I still want to pretend after falling off the horse

Chapter 113 The Unfulfilled Dream

The Wuchongshan Theater was full of seats. Yang Yixin came in through the back door, looked down from the top of the auditorium, and saw the big stage he was familiar with, and the group of people he was familiar with.

The detective boy played by He Sizhou happily performs exaggerated reasoning performances, and the rich woman played by Yu Minzhi arrogantly sips tea with her legs crossed, listening to him talk about what is there.

At this time, the butler played by Ouyang Xing rushed out from the side of the stage and shouted in panic: "Ma'am! Something happened!"

All the audience were attracted by this loud cry, raising their hearts to look forward to something big happening.

Yang Yixin knew exactly what happened, because this script was a story that the troupe worked on a long time ago. Everyone once got together to revise the script, and he watched them practice their lines.It's just that the Three Shadows Theater Troupe disbanded before the play was officially performed, and this play that combined everyone's whimsy was stillborn.

Shang Yuan pulled him in and sat down in the reserved seat in the auditorium.Yang Yixin understood what was going on, and sat down quietly with Shang Yuan, watching the stage as the plot progressed, people from the theater troupe appeared one by one, and everyone from the Three Shadows troupe was there.Gu Youguang did not play, but his deep and narrative voice served as the narrator.

Yang Yixin was unknowingly attracted to the drama, watching his friends reunite, he was filled with emotion.

During the intermission, a girl in the back row suddenly touched Yang Yixin's shoulder with her finger and asked, "Excuse me, are you Yang Yixin?"

Yang Yixin turned around: "Yes, what's wrong?"

The girl looked excited, "I'm your fan, I always watch your plays! Can you sign me?"

In the past, Yang Yixin didn't like to interact with the audience in the audience. He never thought that he would have fans, but he still signed the girl.

Because of the girl's actions, more and more people around them noticed them, and some people came over one after another asking for autographs and even group photos.

Everyone asked: "Why didn't you act? Have you stopped acting in drama?"

"Are you injured? Seriously?"

"Will you continue to act in dramas in the future? I will always support you!"

"Did you not perform due to injury? Will you be on stage next time?"

Faced with more and more hands and cameras approaching, Shang Yuan took Yang Yixin's hand that was about to sign one by one, and pulled him out of the crowd.Security personnel quickly moved to maintain order and escorted them out.

Yang Yixin was a little confused by the enthusiasm of the audience, and couldn't help but said, "Why are there so many fans?"

"Is that why you ran into the auditorium and caused a commotion?" Gu Youguang came over at some point, raised his eyebrows and looked at them: "Even if I'm out of breath, the Three Shadows Troupe is one of the best troupes in China. There is no diehard group.”

"Brother Gu." Yang Yixin felt guilty towards Gu Youguang since he chose to leave with Shang Yuan last time.

However, Gu Youguang calmed down a long time ago, and asked, "How's the injury?"

"much better."

"Ah That's good."

After finishing speaking, Gu Youguang glanced at the time. The break time was about to end, so he didn't talk much, and left in a hurry, but he didn't look at Shang Yuan the whole time.

Yang Yixin asked Shang Yuandao: "How did you convince Brother Gu to reorganize the troupe?"

Shang Yuandao: "It hasn't been reorganized yet, and Gu Youguang is unwilling to use my hands to reorganize the troupe. So I invited them to perform today, and it's a gift for you."

Yang Yixin was taken aback, "How can you please Brother Gu?"

"I said you were in a bad mood, so he was willing to come."

"But why did you give me a present?"

"Because you are in a bad mood, I gave you a gift."

"Listening to you, it seems that the whole world revolves around me."

Shang Yuan cupped his face and asked in a low voice, "Don't you like it?"

Yang Yixin met his eyes, and the distance between them seemed particularly charming.He asked, "Why do you want to please me?"

Shang Yuan looked deeply into his eyes, and a deep emotion slowly fermented, tormenting him day by day.

When he was young, he was worried about gains and losses, self-contradictory, and once loved and hated Yang Yixin, so he had to find a way out by himself and snatch Yang Yixin from Shang Yinxiao.

Now he seems to be in the same predicament, this time there is no way out, he can only choose between love and hate.

But the choice is clear.

Shang Yuan solemnly and resolutely blurted out: "Because I love you."

Shang Yuan's sudden confession caught Yang Yixin off guard, followed by a kiss that couldn't wait to fall, this kiss also came suddenly, breaking through the ambiguity that had lasted for many days.There had been kisses in the past few days, but this time Yang Yixin had a completely different feeling, apart from being passionate, there was also a hint of bitterness.

He once hesitated whether to be with Shang Yuan again, deceived himself to hide the scars between the two, and put all the unresolved misunderstandings behind him.

He thought over and over whether it was worth it, but now, when Shang Yuan's confession was the first to come out, he found that he still liked him, perhaps more than liking him, and it became a love engraved in his heart.

He wants to reconcile, and wants to be with Shang Yuan.Since Shang Yuan can "let the past go", why should he trouble himself?

The worst thing is to break up, but what does the future have to do with the present?

At this moment, the ice that was stagnant in his heart was broken, a gust of wind blew away the misty clouds, he went up to Shang Yuan recklessly, and gave his answer with a kiss back——I accept all of this, then we will start again let's start.

Obviously they didn't solve the misunderstanding, but they chose to forgive each other.Reborn love is a flawed diamond after all, and Yang Yixin chooses to accept it all.

After the kiss was over, Shang Yuan understood his answer, so he was in a good mood, and asked, "Do you want to come back to play drama?"

The tone seemed to be that Yang Yixin was willing to help him realize whatever request he made at this moment.

However, Yang Yixin shook his head without much hesitation. He took Shang Yuan to the back terrace to enjoy the breeze. It was very quiet outside the theater. There was a forest in front of the terrace. The autumn wind swept the yellow leaves all over the ground.

He is actually very calm, he has not been dazzled by love, or in other words, he is no longer the child who would be so excited because he likes someone.Even if he chooses to accept a flawed relationship today, he is still determined to get rid of this flaw one day, so he can't just be a drama actor.

"Shang Yuan, do you know why I act in a drama?" Yang Yixin leaned on the railing and asked.

"Why?" Shang Yuan leaned beside him, naturally wrapping his arms behind him to protect him.

Yang Yixin was aware of his protective posture, so he put his hands into his pockets to warm himself quite consciously, and leaned against him relaxedly, trying to draw more courage from Shang Yuan's body temperature, so as to face his unbearable part. Life.

"You said that I had PTSD back then. You were right. The death of Aunt Ye cast a great shadow on me. I have always avoided recalling this incident, but the appearance of Ran Feixing kept reminding me of what happened before, and I fell into it again. Fear and regret. This kind of emotion lasted until after the car accident..." Yang Yixin paused, "It doesn't matter whether there is a car accident or not, anyway, it has troubled me for many years."

"It wasn't until I started acting that things started to get better. You may not understand that feeling. When I play another person, I seem to become that person and experience another person's life. At this time, I myself My life became very distant, and the things that bothered me slowly disappeared.”

"It was drama and the stage that cured my mental illness, and I gradually liked this job a little bit. But now that my mental illness has been cured, I think acting is not what I want to do the most. I still have some Sorry to make amends."

"What regret?" Shang Yuan asked.

Yang Yixin grinned, and said with a playful smile, "Boss Shang, you have my contract of prostitution, so I wonder if you would like to raise someone who is free?"

Shang Yuan raised his eyebrows, "Tell me what you want to do first."

"The college entrance examination. I want to take the college entrance examination."

Shang Yuan was stunned for a moment, at first he thought he was joking, but when he looked again, he found that his eyes were firm, "Why are you..."

"Can you?" Yang Yixin hugged his arm, staring at him expectantly with wide eyes.

The two had just reconciled, and his tricks of acting like a baby came at his fingertips.This feeling made Shang Yuan dream of going back to high school. He said, "In fact, Chongli still has your student status."

Yang Yixin was surprised, "Still keep it?"

"Since the year you disappeared, I have continued to renew your tuition every year, thinking that if one day you change your mind, these may be useful." Shang Yuan touched the back of his head, and finally pressed his warm palm The back of the neck, and asked in a cool tone: "How is it, have you changed your mind?"

Yang Yixin stared at him blankly, and suddenly rushed over to hug him.

It turned out that Shang Yuan had been looking for him and waiting for him.If time goes back, he must have mustered up the courage to go to Shang Yuan at the very beginning, and wipe out all the misunderstandings in the bud, and prevent Shang Yuan from waiting for so many years.

"I haven't changed my mind." Yang Yixin said, "Because I have never been in love with someone else, I swear, Shang Yuan, I have only loved one person in my life, and that is you."

"Can you say that again."

"I only ever loved you!"

Shang Yuan's fingers trembled a little, as if he was a little excited, he hugged the person in his arms tightly, and whispered in his ear: "Okay. But it's not that you have loved, but you can only love me, and you can only love me in the future, understand Yet?"

"I only love you, and I will only love you in the future."

Shang Yuan sighed silently, it turned out that as long as he retreated a little, Yang Yixin, a fox who eats soft but not tough, would fall into the trap of himself.

He has noticed Yang Yixin's hesitation and indifference these days.He can only feel a little relieved by tying him by his side and putting him under his nose.Now this clear confession finally dispelled the vague fear in his heart.

It was he who lost, and he decided to believe everything Yang Yixin said, believing that it was a car accident that separated them.Even if he couldn't find evidence, he still wanted to believe all of this, and believed that Yang Yixin loved him, and he only loved himself.

He is no longer the useless Shang Yuan, he has the ability to keep the person in his arms, even if the old things happen again, this time he can get Yang Yixin back without begging anyone.

But he was no longer the pure and sincere Shang Yuan, he became paranoid, hugging Yang Yixin, wishing to integrate him into his body, and said: "Remember what you said today, if you dare to lie to me, I will never let you go."