not with you

Chapter 17 7 years

The windy past lingers in my heart, the sadness is the same, the heartache is the same, the heart-wrenching feeling has never gone far, just like yesterday!And his people seem to only live in yesterday!

Li Ping finally woke up from his memory, and he was unable to rest his head on the tree pole. The dry and cracked tree pole was like his heart.He turned his head and looked deeply at Fei Fei.

Fei Fei was also staring blankly at Li Ping, his eyes were hazy and erratic, with a hint of loss, a hint of bewilderment.

The two looked at each other silently.After a long time, Li Ping finally looked away. He stood up holding the tree pole, suppressing the pain in his stomach, and said lightly, "Go back."

Fei Fei still looked at him silently, neither shaking his head nor nodding.The dazed expression in his eyes gradually became clearer, as if he was going to find something, and he seemed to have found it...

Li Ping didn't look again, because he couldn't control the tears in his eyes.

Li Ping walked forward quickly, he didn't dare to look back, and thought to himself: Maybe it's a good thing that you don't remember anything, so that I won't be your stumbling block.It's fine to be a stranger forever, at least I won't hurt you again... But, besides you, who else in the world will remember me? ……there is none left……

His feet tripped lightly, and with just a slight trip, he fell to his knees.

Li Ping fell to the ground and closed his eyes, feeling really tired.

Suddenly, a pair of hands supported him, and a soft voice said in his ear: "Brother Ping?"

Li Ping was shocked, this voice, this tone...he couldn't believe it!He opened his eyes abruptly, and his eyes slowly moved to the owner of these hands - Fei Fei.

Li Ping's voice trembled, "What did you say? Who are you calling?"

"Fan Fei" lowered his body slowly, without leaving Li Ping's face, he said softly, "Brother Ping, what's wrong with you?"

With this tone and voice, Li Ping's hands trembled even more. He opened his mouth but didn't know what to say. I'm really tired, I should take a good rest..."

He walked a few steps, and couldn't help turning his head back, "Extraordinary" was standing beside him, following him closely, his eyes following him all the time, the indifference and blankness in his eyes had been replaced by madness and meekness.

A long time ago, he followed Li Ping like this, followed him, and never left for a moment.

Li Ping's eyes were a little confused, he gently held the hands of "Extraordinary", those hands were as cold as snow, Li Ping stretched out his hands to caress his black and smooth hair, and slowly hugged him in his arms, he hugged him, thinking To warm up his cold body, I want to savor the fragrance of his body...

After a while, Li Ping suddenly woke up, realized his absurdity, hurriedly pushed the man in his arms away, and said, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry,... I'm very sorry."

"Fan Fei" got a little anxious, grabbed Li Ping's arm and shouted, "Brother Ping, what's wrong with you? Don't you recognize me? I'm Xue'er, Xue'er?"

Li Ping was stunned as if he had been shocked by an electric shock, and he was stunned for a long time, "You know me?"

Li Ping's eyes were a little moist, and he said: "You can know me, you can know me? How is this possible?"

He grabbed the arm of "Extraordinary" and asked, "You know who you are, can you remember who you are?"

"Extraordinary" looked into his eyes, and said word by word: "My surname is Ouyang, and my name is Xue..." His eyes moved to the distance, with a sad and bitter expression, and said: "I remember everything."

His eyes returned to Li Ping, and he said: "You called my name just now, your tears fell on my palm, I don't know why, my heart seems to be clear, and many things that I don't remember begin to emerge. In front of..."

He spoke slowly, with tears in his eyes, and said, "I finally found my blank space...Brother Ping, how could I have forgotten you!"

Seven years, seven years.Seven years! ...seven years of days and nights...

Li Ping hugged Ouyang Xue tightly. He wanted to laugh, but the tears had already flowed down his cheeks. He whimpered and said: "You can remember me, you can finally remember me! one day."

The two embraced tightly, memories swirled in their minds like turbulent waves, and all kinds of ups and downs, hesitation, bitterness of blood and tears swallowed them like a flood from an open box.

After a while, Ouyang Xue slowly raised her head from his embrace, and said, "It's Ximen Chongguang and Tang Shi, they are the ones who harmed me."

He gritted his teeth, and said in an extremely cold voice: "I won't just let it go, I want them to regret what they did to us!"

After calming down, Li Ping slowly let go of Ouyang Xue, looked at his eyes full of hatred, and said slowly: "Do you want revenge?"

Ouyang Xue looked into his eyes and said, "Don't you think it shouldn't be?"

After experiencing the great joy and sorrow of finding it again, Li Ping looked a little tired: "I don't know. I haven't even trampled to death a few ants in my life."

He laughed self-deprecatingly, "And for so many years, I have been living in peace. Anyway...they didn't kill us after all."

Ouyang Xue shook her head vigorously and said, "That's because they want me to kill you myself!"

Li Ping smiled lightly, "I know."

Ouyang Xue said in surprise: "You know?"

Li Pingdao: "He made you lose your memory, but I didn't, and neither did they. I don't know the feeling of being superior. But I know that I have seriously violated his dignity and rights, so he is taking revenge. If you You will never regain your memory, so you will always be his tool, if one day you remember the past, he hopes you will die of pain."

Ouyang Xue felt cold all over his body, thinking that he really almost killed Li Ping, he felt a coldness in his heart.He held Li Ping's hand tightly, and said, "Brother Ping, I almost killed you in the back garden of He's Villa. Thinking about it now, I still feel very scared. If I really killed you You, I... I..."

Li Ping held his hand and said softly, "If you really have to kill me, I hope you never recover your memory."

Ouyang Xue shook his head, then shook his head again, and said with a trembling voice: "No, no, I won't! Now I know why I couldn't make a move that day. There is no such thing in my memory."

"I will never point the sword at you, whether you are in my memory or not." He looked into Li Ping's eyes, and his voice became more and more firm: "Because, you are not in my memory, you have already engraved On my heart, this mark will never disappear until my life is over."

Li Ping hugged him tightly, any words at this moment are superfluous.

Ouyang Xue gently raised her head and said, "Brother Ping, we will never be separated again."

Li Ping woke up suddenly when he heard the words, and his hands that were holding him loosened.His expression darkened, and he said, "No, no! We can't be together!"

Ouyang Xue asked in surprise, "Why?"

Li Ping gently shook his head and said, "For seven years, I have lived day and night at Jianmen Pass. That day tortured me for seven years, it was terrible! I can't accept doing it all over again."

He stared at Ouyang Xuesha's pale face, gritted his teeth and said, "He's right. Because of me, you will become vulnerable. I can't let history repeat itself."

He turned around, and continued slowly and dryly: "Moreover, our relationship has always been unethical, and we have been cast aside by the world... No one will accept us at all."

With his back turned to Ouyang Xue, his voice became more and more firm, and he said, "So, it's impossible for us! Let's just pretend that today didn't happen. Let's break up now, and don't see each other again."

Li Ping didn't dare to look back, and walked forward.Just listening, Ouyang Xue called out calmly: "Brother Ping." His voice was calm and calm, as if suddenly he became that strange and amnesiac Extraordinary again.

However, it still made Li Ping stop, he hesitated, and finally turned around.

Ouyang Xue stood on the spot, pointing the sword straight at his throat, with no expression on his face.

Li Ping jumped up and shouted: "What are you doing!" He rushed forward and stretched out his hand to grab the sword.

Ouyang Xue took a step back gently, avoiding Li Ping's hand that wanted to grab the sword, just shook her head lightly and said: "Brother Ping, you are right, because of you, I have become vulnerable. But, if Without you, why should I live anymore."

"Even during the days when I lost my memory, I still remember the voice of you calling my name. That voice made my heart ache, the pain was unbearable, so I came here. In the dark, I have been looking for your trace."

Ouyang Xue's tears flowed down slowly, but his voice was still very clear and peaceful: "I know, I'm forcing you. But don't tell me, don't want me... If that's the case, I would rather choose to die , and don’t never see you.”

Li Ping's heart was trembling, and his hands were also trembling: "Why bother, why bother?"

Ouyang Xue stood motionless, stared at him and murmured: "Don't leave me..."

Li Ping knew that as long as he looked back, his heart would soften, and then everything would happen again.

However, he has turned back.

He walked forward slowly, held Ouyang Xue's hand and Ouyang Xue's sword slowly, and said with a sob: "Actually, I am the one who is really vulnerable. Why do you always make me give up my determination at the last moment?" ? Could it be that God destined me to be entangled with you all my life?"

Ouyang Xue laughed, he put down his sword and threw himself into Li Ping's arms.

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