Love perfect score

Chapter 38

Yan Xiaomu broke out in a cold sweat along the way, but when he arrived at the hospital, he went to the emergency department and went through a series of examinations such as color Doppler ultrasound and CT blood routine, but nothing was found. The doctor had no choice but to prescribe him some Jianweixiaoshi tablets.

Chewing Jianweixiaoshi tablets, Yan Xiaomu sat in the hospital lobby and sipped the mineral water that Xu Qingqiao bought for him. Once he could speak, he started calling Wang Meimei and Zhang Ming.

After a while, Lin Xiangyu also called.

Although Yan Xiaomu's voice was lowered, the hospital was too quiet at night, Xu Qingqiao was two seats away from him, and he could still hear him talking on the phone clearly, "Mmm... still eating, um, um, classmates Here, mom, don't worry, I have already agreed with Zhang Ming, I will live at his house tonight..."

When did Yan Xiaomu lie so well?

Xu Qingqiao was a little surprised, turned to look at Yan Xiaomu, and found that although he lied smoothly, his ears should be red through the phone.

It is indeed too thin, there is no flesh on the face, the jaw line is close to the bones, the skin is as thin as a cicada's wing, and the blood vessels can almost be seen. The skin color used to be rosy, but now it is only blue and white.

When Yan Xiaomu hung up the phone, Xu Qingqiao asked him, "Take you to find Zhang Ming?"

Yan Xiaomu pursed his lips and remained silent.

Xu Qingqiao knew that Yan Xiaomu moved in about two years ago, when he was about to enter his third year of college.

Yan Xiaomu remained silent, and Xu Qingqiao stood up, "This is not a place to talk, let's go back to the car first."

Sitting in the hospital lobby chatting with his ex was really not appropriate, Yan Xiaomu was always obedient, so he followed Xu Qingqiao obediently.

After Yan Xiaoyue got married and became pregnant two years ago, Lin Xiangyu sold out the noodle restaurant in Tongcheng, took Yan Xiaomu to move to City C where Yan Xiaoyue lived, and re-opened the shop not far from her wedding room so that she could take care of her. .

After moving, Yan Xiaomu never went back to Tongcheng again. This time he came back and told Lin Xiangyu in advance that he would live in Zhang Ming's house, so Lin Xiangyu was relieved that he would come back.

As soon as Xu Qingqiao went to city A to go to college, he gave up the rent of the house in Tongcheng, and only came back on holidays. In the first two years of college, he went back to Tongcheng to meet Dafu for drinks. He heard at Dafu's place that Yan Xiaomu had moved, so he walked the way to the noodle shop again after many years, and saw that Yan Xiaomu's noodle shop had been replaced by a stationery shop.

Tongcheng is very small, so small that he can meet Yan Xiaomu and fall in love with him, and Tongcheng is also so big that people who break up can never see each other again.

Busy with his studies and starting a business in City A, he was on probation and was busy cooperating with the two-year community corrections. He was so busy that it seemed that the loss of love had never left traces on him, but it was also true that he had never been in love for four years in college. .

"My sister is married and has a child. She is one and a half years old." After the car started, Yan Xiaomu suddenly said something.

Xu Qingqiao didn't start the car, but turned on the air conditioner first. Before he could reply, Yan Xiaomu said, "I went to Dafu, but he didn't give me your contact information."

With a little complaint, Xu Qingqiao turned around and saw the man clutching the seat belt, pursed his mouth and looked very aggrieved, and said, "I didn't let him give it because we broke up."

"You moved, and you changed your phone number. I can't come back often when I go to college in other places, and I can't find you in the studio when I come back..."

Xu Qingqiao interrupted him: "How are you getting along with Mom?"

Yan Xiaomu turned his head away, facing out of the window, Xu Qingqiao saw through the reflection of the glass that his expression was not very good.

"Xiao Mu, you are now my uncle." Xu Qingqiao continued his initial words.

Yan Xiaomu turned his face back, "Yes, I have grown up, I am not a child anymore."

Xu Qingqiao paused, ignored his words, and asked him the previous question: "Take you to find Zhang Ming?"

"Zhang Ming and the others are going to sing K, it may take all night." Yan Xiaomu lowered his head and murmured, "I'm sleepy and want to sleep."

Xu Qingqiao said: "Have you brought your ID card, I can open a room for you."

Yan Xiaomu didn't answer right away, his ears turned red first, then he shook his head: "No."

Xu Qingqiao looked at him for a while before saying, "Then I'll take you to the police station to get an ID card."

Sure enough, Yan Xiaomu blushed, "Okay, I, I brought my ID card."

"Don't want to go to the hotel?" Xu Qingqiao asked him.

Yan Xiaomu hesitated, "Where do you live now? Can, can I go to your house?"

After finishing speaking, he quickly added: "Just, I'll go to your house to sleep, and I'll leave at dawn..."

Xu Qingqiao said: "It's not considered a home, the house is still rented, and I have been busy with the company recently, so I haven't tidied up the house."

Yan Xiaomu instinctively said, "It's great that you started a company."

Xu Qingqiao also asked him: "What are you doing after graduation?"

Yan Xiaomu lowered his head and twisted his fingers: "I studied advertising at university, and now I'm working in an advertising company. I just joined the job last month..."

Back then, Xu Qingqiao read it right, Yan Xiaomu was suitable for this line of work, and when he was in college, he also participated in the planning of commercials and won the National Award in the Grand Canton Competition.

Yan Xiaomu was indeed sleepy, the back of his head was knocked against the back of the seat, his eyes were slightly closed, and he grabbed the seat belt as if he could fall asleep at any time.

It is common for Xu Qingqiao to get busy and sleep in the company. He also just finished a project some time ago. He took the time to go back to Tongcheng in the past two days. Before he was chased by Dazui, he just came out of Dafu. City, originally planned to drive directly back to City A tonight, but did not expect to meet Yan Xiaomu.

Strictly speaking, if he couldn't leave tonight, he would have to stay in a hotel.

After staying in the car for a while, Xu Qingqiao saw Yan Xiaomu turned sideways slightly and dozed off in the co-pilot, so he had no choice but to drive the car towards the hotel.

After squinting in the car for less than 10 minutes, Yan Xiaomu still had a nightmare, and when he opened his eyes, he didn't say anything, just shed tears.

After the car parked in the hotel parking lot, Xu Qingqiao unbuckled his seat belt, leaned over to Yan Xiaomu's side, pulled his chin and saw his crying face, his heart sank, and he said in a low voice, "Why are you crying? gone?"

After they came out of the hospital, the atmosphere between them had been okay, which made Xu Qingqiao mistakenly think that as long as he didn't mention it, the two of them would be fine.

But the fact is that when Yan Xiaomu cries, his emotions will still be affected.

Yan Xiaomu choked up and said, "Don't leave me alone."

Xu Qingqiao was silent, and then heard Yan Xiaomu say: "I know we broke up, I won't pester you, but can you not leave me alone tonight..."

The voice of speaking was interrupted by crying.

Xu Qingqiao didn't plan to carry it. He broke up with Yan Xiaomu, not against Yan Xiaomu. It happened that some simple change of clothes were kept in the car all year round for business trips and company stays.

Yan Xiaomu himself carried a bag, which was flat and didn't seem to hold much. Xu Qingqiao took a look and remembered a bag of strawberries squashed by homework and a pajamas with cartoon patterns.

Xu Qingqiao explained to Yan Xiaomu that she also needed to stay in a hotel, and then took him to open a room.

In the end, two rooms were opened, just opposite the door.

In the early hours of the morning, Xu Qingqiao came out in a bathrobe after taking a shower, when she heard a knock on the door.

It was Yan Xiaomu who was also wearing a hotel bathrobe.

Yan Xiaomu was so thin that his loose bathrobe would slip off his shoulders several times, and his collarbone was deeply sunken, and no flesh could be seen on the exposed part.

Xu Qingqiao let him in, but didn't let him in after closing the door, clasping one of his shoulders with his palm, and gently pressed him against the wall.

Yan Xiaomu leaned his back against the wall, not daring to look at Xu Qingqiao, and lowered his head.

Xu Qingqiao said, "It's been four years since we broke up."

Yan Xiaomu didn't know how to interpret this sentence, so he still pursed his lips and lowered his eyebrows.

"Do you still like men?"

Xu Qingqiao's tone of questioning was neither salty nor dull, it could be the concern of an old lover, or it could be regarded as ordinary curiosity.

Yan Xiaomu's silence was so long that Xu Qingqiao couldn't wait any longer, she frowned and reached out to grab his chin, wanting to take a look at his face, but got wet first.

Xu Qingqiao let go of her hand and didn't say anything, she stepped back a little distance, but the coolness in her palm penetrated into her heart all the time.

Xu Qingqiao stopped touching him and said, "Yan Xiaomu, raise your head."

Yan Xiaomu still lowered his head, rubbed his arms on his cheeks indiscriminately, and said in a crying voice: "Back then, you thought I was young, naive and immature, and you didn't believe that I really liked men, so you decided to break up for me casually, and now you still think Will I be straight when I break up with you?"

"I didn't disbelieve you."

Yan Xiaomu covered his eyes, his voice trembling: "My mother wants me to like girls, do you think so too?"

Xu Qingqiao's voice was hoarse: "You were still young at that time."

"Then I've grown up now..." Yan Xiaomu raised his head, his eyes were all red, and his eyelashes were wet in clusters, "I've grown up, I said I still like you, I never forget you, you want what to do?"

Xu Qingqiao's heart sank slowly, but he couldn't answer this question. Every word Lin Xiangyu said back then was more unforgettable than the slap on his face.

He questioned Lin Xiangyu and himself, maybe like Lin Xiangyu said, without him, Yan Xiaomu would not have embarked on the road of homosexuality.

Yan Xiaomu cried and gasped: "At that time, why didn't you tell mom that I liked you first, that I chased after you."

Xu Qingqiao let out a low laugh, and quickly stopped smiling, "Do you really think you're someone who can chase people?"

That's true, people who liked Xu Qingqiao back then could line up from the door of the classroom to the moral education department, if he didn't have this thought, who would chase him.

Yan Xiaomu didn't react, and Xu Qingqiao didn't follow up, and asked him, "Didn't you say you were sleepy? What are you doing here so late?"

"I'm here to tell you that I still like men, and if I'm not with you, I'll be with other men." Yan Xiaomu stared into Xu Qingqiao's eyes and said word by word, "After all, I'm not a child anymore, I can take it by myself." idea."

There were still tears on his face, and the corners of his eyes were very red, but his mouth was still so hard.

Xu Qingqiao had never seen Yan Xiaomu like this before.

Xu Qingqiao stared at him and asked, "Is mom angry?"

Yan Xiaomu stopped answering, turned around and opened the door to go out.

Xu Qingqiao was condescending, and stretched out his arm to push back the door that Yan Xiaomu had just opened a crack. Yan Xiaomu was covered by the tall figure in front of him, unwilling to admit defeat, and was about to sneak out from under the man's arm. Hook your waist and take it back to the position away from the door.