Spring of the White Rabbit

Chapter 2

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Ye Mingtian sat obediently on the bed in his room, he closed the door tightly, for fear of touching Wu Shuang's bad luck, and the point is, he really doesn't want to hear those hurtful words anymore.

After waiting for a while, my aunt finally came back, and the room became lively again. Hearing all kinds of chaotic voices gave Ye Mingtian a headache. He couldn't even tell which one was real and which one was fake.

When my aunt heard that Ye Mingtian was sitting in the room, she quickly put down the dishes, went to his room and knocked on the door.

Ye Mingtian drove away slowly.

The aunt said: "You boy, where did you go before? Ah? Why didn't you know to tell the family?"

Ye Mingtian glanced at Wu Shuang behind his aunt, seeing him staring at him, he didn't dare to look at him, lowered his head and whispered, "I'm going to play at my classmate's house."

My aunt had learned about this from her son earlier, and she trained Ye Mingtian just to let him know that such an important matter should be told to the adults, otherwise the adults would be very worried when they found out that the child was missing.

Seeing Ye Mingtian's well-behaved appearance, and thinking of Ye Mingtian's parents who died young, she couldn't help but feel a little distressed, so she rubbed the boy's head in front of her: "Hey, my aunt will cook something delicious for you."

"You're a smart boy." Seeing his mother leaving, Wu Shuang snorted, gave Ye Mingtian a warning look, and turned to look for his girlfriend, Meimei.

Ye Mingtian closed the door again.

At night, he was disturbed by all kinds of noises and couldn't sleep, so the spirit of the next day was not much better.

After several days in a row, even my aunt noticed something strange, and kept asking Ye Mingtian if he was not feeling well.

Ye Mingtian looked at his aunt who cared about him, opened his mouth, but couldn't speak.My aunt is the only one in this family who thinks in her heart and says what she says...

Listening to Wu Shuang and the others these days, Ye Mingtian felt very tired, very tired, very tired.

He wanted to tell his aunt about his situation, but he felt scared.One, he was afraid of being taken to study, and two...no one would want others to know their inner world.

It was a private place that belonged only to the individual. If Ye Mingtian told his aunt about this, it would mean that he could spy into other people's inner world.

At that time, it is estimated that no one will want to talk to him... Even my aunt might be estranged from him...

In the end, Ye Mingtian selfishly chose to remain silent.

As long as you don't tell and don't show your feet, who will know that you are special?No one knows they can hear what's on their minds...

In the second month of summer vacation, Ye Mingtian packed up his things, went back to his grandma's house, and spent time with her.

This is the period of time Ye Mingtian feels the purest.

When school was about to start, Ye Mingtian returned to his aunt's house again.

A month is enough to change a lot of things. For example, the woman named Meimei is still staying at her aunt's house at this time, and she doesn't know what's going on in her own house, and even occupied Ye Mingtian's room.

Looking at the transformed house beyond recognition, Ye Mingtian suddenly felt a little irritability and sourness in his heart.

After all, this place does not belong to me.

My aunt was slightly taken aback when she saw Ye Mingtian, and looked at him apologetically: "I'm sorry, Tiantian, why don't you live on campus this semester, so you don't have to travel so far to go to school every day. The main reason is that your brother should be old enough to marry My daughter-in-law is gone, Meimei said she wants to live here, we must be wishing for it..."

Ye Mingtian looked at her and nodded silently.

The days at school were even more difficult than Ye Mingtian imagined. Ye Mingtian felt that his ability seemed to be stronger than before.

Originally, I only heard the voices of my aunt's family, so the scope would not be very large, but now...

The voices of more than 2000 students, no matter in the early morning, during class, during lunch break or late at night, there are always people arguing about Ye Mingtian, and various things come one after another...

Ye Mingtian felt that his brain was about to explode. He couldn't sleep all day long and was in a trance.Especially after knowing that the classmates see themselves...

Ye Mingtian finally couldn't take it anymore. After some things happened, he asked the director to drop out of school without telling his aunt.

When leaving school, Ye Mingtian felt a little relaxed. He felt that he had shaken off a huge burden, and he would never have to experience this terrible feeling again.

When he was in school, Ye Mingtian's mind was always tense, afraid that he might confuse the truth with the false, and even more afraid that some students would suddenly answer aloud when they were thinking in their hearts, thus exposing their abilities and causing panic.

So, he has been very silent.

This caused him to be out of gregariousness, and also caused his classmates to evaluate him more and more strangely...

Ye Mingtian couldn't ignore them. He even felt that as long as he endured a little more oppression, or stayed in that environment for a while, he would die because of this ability.

Crowds came and went on the street, Ye Mingtian paled, went back to his aunt's house silently with his head down, locked the door behind him and lay down on the bed, covering his head with a pillow.

At this time, he didn't want to talk to anyone, he just wanted to find his grandma.Grandma lives in the countryside, and there are relatively few people. During the previous summer vacation, Ye Mingtian had tasted the sweetness. He thought, as long as he returns to grandma, there will be no more annoying voices.

After making up his mind, Ye Mingtian found his aunt alone, told his aunt declaratively about his dropout, and turned around and left the company regardless of his aunt's surprised expression.

He went home alone, packed his things, bought a ticket, and went back to the village where his grandma lived very smoothly.

Maybe doing so would hurt my aunt, but Ye Mingtian really didn't know how to explain it to her aunt.

He developed a mentality of escape.

Ye Mingtian, who was only 16 years old at this time, was not a brave little adult, on the contrary, he was very cowardly - after he arrived at his aunt's house, he didn't get all the love and care, which caused a slight distortion in his character.

Now that he has the ability to hear other people's inner world, his whole world has become dark.

In most cases, Ye Mingtian received negative emotions.

Countless negative emotions made Ye Mingtian unable to straighten his waist. He was afraid, afraid, and didn't even know what to do in the future. Do he want to live in this situation for the rest of his life?

Ye Mingtian even thought about committing suicide.

During the time at school, the stimulating Ye Mingtian became more gloomy. He was taciturn and became afraid of change. He wanted an unchanging life and was used to doing what he should do at various times. He hated going to crowded places and liked to repeat a paragraph. The way of talking makes your mind empty as much as possible.

even……

He will do unpredictable things because he is controlled by people's emotions.

If it wasn't for this, he might not have applied for expulsion, but the fact is before him, because he accepted a person's negative emotions and was controlled by it, he did some things that he knew were bad, and was notified by the whole school .

When he calmed down, he realized what he had done - he felt that he was like another person who did this.What an unbelievable thing this is, but it is now in front of Ye Mingtian.

16 is old.

Ye Mingtian was supposed to be a lively and cheerful child, just like all the other classmates.

At this time, all the knowledge he knows is from textbooks, and from what he can see on TV, he hasn't even established his own three views, but he is forced to accept them.

In particular, people's hearts completely reflect the dark part of society...

Ye Mingtian returned to grandma's house safely.

Although grandma was surprised and puzzled by his dropping out of school, seeing Ye Mingtian's face and physical condition, she finally gave in to him who was silent.

"Tiantian, let's rest now, and wait until when we want to go to school, ah."

"Tiantian, if your aunt bullies you, just tell me and I will help you decide, you know?"

Seeing grandma's worried look, Ye Mingtian couldn't help but have a sore nose and tears fell down.

He hugged his grandma's arm, cried earth-shatteringly, and finally said a word choked up: "I don't want to go to school..."

Grandma touched Ye Mingtian's head distressedly: "Okay...ok...don't go to school..."

The days passed like this.

Ye Mingtian's aunt originally thought that Ye Mingtian didn't go to school because of Meimei's affairs, so she deliberately bought a house for Wu Shuang and invited Ye Mingtian to live in it, but she was rejected.

Auntie couldn't help it, she still had work to do, so she could only stay here for a few days, and after persuading Ye Mingtian, she went back.

Before leaving, she said, "Tian Tian, ​​whenever you want to study, you come to see your aunt, you know?"

Ye Mingtian nodded slowly.

His life became more and more regular.

Get up on time at six o'clock in the morning, cook for myself and grandma after washing, then endorse, write questions, wait for grandma to wait for her after she wakes up, and then move a small bench for grandma to go out to bask in the sun.

At 11:30 noon, I put down my books and cook. In the afternoon, I went for a walk in the fields alone. An hour later, I returned to my room to be in a daze for 15 minutes, and then read again.

The same is true at night.

It is because Ye Mingtian also reads at home, so grandma didn't force Ye Mingtian to go back to school to study, and her aunt also agreed with the school to keep her student status, which is a way out for Ye Mingtian.

This kind of life, it is reasonable to say that grandma should be happy, but after a period of time, after carefully observing Ye Mingtian's life, she became more anxious.

Every action of Ye Mingtian seems to be deliberately arranged - to do a predetermined thing at a predetermined time.Once, grandma wanted to drink water and asked Ye Mingtian to pour it for herself. Ye Mingtian didn't seem to hear it. After about ten minutes, a glass of water was placed in front of her.

Moreover, he is more and more immersed in his own world, habitually forcing himself to do everything well, even if it is difficult for him.Not only that, Ye Mingtian couldn't sleep all night long, even if he fell asleep, he would wake up soon, and his eyes were blue every day. She, as a grandma, didn't know that...

Seeing her lovely grandson become like this after leaving her for a while, grandma felt very distressed.

She began to ask around, asking Ye Mingtian what was going on, and finally heard that it was a disease, the name seemed to be depression, and it could even lead to suicidal tendencies in severe cases.

depression?

Grandma, who has never cared about this disease, is very worried, especially after hearing that her grandson may commit suicide.She talked about it, and then brought Ye Mingtian to the hospital in the county, but the doctors there said that they couldn't cure it. This kind of disease can't be cured simply by taking medicine, but also needs the guidance of family members.

When she heard that taking medicine could not cure her, the worried grandma was frightened. She called Ye Mingtian's aunt.

When she heard that her nephew was suffering from depression, my aunt was taken aback and couldn't believe it. In the end, she didn't care about any work and came directly by car.

Seeing Ye Mingtian's changes, the two women couldn't help arguing, pointing at each other and saying it was the other's fault, and finally hugged and cried for a while before accepting the reality.

As for Ye Mingtian?

He feels that life is pretty good now, and the voices that can be heard in his head are much less than those heard in school, which makes him feel very comfortable.

As for depression... He felt that what he did was only because of that ability... He knew this, but he couldn't say it, so he could only make grandma and the others think that what he had was depression.

Ye Mingtian's grandmother wanted to treat her grandson, but her family was poor and couldn't afford the medical expenses for a long time. Although her aunt wanted to help, her son Wu Shuang was about to get married, and she had just bought a house, so she couldn't afford it in an instant.

Reluctantly, the two turned their eyes to several other relatives for help, but the rest also said that they had no money...

For a while, I was worried about them.