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Chapter 26 Don't You Know Your Heartache?

Qin Zhou didn't feel hard work at all before, no matter how difficult the foreign country was, it didn't matter to him and Bai Zhiwang, they were the best match in the world.But now that he was suddenly exposed by outsiders, Qin Zhou felt tired like never before. How could it be so difficult for couples to even meet each other.

I couldn't stand it for a second.

Qin Zhou opened the text message and sent it pitifully to Bo Zhiwang: [Brother, I will go to the United States to find you this week?I've had enough of this shit. ]

Originally, he just wanted to act coquettishly, but in the end he made his nose sore.He suddenly remembered that Bai Zhiwang had said that he was preparing for a forum, if he went there at this time, he would definitely delay the progress, and he might make Bai Zhiwang stay up all night.

Qin Zhou has always been sensible, and he is most afraid of becoming a burden to others.

He swiped his finger up to cancel sending, then kissed the screensaver photo, silently swallowing his unwillingness and grievance.

Back at home, Qin Zhou waited for Bai Zhiwang to come down to talk on the phone as usual.But today it seems that I have been waiting for a very long time. It was almost 07:30 before I got the news from Bai Zhiwang: [Did something happen to your project? ]

Qin Zhou was so frightened that he almost threw his phone out, and quickly typed: [How do you know? ]

With the lessons learned from last time, Qin Zhou was afraid that he would mistakenly think that it was because of Xuan Rui that he concealed it, so he quickly explained: [Listen to me, I haven’t contacted Xuan Rui for a long time, and I don’t know what happened to the quota, but I Going to quit now, really. ]

The opposite side returned faster: [We]

Only halfway through the fight, Qin Zhou was at a loss.

As a result, a line was quickly followed: [Forget it...]

Qin Zhou's heartbeat soared to one hundred and eighty.never mind?What's the matter?With whom?

Not so much, just this time, the crime is not enough to "forget it"!

Qin Zhou immediately dialed the phone, but he couldn't get through no matter what he did. He was so panicked that he went back to the SMS interface and continued typing, because he was too scared and started to speak incoherently.

Qin Zhou: [Xuan Rui and I are really fine, and it's not because of him that I'm entangled. I know you have a very busy schedule recently so I didn't dare to bother you. I was wrong brother. ]

Five minutes passed, and Bai Zhiwang ignored him.

Ten minutes passed, and Bai Zhiwang still ignored him.

Bai Zhiwang has never been like this, no matter how busy he is, he will definitely reply to Qin Zhou's text messages whenever he sees them, and he has never been so indifferent.

Qin Zhou was sitting by the window smoking a cigarette, but he was so anxious that he didn't even bother to close the window. He stood barefoot on the balcony for more than an hour, sending messages to Bo Zhiwang one after another.

Qin Zhou: [Don't say anything, I'm afraid. ]

Qin Zhou: [Are you going to class? Tell me after class, just say a word. ]

After waiting for more than ten minutes, Qin Zhou had no other choice. Sitting on the window sill, he was aggrieved and helpless. It was already uncomfortable enough to be angry at work. Why is it so difficult to go home and chat with Bai Zhiwang? I don't even want to be in a foreign country anymore.

Qin Zhou began to play tricks: [I sat outside waiting for you, my hands and feet were frozen, don't you feel bad? ]

Qin Zhou: [If you feel sorry for you, don't be angry, hurry up and coax me. ]

I don't know if this text message was too lethal or something, but Bai Zhiwang really called back.

Qin Zhou's voice changed when he picked up the phone, with a pitiful tone: "Didn't you say yes before you went abroad, no matter how angry you are, you can't stop answering the phone... We are connected by this phone, if you connect it I don't care, I'm so worried..."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't feel bad, I didn't do it on purpose, the phone turned off by itself." Bai Zhiwang just found the charger, and explained straight to the point, "I didn't charge my phone last night. I was texting on the road and suddenly ran out of battery , I hurried home to recharge it.”

Only then did Qin Zhou breathe lightly and listen to him slowly.

Bai Zhiwang spoke very slowly, coaxing softly: "Don't worry, I really didn't ignore you."

Qin Zhou's grievance disappeared immediately: "Then what exactly did you want to post just now, what do you mean by 'let's forget it'?"

"Close the window first, go back to the bedroom and cover the quilt." Bai Zhiwang didn't answer right away, and only said when Qin Zhou returned to a warm place, "I was going to say 'let's talk on the phone', but I wanted to If you want to watch it, you'd better 'forget it', because the battery can't hold it. Who knows, it will be turned off after half of it."

After Bai Zhiwang finished speaking, he turned on the speakerphone, checked Qin Zhou's text messages one by one, and began to reply one by one, which made Qin Zhou's heart itch.

——"It's preparing for class, now I'm back, Zhi."

—— "Why are your hands and feet stiff? Are you going back to the bedroom now? Close the windows and don't sit outside when it's cold."

——"My heart hurts, isn't this coaxing me?"

The subwoofer made people dizzy, and Qin Zhou's head followed the roller coaster of his mood, almost forgetting the business.

After finishing text messages one by one, Bai Zhiwang returned to the main topic: "By the way, what about your project?"

Qin Zhou nodded, "Think about it."

Bai Zhiwang thought that he decided to continue to cooperate with Xuanrui, and comforted him to persuade him not to be impulsive: "I think the title is more important. No matter how much contribution you actually make in the project, since the list is determined, you can continue. Don't be so stubborn." .”

Qin Zhou knew that this was not the other party's original intention, so he didn't bother to respond: "Oh."

Bai Zhiwang was silent for a while, and said seriously: "If Lao Sun hadn't told me about this, you would have been going to keep bored, wouldn't you?"

It was impossible for Qin Zhou to tell Xuanrui's slander of Bo Zhiwang to the other party, so he could only blame himself: "No, I'm just worried that you will be distracted by jet lag. I'm most afraid of this."

"What are you afraid of? Are you afraid that I will miss you?" Bai Zhiwang was still gentle and gentle on weekdays, but he seemed to be icy, "Afraid that I will be angry? Or that I would be jealous?"

"I'm afraid." Qin Zhou sighed, "You always ask for leave everywhere in order to spend more time with me, and now you are almost late and have to solve these things. Those courses should be of great significance to your major, I... I want you to study hard."

Now Qin Zhou couldn't see Bai Zhiwang's expression, but just by hearing the voice, he knew that the other side was approaching the breaking point.

"Aren't you afraid too much?" Bai Zhiwang's roommate went home, afraid of disturbing others, he could only speak in a low voice, "Am I so unreliable?"

Qin Zhou shook his head again and again, "No, really not, you are so nice, I don't even have time to like you."

"It's not the first time, Xiao Chuan." Bai Zhiwang warned sternly, "You always don't let me participate in your life, because you think our relationship is strong?"

Qin Zhou muttered: "It's all trivial things, I just..."

Bai Zhiwang was finally set on fire, and interrupted him holding his breath: "You can do everything by yourself, so what am I doing?"

Qin Zhou froze for two seconds, then suddenly joked: "Fuck me."

At such a time, Bai Zhiwang didn't want to have a playful smile with him, so he said in a deep voice, "Qin Zhou, I'm talking to you seriously."

Qin Zhou stopped making trouble now, and apologized earnestly.

After all, as a person who grew up in the hands of various hourly workers, it is normal to feel insecure.Qin Zhou is used to carrying everything he encounters by himself, trying his best to prove that he can be independent and outstanding. If others give too much, it will put him under a lot of pressure.

Bai Zhiwang also understood, but there was nothing he could do, like comforting a cat who was afraid of being loved, and said softly, "Why do you have so many things in your little head?"

Bai Zhiwang felt sorry for Qin Zhou's pretentiousness, but Qin Zhou was worried that he would be late again.

The two are not on the same channel at all, and it is difficult to say that they cannot go together when chatting.

Finally, Bai Zhiwang said "good night" with a low air pressure, and Qin Zhou also went to bed full of thoughts.

Qin Zhou believed that the unhappiness this time was due to his failure to draw a clear line with Xuanrui, which made Bai Zhiwang so worried.

But he didn't know that on the other side of the ocean, Bai Zhiwang blamed himself for not being able to trust Qin Zhou, and secretly vowed to work very hard until he had the capital to support the boat.

The next day, Qin Zhou reported to the scientific research management department and quit Xuan Rui's project team.

His cutting first and playing later alarmed the elders of the Qin family.Qin Jian had always criticized Bai Zhiwang, but Qin Zhou was so impulsive for him, which made Qin Jian very angry.

Bai Zhiwang was also upset, he wanted to persuade Qin Zhou to calm down and take over the project, but who knew he would fall out with Xuan Rui for himself.

They talked on the phone for more than half an hour that night, and Bai Zhiwang felt distressed and blamed himself, "I didn't tell you to do this."

Qin Zhouyun said lightly: "I know, but we are far away from each other. If I don't be more decisive, how can we talk about this relationship?"

"So, you are impulsive because of me?"

"I'm really not impulsive, and it's not just because of you." Qin Zhou patiently explained, "We choose to do research, isn't it for the pursuit of innocence in our hearts? You Li? I shouldn’t take things that don’t belong to me, otherwise it would be unfair to other colleagues. Besides, I still have independent projects on hand. Even if there is no Xuanrui, I should not take less, but it’s half a year late things."

Bai Zhiwang originally wanted to persuade Qin Zhou to ask for extra points first, and wait until the job title was evaluated. Qin Zhou's explanation was like being slapped in the face: "Okay, it's my utilitarianism."

Qin Zhou didn't make a move, and everything was wrong: "I didn't mean that."

Bai Zhiwang's complexion was not good, and he asked in a low voice, "Xiao Chuan, tell the truth, do I make you feel very insecure?"

Qin Zhou can't lie this time. When he lies, his speech speed will be chaotic. Bai Zhiwang can hear it immediately: "It has nothing to do with you. The main reason is that we really can't meet each other. It is impossible to explain it as easily as before. It can be broken." Of course I want to cut them clean."

"I understand." Bai Zhiwang stopped talking, remained silent for a while, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

Qin Zhou looked into his eyes, there were fragility, self-blame and helplessness in them, but Qin Zhou had nothing to do, and he couldn't even say a word of comfort: "Don't... why are you apologizing..."

Bai Zhiwang reached out and touched the camera, like picking up a rose in the mist: "It's my fault, I won't embarrass you again in the future."

Qin Zhou thought that Bai Zhiwang was just talking, but he never thought that since then, even if he met a very enthusiastic suitor and came back to "report" to Bai Zhiwang, the other party just told Qin Zhou not to worry about it. If you narrow down your social circle, you won't be angry.

Qin Zhou was at a loss, and could only joke on the phone: "Aren't you angry? You weren't like this before. Why did you turn into a vat of jealousy?"

Since the professional title turmoil, Bai Zhiwang has been cautious. Although Qin Zhou used other items to make up for his points half a year later, this matter has always been on Bai Zhiwang's side.

Bai Zhiwang said: "I can't be unable to give you support and make you so difficult."

"Don't, you still have to embarrass me when necessary, otherwise it will be uncomfortable in your heart." Qin Zhou continued to play tricks, trying to make the atmosphere less heavy.

Bai Zhiwang subconsciously frowned, then forced himself to laugh, and shook his head gently.

Qin Zhou stroked his mobile phone, as if he was touching his lover far away in the sky, his heart twitched violently.

He really wanted to go to a fucking different place, why did they all get so hard.

But why is it so hard, he still wants to love that person without hesitation.

The author says:

I’m going back to Dunhuang in the next chapter, so I’m going to enter a v by the way, I won’t update it tomorrow, and I’ll update the next three chapters the day after tomorrow.

In addition, can you give Shun Shun some starfish?