i know i'm sick

Chapter 32

, look at him. "

Yang Anning looked at Ling Ran, Ling Ran was covered in dirt, his tears were stained with the dust in the dungeon, and his face was smeared into a filthy mess.

Aning asked, "Who is he?"

Yang Anning replied dully: "He is Ling Ran."

Aning said, "See clearly."

At this moment, Ling Ran had recovered, he threw himself on Yang Anning's lap, and wiped his face with his sleeve indiscriminately, he wanted to wipe away the tears from his face, but unexpectedly made his face even dirtier.Ling Ran's eyes were bright, and tears welled up in his sockets, but they didn't hide the expression in his eyes at all.

Ling Ran seemed to have made some decision. He raised his head and said stubbornly to Yang Anning: "Brother Anning, no matter what, I will never give up on you!"

A flash of lightning struck Yang Anning's mind, splitting his chaotic memory. He seemed to see a boy who said something similar after he rejected his confession: "Brother Anning, I won't give up."

The figure in reality and the figure in memory merged into one, and Yang Anning couldn't help but whispered: "He is Aning."

Aning smiled sweetly. Yang Anning had never seen him smile so happily. He said, "You answered correctly, I will reward you."

Aning leaned in front of Yang Anning, lowered his head and kissed him on the forehead, and said, "Goodbye, Brother Anning."

Yang Anning couldn't stop Aning, he watched Aning walk behind Ling Ran, put his arms around Ling Ran's shoulders, the moment they met, Aning disappeared without a trace.

Tears couldn't help but flow down her face, Yang Anning felt that her confused mind suddenly cleared up when Aning disappeared.

Ling Ran is Aning, and Aning is Ling Ran, they are originally one person, they can never be separated.

After 12 years of a nightmare, Yang Anning finally woke up at this moment.

64.

Ling Ran didn't know what kind of nirvana Yang Anning had experienced in the period just passed.

Entering this prison, Yang Anning was like picking up a double-ended sword, stabbing Ling Ran and stabbing herself mercilessly at the same time.

He said harsh words, did things that were irrational, and no matter how Ling Ran showed weakness and repented, he refused to leave the slightest room for each other.

When Yang Anning was lying in the middle of the cage with his eyes closed, Ling Ran almost collapsed.He forgot that he was the leader of Ximiao sect, he forgot that he knew martial arts, he was just a beast about to lose his partner.Yang Anning lying in front of him aroused the greatest fear in his heart - he could bear anything, the only thing he couldn't bear was Yang Anning's death.

Ling Ran tried to pull Yang Anning up, he didn't want to see Anning lying on the ground, but he seemed to have lost all his strength, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't pull Yang Anning back into his arms.

Ling Ran cried and wailed, he felt that he might really no longer have a chance.At the most desperate moment, he even wanted to lie down with Yang Anning, in this cage, to perish together.

But Yang Anning sat up, he fell into his own world, staring blankly at Ling Ran.

Ling Ran also stared blankly at Yang Anning, he trembled, as if a ray of spiritual light had injected into his sea of ​​consciousness.

An Ning is alive, he is not dead yet.As long as he is still alive, everything is still in time.No matter An Ning's attitude towards him, no matter what An Ning does, as long as he is still alive.

Ling Ran's eyes lit up again, he threw himself on Yang Anning's lap, and said, "Brother Anning, no matter what, I will never give up on you!"

I don't know if this sentence played a role, but Yang Anning cried.

Ling Ran quickly hugged him into his arms.

Yang Anning wept silently. Slowly, his hands rested on Ling Ran's waist, tightly gripping Ling Ran's clothes.

After a long time, Ling Ran suddenly heard Yang Anning say: "Ah Ning is gone. I should wake up."

Ling Ran seemed to have been hit by acupoints all over his body, unable to move at all.

"An Ning...brother...you said...what?"

Yang Anning withdrew from his embrace, half kneeling in front of him.The way Yang Anning looked at him was completely different. This look was the look that Yang Anning had only 12 years ago, and that look was the peace and tolerance that Yang Anning had before he destroyed him.

Yang Anning tried to wipe away the tears on Ling Ran's face, but Ling Ran's tears were like an unstoppable flood, which could not stop flowing.

Ling Ran grabbed Yang Anning's hand, he didn't dare to use force, he was afraid that this was a dream, and Yang Anning would disappear if he exerted force.

Ling Ran asked: "Brother An Ning, are you alright? Tell me, are you alright?"

Yang Anning sighed, and turned to look at the kerosene lamp on the wall.

"12 years, Ah Ning, 12 years have passed."

He called himself Aning, and time has passed, but he can still hear him call himself Aning.

Ling Ran couldn't restrain his emotions any longer, covered his face and burst into tears.

12 years, what a long time.

He thought Yang Anning was dead at first, but later he found out that Yang Anning was still alive. Before he was happy, he found that Yang Anning had already been driven crazy by himself; and Yang Anning spent what should have been the best time in his life in his madness. .

What kind of relationship can last 12 years?What kind of regret can last 12 years?What kind of despair can last 12 years?What kind of pain can last for 12 years?

Love or hate, happiness or pain, everything, at this moment, in this dark dungeon, will come to an end.

For Yang Anning, the past 12 years was a trance dream, and when he woke up, he was still alive 12 years ago.He still remembers the love and affection with Ling Ran, but he also remembers Ling Ran's cruelty and deceit.For Ling Ran, these things may have already become a thing of the past; but for him, these things just happened yesterday.

Yang Anning pulled Ling Ran up and said, "Let's go out first."

Ling Ran grabbed his wrist instead, hugged him horizontally, and ran out of the dark dungeon in a few steps.

Yang Anning froze for a moment, but did not resist, obediently let Ling Ran carry him out of the dungeon.

The sun outside the dungeon was shining brightly, and Yang Anning couldn't open his eyes so much, a few tears rolled down the corners of his eyes.The damp musty smell in the dungeon no longer exists, and what is inhaled in the nose and mouth is the sweet fragrance of grass and woods.

Taking a deep breath, Yang Anning finally felt alive again.

Signaling Ling Ran to put him down, Yang Anning stood firm on the ground. He looked at Ling Ran as if he was looking at a treasure he really loved.

The lights in the dungeon were dim, and Yang Anning couldn't see clearly. It was not until he was under the sun that he took a closer look at Ling Ran now - Ling Ran has matured, and he is no longer the boy Yang Anning remembered. Become more solid, his features become more profound.The years have carved deep imprints on his body. I don't know if it is because he often frowns that there are fine lines on his forehead.But he was still the same as Yang Anning remembered, his eyes were still bright, his lips were still bright red, even his nose was red when he cried, he was exactly the same as the boy in Yang Anning's memory.

Yang Anning smiled slightly and said, "You have grown up."

"peaceful……"

Ling Ran called out his name in a low voice, and held his hand unwilling to let go.

After regaining his senses from the ecstasy of Yang Anning's recovery, Ling Ran fell into confusion. He didn't know what attitude he should use to treat Yang Anning.Before Yang Anning recovered, he could predict An Ning's attitude towards him, and what An Ning would say to him; but for the recovered Yang Anning, Ling Ran had no idea what he would say or do.

Both of them are a little embarrassed now.

Before today, the dungeon had not been opened for 12 years, and the dust inside was as thick as a finger.The two were tumbling and entangled inside, their clothes were already dirty, even their faces were white and gray, not a single place was clean.

Yang Anning asked: "Is there a bath here?"

"Yes." Ling Ran pulled him back, even though An Ning had already recovered, Ling Ran didn't want him to stay here for a while, "I'll ask someone to move the bathtub into your room."

PS: An Ning's situation is a bit like installing a GHOST on the emotional system, all the memories in the hard disk are still there, only the emotional system has been restored to 12 years ago with one click.

65.

Yang Anning just got dressed after bathing when she heard someone knock on the door.

Opening the door, as expected, the person standing at the door was indeed Ling Ran.

Ling Ran stepped into the room and saw that Yang Anning's hair was still dripping, so he asked Yang Anning to sit on the side of the bed, picked up the towel on the tub, and carefully wiped Yang Anning's hair.

Time seemed to stand still at this moment.

This scene is so familiar to them, yet so strange.

Before entering Shiwan Dashan, Ling Ran would often help Yang Anning wipe her hair, and sometimes they would both fall on the bed while wiping, and some sweet and passionate follow-ups would occur.But this kind of affectionate interaction has really left them for 12 years.

Ling Ran didn't throw down the towel until Yang Anning's hair was completely dried.He wanted to help Yang Anning post, but Yang Anning stopped him.

"I'll do it myself."

Yang Anning stood on the ground, combed her hair and fixed it with a jade hairpin.

Ling Ran sat on the edge of the bed, looking at Yang Anning quietly.Yang Anning's figure is very thin, and his physical condition has not improved in recent years. Today, Yang Anning looks even thinner than 12 years ago.

After combing her hair, Yang Anning turned her back to Ling Ran and said, "A' Ning."

Ling Ran sat up straight immediately, and replied, "I'm here, An Ning, what are you going to do?"

Yang Anning said, "I want to go back."

Ling Ran's heart beat faster. He had long thought that An Ning would ask him to go back, but he didn't expect it to be so fast. They had just come out of the dungeon. He thought that An Ning would at least wait until his body and mind returned to calm.

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