Bamboo horses in the morning and evening

Chapter 25

The sun was rubbed into the orange dusk, and the gentle and pleasant afterglow passed through the floor-to-ceiling windows and sprinkled on Zhou Zhimeng's shoulders. He felt the heat, but what was even hotter was Lu Qifan's palm.

Lu Qifan's hand caressed Zhou Zhimeng's cheek with restraint, but as the atmosphere heated up, he became dissatisfied. His fingertips moved from the skin of Zhou Zhimeng's back neck all the way down to his back, leading the young man The unfamiliarity made Zhou Zhimeng tremble, he timidly stopped: "Xiao Qi, you promised me."

"Promised what?"

"You said let me get used to it slowly."

Lu Qifan finally let go of Zhou Zhimeng's lips, "Yes, I'm waiting for you to get used to it slowly."

"What are you waiting for?" Zhou Zhimeng asked angrily.

"The two don't conflict, Juanjuan, I'm just waiting for you to accept this relationship from your heart, it has nothing to do with your body."

Zhou Zhimeng's eyes widened in shock at Lu Qifan's words, he couldn't even argue, how could there be such a scoundrel?

Immediately afterwards, Lu Qifan's palm slowly touched Zhou Zhimeng's thin forearm, and finally fell to his waist. Lu Qifan rubbed Zhou Zhimeng's waist through his clothes, and pressed him into his arms before Zhou Zhimeng struggled. , leaving no gaps.

The kiss was so aggressive that Zhou Zhimeng felt that he was going to be out of breath.

"Small, stop."

Zhou Zhimeng begged for mercy in a moment, "This can't be done, Xiao Qi, uncle is still upstairs."

He tilted his head and bit his lip, Lu Qifan couldn't get a kiss, so he vented his anger on his earlobe and neck, biting like a puppy: "Who told you not to hide?"

For a moment, Lu Qifan was pleasantly surprised that he and Zhou Zhimeng had communicated with each other, but in the end, his scrolls were still ignorant and misunderstood.

But it's too soft, Zhou Zhimeng has been raised too well, his skin is very soft, and it has a light and sweet fragrance of coconut milk, no matter how Lu Qifan kneads or kisses, he won't be satisfied.

Zhou Zhimeng was almost on fire.

Lu Qifan said, "You didn't hide yourself."

"I do not have--"

While avoiding Lu Qifan's sharp teeth, he looked out of the window, Xin Huan had long since disappeared, Zhou Zhimeng's chaotic heartbeat gradually calmed down, and his shame gradually came up, and he put his hands on Lu Qifan's. On the shoulder, pushed him hard, crying because of his eagerness: "Xiao Qi, if you don't stop, I will call Uncle Zhong."

Only then did Lu Qifan stop, holding Zhou Zhimeng's face in both hands, and asked urgently, "Why didn't you hide just now? Tell me, tell me quickly."

Zhou Zhimeng just felt flustered, and he couldn't explain why. The five words that popped out of his mind made him even more uneasy.

In front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, when Lu Qifan kissed her.

In front of Xin Huan.

He thought: Xiao Qi is mine.

He couldn't figure out the meaning of these few words, and no matter how they were arranged and combined, he couldn't piece together his mood at that moment. He acquiesced in Lu Qifan's kiss, and endured his more turbulent invasion. He would be seen at any time. In front of the bright and transparent window.

The villain in Zhou Zhimeng covered his face and cried bitterly, how should he face Lu Qifan in the future?

Still a brother?

Can you still confidently say "Xiao Qi, why do you always fail to distinguish between family affection and love"?

Now he is in chaos, and it turns out that he is the one who can't tell the difference. Lu Qifan, who is two years younger, seems too precocious and calm in this matter. Like a bystander, Zhou Zhimeng was the only one who suffered so much.

Lu Qifan's brain seems to have been installed with an electronic chip that "only likes curls". He has a firm goal, a clear attitude, and is not moved by anyone. He is so firm that Zhou Zhimeng has doubts about himself.

Why didn't you hide just now?

because……

Because at that moment I want you to kiss me.

Seeing that Zhou Zhimeng didn't speak, Lu Qifan directly hugged Zhou Zhimeng horizontally. Zhou Zhimeng subconsciously hugged Lu Qifan's neck after the dizzy situation. Qi Fan coaxed him: "Juan Juan, your lips are red from kisses, do you want my little dad to see it?"

Zhou Zhimeng wanted to sue, but felt guilty.

It's because he didn't make a good brother.

Lu Qifan didn't know when he became so bad, it must be because he didn't manage Xiao Qi well.

When he was overwhelmed by his high school studies, Xiaoqi became obsessed with racing cars. He was with a group of adults every day, and he understood some things that he shouldn't understand early on. .

But he really wanted to sue, and wanted Uncle Lu to beat Xiaoqi up.

Get a good beating.

Seeing Zhou Zhimeng's tangled expression, Lu Qifan smiled and carried him into the room and put him on the bed.

"I'll let Uncle Lu beat you up." Zhou Zhimeng threatened.

Lu Qifan unbuttoned Zhou Zhimeng's coat, smiled indifferently, "It's up to you."

He took off Zhou Zhimeng's coat, and put his hand into the hem of the cotton sweater. Zhou Zhimeng was really scared, and while pushing Lu Qifan's hand, he hid in the bed, and Lu Qifan relentlessly covered him.

Zhou Zhimeng could only please and appease Lu Qifan by enduring kisses, took advantage of Lu Qifan to unbutton his clothes, and finally broke free from Lu Qifan's clutches, staggered a few steps, and fled into Zhong Ye In the studio, Zhong Ye was taken aback. Seeing this, he hurriedly got up and hugged him, worried: "What's wrong?"

Zhou Zhimeng sobbed and said, "Xiaoqi bullied me."

This scene is exactly the same as when he was a child, every time Juan Juan came to play at Lu's house, every hour, he would run over crying and complain about Xiao Qi's bad behavior, Xiao Qi chased after him, holding toys with an innocent face.

After growing up, the instigator, Lu Qifan, walked over leisurely and leaned against the door frame. Zhong Ye looked at Lu Qifan with a warning look, and said displeasedly, "How many times has daddy said that? You can't talk to Juanjuan like this, are you?" What kind of hooligan? With such coercive means?"

Zhou Zhimeng felt that this word was too serious, and explained for Lu Qifan while wiping away tears: "No, there is no coercion, just... just..."

He was embarrassed to say.

Zhong Ye knew it, and frowned at Lu Qifan, then put his arms around Zhou Zhimeng, stroked his hair, and coaxed: "It's Xiaoqi's fault, let's ignore him."

Zhou Zhimeng leaned on Zhong Ye's arms blankly, feeling at a loss in his heart.

Lu Qifan wanted to come over, but Zhong Ye waved him away.

Zhou Zhimeng was about to go home after tidying up his mood, he didn't even bother to unpack the gift, stuffed it into Lu Qifan's arms, and gave him a vicious look, "Try it, I'll change it if the size is wrong, I'm leaving. "

Lu Qifan made another expression that he is best at, and it is also the expression that Zhou Zhimeng is most powerless to resist. He pretended to be pitiful, as if he had been abandoned by a cruel scumbag, "Jujuan, are you angry with me? You will because Do you hate me that much?"

He knew he wouldn't, but he still wanted to ask.

"I miss you so much that I can't help it."

Knowing that Meng Dun felt restless, he didn't answer, shook off Lu Qifan's hand, and ran back home.

When Lu Qifan returned to the living room, Zhong Ye tugged at his ears, "You, can't you wait a year or two? Your Uncle Zhou should be angry again if he knows."

"Juanjuan was originally mine."

"Yeah, it's yours. Why do you force him? Making him cry every time will only make him more afraid of these things."

Zhong Ye sighed, thinking to himself: Does this bastard understand that what Juanjuan needs is enlightenment, not lust.

He coughed twice, and explained: "Xiao Qi, Dad understands that you are still ignorant in your anxiety, but blind physical contact will only scare Juan away and make him more afraid of these things. You have to try Let him trust you, let him slowly change his view of you, not just treat you as a younger brother who needs to be taken care of, his acceptance of many intimate behaviors from you, in addition to liking, is more because he has been used to tolerance since childhood You, do you understand what little dad means?"

Lu Qifan frowned slightly.

Zhong Ye rubbed his hair and told him: "Think about how naughty you were when you were a child. No one in the kindergarten dared to play with you. Only Juanjuan was willing to accompany you. Just like this, you often bullied him and cried. But after he finishes crying, he will continue to play with you, why? Because he thinks you are his younger brother, and he takes it for granted that you accept everything about you, including now he still has this mentality."

"He likes me." Lu Qifan retorted.

"Then why did he come to me to complain today? Will he escape like that when he is in love with each other?"

Lu Qifan fell silent, and asked after a while: "What should I do?"

"What you need to do now is not to scare him into tears anymore, but to step back and let Juanjuan react on his own, making him suddenly realize that Xiaoqi has grown up, and Xiaoqi's emotions are very stable. I need my brother's protection anymore, the relationship between them is completely different from before, you want him to feel your maturity and change, understand?"

Zhong Ye stopped talking, he couldn't say a lot of things in front of the child, he only hoped that kid Lu Qifan could understand.

Lu Qifan thought for a long time, did not express whether he understood or not, and went back to the room with the packing box.

Zhong Ye shook his head, went into the kitchen and poured a cup of coffee.

Lu Qifan fell on the bed, there was still a little touch and aftertaste on his lips, just 10 minutes after they separated, he had already started to miss Zhou Zhimeng.

Zhou Zhimeng never knew how much he missed him. It was probably just an excuse he made up for kissing. Since Zhou Zhimeng entered high school, their time together has decreased sharply. The training before the recommendation is the first hurdle After school, Lu Qifan often stood downstairs in Zhou Zhimeng's house, looking at the unlit room on the second floor, standing for a long time.

He didn't know how to spend his life without Zhou Zhimeng, only the exciting roar of the racing car could temporarily cover up this longing. After Zhou Zhimeng went to college, the severe pain caused by this separation almost overwhelmed Lu Qifan, and he couldn't help it. Accept it, and can't adapt.

He often misses Zhou Zhimeng late at night.

Zhou Zhimeng has many friends, he can still live well without him, but he can't, he can't live without Zhou Zhimeng.

Zhou Zhimeng will never know how happy he was when he broke the racing record that day and walked up to the stands amidst the crowd, and looked up to see Zhou Zhimeng.

When Zhou Zhimeng said: "Xiaoqi, I am happy that you can have a thing you really love."

At that moment, Lu Qifan felt that his world was full of bright colors, and lovers and hobbies could easily coexist. Zhou Zhimeng looked at him gently, with distress and love in his eyes.

Zhou Zhimeng will always be a light in his life.

Lu Qifan doesn't know when he started to like Zhou Zhimeng, maybe it was really doomed from birth. When he first learned a poem expressing love in class, his mind was filled with Zhou Zhimeng's face appeared.

He likes Zhou Zhimeng very much.

Zhou Zhimeng ignored Lu Qifan for two full days, but what was rare was that Lu Qifan didn't take the initiative to come to him.

There was neither a phone call nor a door-to-door visit. Zhong Ye came to look for Lin Zhiyi last night, but Lu Qifan didn't follow him either.

Zhou Zhimeng sat on the sofa with his knees in his arms and sighed, Zhong Ye looked at it and smiled, Lin Zhiyi shook his head and said, "It's over, it's over, my family Juanjuan is really going to be abducted by your little demon king."

"Isn't this something that was decided long ago?" Zhong Ye said.

"It's cheap and good."

Zhou Zhimeng tapped his cell phone, but he never heard from Lu Qifan, but he didn't want to take the initiative to contact him, after all, Lu Qifan did such an annoying thing.

But... why didn't he come to me?It's been two days since the winter vacation, and it's...already almost over.

Zhou Zhimeng thought sadly.

He went to the restaurant and said to Zhong Ye secretly, "Uncle, are you all coming over for dinner tonight?"

Zhong Ye said: "Your Uncle Lu is on a business trip, and Xiao Qi seems to have gone to the parking lot to play too. By the way, Juanjuan, do you know where the parking lot he mentioned is? I've heard him say it all the time, but I don't know what it is. not dangerous?"

Zhou Zhimeng lowered his head sadly, and said slowly, "It's the south of the city yard, it's not dangerous."

He shrank back to the sofa.

On the morning of the third day, he finally received a call from Lu Qifan. At 09:30, he was still sleeping in the warm bed, his voice was still sticky, and he couldn't hear who the caller was, so he got up and complained angrily: "Who is it?" ?”

"Roll."

Zhou Zhimeng paused for three seconds before opening his eyes. He held back when he was about to speak, and said in a firm tone, "Who are you?"

Obviously blaming him.

Lu Qifan almost laughed, but coaxed: "I'm Xiao Qi."

"I don't know who Xiaoqi is." Zhou Zhimeng curled up under the quilt.

He hadn't had such a naive conversation with Lu Qifan for many years. Lu Qifan stood downstairs, looking at the window on the second floor, with the cold wind blowing on his body, but he didn't feel cold at all.

"elder brother."

Zhou Zhimeng was stunned for a moment, and popped his head out of the bed.

Lu Qifan chuckled, "Brother, it's so cold outside."

Zhou Zhimeng immediately jumped up from the bed, ran to the window to look, and immediately met Lu Qifan's eyes. Lu Qifan was wearing a khaki coat, standing in the courtyard in the deep winter, he raised his head , smiled at Zhou Zhimeng.

Zhou Zhimeng's heartbeat stopped for a moment.

how come?Lu Qifan is obviously two years younger than him, but he already looks like an adult. A few years ago, he was so angry because Zhou Zhimeng didn't put the gift he gave him in the most prominent position in front of the Christmas tree. The other gifts were kicked away, making Zhou Zhimeng the little bastard who cried all night.

"Why don't you come in?"

"I'll take you to the car park, okay? I want to break another record for you."

Zhou Zhimeng also forgot the critical education of "pay attention to safety", and got up to wash and change clothes after hanging up the phone. He thought of the khaki color Lu Qifan was wearing, so he picked out a white coat for himself.

While he was in the shower, he asked his dad to make two cups of hot milk tea and put them in sippy cups with lids.Zhou Huaisheng put the breakfast on the table, Zhou Zhimeng devoured a few mouthfuls, and went out with hot milk tea.

He put the hot milk tea in Lu Qifan's hand, Lu Qifan held it in both hands and said, "Thank you Juanjuan."

When they got very close, Lu Qifan's voice was amplified, and Zhou Zhi covered his face and looked away enthusiastically.

He thought that Lu Qifan would take him away directly, but he didn't expect that Lu Qifan would take him back to the room, and greeted Zhou Huaisheng: "Uncle, Juanjuan and I are going to the parking lot to play."

"Be careful and take good care of your brother." Zhou Huaisheng handed the scarf and mask to Lu Qifan.

Lu Qifan continued, "Of course."

Zhou Zhimeng seemed to have seen some terrible monster, and his eyes wandered blankly on Lu Qifan. He couldn't believe that such a steady behavior could happen to Lu Qifan.

After bidding farewell to Zhou Huaisheng, Lu Qifan took Zhou Zhimeng into the car.

Only then did Zhou Zhimeng realize that he was being too proactive.

Isn't it just two days without active contact?

Why is he so happy that Lu Qifan came to him?

Will Lu Qifan laugh at him in his heart?He was the one who cried and complained to Zhong Ye that day.

Besides, Lu Qifan has no obligation to contact him. Even if it's a relationship, he doesn't talk on the phone every day. His roommate Han Feng and his girlfriend have been in a long-distance relationship. Sometimes they can't contact each other for half a month when they are busy. .

It's normal, and he and Lu Qifan are not in a relationship yet.

Isn't it okay to hug and kiss if you're not in a romantic relationship?

Zhou Zhimeng was almost dizzy by himself, took a sip of milk tea angrily, and was burned again.

Lu Qifan hurriedly squeezed his chin to check, "Are you all right?"

Zhou Zhimeng shook his head, Lu Qifan checked Zhou Zhimeng's tongue nervously, and he was relieved if there was nothing abnormal.

He took Zhou Zhimeng's cup, opened the lid and swung it with a straw.

Looking at Lu Qifan, Zhou Zhimeng always felt that something was wrong, everything was right, and he couldn't describe the problem, but something was wrong with Lu Qifan.

He didn't hug me and kiss me as soon as we met, Zhou Zhimeng thought suddenly.

In the next second, he threw the thought away.

He sat on the other side of the car seat, with his forehead pressed against the window, trying to calm himself down.

After the car arrived at the south of the city yard, Lu Qifan asked the driver to go back first, "After the car is over, Juanjuan and I will go back by ourselves."

The driver said: "If it's too late, you still call me, and I will pick you up."

"it is good."

Zhou Zhimeng drank the last sip of milk tea and didn't want to take it, so he put it in the car and asked the driver to take it back. He followed Lu Qifan into the parking lot. The staff treated Lu Qifan, the little money owner, as a VIP. Before entering the infield, a team member greeted him, "Mr. Lu, are you here so early?"

"You haven't left yet?"

"Plane at ten o'clock tomorrow morning."

Zhou Zhimeng was led into the locker room by Lu Qifan, and asked in a low voice, "Where is he going?"

"Go abroad to compete."

"Oh."

Zhou Zhimeng walked into the locker room and only belatedly shook off Lu Qifan's hand, muttering, "Why did you bring me in while changing clothes?"

Lu Qifan looked at him and smiled while unbuttoning, Zhou Zhimeng turned his back, and hurried to the door, within a few minutes, Lu Qifan came out wearing a racing suit, which was the one Zhou Zhimeng bought for him. set.

Zhou Zhimeng helped him straighten his collar, "Is it the right size?"

Lu Qifan took a step closer and pressed him against the wall, "It's suitable, how do you know my shoulder width and waist circumference? Did you measure it secretly?"

Zhou Zhimeng turned his face away habitually, Lu Qifan got closer and closer, Zhou Zhimeng held his breath, he thought that Lu Qifan was going to kiss his face, he was too familiar with this gesture, and was about to reach out to block it, but Lu Qifan Just blew on his eyelashes, then backed away, "Something got on."

Zhou Zhimeng froze in place.

He felt that some emotions were ready to come out, even with the neglect he had received two days ago.

Lu Qifan was calm about this, and after helping Zhou Zhimeng put on the mask carefully, he led him to the stand, picked a place with a good view, and asked him to sit down, "Basically there is no dust here."

Zhou Zhimeng grabbed him and told him nervously: "Don't mess around just to break the record, Xiaoqi, you pay attention to safety, safety is the most important thing."

"I know."

"You don't know," Zhou Zhimeng glanced at the track, and a green racing car whized past. Zhou Zhimeng felt tinnitus, and subconsciously covered his ears. After the sound passed, he looked at Lu Qifan in fear, "Don't be faster than this car."

Lu Qifan reached out to rub Zhou Zhimeng's ears, and hugged him to the seat on the upper floor, further away from the track, he smiled helplessly: "Jujuan, why are you driving slower than him?"

Zhou Zhimeng's face quickly wrinkled together, Lu Qifan thought it was cute, reached out and rubbed Zhou Zhimeng's cheek, "Don't be afraid, Juan."

"You brought me here just to scare me?"

"No, I want to tell you, Juan, I'm a little better than you think."

Zhou Zhimeng looked at him dissatisfied, but Lu Qifan couldn't hold it back after all, leaned over and kissed Zhou Zhimeng's face, then walked off the stands and got into the racing car.

When the blue flames flew past, Zhou Zhimeng's heart hung in his throat. He was so frightened that he immediately rushed to the railing of the stand, and his eyes followed closely. In a hurry, he could pass smoothly. Zhou Zhimeng compared Lu Qifan's car with the green car just now. Even though he is a layman, he can see that Lu Qifan's skills are obviously more skilled and more comfortable.

Zhou Zhimeng was slowly relieved. Looking at Lu Qifan's car, he suddenly realized that he had a lot of misunderstandings about Lu Qifan.

Lu Qifan is really a little stronger than he imagined, and he is no longer the little one who needs his care.

Just as he was thinking, a bottle of Coke suddenly appeared in front of him, Juan Juan turned his head and saw Xin Huan.

Zhou Zhimeng doesn't like to drink Coke, so he politely refuses: "Thank you, no need."

"No poison." Xin Huan said.

Zhou Zhimeng had no choice but to take it, and Xin Huan stood beside the railing, "He played better this time than last time, and he will definitely break the record again."

"Really? That's great."

"You don't understand racing at all." Xin Huan turned to look at Zhou Zhimeng, with a clear air of rejection, "In fact, Lu Qifan is very suitable to be a professional racing driver. His psychological quality is better than that of every team member in the team, and his skills are also top-notch. , but he refused to compete, and Sai Zhao never went to upgrade, because he said he was going to the capital to go to university, in order to accompany you."

Zhou Zhimeng didn't speak, he rarely heard Lu Qifan from others.

Xin Huan continued: "Yes, I like him very much. I have liked him for several years. They often say that Lu Qifan has an older brother. I really thought it was an older brother related by blood, so I didn't take it to heart."

Zhou Zhimeng had never experienced such a situation, he was a little restless, and wanted Lu Qifan to show up immediately to solve it.

"But don't worry, I won't break up others. He likes you, not in a normal way. Compared with you, racing cars are nothing to him. I can see that I am too self-indulgent."

"he and I……"

Xin Huan sat on the seat in the stands and poured down a can of Coke, but Zhou Zhimeng couldn't stop him.

Xin Huan stared at Zhou Zhimeng, "It's just a matter of priority. If I grew up with him as a childhood sweetheart, the ending would be different."

Zhou Zhimeng was stunned on the spot, and retorted: "No."

He never gets angry with strangers, but this time he can't hold it back at all. He doesn't like others pointing fingers at his relationship with Xiaoqi. They only see their childhood sweethearts, but they can't see the day and night together for 18 years. The patience he gave Companionship and love.

Why is the relationship between him and Xiao Qi covered up by the words "childhood sweetheart".

Can I change someone else?

Not so.

Lu Qifan's feelings for him are not just accumulated over the years.

"I don't think you have the right to judge other people's feelings at will." Zhou Zhimeng said coldly.

"Then how do you know he likes racing? You don't know anything about what he's passionate about."

Zhou Zhimeng looked at Xin Huan and said indifferently, "Why do I have to understand? What he needs is support and companionship."

"Yeah, as long as he is here, I can break the record."

Lu Qifan's voice broke the confrontation, he walked up slowly, and raised his hand to signal Zhou Zhimeng to see his results.

Lu Qifan's score appeared on the electronic screen.

One level higher than last time.

Xin Huan couldn't believe it.

Lu Qifan walked towards Zhou Zhimeng's direction, he glanced at Xin Huan with disgust, "Who allows you to talk to him like this?"

"Qi Fan, I—"

Lu Qifan sat next to Zhou Zhimeng, and said to Xin Huan: "I advise you not to take yourself too seriously, I only tolerate you again and again for your brother's sake."

Xin Huan's face turned pale instantly, Zhou Zhimeng glanced at Lu Qifan, this feeling was very strange.

After Xin Huan left, Zhou Zhimeng wanted to say, "Will you be too cruel?"

But when the words came to his lips, they turned into a faint "broken record".

At this moment, Lu Qifan looked very high-spirited, he smiled and said: "I knew, once you come, I will be in good condition."

Zhou Zhimeng tapped Lu Qifan's eyebrows with his fingertips, "I reward you with a little red flower."

Lu Qifan shook his hand and smiled.

After a few minutes, Zhou Zhimeng asked again: "What's the boy's name just now?"

"I can't remember. His brother is a team member. Actually, I don't know why he always comes here. It's very annoying."

"Really can't remember?"

Lu Qifan leaned lazily, looked at Zhou Zhimeng's face, and asked with a smirk, "Are you jealous?"

"No."

"I'm not jealous," Lu Qifan sighed suddenly, staring at the electronic screen, checking his scores, and said, "It seems that Juanjuan really doesn't like me."

Zhou Zhimeng was speechless, neither denying nor admitting it.

Something is about to come out.

Lu Qifan held Zhou Zhimeng's hand and rubbed it intermittently, "Are you feeling bored?"

"No, it's quite exciting, if the person driving is not you."

"I was afraid that you were worried, so I never told you."

"Do Uncle Zhong and Uncle Lu know?"

"My little dad doesn't know, but my dad does."

Zhou Zhimeng was startled, "Uncle Lu knows?"

"Well, he also took the test for the racing license with me. Three years ago, because minors need to be accompanied by their parents."

Zhou Zhimeng couldn't believe it at all, "Uncle Lu supports you?"

"I don't know. Anyway, I asked him to come and he came."

The father-son relationship between Lu Jincheng and Lu Qifan has always been the most troublesome thing for Zhong Ye. The father and son have never reached a consensus on anything. Zhou Zhimeng never thought that there would be another thing, that Lu Qifan was hiding from Zhong Ye. But let Lu Jincheng know, which overturned his cognition.

"He doesn't care about my safety. Maybe he just wants to get rid of me and live a two-person world with my little dad."

"How is it possible? Don't always misunderstand Uncle Lu. By the way, I heard what those people said about sponsorship last time."

"Well, this team has my sponsorship, otherwise they wouldn't be able to play the next game."

"Where did the money come from?"

"Do you remember my dad's check?"

Zhou Zhimeng remembered that on the day when the high school entrance examination scores came out, he acted like a baby, and Lu Jincheng rewarded Lu Qifan with a check.

"Actually, Uncle Lu still loves you very much."

Lu Qifan showed a reluctant expression.

Zhou Zhimeng smiled, and asked after a while: "Xiao Qi, do you want to be a professional racing driver?"

Lu Qifan paused and did not answer immediately.

Zhou Zhimeng squeezed Lu Qifan's hand, and Lu Qifan raised his eyes to look at him, "I don't know, let it be, I want to go to the capital to accompany you now."

Zhou Zhimeng was also speechless.

He didn't know what to say either.

The wind blew his hair, and he suddenly felt tired, a kind of tiredness that was pushed away by many things when he grew up. He thought of Xin Huan's words alone, Lu Qifan was very talented and very suitable to be a professional racing driver. Will race car drivers affect my studies?Will it be dangerous?But he can't selfishly trap Lu Qifan by his side. Lu Qifan on the track is really charming, with the confidence and publicity of a teenager.

He leaned his head on Lu Qifan's shoulder and murmured: "Xiao Qi, I want to go back to my childhood."

Lu Qifan hugged him, "Back when you were a child, you will still grow up, and you will still marry me when you grow up."

Zhou Zhimeng didn't refute, just curled up his mouth and smiled, "Okay."

After leaving the parking lot, Lu Qifan took Zhou Zhimeng to the forest behind the parking lot. It was a half-developed scenic spot, and the cedars all over the mountains matched the coldness of winter very well.

The ground is covered with dead leaves, and it is very loud to step on.

Zhou Zhimeng held Lu Qifan's hand tightly.

"Xiao Qi, if we didn't grow up together, would you still like me?"

"meeting."

It's a very stupid question, Zhou Zhimeng laughed at himself in his heart, all the questions starting with "if" are meaningless.

Just as he was thinking, his foot slipped, he didn't stand still, and fell directly to the ground, Lu Qifan hurriedly hugged him, Zhou Zhimeng just wanted to stand up, but when he looked up, he saw a beautiful scenery.

The blue sky is like washing, and there are lush green cedars.

He lay down, "Little Qi, look."

Lu Qifan lay down with him, and the two of them leaned against each other.

The dead leaves creaked.

"If we didn't grow up together, I would still fall in love with you at first sight, and then pursue you and pester you."

"why?"

"Because in my understanding of love, you are the only concrete explanation."

Zhou Zhimeng blinked, Lu Qifan suddenly turned over and pressed Zhou Zhimeng, he untied Zhou Zhimeng's mask, let him hold his breath, then slowly lowered his head, and kissed the corner of Zhou Zhimeng's mouth.

Zhou Zhimeng finally understood the source of his anxiety these days.

Lu Qifan suddenly took a step back and became restrained, but he was not satisfied.

He seems to be used to Lu Qifan's stalking and endless physical contact, he is used to kissing and hugging, and the blending of breathing.

perception of love...

When he mentioned this word before, he didn't immediately think of Xiao Qi, but he never thought of other people either.

Now that this word is mentioned, his mind is full of the night of Lu Qifan's birthday, when he was pressed against the wall by Lu Qifan, with a violent heartbeat in his ears, Lu Qifan called his brother.

He had to admit that at that second, he was heartbroken.

Lu Qifan kissed him very cherishingly, from the corner of the mouth to the cheek, and finally landed gently on the side of the neck.

When they were about to leave, Zhou Zhimeng put his arms around Lu Qifan's neck.The wind was blowing, mixed with the rustling of leaves, Zhou Zhimeng couldn't figure out the sound of his heartbeat, but he didn't care so much, he took the initiative to move forward and kissed Lu Qifan's lips.