please save me save me

Chapter 30 chapter 30

Gu Xunze's home is near Qiao's headquarters, only a 10-minute walk away.The place where he lives is a renovated apartment building, the surrounding environment is very good, not noisy.There is a subway station nearby, so it's very convenient to travel.

Gu Xunze took out the key and opened the door. The wooden door shook slightly, and Qiao Lianjian followed him in.

The curtains were not drawn, and the neon lights outside the window naturally poured in.Only then did Qiao Lianjian realize that from the window of the apartment building, the Qiao's building towering into the sky was on the opposite side.Billboards outside the building flash alternately with psychedelic lights.

Gu Xunze turned on the light in the living room, and brought a pair of slippers for Qiao Lianjian.

Gu Xunze has always been a self-disciplined person, and the furnishings in the house are all in order, which is unbelievably neat.

His living habits are the same as a few years ago, unchanged.

"How long has it been since you came back?" Qiao Lian asked looking at the strange situation.

"It's been about a year." Gu Xunze took out two brand new cups from the drawer, cleaned them, and poured two glasses of soda water.

"It's been a year..." Qiao Lianjian murmured, "In the past year, you've been so close to me, but you never came to see me?"

The end of the sentence is slightly raised, like a questioning tone.But the answer to this question is already clear in his heart.

Gu Xunze paused for a moment, avoiding his eyes, not daring to look at Qiao Lianjian.

Qiao Lianjian took the initiative to take a glass of water from him, and gulped down half of it.

He had been waiting for an explanation from Gu Xunze for the past few years, but at this time, he felt that it was not so important.

Although his heart was empty, it was time for him to let go.

Holding the cup in his hand, Gu Xunze asked after a while, "Do you want to take a bath? The hot water is already boiled."

"Okay." Qiao Lianjian said happily.

Qiao Lianjian walked into the bathroom with the bathrobe that Gu Xunze gave him.

The bathroom is clean and tidy, there doesn't seem to be a trace of dirt.

Toiletries are readily available and neatly arranged.

Qiao Lianjian turned on the nozzle, and warm water poured down on him, making him sober.

Everything he saw was hazy.

The mist rose, enveloping him gently.And he just stood there, as if he was in chaos.

The mirror surface also became blurred, and only his general figure could be reflected.

After a long time, he wrapped his bathrobe and walked out of the bathroom.

The water droplets on the hair continued to drip down, and the ground formed a water stain, reflecting the light.

Gu Xunze was lying on the bed in the bedroom, leisurely playing with the tablet in his hand.

Qiao Lianjian took a dry towel, wiped her hair, and stood at the door quietly looking at Gu Xunze.

It was extraordinarily quiet for a while, but it was a reassuring atmosphere.

After a long time, Gu Xunze raised his head from the tablet and noticed Qiao Lianjian.

I don't know if it's because of the light, but the outline of Qiao Lianjian's face softened a lot.

He was wearing a loose nightgown, leaning against the door crookedly, with a rare smile on his lips.The neckline is slightly open, showing soft lines for a more sensual look.If you pull it down a little bit, you can see the beautiful and attractive collarbone.

Gu Xunze looked away calmly and said, "Did you wash it?"

"Yes." Qiao Lianjian replied.

He came over and sat on the other side of the bed.But there is still an insurmountable distance between Gu Xunze and Gu Xunze intentionally or unintentionally.

The bedside lamp has been in disrepair for a long time, the light is dim, and it jumps erratically.The warm orange light covered Qiao Lianjian's side face, gradually melting his inherent indifference and becoming more humane.

And Gu Xunze's heart throbbed with the beating light.

Qiao Lianjian lay down on his side and turned off the bedside lamp.

The whole space suddenly became darker.

Gu Xunze put down the tablet in his hand, looked at Qiao Lianjian's back, and asked softly, "Are you going to sleep?"

Qiao Lianjian's voice was soft and waxy: "Not yet, what's the matter?"

Gu Xunze chattered endlessly: "Do you remember when we were young? At that time we also slept in the same bed, but each time we talked all night, and when we woke up the next day, we were so sleepy. You were very clingy at that time, I can't sleep without me..."

Gu Xunze's voice gradually became quieter, and after a long time, he asked, "Are you... still like this?"

"We've all grown up, and many things have changed." Qiao Lianjian replied nonchalantly.

Gu Xunze sighed a long time: "Yes, everything is different now."

He smiled, only feeling a little sad.

The corners of the mouth were stiff, unable to maintain that upward curved arc any longer.

The room was silent for a long time. Qiao Lian saw the sound of even breathing, and wondered if he was asleep.

But from the beginning to the end, he didn't turn around to look at Gu Xunze.

Gu Xunze also turned off the light on his side and lay down.

He looked at the ceiling, there was no light, and no matter how he looked at it, it was blurry.

Everything seems to be very close to me, but very far away.

Gu Xunze boldly moved closer to Qiao Lianjian, with the tip of his nose pressed against Qiao Lianjian's back.

The fragrance of shampoo on Qiao Lianjian's body gradually enveloped him, and he could even clearly feel every tremor of Qiao Lianjian's body.

But he didn't dare to get close anymore, this distance already satisfied him.

When he was young, Qiao Lianjian would turn around and hug him.The two of them are so close together, as if they will never be separated.

He breathed Qiao Lianjian's breath, and Qiao Lianjian breathed his breath.

Breath intertwined, intimate.

But now, he personally ruined this relationship.He is not entitled to ask for more.

Seeing that Qiao Lian could be by his side, he was willing to have a word or two with him, so as not to hate him anymore.For him, it was already a great gift.

Early the next morning, Qiao Lianjian rang the doorbell of Qi Lin's house.

Half a minute later, Qi Lin opened the door with sleepy eyes.

He was still yawning, his eyes not fully open.

He looked at Qiao Lianjian in front of him and the dark crowd behind him, and rubbed his eyes in disbelief.

This... what kind of battle is this! ?

Qiao Lianjian unceremoniously pushed Qi Lin away and walked in.And the group of bodyguards still stayed where they were, waiting for orders.

Qiao Lianjian looked around and said concisely and forcefully, "Where's Xiao Mu? I'll take him home."

Qi Lin woke up quite a bit, and replied, "He's still sleeping."

Qiao Lianjian said decisively: "Then wake up."

"He hasn't rested for a long time, let him sleep for a while."

Qiao Lian looked at Qi Lin with a smile that was not a smile, and commented earnestly: "Mr. Qi, you are still the same as before, and your attitude of indifference to everything is more suitable for you."

After finishing speaking, he strode into the bedroom without waiting for Qi Lin's answer.

Lu Xiumu had a dream.

In the dream, he was still in elementary school.At that time, their family was harmonious, and every day was full of laughter.

He came home from school that day, holding a crumpled advertising leaflet in his hand, very excited.

It was not easy for the father to have dinner with them when he was free, and it was rare for the family to get together.

Father and mother were busy in the kitchen. He threw his shoes aside casually and ran to the kitchen to watch.

His mother was making pumpkin pies, and when she saw him, she smiled brightly: "Xiao Mu, are you back? Did you have a good time at school today? Go wash your hands, it's time to eat. Hey, what are you holding in your hands?" ?”

He flattened the advertisement flyer in his hand and showed it to them with great interest: "Mom and Dad, look, it says there is a family activity this weekend! It's going camping! I really want to go, can you accompany me?" I?"

Mother took the flyer and was a little embarrassed: "But Xiao Mu...your father is going on a business trip this weekend..."

Just as he was about to bow his head sadly, his father interjected, "Oh, what's the matter? This business trip isn't very important, just drop it."

Mother was surprised: "But..."

The father smiled and said, "It's rare for Xiao Mu to ask us, so let's satisfy him."

He was so happy that his eyes were shining, and he rushed to hug them: "Dad and Mom are the best for me!"

After a sumptuous dinner, they watched TV together for a while, and when the time came, his mother urged him to go to bed: "Go to bed quickly, or you won't have the energy when you wake up tomorrow, so how can you go camping?"

He reluctantly turned off the TV: "Mom, you must remember to wake me up when you arrive."

The mother smiled softly and pleasantly: "Don't worry, when I call, you have to get up immediately."

He immediately reassured: "Yes! Get up immediately! Never drag your feet!"

"Good night." Father and mother said to him together.

"Good night." He walked back to the room and lay down obediently.But he kept staring at the ceiling, too excited to fall asleep.

In memory, it was the first time that their family participated in such an interesting activity together.

What interesting things will happen at camping tomorrow...

He has been fantasizing, thinking about it, feeling a little tired and drowsy.

He changed his posture, closed his eyes, and the corners of his mouth froze into a smile.

Tomorrow, my mother will wake me up early...

As he thought so, he fell asleep.

"Xiao Mu...Xiao Mu..."

The calls coming from his ears became more and more clear, and Lu Xiumu suddenly opened his eyes.

As if he had just woken up from a heavy dream, he was covered in cold sweat.

Is... is it mother who came to wake me up?

He tried hard to see the blurred face in front of him, but he couldn't tell the difference.

"Xiao Mu...?" The familiar voice echoed in his mind over and over again.

I don't know how long it took before everything in front of me was clearly presented.

He could hardly tell whether the space he was in was reality or an illusion.

The person who called him was not his mother, but Qiao Lianjian.

See his brother, Qiao Lian.

At that moment, all his memories were revived.The warm scenes in the dream are all false.

His home... no longer exists.Not leaving a trace of... was destroyed.

The beauty he expected was just deceiving himself and others.

Seeing that handsome face, Qiao Lian moved a little closer: "Xiao Mu, wake up, I'll take you home."

Lu Xiumu was absent-minded for a while, his expression in a trance.

After a long time, he pulled out a broken smile: "Okay...brother..."

"Let's go home."

But, where is home?

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The role of the deputy CP ends here.

There will be a special episode in the future.

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