Chapter 42
Chapter 42
"I have no position."
Lu Fan pursed his lips, shook his head and said, "He won't listen to me either."
"That's right." Chu Xiao let out a breath, patted him on the shoulder and said, "It's all up to you."
Chu Xiao put on his team uniform and started to leave, Wen Shikai said: "Captain, the training is about to start, where are you going?"
Thinking of where he was going, Chu Xiao frowned subconsciously, and said, "I'm going to ask Brother Yang for leave. I'll go out in the afternoon, and I may not come back in the evening. Also, Lin Kuang has an interview at five o'clock in the afternoon. The reception center of the training hall will be over in about an hour, and then you can arrange the training yourself."
"Okay, I got it." Wen Shikai said, "It's a good thing that I have returned from being a baby daddy today, otherwise I don't know where to find someone..."
When Chu Xiao pushed open the door of the lounge, he looked down at his phone and found that the "morning" message he had sent to Lin Kuang had finally received a response just now. It was estimated that the other end was in a hurry to get dressed and look for things. Chu Xiao couldn't bear it. Zhu smiled slightly, and didn't choose to disturb him anymore.
However, not being able to see him before leaving still made people feel a little uneasy... Chu Xiao shook his head, shook those chaotic thoughts out of his mind, and continued to push open the door of the lounge.
This time Lin Kuang was interviewed by a city-level publication, and the official Swordsman paid much attention to it, because Lin Kuang had been on the top of the list of searches and was also said to be a student at a prestigious school. The reporter interviewed him as a social hot news, e-sports related content It's much lighter.
It just so happened that Lin Kuang was originally afraid that the media would ask him to comment on other teams and "speak harsh words" and the like, which was outside his area of expertise.Fortunately, after sitting down and chatting for a while, he realized that this was not fundamentally different from the school magazine interviews he did in the student union back then. Hours later, the reporter left contentedly holding the manuscript.
After finishing the interview, Lin Kuang was supposed to go back to training immediately, but when he walked alone through the long, slightly dark corridor of the training hall, and walked to the French window corridor filled with the afterglow of the setting sun, he stopped involuntarily.
Qin Heng stroked the cat in his arms, leaned against the wall and looked up at him: "Can we talk again?"
Lin Kuang copied it by hand in his team uniform pocket. He didn't intend to answer at first, but Qin Heng let go of his hand as if he had expected it. The black cat in his arms jumped over lightly, and Lin Kuang was caught off guard. .
"...How did you bring the cat here?" Under the steps at the back door of the training hall, Lin Kuang looked helplessly at the black cat Cain, who was squatting on his lap and licking his paw with enjoyment. Do you have pets?"
"Stay in the training hall during the day, and go out to play by itself at night." Qin Heng came over to touch the top of Cain's head, but it turned his head and avoided it, "Cain is very smart...you see, it has You don't want me anymore."
Cain tilted his head and looked at Lin Kuang with his round eyes surprisingly well-behaved. His furry cat face looked a little cute.Lin Kuang hesitated for a moment, then stretched out his finger, and gently scratched its chin.
Cain immediately seemed to be touching a magnet, rubbing his head on Lin Kuang's fingers with his head tilted, while making a gurgling sound from his throat.
"What else do you want to talk about?" After touching the cat for a while, seeing Qin Heng just watching him with a smile, Lin Kuang couldn't help but open up and said, "Transfer is impossible, I have no shortage Money, and I don't need..."
With the current situation where Crow Kill is precarious and has fallen to the freezing point, it is very likely that he will make a last-ditch effort to save himself...
Unexpectedly, it was Qin Heng who made a "shh" gesture to him, and said with a smile: "I didn't do this today, I just wanted to chat with you...I really like you."
This answer was completely beyond Lin Kuang's expectation, and he was taken aback for a moment.
"Then have you ever liked Ye Xueliu?" Lin Kuang asked.
Qin Heng smiled and said, "You don't think I'll like any sharp treatment, do you? It's a love affair? Besides, you've never milked me before."
"Because you like human logic," Lin Kuang said as tactfully as possible, "...it's really puzzling."
Hearing this, Qin Heng laughed even more happily. He laughed for a long time before stopping, nodded and said, "Well, I did like that child once."
Lin Kuang's eyes widened slightly—it has to be said that he agreed to "talk" with Qin Heng, and wanting to know more about Ye Xueliu accounted for a large part of the reason. "Bear child" always unconsciously has a particularly delicate mood.
"But I just like Cain." Qin Heng continued, "He was a natural e-sports genius. He was young and easy to control. He followed me all day long and worshiped me like an idol. Why don't I like him? he?"
"This is 'in the beginning'," Lin Kuang accurately captured his wording, "and then?"
"Later he started to grow up." Qin Heng sighed regretfully, "The longer he grows, the more stupid he becomes, and he becomes less and less cute than before. He doesn't know how to hide his liking for anyone, except himself, and that stupid Xiangfang who is as stupid as him, The whole world can see it."
Lin Kuang: "..."
"I don't know how to cherish my body. I ran out on the eve of the game and hurt myself..."
"He was injured, do you think it is his responsibility?"
"Of course." Qin Heng said indifferently, "Knowing that his mother is a source of danger, he should immediately stay away completely, break with the past, and for the sake of the so-called family relationship, run back and continue to be injured again and again with illusions, He doesn't cherish his own value at all, why should I cherish it?"
"..."
"But you are different." Qin Heng looked at Lin Kuang with a gentle tone, "You are calm, rational, know how to weigh the pros and cons, and will not give up your own value easily. Moreover, your operation is top-notch, and your appearance and figure are in line with my aesthetics , is simply the ideal ideal lover. Chu Xiao has an impatient and irritable personality. I guess only that kind of thing is on his mind. Biological science, even if we relegate to management in the future, we will have more topics..."
"Blind date?"
Qin Heng's eloquence was interrupted unexpectedly, and he subconsciously said "Huh?"
"You thought it was a blind date?" Lin Kuang waved his hand, causing Cain to jump off his lap and stand up on the steps, "You don't call me liking me, but you think I'm 'worthy of liking'. What, You have to put all the conditions on the table to prove that I am good enough with you, right?"
Qin Heng froze for a moment, and quickly understood what he meant, but there was no shame on his face: "Yes, I chose to give my feelings only after I was sure that you have the value of 'worth it'. Is there anything wrong with that?"
"That's right, it's just that the three views don't agree." Lin Kuang said, "When I read some comments on the Internet, I sometimes think, why do people like to put love so high now, 'Where does he have shortcomings? Can't like him', it seems that only a perfect superman deserves to be loved. But I don't like superman."
He imagined what Chu Xiao told him, that in the high school campus, he was giving a speech under the national flag, and Chu Xiao was the flag raiser, secretly turning to look at him.
In fact, he had no memory of the specific situation, because he didn't know Chu Xiao at all at that time.But even with Chu Xiao's short, embarrassing and upside-down description, he felt that Chu Xiao's eyes must have been very bright when he was looking at him.
"If you like superman, continue to like it. I can only say that I am not. You wait and see if there is anything else." The last ray of the setting sun jumped below the horizon, and when Lin Kuang turned around, half of his face was sunken in thin red In his shadow, he said calmly, "I just want to love mortals who make people soft."
Lin Kuang originally wanted to finish speaking and leave directly, but before he reached the automatic door, his cell phone rang. He took it out to check, and found that the name jumping on the screen was "Chu Xiao".
He knew that Chu Xiao had returned to "home" today, and was afraid that something might happen to him, so he immediately answered the phone: "Hello, Chu Xiao?"
Chu Xiao seemed to be in good condition, so he called him with a smile: "Senior."
"Well," Lin Kuang said while holding the automatic door, "Are you all right there, can you come back?"
"Hurry up," Chu Xiao's hair was rustling, he didn't know what he was doing, "Be good at training, I'll..."
Before he could finish speaking, there was a loud "bang" from the phone.
To be precise, what heavy object suddenly hit the person, first made a dull sound of colliding with flesh and blood, and then the heavy object rolled to the floor with a loud "bang".
It was not the first time for Lin Kuang to hear this voice, and his blood turned cold in an instant.
It was followed by the more familiar sound of the phone falling to the ground. Lin Kuang said "Hello" a few times, then hung up automatically after a while of noise, and then only the cold "This number is temporarily unavailable"...
Lin Kuang's brain buzzed, and he was in a trance for a while, forgetting what he was doing, and the automatic door slowly rotated, and it seemed that it was about to roll his hand in.Someone rushed over from behind and forcibly held the automatic door for him for a second before Lin Kuang pulled his hand away.
Lin Kuang held his mobile phone and felt unsteady for a moment. He took a step back and leaned against the wall. The dizziness in front of his eyes gradually improved. Qin Heng reached out to help him, but he waved his hand and refused.
He took a deep breath to calm himself down, but now this scene is so familiar, it's almost like the scene of Wen Shikai's day recurring, and the sound of heavy objects falling to the ground is even heavier and more terrifying than that day...
He raised his eyes, stared at Qin Heng for a few seconds, and suddenly said, "You didn't do it, did you?"
Qin Heng looked at him quietly: "Is this a question sentence?"
In just a few seconds, Lin Kuang had recovered. Panting slightly, he pushed Qin Heng's hand away, and said firmly while walking forward, "You didn't do it."
"Maybe I'm really bad in your eyes, but I don't bother to do some things." Qin Heng said behind his back, "Thank you for your trust."
Lin Kuang hurriedly walked towards the training room of Three Thousand Truths, without slowing down in the slightest because of these words.He corrected without looking back: "It has nothing to do with trust, it's just judgment."
Qin Heng didn't follow up this time, and Lin Kuang didn't care about him. He went straight to the Three Thousand Truths training room and opened the door. He found Shen Yang and asked directly, "Where is Chu Xiao's father's current address?"
Because Chu Xiao's father traveled around and passed through Z city, so apart from Chu Xiao himself, even Shenyang didn't know where he stayed.Fortunately, when a group of people were anxious like ants on a hot pot, Chu Xiao made a second call to Lin Kuang.
"Don't worry, I'm fine... I'm on XX Street, but I just asked for directions, the nearest hospital is very close here, I'll go there by myself soon..."
Chu Xiao called this time from a public phone on the side of the road, so his voice sounded slightly different from usual, even a little... fragile.
"Senior, I want to be quiet. If you want to come, can... come alone?"
Lin Kuang hung up the phone and rushed over immediately. When he arrived at the hospital Chu Xiao mentioned, when he saw Chu Xiao's arm wrapped in thick gauze, his eyes suddenly turned red.
Chu Xiao panicked when he saw it, and looked around—he is now in a VIP ward with a single guard, and the nurse had just checked out, and there was no one else in the room except the two of them—he quickly used his other good arm to lift Lin up. Kuang hugged over and coaxed: "Xue, senior, baby, don't cry!"
Lin Kuang probably was afraid of touching his wound, so he held him still and meekly, and raised his head in his arms and asked, "How did you do it?"
Seeing that he couldn't shed his tears and the corners of his eyes were red, Chu Xiao's heart was about to break, and he hurriedly poured beans out of a bamboo tube, and said something: "It's just my dad...he saw me hugging you in the live broadcast, So he talked to me again, ordered me to quit the team, and cut off contact with you...I made you laugh, it's 8022, and there is still this kind of old feudalism that can't accept homosexuality..."
"Then?"
"Then how can I do it! I'm gay, and I'm also in love with a male god who I've liked since high school and finally caught up with him in college. I can't help it long ago. Is he supposed to be breaking the faucet?"
Chu Xiao pulled Lin Kuang to sit down on the hospital bed, but did not let go of his other hand. Lin Kuang was afraid of touching his injury, so he had to spread his legs and sit on his lap: "Then?"
"Then I acted with reason and understanding, and told him that I was a human being, not just a puppet played by him, nor an elementary school student without my own opinions and judgments. I lived a good life by my own choices, Even if it's bad, I'm willing to bear the consequences myself. I can make money myself, and I'm willing to spend money for him. As long as he continues to travel happily and enjoy his old age, it will be good for our life." Chu Xiao sighed for a long time, "It's not the first time I've said these words, but this is the first time he didn't interrupt me and listened to me silently."
"I thought this was an improvement, no matter how much, he finally understood what I ordered... Then I told him that I went back to training, and then I was also embarrassed. When I was getting dressed in the hall, I called you. And then..." Chu Xiao pursed his lips, as if he still had lingering fear, "He threw the portrait of Chairman Mao on the coffee table over - he didn't listen to it before he dared to feel, but he was concentrating on reading the article."
Perhaps because he was afraid of making Lin Kuang cry, Chu Xiao deliberately said it in a nonchalant way, and even made a self-deprecating joke, but Lin Kuang still could not feel his heart and teeth cold.Lin Kuang moved closer to him, hugged his shoulder silently, and said tentatively, "From now on...don't contact him again, okay?"
The parents who always say that there is no fault in the world, but at this moment, Lin Kuang doesn't want Chu Xiao to have anything to do with his father anymore - just think it's because he is selfish.
"En." Chu Xiao muffled a reply, put his hands on Lin Kuang's waist, and silently hugged him inwardly, "If I hadn't been able to hide quickly, I would have been half-crippled if I didn't die... After this time, I I have completely given up, and I will not have any other contact with him except for money in the future... He never loved me. "
Lin Kuang patted his back lightly, glanced down at the gauze wrapped around Chu Xiao's hands, and felt his breathing hot again: "How about your hands... In the future," he choked up involuntarily, "... still Can you play?"
"Cough..." Chu Xiao suddenly became confused for some reason, and said, "Just, just like that...my hand hurts..."
"It hurts?!" Lin Kuang became tense for a moment, and asked as if facing an enemy, "Is the bandage done? Is there any infection? Shall I call a doctor for you?"
"No, no need, they bandaged it very well!" Chu Xiao said quickly, "It hurts even after it's bandaged up, there's no way, just give me a kiss, maybe it'll be fine..."
At this time, no matter what Chu Xiao said, Lin Kuang would probably believe it.The distance between the two of them was already very close, Lin Kuang was afraid that it would crush Chu Xiao's leg, so he knelt up a little bit, cupped Chu Xiao's face with both hands, lowered his eyelashes, and kissed without hesitation.
Chu Xiao accepted his initiative graciously, and supported his waist so that he could kneel more comfortably.Afraid that Lin Kuang would be shy, he fumbled to turn off the bedside lamp.
The lingering sucking sound of the lips and teeth, the fine water sound of saliva exchange, are infinitely magnified in the deep and sweet darkness.Lin Kuang was completely turned against the guest at this moment. Chu Xiao's fiery tongue drove straight in and attacked the city. Lin Kuang felt as if an electric current rushed up from his spine, whipping his fragile nerves, and his waist and eyes suddenly felt sore. For a moment, he couldn't even kneel down. Limp on Chu Xiao.
"Don't get up," Chu Xiao murmured infatuated with the feeling of intimacy with him, "...you are not sinking at all."
"..." Lin Kuang whispered, "Then you are quite energetic..."
Chu Xiao was taken aback for a moment, and then he felt a certain part of himself standing up at some point, poking Lin Kuang's butt vigorously.
"..." Chu Xiao hurriedly let go and apologized, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"
As usual, Lin Kuang would probably be suspicious at this time, but even if Chu Xiao told him that he had to doi to heal his hand injury, he would probably seriously consider the possibility... Lin Kuang stepped back a little and asked Chu Xiao: "Does your hand still hurt?"
Chu Xiao shook his head like a rattle: "It doesn't hurt anymore, it doesn't hurt anymore."
Lin Kuang thought for a while and asked again, "Have you had dinner yet?"
"No..." Chu Xiao changed his words, "Eat, eat."
"If you didn't eat, you didn't eat, and I didn't eat either." Lin Kuang stepped back from his lap, jumped off the bed and turned on the light, "What do you want to eat? I'll go buy it."
Look at the beauty under the light.Seeing that Lin Kuang's eyes were watery and his cheeks were dizzy from the kiss, and his voice was slightly hoarse when he opened his mouth, Chu Xiao felt his heart tremble violently. He quickly pulled the quilt on the bed to cover himself, and said vaguely: "Whatever...whatever It's all right, I'll eat it all."
Lin Kuang has been with him for so long, and it's not that he doesn't know what he likes to eat. Hearing this, he said, "Okay, then I'll buy it." He picked up his phone and opened the door to leave the ward.
Chu Xiao stared at the closed door for a long time before he calmed down from his wandering thoughts. Once he calmed down, it didn't matter, he immediately let out an "ouch"——
Lin Kuang probably wouldn't go out of his way to see it!
When Lin Kuang passed by the nurse's desk, he originally wanted to ask the patient about his taboos, what he could and couldn't eat, but when he walked in front of the nurse, he realized that he didn't know the specific injury of Chu Xiao.He paused, and smiled gently at the nurse on duty: "Hello, the patient in the xxx ward is the one who was just admitted to the hospital tonight. I am his family member. Can I have a look at his medical record?"
"...Initial diagnosis: skin abrasion on right forearm."
"...Diagnosis and treatment plan: promoting blood circulation to relieve pain, nutritional support and symptomatic treatment."
"...Treatment plan: After three days of rest in the hospital, you can recover."
Lin Kuang sat back on the sofa in the ward, slowly reading the medical records while Chu Xiao covered his face. Every time Lin Kuang read a sentence, he sincerely confessed: "I was wrong!"
"The nurse also told me that the doctor said that you don't need to be hospitalized at all. If you ask if there is a free bed, you will stay there. Can't you persuade me?"
"I was wrong!"
"It's strange that someone else has to come. If people ask more, it will be easy to reveal the truth?" Lin Kuang glanced at him sideways, "It's still in the VIP ward, huh?"
"...I was really wrong!" Chu Xiao swore by holding up three fingers, "I'm really going to tell you the truth when you come back from shopping! It’s not miserable to make up nonsense, is it? Even if you don’t read the medical records, I will tell you everything soon!”
"..." He didn't sell the misfortune, but Lin Kuang had filled his mind with the misfortune. Lin Kuang raised his eyebrows slightly, and gritted his teeth, "Soon?"
"It will be now soon." Chu Xiao frantically turned off the bedside lamp again, and leaned over in the darkness, "But the senior is too smart, you don't need me to tell you, you already know everything."
"He said he needs to rest for about three days... um." Lin Kuang was kissed on the lips again without warning, but decided to finish the business first, "Are you still going to play in the semi-finals?"
"Probably not." When it came to this, Chu Xiao was also a little sluggish, and leaned on Lin Kuang's shoulder and said, "Or I can play closed."
"Don't fight." Lin Kuang repeated, saying, "Don't fight, we can win."
"Okay. Then I'll be there at any time. If you don't call me, I won't be there." Chu Xiao smiled, and said, "Come on, you're a god of milk."
"...The most unqualified god name in the world..."
"Then I'll change my name too, and we're not in the same place together..." Chu Xiao said, and unknowingly changed direction, "Senior, why are you wearing a shirt today, oh, for an interview, right... This shirt seems to be of good quality , very slippery... Hey, why did this buckle jump, and the quality is still not good..."
"...you stop farting!!"
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