Don't break it, I'm bent

Chapter 37

"Ayun." Xie Ran bent down and picked up the phone, wiped it, "What happened?"

Jiang Yun came back to her senses with a dull expression, "She committed suicide by jumping off the building."

Xie Ran stopped the movements in his hands, got up and held Jiang Yun tightly in his arms, "Don't be afraid."

Jiang Yun's mind went blank, he let Xie Ran hold him like this, his mother died, he didn't know how to react.As far as he can remember, it seems that his relationship with his family has been very weak.He only knows that their family lives in a big house, has several cars, has a nanny, and he basically never sees his parents.And he himself is very busy, he has to learn calligraphy, piano, Mathematical Olympiad, English, in short he has to learn almost everything.

There seemed to be no relatives in their family, because he had never seen them before. What he saw most were some bald old men with pot bellies, and women who stepped on sky high, wore bloody lipstick, and didn't dress well.They were regular guests at his birthday party, although he didn't know why so many people he didn't know were invited to his birthday party, and he was asked to play the piano for this group of people.

He's not a juggler.

Besides, what made them care most about him was his grades, the quiz grades and the final grades, all of which should be number one. What is it like to be No.2? He took the test once and was beaten badly.

Jiang Yun was used to every parent meeting, which was held by the secretary.

The deformed family relationship of the Jiang family made Jiang Yun wonder what to do when faced with the sad news of Jiang's mother's suicide.

"Let's go back, I will accompany you." Xie Ran rested his chin on Jiang Yun's shoulder, "Don't be afraid, okay?"

Jiang Yun nodded indifferently, her voice trembling slightly, "Xie Ran, am I being too indifferent."

Xie Ran rubbed Jiang Yun's head, kissed his forehead, and replied firmly and forcefully: "No, my Ayun is the bravest and kindest person in the world."

"But, I didn't cry." Jiang Yun looked at him blankly, "I cried all night when grandma left, but I didn't cry today."

Seeing Jiang Yun like this, Xie Ran was heartbroken, "Because Ah Yun is braver."

When facing emotional problems, Jiang Yun is always like a child, confused, at a loss, slow to respond, and even a little naive.

Xie Ran accompanied Jiang Yun back to Changzhou. When returning to the hotel to pick up things, Chu Qi saw Xie Ran holding Jiang Yun's hand tightly, and teased Jiang Yun that they were progressing so fast.

But Chu Qi soon found out that something was wrong with Jiang Yun, and she asked sternly, "What happened? Why did you leave in such a hurry? Did that kid named Xie bully you."

"No." Jiang Yun said weakly: "It's my mother, she's gone."

As far as Yu Chuqi is concerned, Jiang Yun is just like her younger brother. Although Jiang Yun only comes during the National Day holiday, she seems to have one more person who misses her.The emotions between people are sometimes so inexplicable, maybe this is the so-called social nature.

Chu Qi acted like a sister, "Do you want me to accompany you to deal with the funeral?" She has dealt with some of these things before, so she is experienced, Chu Qi laughed at herself.

"No need." Jiang Yun could feel the kindness from Chu Qi, and he said, "It's fine for Xie Ran to accompany me back."

"Okay, then you should pay attention to safety on the road. If you don't have enough money, tell your sister." Chu Qi knew about Jiang Yun's debts.

Jiang Yun: "Yes."

They bought the latest flight back to Cheung Chau.

On the way back to Cheung Chau, my mood was completely different. I was full of anticipation instead of begging that all this was just a dream.

Jiang Yun looked out of the window steadily, with only emptiness in his eyes. At this time, it was already dark, and it was pitch black outside the window, and he couldn't see anything.Xie Ran sat beside him.

From the afternoon until now, Jiang Yun hasn't eaten a drop of water, let alone eaten.

No matter how much Xie Ran persuaded, Jiang Yun just shook his head mechanically and didn't say much.

"Ayun, open your mouth." There happened to be oranges in the plane meal, so Xie Ran peeled them and handed them to Jiang Yun's mouth.

Jiang Yun moved his mouth, wanting to refuse, but in the end he obediently opened his mouth and ate the orange handed by Xie Ran.

He didn't want to infect Xie Ran with his bad mood, but he thought he would be very sad if Xie Ran wasn't by his side. This time, he was selfish.

Xie Ran asked the stewardess for two oranges and a glass of warm water.

He sat beside Jiang Yun quietly, peeled the orange and handed it to Jiang Yun, and then fed him some warm water after Jiang Yun ate it.

Jiang Yun suffered like this, he occasionally turned his head to look at Xie Ran who was seriously peeling the oranges, his eyes flickered.

The journey from Pingjiang to Cheung Chau is not far, and the flight takes half an hour.

After leaving the airport, Xie Ran took a taxi and took Jiang Yun straight to the nursing home.

Because Jiang's mother died on the spot, no homicide was involved, and Jiang Yun was out of town when the incident happened, so the body was temporarily parked in the morgue of the nursing home.

When Jiang Yun and the others arrived at the nursing home, it was ten o'clock in the evening. Zhang Zhi, the person in charge of the nursing home, was still waiting anxiously at the security booth. When he saw Jiang Yun and the others, he trotted up to greet them.Compared to the last time Mother Jiang disappeared, Zhang Zhi was completely panicked this time.

It's not that this kind of thing happened in the nursing home before, but that happened many years ago, Zhang Zhi never experienced it, and Jiang's mother's suicide was in the final analysis the work mistakes of their staff.

Jiang Yun didn't listen to Zhang Zhi's nonsense, various apologies, various admissions of mistakes, various compensation measures, a bunch of nonsense.

"Shut up and get out." Jiang Yun looked at Mother Jiang who was covered by a white cloth, and her breathing stopped for a moment.

Zhang Zhigong called out respectfully: "Mr. Jiang, I hope you will think about it." After speaking, he left the morgue.

The morgue was empty, only Mother Jiang was lying flat.

For a long time, Jiang Yun just stood there without saying a word or responding.

"Ayun." Xie Ran's tone was full of worry.

Jiang Yun: "I'm fine."

"I was just thinking, if I had chosen a room with a relatively closed space, would she not have died?" Jiang Yun stared at the white cloth in front of him.

"Ayun." Xie Ran's eyes turned red, "No, it's not because of you."

Xie Ran was afraid that Jiang Yun would attribute Jiang's mother's suicide to himself, and he was afraid that he would never be able to get out in this life.

"I thought there was a balcony and some flowers and plants. She would like it and want to wake up." Jiang Yun clenched her fists tightly, "It's all my fault."

In the end, Jiang Yun attributed all the reasons to himself.

"No, no, Ayun, listen to me." Xie Ran put his hands on his shoulders and forced him to look at him, "Aunt Jiang woke up, on the day I accompanied you to see her, she Chatted with me, and she asked me to take good care of you. She never blamed you, she liked the flowers you prepared for her. It was just the past, which caused her too much pain. "

"Why? Why did it become like this?" Jiang Yun couldn't figure out why it was always like this? ?