In the library, noise is prohibited

Chapter 36 "No noise in the library"

Chao Sheng was dazzled by him, he quickly reached out his hand to stop Lin Yao's movement, and sighed: "Just tell the truth, I'm fine, don't think about it anymore."

Lin Yao still had a face full of disbelief: "Don't you have something in his hands?"

"No." Chao Sheng looked around and confirmed that their conversation did not affect others before continuing, "It's just you... No, it's just that I haven't let you understand enough yet."

Lin Yao was taken aback. He had never doubted that there was still a gap in the friendship between him and Chao Sheng for many years, so when Chao Sheng said that, he couldn't help but feel disappointed, "I don't know you well enough?"

"Enough, no one knows me better than you...but I don't really know what kind of person I am now." Chao Sheng said slowly, what he is worst at is showing his heart to people close to him, especially With such a stubbornness like Lin Yao, Chao was afraid that his ambiguity would hurt the other party, "So don't be too surprised by me until I figure it out myself."

Lin Yao seemed to understand, but instinctively told him that Chao Sheng didn't want to share any secrets with him for the time being, and he would talk about it when the time was right.

Although he was worried that Chao Sheng would be hurt if he insisted on going his own way, since the other party had already said so, Lin Yao could no longer show any dissatisfaction, otherwise it would mean that he did not trust Chao Sheng.

"Okay, then I won't ask you." Lin Yao leaned back on the seat, feeling a little heavy in his body, "But you have to promise me that you won't be alone when you are sad, if... if someone bullies you, tell me I, I, I will take someone to clean him up!"

"Don't shout." Chao Sheng frowned, his eyes reminding him to pay attention to the situation.

Lin Yao nodded, and before leaving, he did not forget to tell Chao Sheng an important point: "You keep the salary you earn yourself, and don't lend it to anyone who asks you."

Chao Sheng was speechless.

Then Lin Yao asked him again: "You, you, do you know what security measures are there?"

Chao Sheng listened to him hesitating for a long time without any focus, waved his big hand and said perfunctorily: "It's okay, I know everything, don't worry."

Lin Yao sat in the same place in a daze, and said "I rely on" in his heart, followed by the sentence "So Duan Duan knows so much".He didn't know whether he should hide Chaosheng's secrets first, or find a boat with clothes and beasts first. In short, the relationship between the two became more intimate and ambiguous in Lin Yao's eyes.

"You didn't come to read the book, did you?" Chao Sheng glanced at him, "What did you get, 'Stock Trading Handbook for Fools'? You're quite accurate in your positioning..."

Lin Yao closed the book that was at hand, and put it on the table when he got up, "Then, shall I go first?"

"Ah."

"Remember what I told you just now, Duan Duan."

Chao Sheng nodded helplessly, "Yes, yes, I understand."

He watched Lin Yao turn and leave, until the other party's figure completely disappeared from his vision, he heaved a sigh of relief and lay down on the table.

Even if Lin Yao's doubts are solved, there are still many things waiting for him to change. He still has to slowly enter the society and grow into an independent man; he has to break through his psychological defenses and integrate into the circle of people around him ——Only when you become an adult in your own right can you be qualified to introduce the relationship between Xunzhou and him to others.

At that time, he can see the scenery of this world with Xun Zhou with peace of mind.

In mid-March, the weather finally showed signs of warming up.

Chao Sheng had a regular schedule most of the time, and as soon as the sun came out of the sky, he was already making breakfast in the kitchen wearing an apron.Recently, Xun Zhou bought a coffee machine, but after using it twice, it was left out in the cold, so Chao Sheng had to find time in the morning to make him a cup of refreshment.

Xunzhou is the type who has to sleep for a few more minutes after the alarm clock rings. Every time there is a class in the morning, Chao Sheng has to drag him to wake him up.After Xun Zhou got up, he still looked unwilling to work, and he moaned and chirped several times, until his eyes were completely opened, and the state returned to seriousness.

"I want to go to the hot springs, so let's go on weekends." Xunzhou didn't enter the kitchen to help Chaosheng with work, but to make trouble, and deliberately changed the position of the salt jar and sugar jar. Immediately jumped out, pretending to teach tone that he is not serious enough.

At first, Chaosheng argued with him for no reason, but later he didn't bother to argue with him, and indulged him in all kinds of childish pranks in the kitchen.

Xun Zhou found that Chao Sheng, who is now accustomed to the atmosphere of the passionate love period, has been able to turn a blind eye to his teasing of him, which must have been at a loss in the past.But this improvement is just an illusion in Xun Zhou's eyes, he knows that if he goes a little further, Chao Sheng will definitely return to his original shy and timid appearance.

Thinking of Chao Sheng's expression of flushing eyes and not daring to look directly at him, Xun Zhou couldn't stop feeling unspeakably joyful.

"I'm going to the library in the afternoon." Xun Zhou took a sip of his hot coffee, "Read a book."

Chao Sheng casually said, "Just go as you go, and tell me specifically."

"I'm afraid that you will be sentimental and think I'm here to play with you." Xun Zhou put down the hot cup, smiled and raised his eyebrows at Chao Sheng, "I don't want to talk to you."

Chao Sheng quietly rolled his eyes at him.

"Hey, where's my pineapple sauce? Have you eaten all of it?"

"No, I haven't even touched a spoonful!" Chao Sheng looked at the table, "Maybe because I saw that the jar was quite empty, I thought you had finished eating, so I just threw it away yesterday..."

Xun Zhou's expression immediately turned serious, "You pay me."

"Go, go, go."

Every morning and every night, it is the time when the energy for finding a boat is the most vigorous. In the morning, it has childish ghost attributes, and at night it turns on the big devil mode. "I look for Chaosheng to talk about love.

It is rare for Chaosheng to be quiet in the library. He has accumulated enough English words to understand foreign news clips, but he still needs more guidance in speaking.

Sometimes, Chao Sheng would secretly turn on the phone to record, and record Xun Zhou's accent in English.It's not because I want to learn from it, it's just because I think it's sexy and magnetic, making people want to listen to it over and over again.

Wearing headphones, Chao Sheng moved a box of old books to the fourth floor of the library.This floor is usually not open to the public, because the books are basically eliminated versions, which are only roughly classified and stacked on the shelves.

When Xun Zhou came to look for him, he didn't see anyone on the first floor, so he went up and looked around, and finally found him on the fourth floor.He couldn't hear a few names when he whispered, so Xunzhou had no choice but to approach, and reached out to pick off Chaosheng's earphones.

Chao Sheng shivered in fright, turned his head and saw Xun Zhou was about to put on the earphone, "What are you listening to, it sounds so good?"

"You..." Chao Sheng wanted to take it back, but it was too late, so he quickly took out his phone and turned off the audio that was playing.

However, Xun Zhou could still hear the contents clearly. After the sound stopped abruptly, he took off the earphones and returned them to Chao Sheng with a smile. He lowered the volume and said, "It really sounds good. I would be addicted to it too."

Chao Sheng remained silent, grabbed the headphone cable into a mess, and stuffed it directly into his pocket.

Xunzhou wanted to help him arrange the rest of the books in the box, but he took out one and didn't pay attention to the degree of damage. When he picked it up, a few pages fell off and almost fell apart.

Chao Sheng clicked his tongue, bent down to pick it up, turned to reprimand Xun Zhou: "Don't make trouble for me, didn't you say to read a book today, go downstairs and read it yourself."

Xun Zhou looked around in surprise, "So there's no one here, how can you speak so loudly?"

"Well, didn't you see that I put up a sign outside saying 'no entry for non-staff'?" Chao Sheng gave him a sideways glance.

"I didn't see it, I was just looking for you." Xun Zhou opened his arms, wrapped his arms around Chao Sheng's body from behind, and asked him in a low voice, "Then we can do whatever we want here?"

"I can't..." Chao Sheng tried to break free from Xun Zhou's imprisonment, but he soon discovered that the more he resisted, the more he would arouse Xun Zhou's desire to play tricks on him, so he simply gave up the idea of ​​resisting, and let Xun Zhou hug Own.

"Why didn't you move?" Xun Zhou shook the shoulder of the person in his arms, but saw that the other person was indifferent, "Aren't you afraid that I will bully you?"

Chao Sheng opened his mouth and hesitated for a moment, then said firmly: "When have I ever been afraid?"

Xun Zhou didn't understand what he was trying to do at this moment, as if he was really planning to plot against him now.

However, driven by curiosity, Xun Zhou really wants to know what Chao Sheng looks like when he is most shy.He moved his arm down slowly, and with his fingertips picked up the hem of Chao Sheng's clothes, he took advantage of the trend to touch the temperature of the boy's lower abdomen.

Chao Sheng straightened his back reflexively, very ticklish.

"You don't want to relax your vigilance just because I'm so nice to you, right?" Seeing that the other party's reaction was calmer than he expected, Xun Zhou got excited, "You forgot that I'm a 'scumbag' gone?"

When he heard that address, Chao Sheng suddenly got nervous.If Xun Zhou hadn't reminded him, he would have almost forgotten how many exaggerated things he had said to the "axis Y" back then, and the other party had always remembered him.

Xun Zhou hugged Chao Sheng's body with one hand, and with the other hand along the edge of Chao Sheng's pants, caressing the smooth skin of his abdomen in a leisurely manner.Chao Sheng couldn't help taking a deep breath, but unexpectedly, Xun Zhou dropped a few more kisses on the back of his neck, which made his back tingle with itching, so he suddenly lost his center of gravity, and clung to Xun Zhou's arms. inside.

Xun Zhou took the opportunity to observe Chao Sheng's profile from the corner of his eye, frowning slightly, dodging his eyes in the air, and opened his mouth to breathe slightly.It's a pity that his face didn't turn red so quickly, so Xunzhou had no choice but to gently press Chaosheng's earlobe with his lips, and carefully rubbed the tip of his tongue over it.

Chao Sheng refused to lower his self-esteem, even if he reacted to Xun Zhou's teasing, he just gritted his teeth hard, not allowing himself to lose his composure on the spot.Xun Zhou's hand has already uncovered the layer of fabric closest to Chao Sheng's skin, and the palm extends downward, demanding more bursting desires.

Feeling Chao Sheng shrug his shoulders a few times, Xunzhou's other arm held him even tighter.

Chao Sheng took a deep breath urgently, as if he wanted to grab Xun Zhou's arm, but just as he raised his hand, he accidentally bumped into the hard bookshelf, and made a dull "boom" in the quiet environment.

"Does it hurt?" Xun Zhou asked in a low voice with concern, he was finally willing to let go of one arm, and rubbed Chao Sheng's wrist that had hit the bookshelf just now.

But even though he was so gentle on the surface, the other hand hidden in the fabric did not stop the frequency of stroking. Chao Sheng felt hot and hot clusters coming up one after another, accumulating in his lower abdomen, and continuing to spread upwards, eating away at his sanity the trend of.

Xun Zhou tilted his head, the tip of his nose slowly brushed across Chao Sheng's side face, and then extended along the line of his jaw to his fair neck.He could faintly feel the blood vessels under the young man's skin beating nervously, and his body was full of fresh vitality like a young tree that had just sprouted new shoots.

He opened his mouth and lightly bit Chao Sheng's soft neck.

Chao Sheng couldn't help but uttered a condensed and shy moan, but before the end of the sound could dissipate in the air, his mouth was firmly covered by Xun Zhou's palm.

"Hush—" Xun Zhou speeded up the movement of the other hand while suppressing Chao Sheng's voice that he wanted to release.The corners of his lips turned up, sticking to Chao Sheng's ear, and reminded with a light smile, "'No noise is allowed in the library', why don't you remember to follow the rules you set yourself?"

Sporadic tears oozed from the corners of Chao Sheng's eyes, quickly stained his eyelashes, and gradually dissipated in the rising temperature of the air.

It wasn't until he limp in Xun Zhou's arms that Xun Zhou mercifully let him go.Several books on the shelf had fallen down at this time, while Xun Zhou hugged Chao Sheng from behind, he also straightened those books by the way.

"Oh, it's a geography book." Discovering this little surprise, Xun Zhou naturally flipped through a few pages, and it was all in English.He leaned against Chaosheng's side face and murmured: "I'm looking forward to it, Chaosheng. I want to see the sunset in Zadar, I want to enjoy the sea breeze with you, drink, sleep... I also want to see the sheep grazing ... When will you be able to finish the exam?"

Chao Sheng adjusted his breathing and replied, "Let's end summer."

Leaning in Xun Zhou's arms, he turned his head slightly, and saw the dusty window on the fourth floor of the library for a long time. The trees outside were indistinct. Through the window, it seemed that a layer of damp moss had grown, and there was no aesthetic feeling at all.

When Xun Zhou was about to close the pages of the book at his fingertips, he felt the shoulders of the person in his arms shrug twice, and then he saw Chao Sheng turn around and hug him suddenly.

"What's the matter?" Xun Zhou laughed, and ran his fingers through Chao Sheng's hair, stroking him intimately.

Chao Sheng didn't say anything, just buried his face deeply in Xun Zhou's chest.

Although it is unrealistic to put aside all the fragmentary daily life, as long as there is an impulse to see the world regardless of one's life, Chaosheng seems to have gained a new life.

It was like shooting arrows in the heavy rain, and suddenly one day it was sunny.For the first time in his life, he had the idea of ​​"I want to grow up", and he wanted to learn to bravely face the self who was always anxious and indecisive; he wanted to learn to sincerely accept the self who was always doing nothing and had little knowledge; In order to become a self that is still ordinary, but can also emit a little light.

One day he no longer needs to gain a sense of security by excluding others, nor does he need to rely on self-loathing to gain the confidence to survive.Even if the trivial things fall on the ground in front of my eyes, I can still see the sky outside the wellhead when I close my eyes.

——He has to learn to like the self that Xun Zhou likes.

Chao Sheng raised his head straight, his chin pressed against Xun Zhou's chest.Xun Zhou lowered his head to meet his gaze, smiled, and leaned down to kiss Chao Sheng's forehead.

"Go back." Chao Sheng raised his voice.

"Back to where?"

"Apartment." Chao Sheng said, breaking free from Xunzhou's arms and standing upright, "I want to go back and turn on the TV, play it loudly, turn on the air conditioner, eat yogurt ice cream...and put on a blanket and lie on the sofa."

Xun Zhou saw him so rarely in good spirits, and felt a lot more happy, "Then you don't go to work today?"

"No more!" Chao Sheng made up his mind, "I don't want to, now I want to go back and play."

This whim and willfulness did not come easily, Xun Zhou had no reason to discourage his enthusiasm, he just nodded with a smile and said: "Okay, I will play with you."

Just like that, Xun Zhou was led downstairs by Chao Sheng, left the hall, and walked out of the library.Once outside, they were finally able to talk loudly again.

"Hey, pay attention to my image." Xun Zhou slowed down, stopped at the spot and waited for Chao Sheng to turn around, "You look so much like a student, holding hands with the English teacher at school, is it plausible? Do you understand shame? Are you decent?"

Chao Sheng let out an "oh", and immediately let go of his hand, shrinking his fingertips a little at a loss.

However, Xun Zhou took a step forward and generously grabbed his shoulder.

"Let's go, let's go to the supermarket first." Xun Zhou hugged him, completely ignoring the students on the road.

Chao Sheng was stunned for a moment, then laughed, and echoed: "Okay, let's buy more snacks."

The air in the early spring is still slightly cold when inhaled into the nostrils, leaving only a light layer of sunlight on the road they walked by.