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Chapter 11 Compounding

Zhong Lin is usually in good health, and has never had a cold in the past two years.

This time the cold and heat stroke came together, plus he didn't eat lunch, and he worked hard all day, and he passed out directly.

He is the kind of introverted and strong character who is unwilling to take the initiative to show the wound even if his back is full of arrows. If he doesn't get dizzy this time, it is estimated that no one will find out that he is sick in the end.

Yan Zhengming was so distressed that he took him away after the infusion.

Zhong Lin woke up once during the infusion, and then fell asleep again while rocking in Yan Zhengming's car.

In a daze, he woke up and fell asleep, and he didn't know where Yan Zhengming took him.

When Zhong Lin woke up again, he found himself lying on a big soft bed. The room was pitch black, the air was fresh and the temperature was right, not his bedroom.

The heat from Yan Zhengming's body came from his back, Zhong Lin moved his body carefully, Yan Zhengming woke up as soon as he moved, subconsciously hugged him even tighter, and whispered in his ear: "Baby Are you still suffering?"

Zhong Lin struggled uncomfortably, and asked him, "Where is this?"

"Jiang Lian's Wandu Hotel."

Jiang Lian specially asked someone to reserve this suite for him. Normally, he didn't want to go home, so he would either stay here or live at Jiang Lian's house.

Hearing that he was in the hotel, Zhong Lin's body tightened and he struggled, "Let go, I'm going to the bathroom."

Only then did Yan Zhengming let go of the button and turned on the light.

Zhong Lin was no longer dizzy, but his body was still limp and weak.

When he came out of the toilet, Yan Zhengming came over and said in a warm voice, "I ordered food, can I have something later?"

Zhong Lin didn't respond, but asked, "What time is it?"

"Ten p.m."

"Where are my clothes?"

"I sent someone to wash it." Yan Zhengming guessed his intention, subconsciously said forcefully, "You will live here tonight, I will not let you go back."

Zhong Lin looked at him and stopped talking.

Yan Zhengming softened immediately when he looked at him gently like this: "You are sick, I don't feel at ease in the dormitory alone."

Only then did Zhong Lin pick up his words: "I'm fine, I just have a cold, and I'll be fine after I wake up."

"Colds can be big or small. You still have a fever. I'm really worried." Yan Zhengming knew what he was worried about, and said in a sad and helpless tone, "Baby, I just want to take care of you. You are sick. How can I be willing to bully you, besides, everyone knows that you fainted in the afternoon, and you must come to greet me when you go back now, and you won’t be able to rest well if you are arguing."

When people are sick, their emotions are always weaker than usual, and they are more likely to be touched. At this time, Yan Zhengming looked at him with such sincerity and longing, but Zhong Lin didn't insist much.

Going back to the small house of about [-] square meters, it seems that it is really meaningless to be alone, and you have to cheer up to deal with everyone's concern and greetings, but staying here can make you feel cleaner.

"Miao Miao, she..." Zhong Lin recalled that his assistant answered the phone for him before he fainted, and he was a little ashamed to ask, "Did she get scared?"

"I was a little scared at the time. I called them during your infusion. Don't worry."

Yan Zhengming didn't know that he was shy in his heart, didn't understand the meaning behind his words, and didn't feel that his behavior of rushing up and directly taking people away at that time caused gossip and doubts. I can't think of so many people who care about other people's eyes.

Zhong Lin pondered for a moment but swallowed the words back.

The waiter brought them food, all of which were very light sick meals.

Zhong Lin didn't eat lunch, so he had a rare appetite at the moment, so he ate half a bowl of white porridge with stir-fried shredded bamboo shoots and lotus root slices.

Seeing that he put away the bowls and chopsticks quickly, Yan Zhengming didn't persuade him to eat more, and began to arrange things on his own: "Take a break, if you have the energy, you can watch TV or play games. The river view outside It's not bad, take a bath later, the doctor said that your cold is mainly wind-cold and also wind-heat, you can sweat first, and then clear the internal heat, and you will get better sooner."

Zhong Lin didn't refuse, he also wanted to get well soon, and didn't want to delay work because of illness.

After Yan Zhengming cleaned up, he saw Zhong Lin sitting on the sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows looking out of the window, lost in thought. He walked over and wanted to stick to him, but before he got there, the phone rang.

After seeing the caller ID clearly, he subconsciously wanted to turn around and go to the living room outside. Zhong Lin glanced over, his heart moved, and he answered it directly in front of Zhong Lin.

"Mom, what's the matter?"

"I said why do you have to go to Tongxin? It turns out that Zhong Lin is there. Yan Zhengming, you want to piss me off, don't you?!" Su Xiaowen seemed very angry, losing her usual dignity and elegance.

"Did you send someone to watch me? Or did someone close to me call you a small report?" His mother just came back from Australia in the afternoon, and she called right now, so the news is well-informed.

"Since you dare to do it, you are afraid that people will know about it!" Su Xiaowen naturally wouldn't say who gave her the news, but just scolded Yan Zhengming, "You think the mess a few years ago wasn't ugly enough?"

Yan Zhengming confronted him tit for tat: "Back then, if you had made so many troubles for me and Zhong Lin behind my back, would I have started a fight?"

Su Xiaowen was choked by him for a moment, and became even angrier: "You have reason!"

If she hadn't left any room back then, Zhong Lin would have been in a worse situation than now, and there was no chance of reuniting with Yan Zhengming, but that was not a means of honor after all, and now being exposed by her own son, it is inevitable that she will lose face.

Yan Zhengming didn't want to talk to her about the old accounts of several years ago on the phone, so he just said: "He didn't want me back then, although you contributed a lot, but the main reason is that I did too much, so I don't blame you, but now I It was hard to find him again, whoever messes with me again, I will fight him desperately."

Su Xiaowen was very irritated by his last sentence, her tone was as cold as ice: "Are you threatening me?"

"You may not understand what I mean, what I mean is that this time I don't want anyone to interfere in my relationship with Zhong Lin, including you." Yan Zhengming didn't want to quarrel with his mother in front of Zhong Lin, After thinking about it, he softened his tone, "Mom, if you want to treat me as your son, you have to accept the fact that 'I like Zhong Lin, and I will only like him'. Of course, it doesn't matter if you don't accept it, I can never take it with me. If he goes back, he doesn't like you anyway, and he doesn't need any of your approval."

Su Xiaowen was so angry that she was almost speechless, if it wasn't for self-cultivation, she would probably have scolded her head and face, but she also knew in her heart that her son was a naturally rebellious bastard, and he was not easy to control before, and now he can't control it even more , He really can do anything if he is in a hurry.

After all, it was her own, and she only gave birth to this one. No matter how angry Su Xiaowen was, she couldn't really sever ties with him. She hated him and said, "What kind of ecstasy soup did he pour on you? It made you lose your face!"

Yan Zhengming said nonchalantly: "Who knows, maybe I beat him in my previous life, so God punished me in this life to make amends, and I can't do without him."

"..." Su Xiaowen didn't understand why she gave birth to such a brazen and rebellious thing.

"What I promised you, I will definitely do it, but don't expect anything else, I will never get married and have children in my life." Yan Zhengming saw Zhong Lin staring at him intently, his face was puffed with powder due to fever, a little Feeling itchy, I couldn't help reaching out and rubbing his face gently, while teasing his mother, "Besides, Yan Tingxiang has scum in his genes, if he is not careful, he will give birth to another child just like him." I'm afraid I can't help but beat him to death. So don't worry about asking me to inherit the Yan family or the Su family."

Su Xiaowen hung up the phone in anger.

Zhong Lin also had troubles in his heart, and looked at him with a complicated expression: "Yan Zhengming, what exactly do you want?"

"I want to make up for you, I want to relieve your worries, and I want you to see my determination and sincerity to be with you." I want you to see me from now on.

He can be sure that Zhong Lin still has feelings for him, and he has been hesitating all the time because he doesn't trust him enough and cares about his family, so he will dispel his worries bit by bit.

There is no one in this world who doesn't like visible care and clear love.

What's more, Zhong Lin has always been soft-hearted.

"Why does it have to be me?" There was a turmoil in his heart, but because of his sickness and sluggishness, Zhong Lin couldn't see much emotional ups and downs on his face.

He is not afraid of incurring debts, he is not afraid of other people's gossip after seeing the turmoil of the secular world these years, but he is afraid of gaining and losing.

I used to be young, newborn calves are not afraid of tigers, and my heart can heal itself quickly even when I am tired. I can swallow my heartache and grievances alone, but now it is different from the past. The ability to heal myself is not as good as before when I am older. After all, a lifetime is so long .

All he has now is sincerity.

Zhong Lin has always been calm and rational, but he doesn't know how Yan Zhengming can give him an answer.

"I also want to know why, I have been thinking about you for several years, baby, did you play a trick on me? That's why I miss you so much."

Yan Zhengming saw the uneasiness in the depths of Zhong Lin's eyes, took his hand and kissed him, looked at him affectionately and said, "Did you know that during these years abroad, I As long as I stop, I can't help thinking of you. When I first thought of you, my heart was full of resentment, hating you for being cruel and heartless, and afraid that you would really leave with Qin Zhao.

"After a long time, the resentment was mixed with longing. I really wanted to come back to find you, but my mother hired bodyguards to watch me 24 hours a day and refused to let me go back. I didn't dare to go back. I was afraid that you would come back. Reject me again, I'm afraid I'll lose control and hurt you.

"At that time, I felt that the whole world seemed to be against me, and I was so restless every day that I almost went crazy.

"Then Jiang Lian came to see me and told me a lot, but I didn't really listen to it, but it did calm me down.

"He said that I can only be a clown when I come back. I don't have enough ability to protect you, and I will only hold you back.

"Although I don't want to admit it, in many cases, money is indeed the confidence and the right to speak.

"In the past few years, I have worked desperately to earn money. I want to become stronger. I want to come back to you soon. The more time passes, the more scared I become. I'm afraid that you won't be able to wait, and that someone will love you more than me. If someone else is together, then I will definitely try to get you back at all costs. I am afraid that I will become the third party I hate the most, but I have no choice, I just want you.

"I was not in a good state at that time. Jiang Lian told me that he asked someone to check your recent situation. He intended to reassure me and let me wait for the opportunity, but the longing broke my mouth. I couldn't sleep or eat, and I couldn't wait any longer. .

"I know that in your eyes, I am still immature and not strong enough, but I promise you that I will not be as impulsive and willful as before.

"Zhong Lin, thank you for waiting for me."

Thank you for still loving me.

Yan Zhengming's sugar-coated shells hit Zhong Lin almost to the point of throwing away his armor. He withdrew his hand and forced himself to calmly say: "I'm not waiting for you, I just... just didn't meet the right one."

Yan Zhengming didn't expose him when he heard the words, but followed his words and said: "I know, you just have too high a view, and the people around you don't like it. After picking and choosing, I still think I'm the best. Then there are not many people who accommodate you."

"Yan Zhengming, you have to show some face."

Yan Zhengming asked sincerely: "If I want face, will you want me?"

He had always been shameless in front of Zhong Lin, and felt that Zhong Lin had been tortured so hard by him that he compromised from the very beginning.

It's just that he didn't think about Zhong Lin's firm will, if he didn't want to, how could he be coaxed by him with just a few words.

At this moment, Zhong Lin was really entangled by him, so he got up in a panic: "I'm going to take a bath."

Yan Zhengming didn't pursue him relentlessly, he just said, "I'm with you."

"no!"

"Is it okay to open the bathroom door later? I'm afraid you will fall asleep later."

"No." Zhong Lin's tone softened again.

"Then you can't lock it back." Yan Zhengming retreated again and again.

"it is good."

Zhong Lin took a bath in the bathroom, the hot water steamed his muscles and bones loose, his whole body was limp and weak, he was drowsy and sleepy, he heard Yan Zhengming calling outside, and he didn't stop until he realized that Yan Zhengming was actually more beautiful than his face. What I saw was much busier, and Tongxin was not the only company I had to worry about, but I still persisted in pestering him every day. I really didn't know if he was affectionate or obsessed.

Zhong Lin insisted on soaking for about 20 minutes, so sleepy that he could only force his heavy eyelids out of the bath.

Yan Zhengming heard the noise in the bathroom after making the phone call, ran over and knocked on the door: "Baby, are you up yet?"

Zhong Lin let out a "huh" inside.

Yan Zhengming turned around and went to prepare medicine for him.

When Zhong Lin came out of the shower, his fair cheeks were steamed with watery redness, and because of his illness, his expression became more fragile, making him both seductive and pitiful.

Yan Zhengming's mouth became parched, his Adam's apple rolled, he held it back, and softly coaxed him to take the medicine.

After Zhong Lin took the medicine, he was not as sleepy as before when he lay on the bed, and he was thinking wildly with his eyes closed.

Yan Zhengming's words seemed to have hidden hooks, which made his heart flutter and he couldn't calm down.

Loving him seems to be instinctive.

It's just too hard to fight instinct.

All Yan Zhengming's words and deeds are tempting him: besides earning money to pay off debts, there are actually other pleasures in this lackluster life.

He had had it before, knew the beauty of being loved with all his heart.

He is also very clear that no one in this world can love him more than Yan Zhengming except his mother, at least for now.

Eleven at night.

Yan Zhengming finally finished all the work that had been piled up before, and quickly went to take a shower, his movements were so quick that when he got under the covers, his body was still steaming.

Zhong Lin didn't drive him to sleep outside, Yan Zhengming wouldn't go, even if he went out now, he would sneak back after he fell asleep.

He chooses to stay, in fact, he tacitly allows Yan Zhengming to share the bed with him.

"Baby, I want to hug you, can I?" If you don't want to push an inch, it's not Yan Zhengming, who is asking for Zhong Lin's opinion, but actually hugged you.

Zhong Lin was bitter: "Yan Zhengming, you don't mean what you say!"

He didn't have any strength in his body, and he struggled so hard that he couldn't distract himself, and he turned into a refusal and a welcome, and there was a bit of coquettishness in his strong nasal voice.

Yan Zhengming's bones were about to crumble.

"Baby, I miss you, let me kiss you, okay? You don't know how long I've been thinking about this day." Yan Zhengming buried himself in his neck and breathed greedily, "Zhong Lin~ baby~ I will love you forever, you Believe me, okay?"

Zhong Lin was held tightly in his arms, and all the silent cells in his body seemed to be awakened by his hormones. Even if he was sick, his ears would still feel hot because of his lingering love words, and his whole body would still tremble because of his touch.

His heart was completely confused, he gave up struggling completely, and his tone was aggrieved: "Yan Zhengming, you still bully me when I'm sick."

Yan Zhengming's breath was in his ear with the most tender pampering: "Baby, I love you so much, how could I bully you, I just can't help but want to get close to you, can you turn around?"

Zhong Lin didn't move, Yan Zhengming's words carried hints, he didn't dare: "I have a cold, and I will infect you."

"I'm not afraid." Yan Zhengming's soft tone seemed to have a scorching temperature, which made his voice tremble, "Baby, turn around and see me, okay?"

Zhong Lin stopped talking, and slowly turned around in his arms after a while.

Yan Zhengming leaned over to kiss his lips when he turned around.