Don't break it, I'm bent

Chapter 39

Picking up Mother Jiang's relics is already a matter after the burial, and Xie Ran accompanied Jiang Yun to pack up the relics together.

Mother Jiang's relics are not many, except for the usual daily necessities, there are only a few clothes and the flowers and plants that Jiang Yun placed.

Jiang Yun took out the clothes from the closet one by one, folded them neatly, and put them aside.Mother Jiang loved to buy new clothes when she was young. Jiang Yun remembered that when she was a child, Mother Jiang’s clothes took up two cloakrooms at home. Later, after an accident at home, Mother Jiang still liked to buy clothes.

Several times, after Mother Jiang went missing, they found her in the mall.

That was the first year of being broke at home.

The mentally disturbed Mother Jiang ran to a clothing store in the shopping mall. When Jiang Yun and the others found her, she was planning to try on a skirt.Jiang Yun reminded her to go back, but she tugged at his goose yellow dress and refused to let go. In the end, her grandmother gave her a slap to wake her up, and she let go of his skirt.But the clerk is not willing to let it go. Pulling the cart back and forth has already made his skirt crumpled, and there are two drops of oil stains.

The clerk asked them to buy a dress worth 890 and [-] yuan. They had no money at that time, so where could they afford it.

Mother Jiang, who realized that she was in trouble, wanted to run away, but she couldn't run away. She was dragged back by the clerk, looking very ugly.

Grandma has been a decent person all her life, how could she be willing to be pointed at by others.So, with a sudden heartbreak, she went out to pawn shop.

The store is outside the shopping mall, across two alleys, at the innermost end of Tonggang Alley.

The old facade, the counter is very high, it must be 1.4 meters five, and the grandmother stands in front of the counter, she has to look up to see the clerk.

Grandma dragged the jade bracelet in her hand and placed it on the counter.

The clerk picked up the emerald bracelet and looked it over and over again, the smile on his face could hardly hold back, "5000."

"Less." Grandma frowned, even when she looked at the clerk who was half a person taller than her, she didn't show any timidity.

The clerk pursed his lips and raised his eyebrows, "5500, no more, no more."

"Okay." Grandma replied simply.

Of course this jadeite bracelet is more than five thousand and five thousand, but there is no way, lack of money, so it can only be sold at a low price.

Grandma had never been a shopkeeper before, and her life was not stable, and she even almost starved to death a few times, but she never thought of selling things.It always gives people a feeling of inequality when you come to pawnshop to pawn things, otherwise why the counter of pawnshop is so high.

You have to look up at the clerk when you come to buy things, and the clerk looks down at you, looking at you as an inferior, so it is easy to lower the price.

The clerk happily signed the contract with grandma, and then counted five thousand and five from the counter and handed it to grandma.When counting the money while drooling, the man's big gold teeth were particularly cold-eyed, which made people feel unfavorable.

Grandma paid for the clothes, at the cost of the only dowry that the old grandmother gave her.

Grandma still said the same sentence: Your mother is because we didn't go to school, and she is half of our responsibility for what she is doing now.

Not letting Jiang's mother continue to study has become a lifelong regret for grandma.

Perhaps once upon a time, grandma would have thought it would have been better if the bracelet had been pawned earlier, but she always wanted to pass on to her daughter what her mother left her.

Many concepts are inconsistent.

"Ayun, you made this lilac flower?" Xie Ran's words brought Jiang Yun back from his memory.

Jiang Yun raised his eyelids and saw the photo frame in Xie Ran's hand.The lilacs in the frame are well preserved, the color and smell are still there.

"Yeah." Jiang Yun said: "My mother doesn't sleep well, and lilac flowers help her sleep."

"It's well done," Xie Ran sincerely praised, "It's as good-looking as Ah Yun."

"Ah Yun, when did you learn to do these handicrafts?" Jiang Yun didn't talk much these two days, Xie Ran was afraid that he would be suffocated, so he always found topics to chat on purpose or unintentionally.

Jiang Yun replied to him: "I haven't learned it before. You don't need to learn much to do this kind of thing."

Xie Ran praised bluntly, "My Ayun is really ingenious."

Jiang Yun didn't reply to him.

Xie Ran continued: "Actually, Auntie Jiang likes the handmade flowers you made very much. She would pick them up from the bed and smell them, smiling happily, and then put them back carefully." He added: "I have seen."

Jiang Yun didn't know how to get along with his relatives, and he rarely saw Jiang's mother really smile in front of him.

"Does my mother really like it?" Jiang Yun looked at the tulips on the balcony from a distance, his voice was tinged with sadness, "But she still left, from the balcony of the room I chose for her."

The tulips on the balcony have not been planted for a long time, so I have to find a good place for them. I heard from the seller that the best place to plant them is in September. When the flowers bloom in March and April next year, even people will feel better. .

Jiang Yun decisively bought the tulips. He wanted to promise that in the spring of the coming year, his mother's mental state would improve. When she saw the tulips blooming on the balcony, she would probably be happy.

But she couldn't wait until next spring.

"She is in too much pain," Xie Ran said, "her husband cheated, the company went bankrupt, the death of a loved one, and what she owed to you from the bottom of her heart has always troubled her. Memories of the past popped up in her mind every day, and she struggled to think. She wanted to escape, but she couldn't escape, she would only suffer more and more, and the more she woke up, the more painful she would be. So she chose to stay trapped in her own world, but that didn't save her after all."

"Ayun, she is guilty of you." Xie Ran sees Jiang Yun's family relationship.At that time, he thought that in the future, he would have a family with Ayun and give him all his love.

Jiang Yun fell into silence. He had long been used to the way of getting along with Jiang's mother, so he didn't feel guilty or anything.

"Ayun, when I came to the nursing home last time, Aunt Jiang had a brief period of sobriety. After you called the nurse horse out, Aunt Jiang talked to me a lot." Xie Ran recalled what Jiang's mother said, maybe at that time , she had already made up her mind to leave.

What I said to him was more like a dying entrustment.

"She said: She is just such a son, and she wants to ask me to help her take good care of you." After all, Xie Ran didn't tell Jiang Yun what happened next, he was afraid that Jiang Yun would be sad.He knew that Jiang Yun never felt that Aunt Jiang was a burden.

Xie Ran said: "Ayun, will you be with me? I like you." I have liked you for many years, it seems that I have liked you since I was born.

The sun shines into the room and shines on Xie Ran, a thin layer of sweat has appeared on his palms, the adrenaline is rising, he is really nervous.

The author says:

Well~ I've been waiting for a long time, today is a short chapter

还有1万多字正文就完结了，番外会有回忆杀和姜姜夫夫的婚后生活，车车more多摇摇车（bushi），还有配角的完整故事线，另外大家想看什么，可以留言哦感谢在2022-06-1218:52:34~2022-06-1322:39:33期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: 2 Chao Chao; 1 sugar;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard! ?