he gently rubbed his head against Xu Qinchen's shoulder, until the other person's brows and eyes stretched before giving up.

Tang You remembered the past after another year, and the process was very fast, a day or two before and after.

At the beginning, there were only some fragments, and he didn't know the sequence. He just went back and forth in his mind in such a scattered way, which made him fall into a state of confusion, and he still hadn't figured it out.

The confused man stayed at home and thought about it for a day, but he was dizzy and nauseous, but he couldn't figure it out. He was defeated and decided to go to the doctor after sleeping.

Early the next morning, Tang You woke up from his sleep, and the moment he opened his eyes, the memory flooded up like a flood of sea water——when he woke up, all the past came back.

The doctor said before that he couldn't remember the past, in addition to the physiological reasons of the brain's lack of oxygen due to brain injury and cardiac arrest, there were also psychological reasons. In other words, he himself didn't want to remember.

Now his body is recovering well, and his mental state is also considered healthy, so it is not surprising to remember.

Tang You lay on the bed for 10 to [-] minutes, not knowing what to think, and got up to wash again.

Downstairs, the aunt has already prepared a hot breakfast and prepared the medicines that need to be taken.

After breakfast, Tang You chatted with his aunt for a while, and took the typhoon with him to go out for a walk.

Although he can't exercise vigorously now, he can still do it by walking the dog.The main thing is that Typhoon is a steady puppy now, if he wants to be as rampant as he was when he was a child, Tang You absolutely refuses to walk him.

This day is a rare good weather, the typhoon with its tail propped up, walked beside Tang You with small rattling steps, and because it walked slowly, it still took time to use its paws to bully the grass on the side of the road who dared not speak out.

Tang You reasoned with the dog: "You can calm down, ancestor."

The typhoon has risen to a higher level, but it doesn't stop, it still talks back.

This muttering little appearance reminds people of its dying appearance before. Compared with it, it is much better now.

Tang You's eyes dimmed with the joy of reunion, he smiled and stroked the dog's head, and closed his mouth.

Rebel's victory.

At this moment, Xu Qinchen called.

In the past two days, Xu Qinchen was on a business trip, and it can be said that he was very restless.This person is always worried about Tang You, and he is always worried, and the phone calls come frequently.

Tang You answered the phone and found a bench to sit down and rest.

On the phone, Xu Qinchen was talking about his itinerary: "The plane is at two o'clock in the afternoon, and I will be home in the evening. I bought you the most famous coconut milk pudding in H City. It is made with quail eggs and has a strong taste. I want to You must like it..."

……

The sun shines through the gaps in the branches and leaves, hitting Tang You's nose.Tang You lowered his eyes and listened to Xu Qinchen's rambling words.

In the past two years, Xu Qinchen has always had such a personality, he has to arrange everything properly before he can rest assured, so sometimes he seems particularly verbose.

In fact, there is no problem, Tang You woke up to know such Xu Qinchen.But once he remembered the past, he would intuitively find that Xu Qinchen's temperament had completely changed. He lost the indescribable arrogance before, and became much softer.

At his feet, the typhoon who had bullied Xiaocao seemed to have found his conscience, and sat down calmly.

If you look closely, you can find that in fact it has not changed its ways, but just changed its target. It is currently looking at Tang You's shoelace furtively.

The breeze mixed with the sound of the guitar in the distance, slowly blowing over a person and a dog.

The dog bit the shoelace lightly, pouted its buttocks and slowly pulled it back.But the man just listened to the phone and did not stop the mischievous husky.

"I didn't sleep well last night. I don't know why. I always think about home." Xu Qinchen said, "I still dreamed in the second half of the night. I dreamed that we were making chocolate bananas, and a lot of chocolate was stolen by the typhoon. I was so anxious..."

Tang You only felt that half of him was stuck in that year and couldn't come out for the time being, while the other half was properly wrapped up by the past two years or so.

There is an illusion of separation.

The weather in City H was bad that day, and the plane was delayed.

Tang You was waiting for someone to come back at home, but he didn't wear a piece of clothing when he went out during the day, so he caught a cold, and in the evening he was listless and had a headache.

Auntie made ginger tea for her. After drinking it, Tang You consciously lay down in bed.

When people feel uncomfortable, they want to sleep, but when they fall asleep, they don't feel so uncomfortable.

However, Tang You didn't sleep well that day, he was dreaming in a mess all the time.

After an unknown amount of time, there was a faint "beep" in his ear, and Tang You stumbled out of the dream.

He opened his eyes, and Xu Qinchen was checking with a thermometer.

Under the constant night light, Tang You hadn't woken up yet, so he subconsciously called out: "Brother..."

"Lie down again." Xu Qinchen patted Tang You's head with his hand, and stuffed him back into the bed.

Speaking of which, calling Xu Qinchen "Brother" was also called by Xu Qinchen after Tang You woke up.

It has been called for more than two years, and it is already smooth.

Xu Qinchen was busy and set up a small table on the bed.

Tang You lay down for a few more seconds, the headache subsided, and when he heard the movement, he half sat up and said, "I'll go to the kitchen to eat, anyway, I have to wash up later, I still have to get out of bed."

Xu Qinchen asked worriedly: "Is there any problem with your body? Don't force it. If you feel uncomfortable, take a good rest."

Tang You rubbed his temples, "After drinking the ginger tea made by my aunt, it's much better."

Xu Qinchen no longer forced himself to bring home clothes and put them on for Tang You.

In the end, he straightened his neckline with his hands, and led him out of the bedroom.

It's not that Tang You can't dress himself, it's just that Xu Qinchen couldn't help but help when he saw him sickly. This is also a habit he has developed over the years.

The typhoon did not know when it reached the third floor, so the fat man was stuck at the door, and followed the two of them to the elevator.

On the first floor, when the elevator door opened, he led the way again and ran to the kitchen.

In fact, the typhoon has already eaten, auntie fed it, but it knows that human beings have to eat!

How can a puppy not join in the fun when humans are eating?

That is to say, as long as the eyes are eager enough, the person who eats will be soft-hearted, unless the food on the dinner table is really not suitable for dogs.

really--

Five minutes later, the typhoon happily got a piece of chicken leg meat, and ate it on the ground with relish, even the tip of his tail was full of joy.

The joys and sorrows of humans and dogs are not the same. Typhoon is so happy, but his father, who just came back from a business trip, is a little worried.

——Tang You's state is wrong, what's wrong, I won't be able to say for a while.

At first Xu Qinchen thought Tang You was not feeling well, until before going to bed, he handed a cup of hot milk to the bedside, Tang You didn't drink from the cup as usual, but sat up immediately to take the cup.

At that moment, Xu Qinchen's heart skipped a beat, and the pattern of getting along with Tang You in the past two years flashed through his mind.

At the beginning, Tang You couldn't take care of himself. Whether he or the nurses, they did everything they could for others.

Later, Tang You recovered almost and was able to take care of himself. Based on his habits and personal wishes, he wanted to help with everything.

As for Tang You, total amnesia made him feel like a blank sheet of paper. The first message he received was——Xu Qinchen is a person who loves and takes care of himself unconditionally, and he can open his belly to Xu Qinchen at any time—so in the past two years, Tang You You is full of trust and dependence on Xu Qinchen, and can accept Xu Qinchen's various favors to him without any psychological burden.

Xu Qinchen himself also likes this state very much.

But now, the point of "no psychological burden" seems to have disappeared.

Tang You took a sip of milk and finally finished it, Xu Qinchen stretched out his hand.

Tang You hesitated for a while, and returned the empty cup to him.

While washing the cups, Xu Qinchen's mind was buzzing, thinking of helping Tang You put on home clothes before dinner, Tang You also said softly: "I will do it myself."

Including refusing to eat at the small table, obviously not energetic, but still going to the kitchen.

Combined with Tang You's demeanor and some subtle action language, it is not difficult to see that there is something different-Tang You no longer accepts being loved and cared for without any burden, and is even trying to restrain trust and dependence.

What do these changes portend?

It indicates that Tang You may think of the past, the past when he was not trusted and no one could rely on.

Back in the bedroom, Tang You was flipping through a book.

In fact, it was time to go to bed, Tang You needed to go to bed early and get up early, but Xu Qinchen thought about it, and finally said softly: "Let's talk."