Chapter 42
Chapter 42
The night filled the air, weaving into a soft net, covering a couple of people on the bed.
Yan Xiaomu was lying on his back, and all his clothes were taken off, first his clothes, then his pants, he raised his hands when asked to raise his hands, and his feet when asked to raise his feet. Trembling for a moment, he stretched out his arms to be hugged.
Xu Qingqiao leaned over and hugged him, and the two kissed face to face, Yan Xiaomu's eyelashes were trembling, Xu Qingqiao's hand went down and grabbed Yan Xiaomu's place.
When Xu Qingqiao's hands came out, the two cherries on Yan Xiaomu's chest had been sucked like plump and moist cherries. They were slightly swollen and glistening. Curl up some more.
Yan Xiaomu was already tense, and adding to his nervousness, Xu Qingqiao squeezed out half a tube of liquid from his hand to lubricate him, but it didn't make him relax.
Yan Xiaomu couldn't accept just two fingers, let alone eat Xu Qingqiao's.
"You, you come in..." Yan Xiaomu went to hold Xu Qingqiao's place, and found that he couldn't wrap his fingers around it, so he was really stunned for a moment, and found that the touch shocked him more than the sight.
Xu Qingqiao still stuck her fingers inside, and said in a low voice, "It's too tight, I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it if you go in directly."
Yan Xiaomu turned his head, put his face on the pillow and stopped talking, Xu Qingqiao pulled his face with the other hand, touched the wetness of his hand, and realized that the man was crying again.
There was no way to continue, Xu Qingqiao wiped his hands with paper, and then helped Yan Xiaomu clean, not caring about his own stiffness, lying on his side on the bed, hugging the man in his arms, pressing the back of the man's head and rubbing it, he said after a while : "Xiaomu, we are not in a hurry."
Yan Xiaomu tilted his head up, tears were streaming down his face, he didn't bother to wipe them off, he just stared at the person with his pitiful big eyes: "Can I believe you when you said you want to get back together? You said before that you want to be together forever, Didn't you break up with me..."
Without leaving time for Xu Qingqiao to speak, Yan Xiaomu continued, "Actually, I know that you may not like me that much..."
Xu Qingqiao squeezed Yan Xiaomu's chin, met his eyes, and realized that this person was not talking angry.
The air pressure has obviously dropped, and Xu Qingqiao's state of mind is more treacherous than the air pressure, because he soon heard Yan Xiaomu say, "But you don't have to worry, if you don't like me anymore, I won't pester you anymore, because I You can also try to like others..."
It was the first time that Xu Qingqiao couldn't control her emotions, she almost reacted instinctively, pressed Yan Xiaomu's shoulders and pressed him down, her large body enveloped him, making people unable to move immediately due to her poor body shape.
This was the first time in so many years that Xu Qingqiao really bullied him, opened his legs, and entered him with the lubrication just now.
In fact, it had been lubricated enough just now, even though Yan Xiaomu felt very swollen, he didn't feel any dry pain.
The quilt covered the two of them, Xu Qingqiao's movements went from slow to fast, at first he only got halfway in, and finally he got all in, the top was so deep that Yan Xiaomu almost lost consciousness.
The sound of body clashing was full of ambiguity in the silent night, Yan Xiaomu was caught in his arms, his two legs were no longer his own, he was pitifully disfigured.
Yan Xiaomu let out twice, Xu Qingqiao didn't let him go, changed his position, hugged him on his lap, and pushed him quickly and hard from bottom to top.
At the beginning, there was still psychological pain, but after getting used to it, Yan Xiaomu was comfortable, but it was the first time he was beaten hard, and it was too long. Duckweed generally rises and falls with the tide.
The two faced each other, Yan Xiaomu realized for the first time that Xu Qingqiao's eyes could be so complicated, full of shadows, and so cold, full of emotions that he couldn't understand.
He counted the past, even on the day they broke up, Xu Qingqiao never looked at him with such eyes.
Xu Qingqiao didn't wear a condom, so she pulled it out at the last moment and got it all on the man's belly.
Yan Xiaomu had no strength at all, his limbs were weak and let others manipulate him, Xu Qingqiao helped him clean up with a towel, then helped him put on his clothes and pants, tucked in the quilt, and finally put on his clothes and lay down beside him, the whole time was silent He didn't say a word.
Yan Xiaomu's legs were so weak that he turned his back to the air and shouted, "Xu Qingqiao, get closer to me."
After the lights were turned off, no one answered in the silent night, Yan Xiaomu grabbed the quilt and said aggrievedly, "Xu Qingqiao, are you there?"
Xu Qingqiao was right next to him, and Yan Xiaomu's question made it clear that Xu Qingqiao should respond to him.
There was still no movement at all, Yan Xiaomu couldn't stand it anymore, and moved to Xu Qingqiao's side like a caterpillar wrapped in a quilt, rubbing his furry head against the neck of the person, and asked foolishly, "You're angry, why?"
He could feel that Xu Qingqiao's mood was wrong, but he didn't know why Xu Qingqiao was like this.
Xu Qingqiao raised his hand to cover his head, then drew it to his cheek, and held his chin.
Yan Xiaomu raised his head, and quickly complained: "You just made me hurt so much."
Xu Qingqiao stared down at him through the thin moonlight coming in through the window, "I touched it just now, and it didn't hurt you."
Yan Xiaomu's face turned red. The heat on his body has never subsided, and his face has been hot all the time. When he was told this, he became even more embarrassed, his eyes were red, and his voice became quieter, "You put me ...If that's the case, if you don't come to hug me, do you think you are too much..."
Xu Qingqiao let go and asked him, "What did I do to you?"
"You..." Yan Xiaomu finally realized how shy he was, he couldn't continue, and hit his head on Xu Qingqiao's chest, "You're playing a hooligan again."
This time Xu Qingqiao hugged him and caressed him slowly on his back, as if she was planning to say something, but also seemed to be silent.
Finally Xu Qingqiao finally spoke, put his mouth close to Yan Xiaomu's ear, and spoke in a soft voice, only speaking to Yan Xiaomu alone, and only wanting Yan Xiaomu to listen to him alone.
Xu Qingqiao spoke a long, long speech, he spoke slowly, and Yan Xiaomu listened slowly.
——When I was in elementary school, my mother was killed by Xu Ruhai. Thinking of my mother being so skinny and a woman who couldn’t even resist when he strangled her to death, I dreamed of killing him, but you said it’s ridiculous, People like Xu Ruhai died like that in the end.He deserved his death, but unfortunately he didn't wait for me to go to the police academy, and he didn't wait for the law to sanction him.If it weren't for him, I might not have thought of going to the police academy, so even if I can't go to the police academy now, don't feel sorry, because I can start a new life after he dies, it's a coincidence.
——The business major I studied in college is to make money. I have never wanted to make money this way. The first time I had this idea was when I broke up with you for the first time. I sent you home that day. You go, but I can't help it. I don't have any capital or conditions. I broke up and didn't fill in a school in the same city as you, but the idea of making money has been retained.
——The four years of university have been very busy, I thought I was too busy to have time to like others, but in fact, when I was free, I didn't want to look for others, because I knew I couldn't find another Yan Xiaomu.
——You have been with me since you were 15 years old. This is the first time you have been in love, but I have been in love twice before you. Although it is just a relationship of holding hands, I always feel that I can have more love than you Experience, now that I know, I've never been enlightened about falling in love, I thought I knew better than you, but now it seems that I'm the one who fell in love first.
——You are sincere, kind, and brave. I am the most relaxed and comfortable when I am with you. It is you who made me feel like loving someone for the first time. Because I like it very much, it is also the first time I think about forever To make that time last forever.
——I said that I want to be together forever, that is my sincere words, I am sorry to break my promise in the end, if you still want, can you let me say it again.
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