The emperor of our family always dies

Chapter 43

Good times are always short and fleeting. Even though we are reluctant to let go, parting is still inevitable, but whenever Lu Sigu recalls this period of time, he will feel as if he has passed away.

There was another snowfall a year ago, and this year there seems to be a lot of snow, as if all the snowflakes that had not fallen in previous years had been accumulated until today.

Since he was brought back to Lu's house by Shen Zhong last time to see Lu Linfeng, who was seriously ill, he saw the cruelty of time and the passage of time on his weather-carved face in an instant, which made him look at the past. No longer so extreme, but more indifferent and calm.

"I thought you wouldn't want to see me again."

When he stepped into Lu's house again, Lu Linfeng said that at this time, he was more seriously ill than when he saw him last time, and he seemed to be a little older, his face was pale, his eye sockets were deeply sunken, and he was dry and thin Shrunken like a dying tree.

"I really don't want to see you very much, but Uncle Zhong said that you are very sick, and I... don't want to do anything that I regret."

As he said, he once thought that he would never set foot in this mansion, and that oppressive and gloomy atmosphere has been tightly entangled with him as long as he can remember, lingering.

...and the reason for coming back, in addition to the above reasons, maybe out of sympathy, maybe out of pity, or other reasons.

"I think your life is a bit of a failure, and it's also a bit sad."

"How?" He looked at him with interest.

"Forcing everyone around you away one by one, but like a kite-flying person, the kite has already flown far away, but they are unwilling to disconnect the string, they can't fly away, they keep struggling, the kite is in pain, and people can't get anything arrive."

"Ah Zhong told you?"

"Why do you think so?"

"Because he also used such words to persuade me to let go of something."

Lu Sigu's face darkened, he stared into his eyes, and said word by word: "He is a human being, not a thing."

"Ahem..." Lu Linfeng smiled and said, "You're right, it's my fault."

After a moment of silence, he suddenly put away his smile and said, "I'm sorry."

"why would you say so."

"When you were ten years old..." He seemed to be thinking about how to organize this speech, but Lu Sigu interrupted him before he could finish, "I don't remember."

Lu Linfeng twitched his lips helplessly, "However, I still want to clarify, for myself and for you."

"Is it necessary?" Lu Sigu's tone became cold.

"Of course, first of all, I don't want to do anything to you like they said at all. I admit that after Wen Xun left, my mood was indeed a little unstable, but at that time I really had no other intentions other than wanting to get close to you, and I How could it be possible for me to...cough cough, cough cough..." The rest of the words disappeared in the rapid breathing and intense coughing.

Seeing this, Lu Sigu quickly connected him to the respirator next to him, and helped him move his back, and then he calmed down slowly.

"I'll call Uncle Zhong."

"Wait..." Lu Linfeng grabbed his hand.

Lu Sigu turned his head in doubt, and saw a few tears flickering in the corner of his eyes.

As if his heart had been hit by something, Lu Sigu froze in place.

Lu Linfeng held his hand, with a hint of begging in his tone, "Don't you want to listen to what follows?"

Lu Sigu came back to his senses and stared into his eyes for a long while. At this moment, Shen Zhong pushed the door and entered, followed by Lu Linfeng's personal doctor.

"Okay, Young Master Sigu, I will leave this place to us for the time being, you can go out first." Shen Zhong said.

Although he was a little curious about what Lu Linfeng would say next, according to the current situation, he could only leave temporarily.

However, what Lu Sigu never expected was that this was the last time he saw Lu Linfeng. He heard the news of Lu Linfeng's death from Shen Zhong within a few days after he returned home.

He was stunned at the time, thinking to himself, how is this possible, even though he knew that he was seriously ill, he never thought that he would leave so suddenly.

He suddenly remembered that when his father died when he was ten years old, it was also without warning. He just came home late after school for a while, and his father left and jumped from the window on the highest floor, so that until now, He dared not even glance at the window.

Uncle Zhong said that he was just tired of the life here and went to another place where it was quieter and more free...

Until now, recalling the scene at that time, he still felt like he was having a weird dream. After that, the way Lu Linfeng looked at him became more and more strange, and even he felt uncomfortable when he was nice to him. Not to mention Lu Yunchong, who has always been neglected by him and has long been dissatisfied.

Then one night, in the middle of the night, Lu Linfeng opened the door and walked in. He first stood in front of his bed for a long time, and then began to touch his body, first from his feet, then his hands, and finally his face.

He was so frightened that he was dying. Because of his shallow sleep, he had already woken up when he heard the sound of the door being pushed, but he didn't dare to open his eyes.

This situation continued for several days until he was bumped into by the suspicious Fu Yun. Although Lu Linfeng didn't do anything substantive, rumors quickly spread throughout the Lu family, and even his father was involved. came in.

Every day in those few years seemed to be like a year, and with the incident of Lu Yunchong, he completely broke with the Lu family, ran out alone, and degenerated outside for a while, and was later taken in by Pei Chu. Under the influence of Pei Chu, his life gradually got on the right track.

Although he still couldn't let go of his father's death, and hated Lu Linfeng because of it, but as he grew older and experienced more things, he gradually looked away from certain things.

On the day of attending the funeral, Ming Yue followed because he was worried, but he just waited from a distance and didn't get too close.

The weather was extremely gloomy, Lu Sigu saw that Lu Yunchong also appeared, Shen Yi was still standing behind him, looking a little sad, but Lu Yunchong had no expression on his face.

When he was leaving, a middle-aged man in his 40s stopped him and handed him an exquisite wooden box, saying that it contained some very important things left by Mr. Lu.

Although Lu Sigu was puzzled, he also took it. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Fu Yun and Lu Yunchong looking over.

When he got home, he opened the box, and saw that there were scattered pieces of paper inside, filling a whole box. His father's name was written on each piece of paper——Lu Wenxun, and then there was a paragraph that seemed to be Very incoherent words, a bit like a diary, but there is no date, and the content is intermittent, it seems that he suddenly tore a piece of paper from somewhere, and wrote all the thoughts in his heart at that time , which looks very messy.

He picked up one of them, and saw that it wrote: [Wen Xun quarreled with me again today, even though I explained to him, he still doesn't want to believe me...]

There was only one sentence, and there was no other content. Lu Sigu was confused, and pulled out another one: [He actually sneaked out to play with Ah Zhong without telling me today, all day, all day, thinking of my absence This day he was with other boys, even though that person grew up with us, I still feel very uncomfortable...]

【Wen Xun went to the summer camp, Ah Zhong also followed, I want to go too, but my father doesn't allow it...】

[Caught Wen Xun coming out of the shower, unintentionally tore off his bathrobe, and was almost kicked to death by him, only to realize that he has grown into a boy's figure...]

[I don’t know why, recently, Wen Xun always has no clothes on in my mind...]

[I was taken by my father to familiarize myself with the business of the company, and I haven't seen Wen Xun for a week, but fortunately Ah Zhong is with me...]

[Forcing Wen Xun to skip class to attend my graduation ceremony, he was reluctant at first, but finally came, but I heard that he was caught by the teacher for skipping class, why am I so happy...]

【Having a dream, the object is Wen Xun, so panic...】

【Didn't dare to look Wen Xun in the eyes for several days, afraid that he would see something, it was really tormenting...】

【He and Ah Zhong are getting closer, aren't they just in the same class, do they need to go in and out together all the time...】

[When filling out the application form, I forced him to fill in my university. He came, and so did Ah Zhong, who is like a fart...]

[Wen Xun was stalked by a girl named Lin Han, I threatened her to stay away from Wen Xun, but she didn't listen...]

【Recently, I am very irritable. I went to the library and read a lot of books on psychology, only to realize that I have no psychological problems...】

[Father asked me to go abroad to study in graduate school, but I didn't want to, so he whipped me hard with his belt...]

[Let Wen Xun wait for me, and you are not allowed to have a girlfriend until I come back, and you are not allowed to have an ambiguous relationship with anyone...]

[Using the excuse of leaving to take away his first kiss, I'm so happy, I really want to go deeper, I'm afraid I'll scare him...]

[Calling him every day, telling him to stay away from Ah Zhong, being forbidden by his father to communicate with the outside world, so painful...]

[Finally went home, but saw him with Lin Han, I was so angry that I was about to explode, and raped him in a fit of rage...]

【Regret, he seems to be a different person, he is getting more and more indifferent to me...】

[My father passed away, so I had no choice but to take over the family business. The Fu family took advantage of the fire and robbed me, so I had to marry Miss Fu...]

【Wen Xun was about to leave Lu's house, and I locked him up...】

[He ran away and married Lin Han, it doesn't matter, if I capture Lin Han, he won't dare to leave...]

【Why doesn’t he understand what I mean...】

【Madly jealous of Lin Han, really want to kill her, but afraid that he will collapse...】

[This night is a bit chaotic...]

【Lin Han is pregnant with Wen Xun's child, my heart aches to death...】

[Wen Xun finally laughed again, even though I know he is because of Xiao Gu, as long as he is happy, I am happy...]

[Fu Yun said that I was too indifferent to Yun Chong because I knew that Yun Chong was not my own son at all, but the one born by her seducing Ah Zhong. If it wasn't because of Ah Zhong, he thought he could live in peace In this world...]

【He actually committed suicide by jumping off a building. Does he really want to get rid of me? Doesn't he know how ugly he looks when he falls on the ground...】

[I didn't expect Xiao Gu to be my child. That night, Lin Han, I seemed to remember something...]

……

Seeing this, Lu Sigu's hands were trembling uncontrollably. Seeing this, Ming Yue stepped forward to ask him what's the matter, but he didn't say anything, his body just kept shaking.

There was a pile of scattered papers scattered on the ground, Ming Yue bent down, picked up a few random ones, and when he saw the content on them, his face also changed.

The author has something to say: Master Lu did the calculations, and the outline has come to an end, so, it's almost over!