time difference

Chapter 47

Suddenly it was very quiet, as if time froze for a few seconds.

Yan Zicheng patted the hem of his skirt, stood up with his bag in hand, "Well, you are quite caring."

Qin Shaoya looked at her with a complicated expression: "Don't you want to explain something?"

"Ah... I'm going for a walk, and I'll pass by here, just to have a look."

Obviously, even a fool would not believe what she said.

Qin Shaoya said: "I heard what you said just now."

"I seem to have said a lot in a mess. Hey, I didn't say anything. Haha, look at my memory, I forget it when I turn around..." Yan Zicheng said haha, and his voice became louder and louder as he spoke. It got smaller and smaller and stopped slowly.

Her gaze returned to Qin Shaoya's face. Qin Shaoya was so angry that her face and neck were burning red.

Yan Zicheng didn't know what to call her for a moment.Most people can't imagine the scene of standing in front of another self and calling their own name, and the mood at that time.Maybe some people think it’s good to face themselves face to face, but in fact, it’s a scary thing to think about it carefully—it’s like putting a puppet that looks exactly like you, looking at you with its eyes open, and you don’t know what’s next for you. what happens.

This state is more appropriate to describe Qin Shaoya's current heart.

Qin Shaoya forcibly suppressed the urge to retreat, and asked her: "What the hell are you? What do you want to do? Why do you want to come to me?"

To be honest, Yan Zicheng was quite sad when he heard Qin Shaoya ask this question.

But it's an old bone, and it's not a girl in the cardamom age, how can she get into these horns?

Yan Zicheng said: "Don't worry, I'm not a monster, nor a biological-chemical-weapon. I won't hurt you or anyone else."

Qin Shaoya was overly nervous, unable to form a sentence: "You are not a monster, I heard what you just said. If you are not, then what am I? What the hell is going on..." She grabbed her collar : "Because of this, did you say you can't be with me?!"

Yan Zicheng was silent for a while, then smiled slightly: "Yes. I don't need to lie to you, that's the reason."

Qin Shaoya tried her best to calm herself down, organize her thoughts, and said in a low voice, "Talk to me carefully, and I will listen to you carefully. You have your thoughts, and I have mine. Things must be what we think They're all different... Anyway, tell me first."

Yan Zicheng struggled for a while, weighing the pros and cons in his mind.For a moment she wanted to erase Qin Shaoya's memory and run away, but in the next second she immediately denied this idea, that would be too irresponsible, to put it nicely, it was to deal with the problem conveniently, to put it badly, it was to escape.Evasion is a sign of incompetence.

And all these years of life, every little bit, is all rubbed in her heart, even if someone's memory is erased, once the interaction of life happens, it cannot be erased.Even if it is eliminated, even if it is forgotten, what happened is what happened.

But how should I explain this kind of thing to Qin Shaoya?To confess, or not to confess?

"If you think I will give up because of this kind of thing, or deliberately scare me with scaremongering, I will despise you."

"Eh?"

Qin Shaoya looked down at the leaves floating in the ditch: "I can probably guess what you are thinking now."

Yan Zicheng had a headache, it was true.No matter how old a person is or how his way of thinking improves, the essence will not change.

Qin Shaoya said: "You must be wondering whether to tell me the truth, how I will react after telling me, and how it will affect you. Oh, you must have thought about deleting my memory just now."

"Uh." Well, all hits.

"I've said it before. You talk about it first. It's up to me to judge after I finish. I'm not a child who can't manage things anymore. I won't cry or make trouble. Don't worry."

Yan Zicheng was still hesitating.

"I guess Brother Xiaoyuan knows the truth about you."

Yan Zicheng's hairs almost stood on end.

Qin Shaoya smiled: "No wonder he always wants us to be together, that is to say, there are some restraint conditions between you, and he can only get any benefit if we are tied together, isn't it?"

Yan Zicheng cursed in his heart, this You Xiaoyuan knew that sooner or later he would do something bad!

Qin Shaoya said: "Since this is the case, I feel that many situations are not as bad as you think." At the end, he added: "As a person, it is easy for me to stick to things I don't want to accept, refuse to admit it, or even take the initiative Ignore many objective truths." The implication is that Yan Zicheng is doing exactly that now.

"..."

"Aren't you willing to say it? Or, you dare not say it? Are you embarrassed to say it? What is there to be ashamed of? Oh, I see, the most fundamental reason is that you dare not face me after you are afraid of revealing the truth, no Dare to face yourself. But you know me best, don't you?

"Even if you don't say it, you are willing to admit it, the facts still exist, and this cannot be changed. You said when you threw the shrimp just now, you are fine, you have finished your studies, you have a job, and your father is still alive. This should be the trajectory of my life. Right? In other words, you haven't finished your studies, you don't have a job, and your dad... is gone.

"Is that the future I was supposed to have? Oh, actually, if you think about it carefully, if it weren't for you, I would have been so hostile at that time, and I wouldn't have studied hard at all, and I didn't understand Dad's hard work... ..”

Listening, Yan Zicheng's eyes became sore, she looked up at the sky, her voice was hoarse: "I am already Yan Zicheng."

"I know."

Yan Zicheng hesitated for a long time, but he still said something slowly: "A few years later, I was in a car accident and almost died. In fact, I should have died, but a magician saved me, and I woke up. back here in time."

Although she had made sufficient psychological preparations, Qin Shaoya was still quite frightened when she heard Yan Zicheng say that.She didn't dare to interrupt Yan Zicheng, eager to hear the whole story.

"At first I had no money, only a string of necklaces and a few banknotes on my body. I sold the necklace, bought clothes and cosmetics, found Yang Hansen, and helped him open a coffee shop. Later, I took the funds and ran away."

Qin Shaoya nodded secretly, it turned out that Yan Zicheng and Yang Hansen's Liang Zi were married in this way.

"The first meal I ate here was a bowl of chao shou with red oil."

"Ah! No wonder you always like red oil chaoshou!"

......

"I saw you when I was eating red oil Chao Shou."

"Huh? Really? When?"

"You just got out of school, yelling to go home and play legends."

"Uh, hey..." The past is unbearable.

Yan Zicheng said: "I think, I can't go to see you so downcast. I met you in the coffee shop by chance, otherwise I wouldn't have appeared so early. I just want to remind you to study hard and be filial to your father."

Qin Shaoya asked: "Then what should my original fate be like?"

"Miscellaneous, cheating."

Qin Shaoya shuddered, no wonder Yan Zicheng was familiar with the road: "It's terrible, thank you for coming here. Where's Dad?"

Yan Zicheng's eyes were blank: "I died when I was 17 years old."

The air became heavy.

Qin Shaoya patted her hand and said softly, "Dad is fine now."

Yan Zicheng raised the corner of his lips: "Yes."

Qin Shaoya tentatively asked carefully: "Then... who were you with before? You said the person who ruined your love?" In fact, Qin Shaoya already had an answer in his heart.

Yan Zicheng sighed: "It's all in the past, and it has nothing to do with me now."

Qin Shaoya said: "Is it Luo Yulin?"

Now that Yan Zicheng mentioned her name, she was able to face her calmly: "Yes."

Now everything is clear.

Qin Shaoya nodded: "Okay, that's enough, I don't ask about the rest."

Yan Zicheng was a little surprised, is this the end?

Qin Shaoya called her: "Your name is Yan Zicheng, right?"

"Yes."

"That's enough."

"what?"

"Is it not good?"

"No......"

Qin Shaoya threw her arms open and hugged her: "Thank you, Big Chengzi!"

When her body rushed forward, all movements slowed down. The rhythmic heartbeat, steady breathing, bright smile and sunshine merged together, making people feel warm in their hearts.

Qin Shaoya kissed Yan Zicheng's lips, squinted her eyes and smiled: "I thought it was such a big deal that the sky was about to fall, but in the end it was only you who were awkward."

Before Yan Zicheng had time to criticize Qin Shaoya's kiss, he said angrily, "Isn't this serious? Now that you know the truth, can you still laugh? We can't be together at all."

One sentence from Qin Shaoya made her dumb: "But, you are Yan Zicheng."

This......

Qin Shaoya lowered her eyes, gave her a few seconds to breathe, and said, "You Xiaoyuan should be from the magician side you mentioned. Since they didn't say there was a problem, you don't have to worry. From the beginning The hurdle you can't get over has never been social ethics, but yourself."

It seems to make sense.

"If you want to be shy, be shy. It's okay not to admit it. We can take our time."

Yan Zicheng suddenly roared: "Who wants to take your time with you!"

Qin Shaoya hugged her and patted her on the back: "If you're not angry or angry, come quickly."

Yan Zicheng was suddenly discouraged: "Let's take it slowly."

"Ok."

"Ah bah, no, take your time, I won't come with you!"

Qin Shaoya tried to interrupt Yan Zicheng's words with a kiss, but it was very successful and tried repeatedly.

Very good, we will deal with her like this in the future.

Qin Shaoya said: "Anyway, in the future, you won't have an excuse to prevaricate me 'can't love me'."

Yan Zicheng was speechless and chose to remain silent.Her mind was in a mess, and it felt like the sky was falling apart.

Qin Shaoya said anxiously, "I haven't seen the little ponkan yet!"

Yan Zicheng was angry: "It means you have been following me today, right?"

"No, no, I'm just waiting for the rabbit."

"little bastard!"

"We are so far behind you! Let's go, come and see the little ponkan with me!"

When going down the hill out of the park, Qin Shaoya said sincerely, "Big Chengzi, I want to ask you something."

"what?"

"Take me to meet the magician who saved you."

"Why?"

Qin Shaoya smiled: "I have something to ask her."