cute cat on the roof

Chapter 10 If, Love, Just If

At this time, Han Meilin and Lu Yu were standing on the balcony, admiring the beauty of the autumn moon night. They were drinking red wine and blowing the autumn wind, but Han Meilin felt a little bitter in her heart.

Han Meilin was a little drunk, and she said with a smile, "Look at the moonlight, how beautiful it is!"

"Yes!" Lu Yu raised his head and looked up at the stars all over the sky, and said with a smile.

"But no matter how beautiful the moonlight is, what's the point if no one knows how to appreciate her?" Han Meilin suddenly became sad, drinking one cup after another.

"What's wrong?" Lu Yu felt strange, he had never seen Han Meilin like this before.

"Lu Yu, tell me, am I really that bad? Why doesn't anyone like me?" Tears welled up in Han Meilin's eyes, she seemed unconvinced, "I'm so beautiful, capable, and virtuous, why am I so good, It’s just that no one likes it? Tell me, is it my problem or their problem?”

"Maybe, you haven't met someone who really appreciates and loves you?!" Lu Yu said a little embarrassedly.Indeed, he had an admiration for Han Meilin before, but it only stopped there!He never really loved Han Meilin, but Han Meilin's words made him feel particularly guilty and ashamed of her.

"I met him! He understands me, he appreciates me, likes me, likes the dishes I cook, and I like him too. However, I have been waiting for him for so long, so long, but he still refuses to say that. I love you! Tell me, isn't he such a jerk?!" Han Meilin said word by word, she had already grasped Lu Yu's love for her before, and Lu Yu's kindness as an excuse, psychological attack.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault! I admit that I did have a crush on you before, but it wasn't until I met Tang Yao that I realized that my crush on you was only because of your beauty. I'm sorry for you, beauty Lin!" Lu Yu felt deeply guilty and sorry for what he had done before, but he didn't realize that Han Meilin was just acting, and she just wanted to take advantage of Lu Yu's weakness to make Lu Yu feel Ashamed of her, and then brought Lu Yu back to her.However, Han Meilin's wishful thinking was wrong.

"I don't want you to tell me you're sorry! Lu Yu, I like you! I really, really like you!" Han Meilin's tears rushed out, she hugged Lu Yu tightly, her eyes full of affection.

Han Meilin actually doesn't love Lu Yu, she just doesn't want to be reconciled to her many years of dedication!She circled between Song Mingyang and Lu Yu. She knew that these two men were excellent. Although Lu Yu's family background was incomparable to Song Mingyang's, they could be regarded as a scholarly family. Their family had already immigrated to the United States because their parents were both university professors. Therefore, he is more open-minded, and he educates Lu Yu according to his own hobbies, and never restricts him too much.Therefore, Lu Yu later returned to China, to the city where he had lived since he was a child.

"Han Meilin, you're drunk!" Lu Yu was a little at a loss.

"I didn't! Lu Yu, I really liked you for a long time! I know you like me too, right? You tell me, you say you like me, say you love me! Okay?! Okay?! "Han Meilin lost her mind like crazy.

"Han Meilin, calm down, listen to me! What I hide in my heart has always been Tang Yao." Lu Yu paused, and then continued, "Maybe, I once had the idea of ​​pursuing you, but But I never took action, do you know why? Because, I always feel that there is something inappropriate between the two of us, and I always feel that there is someone who is waiting for me, and she wants me to wait for her. "

"That person, must it be Tang Yao?" Han Meilin questioned with red eyes, she is not reconciled!

"It's her. She is the only person who can make me wait for a year, ten years, or a lifetime!" Lu Yu said with certainty.

Tears welled up in Han Meilin's eyes, she tried her best, but she didn't get anyone's sincerity!She cried for herself, felt worthless for herself!She didn't want to let go so easily!She drank one cup after another, non-stop.

"Don't drink it." Lu Yu couldn't help feeling pity in his heart when he saw Han Meilin crying.He held her wrist, not wanting her to drink like this, "You make me feel very guilty."

"Leave me alone!" Han Meilin shook off Lu Yu's hand and continued drinking.

Lu Yuban couldn't stop him either. Seeing Han Meilin getting so drunk, she vomited all over the floor and couldn't even stand still!Lu Yu stepped forward and helped her to his bed, tucked the quilt up for her, and said, "You can sleep here tonight! I'll sleep on the sofa, call me if you need anything."

"Don't go!" Han Meilin grabbed Lu Yu's arm.

"Okay, I'm not leaving." Lu Yu patted Han Meilin lightly, seeing that she was sleeping soundly, he slowly took off Han Meilin's hand.

"You love me, don't you?" Han Meilin's voice was a little sad, as if her self-esteem had dropped to the lowest point, she hugged Lu Yu's arm tightly and refused to let go, when she said these words , but her tone was filled with longing for Song Mingyang, and she didn't even know who she was drunk for, "I know you love me, but you dare not say it, so let me say it, I love you, I really love you very much, you have to believe me..." Her voice gradually became weaker, and even Lu Yu could barely hear it clearly.After finishing speaking, her proud and fragile tears spread along the corners of her eyes, slowly slid down Lu Yu's sleeves, and slowly fainted...

Seeing her slowly falling asleep, Lu Yucai stretched out his arms, got up and carefully turned off the light, and closed the door. He was relieved when he heard that Han Meilin hadn't moved, and lay down on the sofa looking at the ceiling, and slowly fell asleep.

The morning sun was shining warmly on every corner of the city. Han Meilin woke up in a haze. Yes, she drank the pills, and her head still hurt a little. She sat up slowly, frowned and looked around. Surprised: "Isn't this Lu Yu's house? Why am I here?" ’ Thinking of this, she quickly got up, complaining in her heart, ‘My God, I must have drunk too much yesterday! 'She hated herself, a little hated that iron could not be made into steel.

"Damn girl! What a shame! How can you see Lu Yu after this?" She reprimanded herself as she put on her shoes.

She quietly came to the living room and found that Lu Yu was still asleep, so she tiptoed out quickly.

Tang Yao went to work on time as usual.The elevator stopped on the floor where Lu Yu lived, and she was wondering if it was Lu Yu?Suddenly, Han Meilin walked in.She smelled of alcohol, her clothes were disheveled, and her hair was a little messy, as if she had just woken up.

"What a coincidence!" Han Meilin was overjoyed to find out that it was Tang Yao again!She immediately thought of a crooked idea.

"How will you be here?"

"Oh! Can't you see it?" Han Meilin looked smug, and she smoothed her hair with her hands, "I just came out of Lu Yu's house!"

"Impossible!" Tang Yao said firmly.

"Oh! It's impossible, you didn't just say it, you have to believe what you see!" Seeing that she believed it, Han Meilin became even more ecstatic, "I want you to remember that Lu Yu's favorite person is me!! !"

The elevator stopped, Han Meilin gave her a blank look, and then said, "One last piece of advice, don't be naive, girl! He loves me!" After finishing speaking, Han Meilin walked out triumphantly!In fact, no one could see how sad she was, showing off her might in front of Tang Yao, but she was just pretending!She just doesn't want to lose to her, even in terms of momentum!She wanted Song Mingyang, but Song Mingyang didn't like her. She confessed to Lu Yu, and Lu Yu was no longer the old Lu Yu!No one can understand her sadness!

Tang Yao almost fell to the ground after hearing Han Meilin's words. She supported the elevator with her hands, trying not to lose her composure in front of Han Meilin!She was in a good mood, but now she is in a trance.

Tang Yao sat on the bench at the bus platform, in a daze, as if she had completely lost consciousness!Not long after, the bus came, and she numbly followed the crowd and got on the bus.Then, he stood numbly in the car, as if he had lost his soul.

When she came to the office, Tang Yao no longer warmly greeted her colleagues as before, but just walked straight to her seat in a daze.

"What's wrong with you, Tang Yao?" Yang Binbin next to him saw that Tang Yao was a little strange.

Yang Binbin is a warm-hearted person. Although he is a little fat, his looks are not bad, but the key point is that he has a very good personality, and his colleagues like him. He is not very old, only three or four years older than Tang Yao!

Tang Yao was in no mood to answer or explain anyone's curiosity.

"Are you uncomfortable?" Yang Binbin asked worriedly.He had never seen Tang Yao in such a state of despair before.

Tang Yao waved her hand, but Yang Binbin didn't ask any more questions.Throughout the day, Tang Yao was absent-minded.

Finally, when it was time to get off work, she walked out of the company and just wandered aimlessly.Walking, walking, she came to the door of a bar, and walked in like a ghost!In the past, she never went to the bar. She thought that she could drink anywhere, so why did she have to go to the bar? !

Tang Yao came to the bar, ordered some wine, and then found a secluded corner to sit down. She just drank one cup after another like this, as if what she drank was not wine, but water!

There were no more empty glasses on the table, but she ordered more wine, and the waiter took the empty glasses away.She was lying on the table, looking into the distance with blurred and empty eyes.

"Hi, beauty!" A handsome middle-aged man with good taste in clothes came over. He stood in front of the bar and observed Tang Yao for a long time. After confirming that she was alone, he decided to come up to say hello.

"Do you drink alone?" The man asked with a smile. Seeing Tang Yao ignoring him, he continued, "Do you need me to accompany you?"

As he said that, the man reached out his claws to touch Tang Yao's hand brazenly.

"Go away!" Tang Yao yelled at the man!

"Don't be embarrassed?!" The middle-aged man is still pestering!

"Get out!!! Get out of here!!!! Get out of here!!!!" Tang Chao was furious. She didn't know whether she was saying 'Get out' to the person in front of her or Lu Yu. 'Get out', still angry at myself, anyway, her voice was so loud that it overshadowed the loud music in the bar, everyone was stunned and looked at her!

The author has something to say:

All alcohol is a temporary numbness, the pain after you wake up is still the same as before... Don't cling to the past, it's just the past that can't move!