Please gently moisten me with a milkshake

Chapter 40

Can you be as cruel to me as before? "

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41. Part.40 is over...

"Heizi, why are you losing your temper at a time like this? If you like it..."

Senior Heizi stretched out one foot and kicked Vulcan's back knee.

Vulcan, who was walking towards us, didn't notice his behavior, his knees immediately lost the strength to support them and bent forward, almost hitting the table between us, but fortunately, he reached out his hand on the glass in time to stabilize After getting up, what he hadn't finished before became a reprimand: "Hey, what are you doing!"

"Vulcan-kun said a lot of strange things, I think you may be sick."

"I didn't!"

"Then, let me ask you, what is my favorite food?"

"Yes... No! Why should I answer your favorite food!"

Ignoring the displeasure in his tone, Senior Heizi pulled his clothes and walked out: "Actually, you forgot, Lord Vulcan."

I stared blankly at the back of their departure.Senior Heizi didn't even make eye contact with him from the beginning to the end, and an inexplicable panic came to his mind.

In front of Lord Vulcan, Senior Heizi can always easily ignore me.

You were the one questioning me just now, right?But why didn't you get an answer and you just left?I also want to explain it well, but senior Heizi, can you give me a chance to buffer?Don't always try to push me away...

"What kind of expression does the kid show! It's not irreparable forever." At some point, the store manager's sister stood up and took me into her arms, "The closer I get to your generation, the more I can't understand your feelings." Thoughts." Even so, she stroked my back with her hand, as if a kind mother was comforting her own child.

Once upon a time, Mrs. Huayuan comforted me in this way.

"Why are you crying, brat..." Maybe it was because my shoulders were too wide when I was sobbing. She glanced at me in her arms suspiciously, but she didn't expect that my tears kept falling, and she squatted down at a loss. Help me wipe off the water stains that soaked the fine hairs on my face, I wiped it off quickly first.

It's all just the pride of being a man. No matter how much the store manager's sister looks like now, she is still a woman.

She couldn't help but frowned: "I wanted to tell you, just this once, it doesn't matter if my clothes get wet."

"And then? Continue to hold me and be my strong harbor?" I pushed aside the body of the store manager's sister, and flashed out of the narrow area surrounded by her body from the side, "By the way, I'm leaving early today. Please." !"

She turned her head and glared at me, just about to teach me something.

I continued: "Since you can offer privileges for me today, then help me calculate today's salary. Thank you very much, the beautiful and charming store manager, you have worked hard!"

I said I was leaving early, but in fact I didn't even take the clothes in the dressing room, so I went straight to the direction they left.

Not only is the severe winter snow covering the entire city in silver, but the invasion of the cold wind is simply a mockery of the wanderers.Even a down jacket can't completely resist it, not to mention I didn't even bring a jacket.

When I first came out of the store, I didn't feel much. Now I can only rub my arms constantly in an attempt to generate heat while staring at their figures, keeping a fairly stable distance.

I am very glad that what I saw was that they were chatting and laughing differently than usual, otherwise I would definitely get angry on the spot and die suddenly in the severe winter-becoming the oriental version of the little match girl.

Finally, when they parted ways, the senior Heizi who arrived at the door of the house took the lead in breaking the silent atmosphere, said goodbye and walked towards the house without looking back.

Vulcan's mouth moved, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything in the end.

What a bad man I am, to be as jealous as a woman is.Just because of this insignificant detail, there is a thrill of revenge on Vulcan.

"Leave him, although I don't know what happened to you while I was away, but he is mine from the beginning to the end." I approached the Vulcan who was still standing at the door.

"Aren't you cold? If Heizi knew..."

"I won't allow you to mention his name!" It's ridiculous, this crazy emotion is growing wantonly!Even if you realize it, you can't stop it.

I looked straight into his pupils and said, "Leave him!" It was the end of the road, to the point where I didn't know what to do to save Senior Heizi.There is a voice in my heart roaring: as long as the eyes-obscuring person leaves, that's the case with Senior Heizi, who has lost the light of the pillar, he will definitely come back to me with nostalgia!

Actually?Is that really the case?

"I heard Heizi mentioned about you. But is your personality too bad? It's completely different from your appearance!" Vulcan scratched his head.

He succeeded in irritating me by asking questions that were wrong.

Forgot to argue with him at the gate of Senior Heizi's house.He completely forgot to control the volume, and shouted with all his strength: "It doesn't matter to me no matter how inconspicuous I am, right? I just want you to leave Senior Heizi!"

You mentioned me——on behalf of Senior Heizi, you do know that I'm back, maybe even my self-righteous disguise has already been seen through.But why?Let me get close to you so easily, no matter how flattering I am, I don't care, this is really too much...

Obviously, Senior Heizi confessed to me first, but why did he treat me like this in the end?

Don't like me yet?Then why let me approach you again?

Should I really not come back?

But if you have received all my letters, it should mean that you know the meaning of my begging you to wait...

"Mr. Hua Yuan, how far are you going to make a fuss? Is this fun?" The familiar voice was mixed with a little harshness, and I looked absently at Senior Heizi who had already taken off his coat.

Is it my illusion?Did Senior Heizi frowned?

"Because I really don't understand! When I was in the United States, I was thinking about you, Senior Kuroko, almost every day. Even if I filled the time for random thoughts with being busy, I couldn't help but think of you in the spare time before going to bed. But Why are you doing this to me..."

"Sorry, I……"

Ah, my head hurts.

Senior Heizi's voice and face have become blurry... Hua Yuanxuan, do you dare to be useless again!Maybe Senior Heizi wants to forgive you?However, I have no regrets... How despicable, it is my turn to use this method to win the attention and sympathy of Senior Heizi.

A pair of wide palms caught me limp in time, and I knew who their owner was without opening my eyes, trying to struggle away from this rival in love.

Even if I fall on the icy snow, I won't give in to your love rival!

It's a pity that I can't use any strength at all.

It seems that the blood flowing in the body seems to be condensed by this frightening temperature...

Inexplicable...feeling defeated...

I had a dream. In the dream, I and Senior Heizi were living a life completely different from reality.

He didn't meet Senior Heizi and fell in love with him, he didn't disobey the old man, he didn't know the blond little Bichi Janice, he didn't have too many emotional ups and downs, and he was still alone in class.

Seeing the male students in the class renting adult DVs to watch together, I was in adolescence and couldn't bear it. I also rented such DVs in private, and all the behaviors I did were completely in line with a boy with normal sexuality.

However, there was an inexplicable sense of emptiness.

It seems that I have forgotten some important person, and there are two voices arguing in my ears. It is nothing more than one praying for myself to remember the missing memory, and the other is a contradiction that reminds myself that it will definitely hurt my heart.

It hurts not to think about it, but it seems to hurt when I think about it.Why isn't there a perfect way to soothe this strange feeling lingering in my chest?

"I'm sorry, I really can't be more cruel. You always thought that you were spying on me, right? In fact, this time I was looking at you, Mr. Huayuan. This time, I would know everything..."

Don't put your hands on my face!uncomfortable!Even in a place where that person can't see, I want to stick to him, so other people don't come again.

The choice between deep sleep and waking is almost a matter of thought, but I just don't want to wake up.Perhaps the world formed in the dream was so beautiful that I took a form of escape.

Until a fluffy warm object stuck to my neck, at first I thought it was a prank by Senior Heizi, but its regular heartbeat shattered my idea.

Forget about the thoughts listed in my head, etc., and bounced off the bed.

I saw a black-and-white dog with its short legs standing where I had just been lying, and it gave a docile "bark" when it saw my funny behavior.

"Mr. Hua Yuan, are you alright?" I just realized that Senior Heizi was also lying on the bedside, he seemed not angry anymore?Otherwise, how could he let me rest at his house?No... He doesn't know my family, and he can't send me home.

"Sorry, I'm leaving now."

The previous quarrel with Vulcan must have made Senior Heizi feel bored with me...

"Do you want to leave me alone again?" Is it my illusion?Why did I suddenly feel that the air here was once again condensed, and even though the heater was on, I felt a little creepy.

However, I followed your wish, Senior Heizi!I find it more and more difficult for me to guess your thoughts.

"Since you came back, you haven't asked me why I'm angry. I've been waiting, is it because I expected too much of you?" Senior Heizi looked at me, Shui Lan