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Chapter 9 Opportunity

Zhong Lin didn't sleep much last night almost all night.

When Yan Zhengming fell asleep, he insisted on clinging to him like an octopus.

His body is as hot as coal all year round.

Zhong Lin was woken up several times by the heat, and after turning down the air conditioner, he stuck it tighter. Zhong Lin had nothing to do, so he had to turn up the air conditioner again.

Later, he even sneaked to sleep on the floor, but the floor was so hard that he couldn't sleep at all, so he could only crawl back dejectedly.

In the second half of the night when he slept outside, Yan Zhengming almost pushed him out of bed several times.

He slept late in the first place, and Zhong Lin was in a state of extreme madness all night, how could he sleep well.

At seven o'clock in the morning, he couldn't take it anymore, got up and sat on the sofa, pressing his sore eyes and sulking.

In Zhong Lin's absence, Yan Zhengming woke up very quickly.

The hangover gave him a bit of a headache. He opened his eyes and waited for a while before realizing that he was not at home, but in Zhong Lin's bedroom.

This realization made him feel refreshed all of a sudden.

He rolled over and got out of bed, and saw Zhong Lin sitting cross-legged on the sofa rubbing his eyes at a glance.

He was really drunk last night, and his memory is a little fuzzy, but seeing Zhong Lin like this, he was probably tortured enough.

Filled with guilt, he walked over barefoot and called Zhong Lin.

"I'm sorry baby, did I quarrel with you last night?"

Yan Zhengming walked over and sat cross-legged on the ground, looking up at him eagerly, trying to pretend to be obedient and avoid scolding, and his attitude of apologizing was also very sincere.

According to past experience, Zhong Lin would be very angry when he woke up at this time.

Zhong Lin found out that he was awake early, and was furious, and ignored him until Yan Zhengming wanted to come over to hug his leg, he opened his eyes and stepped on Yan Zhengming's bare but strong shoulder, In a bad tone, he said, "Stay away from me!"

On a summer morning, the sun is warm and the air is fresh and quiet.

Zhong Lin's subconscious refusal action was also limp and powerless. Not only did it have no deterrent effect, but it was so ambiguous that it seemed to be flirting.

When Yan Zhengming saw Zhong Lin for the first time, the first thing that attracted Zhong Lin was not his face, but Zhong Lin's straight and slender long legs. Use these long legs to benefit yourself.

Zhong Lin's kick made Yan Zhengming feel it almost instantly, and his breathing became heavy.

He lightly kissed Zhong Lin's calf, and said hoarsely, "Baby, are you hinting at me?"

Zhong Lin was rubbing his face at first, but when he heard his voice was wrong, he paused, met his fiery gaze, cursed in his heart, and suddenly withdrew his feet to run away.

Yan Zhengming seemed to have expected it, grabbed his feet and dragged him off the sofa, then caught him with his body, trapping him between his arms and the sofa.

This position is so tightly locked, Zhong Lin has no strength to resist, and is so angry that he grabs Yan Zhengming's hair again: "Yan Zhengming, are you a bird or a beast! What are you doing here so early in the morning?" Affection!"

It was too exaggerated, and he just kicked him.

Yan Zhengming hugged the man's grievances and burrowed into his arms: "I'm not, I don't, I just miss you so much."

The current Zhong Lin is simply a strong aphrodisiac to him, and he can't stand it even if he takes the initiative to touch it.

"Let go!" Zhong Lin made up his mind to stay away from him in the future, "I'm going to wash up."

Not only did Yan Zhengming not let go, but he hugged him even tighter and buried him in his arms like a baby: "You promised not to hide from me..."

Although he couldn't figure out Zhong Lin's true thoughts, he was sure that Zhong Lin still had feelings for him. Last night, Zhong Lin didn't drive him away, and he didn't really let him sleep on the floor. This fact made him ecstatic and happy. His confidence doubled, and he wanted to test Zhong Lin's bottom line even more.

In Zhong Lin's heart, dozens of villains were fighting, which made him confused and irritable.

Yan Zhengming seemed to be about to break in at any moment, he straightened his back, exerted strength in his hands, and poured cold water on Yan Zhengming's head: "But I didn't promise to let you do whatever you want, Yan Zhengming, don't Make an inch of it."

It was only the third day since their reunion.

Zhong Lin was not reconciled.

Not reconciled to being manipulated by Yan Zhengming like this.

It's been like this from the beginning. When chasing him, he coaxed and lied. Only after being eaten up did he realize that this bastard can drink better than anyone else. If he wants to get drunk, few people can get him drunk.

After that, every time we quarreled, it was a routine. If he couldn't make sense, he would act coquettishly, and if it didn't work, he would be dragged to the bed.

Sometimes Yan Zhengming doesn't really want to apologize to him.

I just feel that he seems to be following his tricks, as if he is comfortable serving him, and he will not be angry.

So when there was a real conflict between them, Yan Zhengming was never willing to sit down and have a good talk with him calmly.

Once a person's character is formed, it is really difficult to change it.

Yan Zhengming said that he would change, but the way he acts now is actually the same as before, it's just that he is more thoughtful than before, and he is more able to hide his true purpose.

Zhong Lin hated himself for not living up to expectations, being easily swayed by Yan Zhengming, but he did not want to go back to the same old path with Yan Zhengming.

"Yan Zhengming, let me go." Zhong Lin collected his thoughts and his tone calmed down, "Let's talk."

The last time he said he wanted to talk in such a calm and indifferent tone was when he broke up with Yan Zhengming.

Yan Zhengming froze, looked up at him with nervous eyes: "What do you want to talk about?"

He loosened his grip.

Zhong Lin was able to break free, retreated back to the sofa, looked at him calmly, and asked, "Do you still think that the root cause of our breakup was lack of money, which led to the subsequent series of conflicts? "

Yan Zhengming subconsciously wanted to say "Isn't it?", but he had improved compared to before. Looking at Zhong Lin's expression, he knew that Zhong Lin's question naturally did not agree with the answer in his heart, so he simply didn't say anything.

Zhong Lin really didn't need him to answer, and continued: "I admit that it is the fuse, but it is definitely not the root cause."

Yan Zhengming thought to himself: It's not because of the money, it's because of me.

"I know, I used to be very impulsive, self-willed, domineering and domineering. I always relied on your good temper to do various things." Yan Zhengming saw that his expression was calm, his heart beat, he eagerly grabbed his hand, and subconsciously began to admit his mistake , "I'm sorry Zhong Lin, I was not good at the beginning, you believe me, I will not restrict you like before, and I will not be impulsive and willful again, can you trust me again?"

Zhong Lin has heard this kind of confession and assurance many times before, Yan Zhengming would restrain himself for a while after each quarrel, but it didn't take long for him to revert to his old ways.

Zhong Lin was noncommittal and did not take up his words.

"Do you still remember that after my dad's accident, I asked you repeatedly not to ask for money from my family? I said that I am not afraid of debts, but I don't want to be looked down upon. I said that if you believe me, you don't need anything Just give me some time to deal with it myself."

There is an accident at the sweetheart's family, and money is urgently needed, and the boyfriend's family happens to be very rich. Logically speaking, it is natural to ask the boyfriend for help at this time, but Zhong Lin would rather owe others than him.

Yan Zhengming didn't understand at the time, thinking that Zhong Lin had too much self-esteem, so he kept many things from Zhong Lin.

Zhong Lin gave the answer: "Because before that, I heard you calling your mother to borrow money."

It was also at that time that he realized that Su Xiaowen would never agree that they were really together. Before, he let him go, but he didn't take him seriously at all.

She looked down on him. In her eyes, he was not even qualified to be friends with his son, let alone help when their family was in dire straits.

If it wasn't for Yan Zhengming's violent quarrel afterwards, she might not even bother to take money to humiliate him, and only wanted to deal with it herself after Yan Zhengming got tired of playing.

"I have greeted you so solemnly, and you already know that your mother doesn't like me, and you know what kind of character she is, but you still don't care about it, and even tried to secretly pledge your hand after she refused to help. Xingke shares in Li, what do you make her think?

"She can only think that you were so dazzled by love that you actually abandoned your family and property for a man, regardless of the consequences.

"If I were her, I would have to find a way to separate you.

"In her eyes, I needed money at the time, and she used the money to help me with my urgent needs, but I pretended to be noble and said I would not break up with you for money.

"Do you know what she said about me at the time? She said that I was scheming and greedy. She said that if I pestered you again, she would use all the contacts she could mobilize to make me pay the price. It didn't take long after that. I was let go by the client, and I couldn’t sell the house and car stocks, and even the person who promised to borrow money didn’t lend me the money.”

He said it lightly, but Yan Zhengming's pupils trembled. For a moment, he felt regret and hatred, distressed and apologetic: "I'm sorry Zhong Lin, I didn't know these things, why didn't you tell me..."

After learning that his mother had approached Zhong Lin in private, he guessed that his mother must have said something too much to Zhong Lin at that time, but he didn't want the fact to be more than he guessed.

Yan Zhengming finally realized how reckless and stupid his behavior was back then!

He never considered that doing so would intensify the conflict between his mother and Zhong Lin.

Because he didn't care if he offended his mother by doing that.

He has rebellious willful capital.

Because he is Su Xiaowen's only son, they are a community of interests, no matter how angry his mother is, she won't really do anything to him.

But Zhong Lin is not, she will not be soft-hearted to Zhong Lin.

"After that incident, I blamed you, but I convinced myself that you just cared about chaos, and you just did bad things with good intentions. I also reflected that maybe I shouldn't hide it from you. Then I found out that I was wrong, you You won't listen to me at all, you just simply don't trust me, you're just jealous and don't allow your boyfriend to ask others for help, especially those people may still have plans for me."

Zhong Lin's tone was calm from beginning to end.

However, Yan Zhengming felt that he had been slapped twice in the face, and his sophistry tone was obviously lacking in confidence: "No, I didn't. I just want to help you get out of the predicament as soon as possible."

Zhong Lin blocked him back with one sentence: "Even if you were willing to listen to me to explain the matter of Qin Zhao at the time, it would not have developed into that way later."

Yan Zhengming lowered his eyes in shame, this was the only thing he felt was too impulsive at the time.

"Do you know how you feel when you run to beg someone who has humiliated you?" Zhong Lin's tone was finally filled with resentment, "But I have no choice. I can run to beg your mother again."

"Before those things happened, there were actually many, many examples of this kind. I got angry with you because of this, and even quarreled, but you never took it seriously, always doing your own way, and always doing what you want."

Zhong Lin complained: "Yan Zhengming, if you had given me more respect and trust back then, I would not have broken up with you."

Yan Zhengming regretted so much that he wanted to slap himself: "I'm sorry Zhong Lin, I'm really sorry, I... I just didn't feel safe at that time, I liked you so much, but you are so good, so many people like you, I can't control it Jealousy where I live, it’s the first time I like someone so much, I have no experience at all, I don’t know how to deal with many things, so I did a lot of stupid things in the name of love, I have also reflected on it in the past few years, I promise I will never do it again No, give me one more chance, okay?"

In the past, although he was always admitting his mistakes, but in his heart, there were more grievances and complaints.

He even complained that Zhong Lin was cold-hearted and that he didn't like him as much as he did. Only now did he really believe that Zhong Lin just didn't want to talk about love like him all day long.

"I never doubted your liking for me." Zhong Lin withdrew his hand and looked straight into his eyes with a calm and calm expression, "But for me, I always think that love should be the icing on the cake. It is not a burden that makes people physically and mentally exhausted. People have to grow up, and what they want is different at each stage. When I was able to act recklessly, it was not all of me, and now it is not a must-have for my life. Yan Zhengming, I will never be able to just surround you 24 hours a day, nor can I be a kitten in your arms, don't try to control me."

Yan Zhengming has a skill, that is, he can always easily capture the little hesitation in Zhong Lin's heart from Zhong Lin's words.

Then climb up the pole.

The precision of a beast's instincts.

He heard another meaning from Zhong Lin's words, he was overjoyed, and retreated to advance: "I know that I am not mature enough in your eyes, this time you don't have to stop to accommodate me, I will After catching up, I will not restrict you, nor will I want to control you, you have absolute freedom, you just need to like me as before, Zhong Lin will give me another chance, okay?"

He looked up from bottom to top with pleading and sincerity in his eyes, completely undefended, as if he wished to open his heart to Zhong Lin, who was about to overflow with love for him.

Zhong Lin looked at him, and in his eyes, he could see uneasiness and caution, but also an uncontrollable soft-heartedness.

He secretly took a breath, withdrew his hand, and avoided saying: "I'm going to wash up, I'll leave later when you are later."

Yan Zhengming didn't get a response, and he didn't chase after him to stalk him like before. He lowered his eyes and thought, the days will be long.

He came here specifically for Zhong Lin, and he couldn't be easily discouraged.

It took Zhong Lin 10 minutes to pack himself and went downstairs to the cafeteria for breakfast.

The busy work after work left him with no extra thoughts to think about Yan Zhengming.

At around nine o'clock, Yan Zhengming's assistant went to the office to inform the department heads to hold a meeting at ten o'clock.

Zhong Lin took advantage of his spare time to go to the production department to deal with the wrong materials in a batch of goods yesterday, and when he came back, he ran into Xiao Xu from the design department who was going to the prefabricated room.

After Xiao Xu greeted him, he said that a guest was looking for him in the reception room.

In the whole company, Zhong Lin has the most "customers", and people from suppliers come to him every now and then.

Xiao Xu also mentioned it by the way, and Zhong Lin thought it was the business of another company.

When he arrived, he found out that it was his aunt and husband who called him to ask for money that day.

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