Chapter 27
Chapter 27
What Ruan Yi sneered at in the past has now become an existence like an addiction in his heart.
Omega's body is soft and fragrant, it fits tightly with Alpha's body, and can also cooperate tirelessly. Under Alpha's control, it goes from death to life, and its body is full of satiated blush.
He Chu didn't know what Ruan Yi was upset about. He was disobedient, and Ruan Yi would not let himself go even if he tried so hard. He cooperated, but Ruan Yi was still not satisfied.
In the end, he couldn't take it anymore, he felt numb in his back, and the dull fear was awakened by Ruan Yi who was silent and mad.
When Ruan Yi folded his legs and sank to his waist, He Chu let out a cry of surprise and made a breathy voice: "...no more..."
Ruan Yi was hot everywhere except his head and chest. He pressed extremely deeply. In this posture, his forehead was pressed against He Chu, and he stared closely at He Chu's trembling eyelashes.
He finally spoke: "Why don't you want a child? Or don't you want my child?"
He Chu didn't seem to hear clearly, or just didn't want to answer, and Ruan Yi didn't ask any more questions until the rough sex was over.
In the bathroom, He Chuyan was leaning against the bathtub, and Ruan Yi, who had calmed down, was scrubbing him for half-closed eyes. He blinked the corners of his dry eyes, and suddenly asked, "How many children does Gu Xingmian have?"
Ruan Yi didn't need to answer, he murmured in a hoarse voice: "Four, or five? I seem to have seen them all before, at your house. They are very afraid of you."
Ruan Yi looked at his dripping hair roots: "You can't be him."
It doesn't make a difference either.
He Chu didn't want to argue about these meaningless topics. When he argued, he seemed to care a lot. He was asking Ruan Yi for something. He didn't want anything. He said that suddenly because he met Gu Xingmian during the day.
The more he thought about it, the more tired he became. He Chu slipped into the bathtub in a daze, and was caught by one hand. Alpha's strong arms and breath brought a sense of security, and his consciousness sank a little further into the dark sea.
"My mother had deep feelings for Ruan Shichang back then." Even Gu Xingmian should have loved Ruan Shichang very much.
It's just that the person who is emotional first will hurt himself.
Ruan Yi is usually a clam spirit, and now he won't open his mouth to talk about the past. After picking up He Chu from the water, he covered his head with a towel, lowered his head and kissed He Chu's forehead through the towel, and his voice was as soft as ever. With a mean and cold voice: "Do you love me?"
Then as expected, he did not wait for He Chu's answer, Ruan Yi's breath trembled slightly, and he hugged He Chu back to the room.
Ruan Yi confides to He Chu about what is squeezed in his chest, but He Chu almost falls asleep when he touches the pillow, removes the towel, his face is innocent and weak, and his dark and soft eyelashes are quietly closed together.
The ridiculous weakness in Ruan Yi's heart disappeared in an instant.
The place he drew himself as a prison is a barren and barren land, and he stands at the end, trapping He Chu in it by any means. He must cover He Chu's eyes so that he can't see his lifeless land, and put the lonely the sound of the wind as cheers.
When Ruan Yi tightly pressed him into his arms, He Chu had to wake up and couldn't fall asleep.
He and Ruan Yi had a lot of unexplained things before, Ruan Yi's marriage, He Chu's experience, and how everyone got here these years, Ruan Yi's strange and paranoid behavior...
But He Chu didn't want to expose them one by one, some things existed there clearly, and He Chu's confusion was just his own mediocrity.
Early the next morning, the two of them took the same elevator and the same car, and sent He Chu to the arranged teacher to learn piano, and Ruan Yi went back to Ruan's house to pick up He Xin.
Sitting in the car, Ruan Yi looked at He Chu's thin back carrying the piano case, which seemed to be exactly the same as it was many years ago.
Ruan Shichang was the first to know that Ruan Yi had a son.
Ruan Yi directly brought He Xin back to the Ruan family, not shy away from his identity at all, and personally hugged him to introduce this spacious and beautiful new home one by one. All the servants, gardeners, bodyguards and drivers of the Ruan family knew that suddenly there was a "sister" in this house. Young Master".
In this huge manor, usually only Ruan Yi lives alone - other irrelevant people have been driven away by him, and Ruan Shichang is unwilling to live here.
After hearing the news from Gu Xingmian, Ruan Shichang went to find Ruan Yi.
But Ruan Yi was neither at the company nor at home, so he took He Xin to the hospital.
There is a nearly four-inch-long scar on He Xin's chest, which is still very obvious on the milky white skin. Ruan Yi is startled every time he sees it. He takes him with him almost every day, and arranges for the best doctor to examine him.
Ruan Shichang was in the study in the main building of the Ruan family, and when he heard the sound of a car stopping outside, he stood at the window and looked down—the driver held the door, his defiant son got down first, and then bowed down from the car, carefully and gently hugged him A child—thin and pale, exactly like the Omega from years ago.
A person like Ruan Shichang usually remembers people very badly. Even if He Chu is a small person not worth mentioning, he still remembers He Chu's name and appearance. Of course, he also remembers what Ruan Yi and He Chu did.
Ruan Shichang knew whose son Ruan Yi had found back, almost without having to confirm it.
Ruan Shichang paced away from the window with a mocking sneer on the corner of his mouth.
The helper had already told Ruan Yi the news of his coming, and after about ten minutes, Ruan Yi opened the door and came in, looking at him with arrogant and cold eyes.
After these years, Ruan Shichang has realized the fact that he has no way to tame Ruan Yi, and he also understands that some hatred will not dissipate, let alone transfer. The only bond they have now is Ruan's huge money machine.
Ruan Yi sat opposite him, crossed his long legs carelessly, his eyes were noble and haughty: "What's the matter?"
No one would get used to his son looking at him like this, especially if Ruan Yi looked at him like this, everyone would feel chills in his heart.
Ruan Shichang: "Why didn't Polestar come forward to talk about mergers and acquisitions with you?"
Polestar is a new military enterprise, and there is no chaebol capital behind it. Even if this company just snatched the military cooperation from Ruan's mouth, there should be no room for resistance in Ruan's siege.However, after three months of negotiations, the negotiations still broke down. Ruan's ambition to maintain a dominant company stumbled in front of a small company that was still young.
Ruan Yi was supposed to come forward for the last negotiation, but he stayed in China recently, and Polestar directly rejected the conversation.
Ruan Yi was not surprised that the plan would fail this time. He told Ruan Shichang bluntly that a company that had just placed an order for [-] aircraft, the order value was over [-] billion, as long as the boss was courageous and ambitious enough, it would be impossible for him to succeed in Ruan Shichang. Bow your head in front of capital.
Moreover, Ruan's company is preparing to go public recently, and the flow of funds is monitored. If they are not careful, they may be suspected of fleeing funds, so they can't spend money on a company as before.
Ruan Shichang was also aware of this, he just wanted to use Polestar as a starting point to draw out what he really wanted to say, and sneered: "Aren't you going to take responsibility for this incident? There is no problem between you and Qiyue, so there is no There will be a series of things. Don't you think about it? You have been married for several years, and there are some truths that should not be reminded of you, Ruan Yi."
Ruan Yi pointed his slender fingers on his knees, and his reaction was cold: "What do you want to remind me?"
"I don't want to meddle in your personal affairs, but you have to explain clearly to the Wang family, and Wang Shuai is still here, so you know what to do." As a trained Alpha, Wang Qiyue's grandfather is very self-disciplined and strict because he can't get used to it. Ruan Shichang's behavior will bring him closer to this grandson-in-law.
And Ruan Shichang was very respectable except when he lost his composure in front of Ruan Yi sometimes. Now he twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "I think you seem to be a little powerless recently. What happened to the hospital? It's just because of an Omega. You know, as long as you can handle your affairs well, I won't bother you with as many people as you want to raise outside, and as many sons as you have had."
When Ruan Shichang stood up, he gave Ruan Yi a cold look—what kind of person Ruan Yi used to look down on, and what kind of person he is now.
When Ruan Shichang left with a raised eyebrow, Ruan Yi watched him with a dull expression. Now Ruan Yi no longer confronts Ruan Shichang tit-for-tat. Many times his emotions are restrained and settled, and he rarely shows them.
Ruan Shichang's words only reminded him of his self-inflicted suffering. Compared with this, Ruan Yi cared more about how Ruan Shichang knew he was hospitalized.
Ruan Yi has always been cautious, except when he loses control in a certain place, he will almost never make a mistake at other times, so that people can get something.Every operation is done abroad, and my work arrangement will not be delayed. Even if the treatment is outside this city, the confidentiality work has always been very good.
Ruan Shichang couldn't possibly be caring about him.This made Ruan Yi have to sort out his plan.
When he started working, he was very devoted and no one would disturb him. Two hours had passed before he was about to leave the study. This habit made him ignore that he still had a son who was less than four years old and needed him.
Ruan Yi wanted to see He Xin, but just when he stood up, his calf muscle spasms and his bones tingled, which made him sit back with his eyebrows twisted together.
He knocked out a cigarette from the cigarette case, and when he bit the cigarette holder and was about to light it, he seemed to remember something, paused with his fingertips, then threw all the things in his hand on the table, and took it out of his pocket. I took two painkillers.
It's just a sequelae. As for whether it will be better or worse, Ruan Yi has always had a plan to deal with these two situations in his heart, so he doesn't care much about the hidden dangers in himself.
Ruan Yi sat in his original position and waited for the discomfort to pass, thinking that He Xin's nanny should take good care of him.
Although he has been taking care of He Xin during this time, Ruan Yi is still unfamiliar on the road of becoming a father - he was not brought up by his parents when he was a child, and he never felt that family affection is intimate, gentle and amiable.
Just as he was thinking, the door was knocked lightly twice, the sound was very low - it was He Xin who was knocking on the door lightly with his small hands just like an adult.
Ruan Yi went to open the door, and outside the door was He Xin in pajamas, looking up at him, followed by a small robot.
Ruan Yi tried to squat down, his face froze for a moment, and he stretched out his hands to hug He Xin - He Xin had never been by his side since he was a child, and he was so thin, every time Ruan Yi hugged him, his heart would be soaked by unfamiliar feelings Soft and sore.
"Can't sleep?" Ruan Yi was asking He Xin, and then asked the servant who was following him, and when he got the news, He Xin was lying on the bed and wanted to come to him.
He Xin was wearing the milk frankincense he drank before, and said, "Are you done with your work?"
Ruan Yi thought he was looking for him to play with, and dragged the back of his head with his big hands, walking towards He Xin's room, saying, "I'm not busy anymore, I'll be with you."
Ruan Yi accompanied him to read a puppet book. He Xin sat on the bed and looked at Ruan Yi with wide eyes, still looking like he didn't want to sleep.
Ruan Yi stroked his hair and asked, "Do you want to go down and see your new car?"
After He Xin moved in, Ruan Yi asked someone to open a go-kart driveway and parking lot on the wide front lawn. He Xin liked this game that he had never touched before.
Seeing that He Xin was not in a very high mood, Ruan Yi continued to search for the topic in a strange way: "In a few days, your pony will arrive. Dad will take you for a ride." Behind the horse farm are all tall and handsome thoroughbred horses. However, the pony that Ruan Yi ordered for He Xin has not yet been delivered.
Ruan Yi has prepared a lot. He knows that everything has a gain and a loss. What was lacking or lost in the past, there will always be something that can be made up slowly.
He patiently accompanied He Xin for more than half an hour, and when He Xin closed his eyes, he left lightly and returned to his study.
The housekeeper knocked on the door and asked if he would like to prepare dinner for him. Ruan Yi checked the time, and it was just before nine o'clock, so he ordered a cup of coffee to be delivered.
The butler left quietly with the door open, Ruan Yi leaned on the chair and pinched his brows.
He took He Xin to see a doctor recently, and he dealt with business affairs at home. After accompanying He Xin, he dealt with the things he piled up all day, and then went to He Chu around eleven o'clock.
Ruan Yi stared intently at the data on the computer, the fluorescent light fell on his face, outlining sharp lines, and it was an inhuman coldness in his eyes.
It may be because he poured too much gentle emotion into the depressed He Xin just now, so that his body and brain also rebelled, and he couldn't help thinking of some things that he tried his best to ignore.
Ruan Yi was a little distracted, and didn't notice that the door was pushed open. When he regained his senses, He Xin was already standing in front of him with the little robot in his arms.
Ruan Yi restrained the tense look on his face: "What's wrong?"
He Xin put the robot in his hand, with tears in his eyes: "I'll return this to you, and you return my father to me, okay?"
He remembered He Chu's words and endured it for a long time. After leaving He Chu for nearly ten days, Ruan Yi brought anticipation and joy and could no longer suppress the uneasiness and fear in his heart.
He didn't understand the adult's difficulties and reasons, he was sensitive to the adult's lies, and felt sad that everything was different from what he thought.
Ruan Yi picked He Xin up and slowed down his voice: "Do you miss your father?"
He has taken He Xin to do so many checkups these days, and he is very clear about He Xin's condition. Even after surgery, He Xin can't cry like other children to express his thoughts and fight for what he wants. A weak heart needs a stable enough environment in his small chest to grow healthily.
Now here Ruan Yi is the only person He Xin can rely on, He Xin sadly put his head on Ruan Yi's shoulder, choked up and nodded.
Ruan Yi hugged him, patted him on the back, and walked up and down Ruan's house with him, carefully calming his emotions.
Ruan Yi can give He Xin a lot of things, and he does his best to be by He Xin's side during the time when He Chu is absent, but this cannot make up for the trauma that may be brought to He Xin.
When Ruan Yi began to understand He Chu's cautiousness and reluctance, his indifferent and barren body was full of stinging pain because of his son's slightly twitching body and He Chu's eyes that hesitated to speak for countless times in his mind.
"Fang Fang, wait a few more days, and I'll bring my father back." Ruan Yi hugged him, "I did this to protect my father. I can't tell anyone about this, okay?"
Ruan Yi didn't know how to comfort his young son, and when he made the promise, he was a little nervous.
He Xin calmed down for a while, and asked in a low voice, "Is it because of the person who came before?"
"Correct."
He Xin reluctantly accepted this reason, and promised Ruan Yi that he would not tell this secret. When he lay back on the bed, he used Ruan Yi's mobile phone to video He Chu, feeling a little aggrieved, but not as sad as before.
It was almost two hours later than when he usually rested, and when he was finally about to sleep under a small quilt, he confirmed to Ruan Yi what he had said to himself.
"Do not lie to you."
He Xin opened his eyes to look at Ruan Yi, and suddenly asked, "Are you working hard?"
Ruan Yi didn't think that children of this age would understand the meaning of hard work, and his heart was still warm, and his deep voice was a little gentle: "It's not hard work."
He Xin stretched out his hand from under the quilt to touch the corner of Ruan Yi's eyes, and said, "You are red here, it's like this every time Dad is very tired."
Ruan Yi, like a villain disarmed in the face of innocence and softness, held He Xin's hand, and smiled fleetingly on his thin lips.
On the other side, He Chu tried his best to appear natural, maintaining He Xin's innocent world, so that he would not feel that he didn't want him, nor would he feel the embarrassment of adults.
He just noticed the red corners of his son's eyes and his depressed mood. After hanging up the video, He Chu leaned against the wall and didn't move for a long time.
He Chu could guess the reason for the video just now.
Ruan Yi is obviously so cruel, but he also has an untimely soft heart.
He Chu looked up at the ceiling, sighed softly, and took out a thin business card from his pocket.
It was given to him by Gu Xingmian.
a few days ago.
The teacher Ruan Yi is looking for for He Chu is a professor who has just retired from the Music Association. He is a very good and gentle Beta. He knows that He Chu has learned the piano for more than ten years. According to the principle, people are long-term. Animals will not give up something that has been with them for more than ten years for no reason.
It seems that He Chu is not thinking at all now, and the old professor did not force him, and took him to drink tea and talk with him during teaching time every day.
It just so happened that his granddaughter had a performance at the World Trade Center at noon today, and the old professor brought He Chu to join him.
It was the anniversary celebration of a luxury brand, and the youth orchestra where the professor's granddaughter was in had to sit on the background board for more than two hours.
He Chu looked at the serious children on the flower stage, and thought of how he often stood for such a long time when he was a boy. The performance of the orchestra ranged from one hour to as long as three hours, but how he felt at that time And the mood has been too far away from He Chu.
He said something to his teacher, walked out of the crowd and went to the bathroom.
His childhood experience told him that he should not be overwhelmed by sadness, nor should he succumb to fear. Later, he also understood in his own failed feelings, and he could not indulge in joy.
But He Chu couldn't act as if nothing had happened.
Those invisible scars still ache.
He Chu washed his face in the bathroom and went back to find his teacher. There were more people gathered in front of him. He Chu suddenly heard Wang Qiyue's name through the crowd—she is today's special guest.
The mall was fully air-conditioned, and the water that hadn't been wiped off He Chu's body evaporated to lower his body temperature, making him stiff from the cold.
Obviously no one was looking at him, He Chu Rumang was on his back, he turned back hastily, a thin layer of muscles on his face trembled with his pupils.
Others are upright, but He Chu suffers on his own, suffering unspeakably.
He Chu sent a text message to his teacher, but didn't go there again, and hid in a store outside the mall. Many people went to watch the big star, and there were no passers-by outside the window.
He Chu thought that he could accept his current identity numbly and calmly, and be an obedient canary, until Ruan Yi's reluctance faded away, and he became bored with it for a long time.
Or he could find a chance to get He Xin's custody back from Ruan Yi.
He Chu's thoughts are always ridiculously self-deceiving, and his innocence is always torn apart by reality.
He Chu is weak and cowardly, but he is full of fetters, and now he can't straighten his waist, lying on the table, restraining his powerlessness and discomfort.
I felt that someone was sitting opposite me, raised my head, and saw that the other person took off his sunglasses, with delicate eyebrows and a smile on his lips.
"Hi, Gu Xingmian, you should know me."
He Chu knew him, but he hadn't looked at him as carefully as today. Gu Xingmian was over 40 years old, but he couldn't tell his real age. He was still the same as when He Chu first met him, as if he had been being stalked all the time. God favors.
Sitting opposite He Chu, Gu Xingmian picked up the fragrant citron tea on the table with his index finger and thumb, tilted the spout and poured out the hot golden sweet drink, and asked, "Do you like sweet drinks? Don't be nervous, today's day Yue just returned to China, I came to find her, I didn't expect... I thought I made a mistake."
He Chu and Gu Xingmian, who hadn't said a word, had nothing to say, and they couldn't be like Gu Xingmian, as if they had known each other before and had a familiar conversation. He touched the slightly hot glass with his fingers, and reminded him: "She's going away!" gone."
The flow of people outside the window increased, it should be the end of the event, He Chu saw fans spontaneously standing in a row waiting for Wang Qiyue's nanny car to drive by.
Gu Xingmian glanced out the window, then said to He Chu: "Ruan Yi has been looking for you all the time, and he should be very happy to be looking for you now."
Gu Xingmian has been observing He Chu's expression, and easily caught the clear expression in He Chu's eyes who had started to be calm and friendly, and he was a little surprised in his heart - the Omega in front of him had clear eyes, his face was pure white, without edges and corners, and he could see through it at a glance ——and Ruan Yi himself are two extremes.
It's rare.
Gu Xingmian put down his business card on the table, "If you need help, you can contact me."
He Chu knew that Gu Xingmian, who had a hint of pity and sarcasm in his eyes, probably wasn't looking for the same kind, he was just testing himself.
But He Chu didn't feel that he needed pity, and he didn't feel sorry for anyone except He Xin.
The author has something to say: the difference between mothers and fathers with children.Chu Chu: Fang Fang just basks in the sun.Second Brother: Do you want to play racing?Want to ride a horse? (The car driven by Fang Fang is as fast as an adult walking)
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