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Chapter 46

After landing, Bai Zhiwang didn't have time to eat breakfast, and ran to the laboratory in a hurry as soon as he got off the plane.

During the week he was away, he still kept an eye on the group's movements, and everything was going on in an orderly manner, except that something went wrong last night.

It started at an exchange meeting yesterday afternoon. Qin Zhou reviewed many cultural relics revitalization cases in Beijing Youyuan. In addition, he found out that there was a digital center interested in making dome movies. Qin Zhou was inspired and proposed a virtual museum. It is a good direction of cooperation.

In the past, the subjects of their group were all professionals in cultural relics protection, such as restorers and other types of work, and the demand group was still too small.Qinzhou feels that if the scope is extended to the entire society, there will be more tricks to play.Moreover, the research team already has complete data and many restoration products in their hands. As long as we move forward a little bit, it may be a new world.

It sounded like a good idea, but Du Qing objected as soon as he finished speaking.

Du Qing's foothold is feasibility.The focus of the original topic was intelligent restoration. Qin Zhou suddenly popped up a virtual museum. It sounds like just integrating existing materials to make a picture, but it actually involves very complicated interaction, virtual reality and other technologies. It's scary.Once you really go in this direction, if you invest a lot of manpower and material resources but still no one pays, all your efforts will be in vain.

The two have been arguing about the issue of sunk costs, but it is really difficult to quantify this matter. Everyone has a reason, but in the end no one will let the other.

In the end Du Qing stood up and said that he really couldn't do it in such a short time, and Qin Zhou was also in a hurry, how could he know it wouldn't work before he tried it, why didn't he work hard, just in case?

I don't know which sentence stabbed Du Qing, he suddenly said in front of everyone: "Mr. Qin, you don't know my professional field, and now all your ideas are based on your wild guesses! You If you really want to advance it, learn how the Beijing team spends time talking, instead of using these suspended experiences to guide me!"

Qin Zhou couldn't stand these accusations, so he quickly found out the preliminary research materials, connected to the public screen to show everyone, and explained the feasibility and innovation of his ideas, just like a small defense.

No one here dared to speak, and even dared not pass the information to the group. An exchange meeting broke up unhappy.

Qin Zhou has a quick mouth, but his mind is very sensitive, and he always reflects on himself after saying something wrong.This kind of temperament is easy to regret. The more Qin Zhou thinks about it, the more he blames himself. He feels that he was really too proud just now. If it was Bai Zhiwang, he would never have conflicted with Du Qing on this occasion.

After Qin Zhou calmed down, he wanted to apologize to Du Qing, but the other party was probably still angry or fell asleep, and didn't open the door of the room, so this matter has been stuck there.

After Bai Zhiwang understood the whole situation, he felt a headache. On the one hand, the colleague he recruited, and on the other hand, the ex-boyfriend who was chasing after him. Both sides had valid reasons. No matter how he looked at it, he should avoid suspicion.

But he is still the team leader, so there is no way to avoid it.

It is very common to have disputes in the usual exchange meetings. They are all extremely powerful minds, so how can they be so easily persuaded.But academic or directional debates will never be brought into life. No matter how hot the faces are at the conference table, when they leave the door of the conference room, everyone loves and loves colleagues.

So Du Qing's behavior was even more strange this time, so Bai Zhiwang had no choice but to call him out first and ask him if he was in a bad mood recently.

Du Qing lowered his head and said "hmm".

Bai Zhiwang decided to get straight to the point, because Du Qing also has a straightforward personality, and there is no need to beat around the bush when talking to this kind of people: "Do you have any opinions on Teacher Qin himself?"

As a mature researcher, Du Qing has repeatedly brought emotions into his work, and they are all related to Qin Zhou, so it's hard not to associate them.

Du Qing shook his head, "No."

Bai Zhiwang raised his eyebrows, "Then what has he done recently that made you unhappy?"

Du Qing belonged to the type who dared to ask and dare to answer. Such a person could solve problems by speaking up. Bai Zhiwang recruited him into the team because of his honesty.

"No." Du Qingmo was silent, and said a little embarrassedly, "I just accidentally saw the advertisement of his group, so I checked it out."

This was a direction Bai Zhiwang didn't expect, he calmed down and listened to Du Qing continue.

"I saw...he learned to paint, he was able to worship Mr. Lu as his teacher at the age of ten, he lived in the Bund, where every inch of land is expensive, and entered the best elementary school in Shanghai. Such a person asked me, why can't I work hard, why can't I try."

Du Qing himself found it funny: "Does he know what hard work is? He doesn't know what it's like to live in Kunshan and have to get up two hours early every day to commute by high-speed rail. He never has to bear the cost of trial and error. Of course he can criticize Others said, 'How did you become like this, why don't you work harder, if you work hard, you will have everything, God rewards hard work'."

Bai Zhiwang couldn't hear people talking about his boat like that, but he didn't have the right to stop Du Qing, so he could only help after he finished speaking: "But he never said such things to you, 'hard work' is only for In terms of expanding the scope of business just mentioned."

Du Qing's mood gradually stabilized, rubbed his red face, and suddenly changed the subject: "Are you a couple?"

Bai Zhiwang was very patient. This sentence obviously meant to misinterpret and offend, but he was not angry and said honestly: "It used to be."

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have told you this." Du Qing sighed and sat on the steps in frustration, "But you are also a beneficiary, so you may not understand what I'm talking about."

This matter is too much to talk about, and Bai Zhiwang didn't bother to explain to him the twists and turns of his family, so he brought the focus back to the project: "I don't want to discuss with you whether God pays you or not. First of all, we all Personal emotions have to be put aside, because the biggest problem now is what kind of plan the partners are more willing to accept.

"I should be regarded as one of the people who know Teacher Qin best. You can just pretend that I want to say a few words for him. I have said many things that misunderstood him before, but after so many years, I know that he is actually with you. Like me, I will do my best to get the admission notice or apply for the project, and I will search and search to save hundreds of dollars.

"Of course, what you said is indeed a part of him, but what if he still has many parts? Frustration, difficulty, frustration, the parts that everyone will experience, it doesn't have to be because of a person's origin. Kill everything else that's so good."

Du Qing knew it all, and realized that when he was accusing Qin Zhou of being blind, he was not doing it.

Du Qing buried his head in his knees as if giving up on himself, "I understand all this, but you can't ask me to control my negative emotions all the time?"

"..." Bai Zhiwang was choked by what he said, suddenly felt melancholy seeing his dejected appearance, walked up to him, knelt down and asked, "You seem to be in a bad state recently."

"Ah."

"Is there anything I can do to help?"

Du Qing smiled wryly and shook his head, "You can't help."

Bai Zhiwang couldn't figure out what kind of experience would cause such a bitter expression on his familiar smiling face: "Would it be better to say it?"

Du Qing paused, snapped his fingers, and didn't know where to start.

"My child, polio." The first thing he brought up surprised Bai Zhiwang, "It was diagnosed in the first half of the year."

So he took a month off in the first half of the year and took his daughter back to Shanghai for medical treatment.Later, the project couldn't handle it anymore, so he could only ask the old man to come over to take care of the children.The housing loan, car loan, and medical expenses add up to tens of thousands of yuan per month, leaving little for the family's food and clothing expenses.

In the past, the family had a big quarrel because of the resettlement fee. They later went to Kunshan to buy a house, and the high-quality school district has not yet resolved it.The father-in-law liked his stable job very much at first, and felt that he would be taller if he said it, but now the family has started to run wild again.

Du Qing took out a bottle from his pocket and handed it to Bai Zhiwang. It was an anti-anxiety drug: "I always wondered, what's the point of being in this stupid class? Doing experiments is doing field surveys, and I have to go into the cave to eat ashes on the hottest day. The result? I am the one who gets scolded everywhere! I have neither Qin Zhou's family background nor your resume. What capital do I have here? Hard consumption? You also say me, and my dad also says me..."

When Du Qing was at home on leave, he would only quarrel with his daughter. As long as he was free, he would hear, "How can it be like this?" "Then whoever has a lower education than you is already a department manager"...so he often stands by the Huangpu River , that was his only time of his own.

Of course, the family is right. His wife was originally a beautiful and talented girl, but now she quit her job to take care of the children and stays at home. She rarely even has the chance to put on makeup and go shopping, let alone go out to breathe.

Bai Zhiwang's comfort system, which almost never goes down, suddenly failed, and he didn't know where to start, because all the languages ​​were too poor: "Actually, I can help you ask Director Cen for leave. There is such a big accident at home, your body If you can’t collapse, your family is more important.”

Du Qing shook his head, "I already asked for a month's leave, if I leave now, the project team will have to expel me, right?"

"No, the list has already been reported to the Science and Technology Management Department." Bai Zhiwang said.

But project bonuses and extra points will be assessed according to workload, and Bai Zhiwang would understand even if he didn't mention Du Qing.

So Du Qing refused, he needed the bonus very much.

Bai Zhiwang couldn't sit idly by when something like this happened to a team member's family: "There is an accidental serious illness subsidy in the hospital, why don't you apply for it? I'll help you write a certificate."

Du Qing nodded, "I'll get it after I take a breath, thank you."

Bo Zhiwang had mixed feelings and was helpless, so he could only ask Du Qing to sit in the restaurant next door, chatted with him a lot, and listened most of the time.

Du Qing smiled wryly and said: "It's really much better to vent out, Teacher Qin... you can help me talk about it, I really have too many things to worry about these days, and I'm a bit angry with him, but I still have to keep my plan. opinion. Of course, if you all agree with his proposal, then I will obey."

Bai Zhiwang agreed, and after leaving the conference room, he stuffed a wad of banknotes into the pocket of Du Qing's overalls hanging in the office.

Bai Zhiwang then also called Qin Zhou out, conveyed Du Qing's apology to him, and explained to him the difficulties Du Qing had encountered.

Qin Zhou has always been heartless and does not remember the past night's grudges, and now he can already do not care about misunderstandings.People in their thirties have to learn to reconcile with themselves, and don't have to be aggressive with their families, because those are the ones who made Qin Zhou what he is today.Whether others recognize it or not, Qin Zhou is Qin Zhou.

Bai Zhi looked at him like this, feeling distressed and fond of him, how could someone always be sincere and optimistic like a child.

Qin Zhou patted the sand behind his buttocks, saw that Bai Zhi couldn't look away, and asked, "Isn't everything settled? Are you still not coming back?"

Bai Zhiwang shook his head, "I'll sit down later."

Qin Zhou knew that Bai Zhiwang liked to sit outside and enjoy the breeze when he was upset, so he hesitated, "Then I will accompany you."

"No, just seeing you is enough." Bai Zhiwang's mind was in a mess, and he even started to think wildly - what would happen to Qin Zhou if he was also sick?That assumption alone was enough to make his heart palpitate.

Qin Zhou sensed his abnormality, squatted down beside him, and said, "How can I leave you outside alone in the middle of the night, I will accompany you again."

The wind was cool to my bare ankles.Bai Zhiwang rolled down his trousers twice to give Qin Zhou a small shelter from the wind.

The sky lanterns are burning, and the sky is upside down.

Qin Zhou pointed to the south and asked about the constellation of a star. Bai Zhiwang had taught him these things before, but now he asked them like students reviewing their homework.

After chatting one after another, Qin Zhou saw Bai Zhiwang's sad face and asked him, "What are you thinking?"

"I was really hypocritical when I thought about it. There are too many hard-working people in the world, so what is the hardship we have encountered? Obviously life is very happy, and my family is still healthy, but at that time I felt that the whole world was I am so wronged," Bo Zhiwang lowered his head, "I even quarreled with you because of this."

Qin Zhou shook his head, "You can't say that, there are always people who live harder, but that doesn't mean you didn't pay."

After separating for so long, the two of them have calmed down a lot, and they can still say a few words for each other when the other blames themselves.Bai Zhiwang felt that this state was quite miraculous, and said "thank you" with a smile.

Qin Zhou was not polite to him, and asked, "What are you going to do with Du Qing?"

"I can't help it. Respect his choice. I'll help him talk to the courtyard tomorrow to see if I can apply for a subsidy for him."

"That's the only way." Qin Zhou looked at him deeply, "Are you tired?"

Of course you don't need to be aggressive in front of your prospective boyfriend, you can say whatever you want, and Bai Zhiwang also said with a tone of arrogance never before: "It's a little bit, you can stay with me." Du Qing's matter, the plan matter, everything Don't worry.

"Actually, I'm a little tired too." Qin Zhou moved towards him, opened his arms and gestured, "Hug me?"

Bai Zhiwang looked at him suspiciously.Ever since he suggested being frank and self-willed, Qin Zhou has always made some surprising moves.

Qin Zhou said: "It is said in the book that hugging is a way for human beings to obtain warmth."

The body temperature of both of them was not high, and Qin Zhou was still not used to jumping into his arms, subconsciously shrank back, and was hooped by the black corner of the down jacket.

Bai Zhiwang asked, "Is it warm?"

Qin Zhou's mouth gradually turned up: "It's warm."

Bai Zhiwang asked again: "Then let go?"

Qin Zhou shook his head: "No, the temperature bar is only at 90%."

Bai Zhiwang was finally amused, he stroked his hair with one hand, and still hugged him tightly with the other: "Okay, keep warm for another 5 minutes."

The author says:

Is it too much these two days, let’s take a break tomorrow (doge