Chapter 10
Chapter 10
Lying on the bed at night, both of them stared at the dark night with their eyes open, unable to fall asleep, and had no intention of bringing up that fucking thing again.
"Jin Lai, what do you want to do after graduation?" Yuan Yu spoke dreamily on the small bed, breaking the silence.
"As a designer, you can draw the buildings you like, design the style you like, and you are free." Jin Lai said with his eyes closed.
"Well, I support you." Yuan Yu's voice was firm.
Jin Lai sighed inaudibly, he knew that things were not going smoothly, as far as the current situation was concerned, there were thorns and waves everywhere under the calm appearance.
"I want to be with you all the time." Yuan Yu said again.
Jin Lai opened his eyes, and quickly replied, "There is still a long way to go, the future may be what it will be, and people have an idea at a stage, so don't jump to conclusions so quickly, maybe you will meet a more suitable person in the future."
Yuan Yu felt blocked, thinking that I would show you my heart, but you obviously still hesitated, do you have any real feelings for me, or are you more grateful and guilty?He choked bluntly, "You still want to find a more suitable one?! You can do whatever you want, anyway, I won't look for it anymore, so don't get lost after looking around."
Jin Lai was silent, he didn't know how long Yuan Yu's youthful love for him could last, if he persuaded Yuan Yu to look forward more, maybe he could change his obsession all along.However, it seems that it will not work now, and Yuan Yu will become more stubborn when he mentions this, which is counterproductive and unworthy.
Looking back at myself, I really don't have confidence in this relationship. On this road, Jin Lai thought, is there a way back?Where is the direction and the end?How should parents and classmates explain?What about the future?From the beginning, he never thought that he is not as brave as Yuan Yu, he is just a worldly person.
The night was getting darker, Jin Lai closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep, Yuan Yu quietly walked out of bed, covered him with the half-fallen quilt, and looked at him with his elbows propped on the head of the bed, under the faint moonlight, his eyes were red , whispered, "You can not like me, but you must not like others."
Ten or so days later, Jin Lai woke up early, packed his things in two or three times, and his feet were almost ready to change the dressing, but Yuan Yu insisted on taking him to school, for fear of leaving any hidden dangers if he didn't pay attention. .Jin Lai sat in the classroom and listened to the professor's lecture. Zhang Jingyao came and sat in the back row of him again. He still had unpredictable eyes. Jin Lai had long been used to it and turned a blind eye.
"Hey, your special human driver is here again." After class, Zhang Jingyao made fun of Jin Lai and walked out the door.
Outside the classroom, Zhang Jingyao swept Yuan Yu's eyes up and down, and whistled. Yuan Yu stared back unwillingly. Zhang Jingyao grinned, "You didn't come that day, I will wait for you for a long time."
"Look in the mirror first, you have a fat head, big ears and greasy pretentious image, which man likes your model? Do you still want to engage in 419? Just dream." Yuan Yu was already upset, especially when he saw this product in front of his eyes Wandering around, I almost couldn't bear the urge to hit someone.
Zhang Jingyao narrowed his eyes, and pulled Yuan Yu to a corner where there were few people, "You have never seen the world when you say this, and you don't inquire about it. How many small zeros in Beijing are rushing to me one after another, and I am too. I haven't treated them badly, and they are all made happy by eating and drinking. Don't you think about it?"
"Fuck your mother, which eye sees your uncle as 0?" Yuan Yuteng punched him.But the fat on Zhang Jingyao's body is not a vegetarian. He dodged back and forth and took advantage of his weight. After wrestling a few times, he managed to restrain Yuan Yu, and then showed that unscrupulous smile. It's also interesting, it's white and clean, and I like yours."
"It's a shame that Q has a scum like you!" Yuan Yu was so angry that he kicked him in the stomach with his knee while he wasn't paying attention.
Zhang Jingyao bent down in pain, Yuan Yu took the opportunity to break free, punched and kicked to greet him, but did not dare to hit too hard, because he was afraid that the defendant would go to the Academic Affairs Office to cause trouble for Jin Lai, so he avoided the vital parts and only picked the weak and painful places to hit. , It doesn't look like much injury on the surface, but it really hurts.
Yuan Yu felt that the fight was almost over. Just when he was about to stop and let go, Zhang Jingyao tripped and fell under Zhang Jingyao without paying attention. Zhang Jingyao rained down his fists. Unlike Yuan Yu, this time Zhang Jingyao jumped over the wall like a dog in a hurry, without any rules. , Yuan Yu gritted his teeth and held his head in a gesture of resistance. Zhang Jingyao was still angry, and rode on Yuan Yu's body and waved his fists at his face with his hands apart.
There was a lot of noise between the two. After Jin Lai walked out of the classroom, he searched around but couldn't find Yuan Yu. Li Rang helped Jin Lai, and vaguely heard a sound from the corner at the end of the corridor, so he went to have a look, and was startled when he saw it. .Zhang Jingyao had a few shoe prints on his body, Yuan Yu's face was covered with paint, and his clothes were covered in dust. He looked very embarrassed and seriously injured.
Without saying a word, Li Rang rushed downstairs to report to the Academic Affairs Office.Jin Lai's feet were already able to walk. As soon as he saw this scene, he tore apart the wrestling two people and punched Zhang Jingyao in the stomach.Jin Lai was about to charge up again, but Yuan Yu held him back, said something in a low voice, and secretly stuffed a small object into Jin Lai's hand, Jin Lai nodded and secretly took it.Turning around, he kicked Zhang Jingyao in the back a few more times.
Yuan Yu looked almost unable to move, Zhang Jingyao seemed to be fine, and stood up and cursed, the mentality of breaking the cans, completely lost the usual pretense and rationality.
Jin Lai asked, "Did you do the trick to frame me in the dormitory?"
Zhang Jingyao laughed wildly, "Haha, so what."
"Put centipedes on the bed, put razor blades in the towel, and do tricks on the kettle, which caused me to be burned. It took me more than half a month to recover. You admit that you did all of this?" Jin Lai repeated his bad behavior.
"That's right! I did it, I just can't understand you. You don't have to be proud of what the hell you want? Since I was a child, no one dared to fight against me. Unless you kneel down and apologize to me, I will punish you until graduation .Also, I have already caught you, that kid comes to you every day, don't think I don't know you two..."
Jin Lai kicked Zhang Jingyao in the chest to stop him from continuing. At the same time, he squeezed the things in his hand, quickly put them into his pocket, and helped Yuan Yu walk away.
When I arrived at the Academic Affairs Office, it was the lunch break and only the members of the student union were working. Li Rang was at his desk, eagerly making gestures.At this moment, Jin Lai helped Yuan Yu walk in. Yuan Yu's appearance was as miserable as it was, as if he was holding his last breath during the whole process, which was very worrying.Jin Lai calmly dictated Zhang Jingyao's crimes, one by one, from how the other party used electrical appliances in violation of regulations, to framing him with evil intentions, to hurting his friend Yuan Yu, and finally, Jin Lai took out the recording pen from his clothes, solemnly Put it on the table, "In case Zhang Jingyao quibbles and refuses to admit it when the time comes, this is evidence, and there is a recording of his own confession inside."
People from the Academic Affairs Office and the Student Union organized records and data collection, and arranged for the other two students to go to the fighting corridor to bring Zhang Jingyao here. When Zhang Jingyao was led into the office, when he saw three people, he jumped over the wall viciously. He uttered wild words, "You three wait for me, and sooner or later you will be put down." The leader of the Academic Affairs Office coughed heavily, "Zhang Jingyao! You violated the school rules and regulations, and now we will interrogate you. Those three students, You guys leave first, and we will deal with this matter fairly and seriously."
The three nodded, and then walked out of the office. Li Rang shouted as soon as he went out, "You are too smart. With the evidence, that kid Zhang Jingyao will definitely fall this time."
Jin Lai didn't say much, and hurriedly sent Yuan Yu to the infirmary, worrying about Yuan Yu's situation all the way, Yuan Yu smiled and comforted him, "I'm fine, don't worry."
The doctor in the school infirmary asked him to lie down, squeezed his arms and legs, patted his head, and asked him if it hurt, Yuan Yujun shook his head.The doctor said that the injury was not serious, and the bones were not injured, so he only prescribed some anti-inflammatory drugs and bruises and trauma medicines for Yuan Yu, and sent him away.
On the way back, Yuan Yu kept leaning in Jin Lai's arms. They slowly pushed their bicycles and walked to the door of the house. Yuan Yu suddenly jumped away, opened the door and shouted to take a bath. Jin Lai was shocked by his vigor. .
"You... don't move around, don't you feel pain? I'll give you medicine, take a bath...Can you wash yourself? Or I'll help you?" Jin Lai asked.
"It's okay, I'm just disfigured and ugly. In fact, that grandson is much worse than me. Guaranteed he won't get up tomorrow." Yuan Yu shook his shoulders like a normal person, and suddenly some wound was involved, and he bared in pain. He gritted his teeth.
"Why are you trying to be aggressive? He hit so hard, your face is swollen like a pig's head." Jin Lai wiped him with a wet towel in distress.
"Really, Zhang Jingyao's grandson was beaten by me at that time. He got up and fought back. I didn't hit the right place a few times. But it happened. My image looks pretty miserable. The people in the Academic Affairs Office must feel sorry for me. I It’s even worse to pretend, the balance of justice must be tilted towards us, this wave is not bad.” Yuan Yu blinked mischievously.
Jin Lai sighed dumbfoundedly, wiped his face clean, then wiped his neck, "Take off your clothes."
Yuan Yu dodged a little, "Take it off in front of you? I'd better go take a bath by myself."
"Farewell, the floor is too slippery. There is only hot water at night, and cold water during the day. It is not good for your health. I will mix warm water for you and wipe it with a towel, and you have to apply medicine. Besides, why are you embarrassed? I'm afraid I will take advantage of you." ?" Jin Lai smiled, holding the towel and looking at him leisurely.
Yuan Yu lowered her head and took off her dirty clothes.Some places on his body were still stained with blood, many broken skin and bruises, Jin Lai wiped him clean, seeing these wounds, his heart trembled faintly.
Jin Lai carefully smeared these wounds with antiseptic cotton for wounds. Yuan Yu remained firm and silent. The atmosphere was a bit subtle. Jin Lai spoke first, "Fortunately, there are no internal injuries, but these injuries look scary. How do you get along with me?" Did he fight?"
"He deserves it, and I'm not a vegetarian." Yuan Yu said angrily, "I've thought about buying a recording pen for a long time. Some time ago, my colleagues in the small company where I work gathered together to watch Hong Kong police and gangster movies. It’s such a small thing that it’s easy to disguise. I bothered to ask my colleagues to get it, and it cost me half a month’s salary.”
Jin Lai thought of what Yuan Yu said when he handed him the recorder, "Press the red button to record his voice..."
Jin Lai understood what was going on at that time, because he had read many books, so although he had never seen a recorder, he had heard of it and knew the principle.He immediately began to follow Zhang Jingyao's words, asking the truth from the other party and recording it. He also knew what to record and what not to record, so he pressed the end button in time.Take this inevitable victory.All this is due to Yuan Yu.
"Lie on the bed and rest for a while." Jin Lai applied the ointment on him, covered him with a thin quilt, put on his clothes and was about to go out, "I'll go out and make a call, and ask for a leave of absence for you."
"Wait," Yuan Yu held him back, "Can you buy me another catty bean paste cake? I want to eat it."
Jin Lai was stunned for a moment, then smiled and patted his hand, "No problem."
Yuan Yu looked at Jin Lai's back and went out, lay back on the bed, hugged his head, feeling a dull pain, something was pulling in his head.
He can't remember exactly when the sequelae happened, but he only remembers that when he was a child, his mother died early, and his father brought home a new woman. On the surface, that woman treated him very well, and she bought him this and that, and she was obedient. , almost closer than his own mother.Yuan Yu almost changed her name to call that woman's mother.One afternoon, his father was away on a business trip. He sneaked into his parents' bedroom alone, and saw a small book in the drawer with something written on it. He was still young and could not read at all, and the woman turned pale with fright. Run over and scold him loudly, fighting for that notebook.Yuan Yu's personality was originally rebellious, stubbornly holding on and refusing to let go, yelling femininely, as if she didn't think he was a child, she lifted him up and pushed him aside, Yuan Yu hit her head on the sharp corner of the bedside drawer, and After tripping and hitting his head on the ground, the woman stomped on his hands a few times without giving up, Yuan Yu let go of the pain, and the woman snatched the notebook away.
Afterwards, Yuan Yu ran out of the house crying, cried outside for a long time, and then returned home, the woman still behaved decently and generously in front of his father, she seemed to have lost her memory of the previous events, and still smiled at him as usual.Once Yuan Yu wants to talk to his father to complain, that woman will interrupt him, change the topic to talk about other things, and remind his father how disobedient and careless Yuan Yu is at home, exaggerating and distorting the facts, his father believes it [-]% The woman's words severely criticized Yuan Yu.In fact, since he entered the house, his father didn't have time to look at Yuan Yu at all. Whenever he was free, he would close the bedroom door and live with that woman.It wasn't until a new member was added to the family, and Yuan Yu had a "new brother", that he fully understood that this family was no longer his.
From then on, Yuan Yu hid her like a plague, saw her like seeing a devil, was completely disappointed with her father and family, and also developed deep hatred and fear for most women, and her head would twitch from time to time after being hit. The pain was unbearable.
He no longer sets foot in that home, and although he is alone from that moment on, he is free.All worldly concepts cannot bind him.Because of rebellion and disobedience, he no longer listened to his father, did not study hard, and did not get along with his classmates.He teamed up with a few disciples from the big courtyard to occupy the mountain as king, bully anyone, and got into many bad habits. He just wanted to fight against many people.He thinks he is awesome.
But that day, when he saw Jin Lai, he seemed to see the shadow of himself in the past, so unwilling, but unwilling to admit defeat.It's just that Jin Lai took the completely opposite approach. No matter how much he went through, Jin Lai never bowed his head to anyone in his heart. Seeing the arrogant and unyielding back, Yuan Yu understood instantly, and hated seeing each other late.
In fact, Yuan Yu made a mistake. Jin Lai's character is only cold-blooded, and he is completely different from him.Yuan Yu was still attracted by that charming trait, and plunged into it.
Yuan Yu didn't know what he was fighting for, and went up against the wind again, offended many friends, frankly said that watching A|V felt disgusting, and also said that he liked men, and made a big scandal in the whole school.In the end, he was still rebellious to the end, resisting his father's work arrangement, and went north alone.
His only yearning for this world is those who support him to live a wonderful life.For example, his dead mother often made mung bean cakes for him when he was a child. He and his father lived in harmony and had a good relationship. They never quarreled. Mung bean cakes are a fond memory of his distant childhood.Who knew that just as his mother left, his father was seduced by a vixen.
Speaking of Jin Lai, Yuan Yu didn't miss him, Jin Lai was very good, except for being less talkative, he had almost no shortcomings. The only shortcoming was that he didn't like himself very much.Hard work also made Jin Lai fall in love with him. Even though he has been using stalking and stalking tactics that are nothing new, Jin Lai seems to like this. Guilt and gratitude alone can lock him in. The premise is that Jin Lai Before someone I liked.
Thinking of this, Jin Lai happened to come in from outside the door, carrying a few paper bags in his hand, "I bought it back."
Yuan Yu's headache relieved a lot, he sat up halfway, "Which one did you buy? Zhang Ji's is delicious."
"It's Zhang Ji," Jin Lai spread out the paper bag, "I saw the longest queue there, so I knew it must be the one with the best food."
Jin Lai went to fill a bowl of water first, so as not to choke on the food.Then he broke off a small piece and took a sip, "It's really delicious." He looked at Yuan Yu, who didn't stretch out his hand, but watched eagerly.
"Why don't you eat it?" Jin Lai moved the mung bean cake towards him, thinking he couldn't reach it.
"You feed me." Yuan Yu said in a calm tone.
"..." Jin Lai hurriedly swallowed the piece, almost choked, took a big sip of water, looked up to see Yuan Yu's expectant eyes, pursed his lips and shook his head with a smile, "Okay."
Yuan Yu ate a few pieces, "It's delicious."
"Well, then eat more." Jin Lai supported him with one hand and fed him with the other, pouring a few sips of water from time to time, and patting his back.
"You really look like my mother." Yuan Yu said again.
"..." Jin Lai stiffened his arms and said amusedly, "Then I should be much taller and stronger than your mother."
"I think of the mung bean cake made by my mother. She also hugged me on her lap and fed me." Yuan Yu recalled,
"How old were you then?" Jin Lai asked.
"Six or seven years old." Yuan Yu said uncertainly.
"Okay, for the sake of your sickness, let you be a giant baby again." Jin Lai's arms subconsciously tightened around him, and he frowned slightly and sighed, "Actually, you miss your mother a lot, right? Wasn't there when you were very young?"
"Who did you hear? It's my dad again?" Yuan Yu said disdainfully, "He is not a good person. If there is no son like me, he must have completely forgotten about my mother and went to hang out with the vixen. .”
Jin Lai refused to comment on Yuan Yu's family situation. He thought that since Yuan Yu's relationship with his family members had become strained, it would be meaningless to ask.He patted Yuan Yu on the shoulder, "Family is always a safe haven. You will have to face it bravely one day in the future. In fact, your father still cares about you very much. Go back and see him when you have time."
"Don't mention that family! It's really unlucky to have that family." Yuan Yu curled her lips, "I don't mean anything else. I really have nothing to miss about that family. It should be what it is or what it is."
Jin Lai didn't speak, and listened to him continue.
Yuan Yu said, "A few days before I came to Beijing from my hometown this year, my dad insisted on letting me go to his house for dinner. My stepmother still had a vicious look at the dinner table, which hasn't changed a bit in the past few years. My two brothers, the eldest Fifteen years old, he kept staring at me like a class enemy while eating, afraid that I would compete with him for some family property? I don’t have a lot of thoughts at a young age. That young one is heartless, seven or eight When he saw me, he laughed when he saw me, and kept calling for me to hug him. Before I could respond, I pushed him away several times. In the end, my dad insisted on not letting me go down the steps, and let me hug the little one for dinner. Said otherwise my brother wouldn’t eat well. My dad gave me 1000 yuan after the meal, and cried poorly, saying that the financial power is in the hands of the stepmother, so I can only give me so much first, and then call him if it is not enough. I don’t have the face to ask for money anymore. I weighed my friendship with this family, and I only sent 1000 yuan. In fact, it’s quite worth it, and it’s better than nothing. But it’s not mine, it’s still not mine. Being stolen, this is life."
Jin Lai sighed, not knowing what to say.
"You see, now that I'm away from that house, I'm living a pretty good life?" Yuan Yu still had purple potion on her face, and her smile was a little funny.Jin Lai was amused by him, "What's the matter? You were also beaten by me, we are really unlucky."
"Don't talk about that, seeing you again is the best thing for me." Yuan Yu turned his head and took out a sketch from under the pillow, "I drew another one when I had time."
"Am I a god?" Jin Lai looked at himself in the painting with a pair of big wings growing on his back and a halo around his head.
"Angel." The two said in unison.Jin Lai suddenly remembered that in the book he was reading, there was a description about the archangel of the West, which was an image with big wings and a halo above his head.
"I'm not an angel." Jin Lai shook his head and put away the sketch, "It's ridiculous."
"It's true that there are no such tall angels. Normal people don't like this. You are my own angel." Yuan Yu said.
Jin Lai could understand what it meant, his face turned red, and he stumbled to speak out, Yuan Yu snickered behind him.
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