Chapter 1 Me and My Life
Chapter 1 Me and My Life
Now thinking of me many years ago, I feel very stupid. Love has ruined my life, and it has driven me into a desperate situation, and it is painful.
At first, I thought that love was unstoppable by anyone, but when we really faced problems, we became timid and shook our hearts.
Many factors in life, family, and work kept haunting me, forcing me to choose to give up or continue.
In the beginning, I had many opportunities to start all over again, but I still chose love resolutely.
I am sorry to many people. In my memory, people with different faces have cried for me, but I have never looked back, because the feelings that have been spreading have already grown, making me unable to give up and go back to the past.
There is a person in my memory who treats me forever, his name is Feng Yuekai, he is the object of my crush, but the sudden disappearance three years ago caught me off guard, and my whole person suddenly became very decadent.
He will do everything for me that I don't want to do, he will cheer me up when I am sad, and care for me by my side.
But this person named Feng Yuekai has long since disappeared from my life, without a sound.
I am troubled by my uneasy temper, and no job is suitable for me. I have been working in various business circles for many years, but I am still a small editorial assistant sitting at a desk.
There is an unwritten rule in the mall. New employees have no right to complain about work, and they are not qualified to pick on salary. Old employees can do what they ask you to do without any doubts. Otherwise, the future working environment will become unimaginable bad.
Because I have been changing jobs all the time, I have always been a newcomer. Even though I have been working for a year, I am still a newcomer to this company.
I am a person who doesn't like to talk very much, so that some colleagues don't know me, but in fact, it's not all my problem that everyone doesn't know me, it's because people don't bother to remember me.
Speaking of which, today's day is very good. I don't know if the group of older leftover women in the company have discussed it. They went on a blind date together, and the office was almost emptied before they got off work.
I don't have a girlfriend either, so I can only silently tap on the keyboard in my hand, while my colleague pats me, "Xiao Ming, that, I have a blind date in a while, can you..."
I turned my head and glanced at the heavily made-up colleague, and took the report form from her hand. She kissed me very gratefully, "Thank you, I will treat you to dinner later."
Picking up the mirror at the side, looking at his haggard and slightly fat face, he doesn't know how to decorate himself, he is just a slovenly ordinary man, that is, the real version of a dick.
Put down the things that have nothing to do with work, and start my work again.
Seeing that the sparse people in the office were all gone, I raised my head and rubbed my temples for a while. My sore eyes were extremely uncomfortable, but there was still some work to be done, so I got up and looked for the phone number of a restaurant, and continued typing with my mobile phone between my hands. .
"Hi, hello, this is Xinyang hot pot restaurant, I reserve a seat for one person, 08:30"
Hang up the phone, glance at the time, there are still 10 minutes, quickly finish the rest, get dressed and leave in a hurry.
I never treat myself badly. Even if I am tired all day, I have to eat well and sleep well to feel at ease.
The waiter at the hotpot restaurant took me to find a reserved seat. Today, there are a lot of people and the weather is a bit cold. Of course, it is normal for the hotpot restaurant to be full.
I sat down and ordered something, the window seat was nice and it was nice to see people scurrying home.
"Hello, sir, may I ask, is it a person?"
Turning around after hearing the sound, I saw a handsome man standing at the table asking me, I nodded "yes, I'm alone"
"Then can I share a table with you, there are no more seats here"
"Okay, I'm alone"
The man had nothing to say, and I didn't have the heart to start a conversation. After eating, I paid the bill and left. It was very cool outside, which is a rare coolness in this summer.
I came to the company early the next morning, and when I went upstairs, I found that my seat was gone. I looked around to make sure I had gone to the wrong floor. There was a man sitting on my seat. The man raised his head and looked at me, "Huh?" , aren't you the gentleman from yesterday?"
I ignored it, turned around and saw the manager approaching, pointed at me and said nothing for a long time, "Manager Hao, my name is Su Ming."
"Oh, yes, yes, you see, I always forget that your desk has changed, and I forgot to tell you. This is a new colleague. You will work together in the future. His name is Li Yan."
I didn't care what the man's name was. I looked elsewhere and asked impatiently, "Then where is my desk now?"
The manager patted the elevator, "Fifth floor, go to register first."
Fifth floor?Seeing the smiling face of the manager, I was even more confused. I didn’t dare to guess randomly. The fifth floor is the editorial office. The manager said softly to me, “Little editor, do a good job.”
Subconsciously glanced at the man named Li Yan, he made a cheering gesture to me, felt a little naive, did not respond to him, turned and left the place where he had been working for a year.
Registered according to the regulations, changed the work card, greeted the new colleagues, and sat back on the new desk, the soft chair, which felt beautiful.
The phone rang suddenly, and I picked it up without looking at the number, and pressed the answer, "Hello, hello"
"Hello, Senior Su, that, I'm Li Yan, please give me your advice in the future."
I froze for a moment, "How do you know my number?"
"I saw it in the number book. It's good to know the name. By the way, I'm a new editorial assistant. Please give me your advice in the future."
"Oh, well, which editorial department are you from?"
"Senior, I am your assistant"
When I was about to get off work, the manager called me for a meeting. It was always the same. It was nothing more than not letting him lose face, telling me to work hard, and I will be reused in the future.
When I left the company, it was already past eight o'clock, and the sky was slightly gloomy. I subconsciously checked whether there was an umbrella in my backpack. After all, there was still a long subway journey home. I don't know if it will rain when I get home. Come.
"I will not leave, I will see him even if I die"
A stern woman screamed behind her, and beside her was a man with a bitter face pulling her, looking impatient, and besides the messy hair of the woman, he could still see the flowery and jade-like face. s face.
The man gave up, let go of the woman's hand, and shouted at the woman in disappointment, "Go, go, then even if Wang Hao agrees one day, he won't let you continue."
The woman sat on the ground decadently, maybe because of the cold floor tiles, she shivered subconsciously.
I quickly turned around in my mind. I don't seem to remember that there is a person named Wang Hao in the company. Just as I was thinking hard, the phone in my pocket rang, and the ringtone seemed too different, which attracted the attention of the man and woman. Watching, probably they just found out that there is another person here, with a bit of embarrassment on their faces, the woman suddenly stood up and pulled the man away.
I looked down at the screen and saw a familiar phone number "Hi, hello"
"Senior Su, I'm Li Yan"
"Oh, Li Yan, what's the matter?"
"I do budgeting in the company, but I have never touched the budget table, and my job is not like this, but I heard from Sister Li that you seem to be familiar with me, senior, but I am sorry to disturb you, but I am afraid I have to I need your help"
I held my forehead and felt my temples throbbing. Yes, I used to do the work that didn’t belong to me. Now I’ve changed to someone else. It's still a little too much to entrust a newcomer to do things. If something goes wrong, you still have to be responsible for it yourself. It's really hard for Li Yan. Honestly, it makes people worry about him.
Hanging up the phone and looking at the sky again, it started to rain lightly at the beginning, and now it is gradually getting heavier, and the heart that wants to go home is still a lot heavier.
There are still many people working overtime in the company building, so the whole building is still transparent and bright. Walking into the familiar floors, I can't help feeling a little happy, and finally got my wish and got a promotion and a salary increase.
Seeing Li Yan staring at the computer screen with a distressed expression, he seemed to forcefully see a hole in the screen.
"How much did you do?"
When Li Yan saw it was me, the corners of his mouth immediately parted, "Senior, help me quickly, my accounts here are not right at all, and my head is going to be big."
"Who told you to do it?"
"It's Manager Hao. He didn't even ask me this afternoon, so he pushed the budget to me. I was troubled all afternoon. Sister Li asked me to find you, saying that you were the one who did it before."
I sat next to him and took the report from him, "Yes, as a small employee, you must be omnipotent. You must be able to serve customers, subordinates to leaders, you must be able to serve tea and water, and you must know the restaurant downstairs. The most important thing is Yes, I can do all kinds of work”
Li Yan suddenly approached me and looked at me with an envious expression, but he was very close, which made me a little uncomfortable, "Senior, you are amazing"
This sentence reminds me of my last girlfriend, who always liked to play some role-swapping games with me, especially on the bed, calling me senior, and other unpleasant language, I smiled "Sooner or later you will also become like this"
When I helped Li Yan prepare the budget, it was already late at night. I glanced at my watch, and it was exactly eleven o'clock. Li Yan was already too sleepy to open his eyes, and I was used to staying up late like this.
"Senior, if it weren't for you, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to finish it tomorrow morning."
"Then invite the seniors to eat."
"Okay" When mentioning eating, Li Yan instantly raised his spirits.
I smiled, and suddenly remembered something, and asked involuntarily, "Do you know a person named Wang Hao in our company?" After asking, I felt a little bored. After all, Li Yan is a newcomer, so he might not be as good as me I stayed for a long time, and I didn't know how he would know, but Li Yan said something unexpectedly.
"Wang Hao? Our company only has the CEO named Wang Hao."
I looked at him and responded, it turned out that the president's name is Wang Hao.
I don't know if Li Yan would make fun of me if he found out, I don't even know what the president's name is.
The next morning, as soon as I punched in the card on the first floor, I heard the noise of the elevator entrance. There were many people around, and I couldn't see what was going on inside.
"We don't care about that. Many people are going up the stairs now. You can choose to take the stairs too."
I smiled, "Is there anyone else you dare not stop?"
The guard smiled a little awkwardly. A few days ago, he blocked my landlord at the door and said that no one was allowed to enter the door. He called me and he was not allowed to enter. I talked with the landlord for a long time, and I was not checked out. The guard saw I had no intention of leaving, so I pushed me and said, "Don't you go to work? The manager will scold you"
I looked at the guards, and still had no intention of leaving, "Who is that person making trouble?"
Just as the guard was about to speak, he heard a female voice shouting at the elevator entrance, "That man can testify for me."
I looked up and saw that familiar yet unfamiliar face pointing at me.
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