Beautiful and moving melody

Chapter 24

Under the setting sun, the shepherd boy and the old cow.There is me and Chuchu.

I have always felt that I am an ordinary person, and my Chuchu is also an ordinary person. We live together in an ordinary way with ordinary happiness.But now, everything is ruined by these people in front of them.

At this moment, I was hugging her gradually cold body, trembling all over, not knowing what to do, Deng Rui knelt down and held my wrist, "Meng Li, Chu Yao is dead."

"You fucking died!"

I don't know what I'm looking forward to, looking at her eyes that will never open again, Chuchu, please open your eyes and see if I'm alright?I have nothing now, I only have you, Chuchu, don't you want to marry me?I'll put a ring on you right now, you'll always be my favorite, you'll always be.

I took off the ring on my finger and carefully put it on for her, but for some reason her finger became very stiff, I pushed the ring into her ring finger vigorously, and then I smiled with satisfaction.

"Chuchu, I will give you my mother's ring, now you are my wife. I will only love you forever." Then I gently asked her warm lips and forehead.My Chuchu is so pretty!Deng Rui supported my shoulders, shook her body desperately and shouted at me, "Didn't you hear what I said? Yi Mengli, Chu Yao is dead, why are you still holding her body? Don't you feel that she has already died?" Can't breathe?"

Yes, Chu Chu has no temperature and no breathing, but what can I do?She has left me, but at least I am still with her. I don't want to go anywhere now, and I don't want to care about anything.I laughed desperately, with tears all over my face, but I couldn't go back, Chu Chu was dead, I had nothing left.

"Get rid of the corpses, take care of these people." Zhuo Cheng's voice that had been silent for a long time suddenly sounded, he came over and pulled me up forcefully, I was caught off guard and didn't hug Chu Chu well, then I heard her body was heavy The sound of falling to the ground.I screamed frantically, "Ah Chuchu, I'm sorry!"

Zhuo Sheng grabbed me hard, "Follow me!"

"Fuck your mother!" As soon as I was pulled up by him, I raised my hand and hit him hard. I hated him for scratching him desperately with his nails, scratching him, scratching him to death. Up to now, I can only wish to die It's him. "Go to hell, go to hell, why didn't you die? It's all your fault for a scum like you."

The veins on Zhuo Sheng's forehead popped up, and he slapped me hard on the face, and then I heard a rumbling tinnitus, and heard Deng Rui's voice coming from a long distance...

Chuchu, if I die, will you always remember me?

No, I will forget you and find someone else, and live happily with her.

Chuchu, then I won't die!Then you marry me?Then give me a baby!

I'll go, why do you want me to have a baby, aren't you a woman too?

Her long hair was raised high, she turned around slowly and walked a long way, I shouted desperately from behind, but I heard myself panting violently as if my throat was blocked by something.Chuchu, don't go so fast, I can't catch up with you.But she was getting farther and farther away from me. No matter how I tried to shake off this sense of powerlessness, I could only watch her disappear at the end of the white light in despair.

"Chuchu!" I sat up abruptly, Deng Rui ran over and pressed my shoulder, "Wake up, wake up, Mengli, you have slept for a long time."

"Where's Chuchu?" Tightly tugging on his sleeve, I felt my throat hurt, and the words I spoke were like cracked speakers.I tugged him to look him in the eye, still waiting, if, if it wasn't true.

"Chu Yao was picked up by her family, and she is probably cremated now."

His face seemed to have undergone a lot of struggle, and he held my shoulders very hard, "Don't do this, I will talk to him and let him send you to a good place for treatment. You are doing nothing now. It can't be changed."

I raised my hand and wanted to hit him, but I couldn't use any force. He unconsciously hid his face to the side. I couldn't understand my hatred, so I straightened up and bit his shoulder.Deng Rui trembled and held back, my teeth were still clenching hard, tears were all over my face.

"Mengli, I know it's useless to say anything now, but we really didn't do Chu Yao's death."

I shook my head desperately, my tongue tasted blood, but I still bit him hard, Deng Rui snorted and continued to say, "Mengli, if you think this can relieve your hatred, you can continue to do this, but I want to tell you You will still be sent away by him and you still can't do anything, don't fight him, you can't fight him."

I let go of my teeth, and both sides of my face became numb and stiff from the force, blood from my mouth dripped onto my clothes.I laughed out loud, looking at myself in his eyes, like a vampire, if I were a vampire, I would bite him to death.Looking into Deng Rui's eyes, I don't know how he could like that person.

"I can't beat him, but Chu Chu is innocent? Then why did Chu Chu die?"

"None of us expected her to have an accident. Until now, we, Mengli, don't do this. Do you think that Chu Yao still has a child in this world? He is still so young, everything is new, you have the heart to let him Do you just live under the shadow of your mother's tragic death at a young age?"

"Yue Ming?" The child asked.I gritted my teeth and looked at Deng Rui, "He still wants the custody of that child, right? I never argued with him from the beginning, why, his mother is already dead."

"It's not that you didn't fight him from the beginning, it's that you never had the ability to fight him. Listen, I've persuaded you from the beginning for a person like him. If you leave Chu Yao after the child is born, then she Maybe you won't die. You are now in a lawsuit with him, what capacity do you fight him with, do you have money? Do you have the right?"

I covered my ears not wanting to listen to him, and kept shaking my head, his voice was haunting me like a ghost.

"You have no rights, you choose the road yourself, his family will not let a woman like you in, and you still want to compete with him for the custody of the son, so what if you are not the child's mother Can you fight it?"

I have a splitting headache, my eyes are wide open, I'm about to collapse.Why did I become like this, why I was played by Deng Rui and Zhuo Sheng, a gay couple, until now my Chu Chu died, and I was powerless to compete with Zhuo Sheng for the custody of Yue Ming.I hate it so much, if I had promised Zhuo Sheng to be his surrogate, wouldn't my Chuchu not have died?

"Don't think about it too much." Deng Rui wiped away the tears on my face with a tissue, and patted my back. "It's a matter of course that the child belongs to him. He will give you a good sum of money to let you leave. Just stop arguing, okay?" He hugged me tightly and coaxed me softly, I really feel disgusted and hypocritical now.

"I can't compete with him, but you're not better than me, right? You're a man who can't have children, and his parents won't let you marry him, right? Deng Rui, you're actually more pitiful than any of us!"

After I finished speaking in a vicious tone, I obviously felt that his body holding me was very stiff. He seemed to smile lightly and meaninglessly, and then sighed again.For a long time, when I was waiting to fall asleep, I thought he was going to say something again, so I opened my eyes wide to listen to him, but he just put me on the bed gently and covered me with a quilt.

"Get a good night's sleep!"

I closed my eyes, I was really tired, I heard him say something softly when he left and closed the door: I'm sorry!I want to laugh, up to now, the few of us up to now, what's the use of saying sorry?

When I woke up the second time, I heard the nurse whispering about me while changing my dressing and giving me an injection. I closed my eyes and didn't want to talk about it.

"Look, the person lying on this bed is a lesbian, and I heard that he had sex with a pair of gay men at the same time."

"Keep your voice down, how did this happen? Didn't I hear that the dead one was a P? Did that P have a relationship with them? How did it become her?"

The dressing utensils ding-dong. "Who knows, maybe several people are together at the same time?"

"Ouch, it's so disgusting. Now men and women are tsk tsk, they must have been beaten and sent to the hospital now? Ouch, hurry up and get out after changing? Such a person can be perverted."

The person who changed my dressing speeded up, and I felt some pain and groaned softly. After she quickly finished changing, they packed up their things and they opened the door together to go out.I opened my eyes and looked at the door that was closed by them swaying slightly, and there was a small muttering sound after I went out, am I perverted?I seem to be quite perverted!I put my wrist in my mouth and bit it hard, enduring the sadness in my heart, Chu Chu, Chu Chu.

Indeed, Deng Rui was right.Zhuo Sheng had already completed the relevant procedures, and he didn't even have a chance for me to catch my breath.When he sent someone to take me out of the hospital, I watched him get out of the car, I watched him personally open the door on the other side, and then took Yue Ming out holding hands.

"Mother Mengmeng." Xiao Yueming saw me running towards me and threw himself into my arms, I heard his small inhalation sound, I still looked at Zhuo Sheng who was far away from me.Yue Ming shook my head and looked up at me, "Mengmeng, why are you ignoring me? I am Yue Ming!"

I lowered my head and looked at him expressionlessly, he smiled and then cried with a wrinkled face, holding me with both hands in fear, "Mengmeng, why are you ignoring me, don't you like me?"

I suddenly didn't dare to look at him, and didn't dare to hold him hard, so I turned my eyes away and looked elsewhere.I'm really afraid that I won't be able to help crying when I see this child's face similar to Chuchu's again. What should I do? I don't have the courage to face this child anymore.

Zhuo Sheng came over and wanted to pull him away, "Hey, come to Dad."

Yue Ming tightly grabbed my clothes and cried without hesitation, "I want my mother, I want to be with my mother."

When I heard the words, I subconsciously pushed him out, Zhuo Sheng hugged him in fright, and I said, "I'm not your mother!"

Yue Ming watched me cry non-stop, and opened his hands to me in Zhuo Sheng's arms, "Mom hug me."

"I'm not your mother, your mother is already dead." I pointed at Zhuo Sheng, and he looked at me with open eyes in disbelief, "It was he who killed your mother, he is a murderer! All this belongs to him wrong."

"Enough!" Zhuo Sheng finally said, "Ali, take this crazy woman away to me!" Then he lowered his head and coaxed Yue Ming, "Be good, don't cry." He hugged Yue Ming, "Why are you so dazed? You take her away!!!"

Ali ran over and grabbed me, "Miss Yi, will you leave with me? Let's go?"

I looked at the weeping Yue Ming in bewilderment, he bit his lips tightly in Zhuo Sheng's arms, Ali pulled me to the car and opened the door to let me in, the moment I sat in the car door and it was closed, I heard His heart-piercing scream "Mom, come back!"

I finally broke down and cried aloud. Through the misty tears, I looked at Ali in front of me and only shook my head and sighed helplessly.

Condensed in this corner that no one cares about.

Quietly...

when,

The wind finally rolled up my body.

Fear, despair, cry.

If a green tree appears in front of you,

I hope;

And as I approach,

I forgot to hold her hand tightly.

The wind roared and took me away...

If I were a dandelion seed,

Maybe I'll find my new home;

...But I'm still a speck of dust after all.

"What the hell are you studying? You're pretending to be literary and writing poetry with messy grades!"

"Ah Chuchu, I'm writing about the helplessness of modern people living in this city. Look, how poetic it is?"

"Haha...it's so poetic, it's like a primary school student's text."

I sat on the ground and hugged myself, recalling the little poem I wrote before, and suddenly felt that I was just like that grain of dust.What does it feel like when the person you love the most dies in your arms, as if everything in the world is far away from you, and there is nothing left.

Zhuo Sheng came over and looked at me, "Yue Ming kept crying, he wants to see you..."

"Zhuo Sheng? So you are the boss of a gangster?" I didn't wait for him to reply and continued, "No wonder you are so perverted. You want to kill a person, it's as easy as killing an ant. How humble I am, I still I have always regarded you as an ordinary son-in-law, but now that I think about it, I really should not have saved you and let you rot in that pile of garbage."

He sighed heavily, "Say what you want!"

Does it matter?Is there still a little bit of conscience found?

"Will you treat Yue Ming well?"

"Of course he is my son."

"That's good." I leaned against my arm and continued to close my eyes. "Then you can send me away tomorrow, or let me go alone."

"it is good……"

I let go of the test sheet in my hand, thinking that Deng Rui told me that you had cancer, wouldn't you be afraid?I said of course I am afraid!It's just that I'm more afraid of living alone in a place without Chu Yao.He closed his eyes and wept: Maybe, I am not as deep as you love.

When Zhuo Sheng sent me to the plane, he suddenly hugged me, his tone trembling, "Take care."

I didn't push him away, I said, "Deng Rui left yesterday! He left you."

He took a deep breath, "Maybe he'll come back..."

"No, he won't come back to you anymore, he used to love you so much."

"What about you? Have you..."

"No... I've always belonged to the woman who loves me the same."

"Yue Ming is still young, why don't you take him..."

"No, Zhuo Sheng..." I happily said what I wanted to say in my heart, "Take Yue Ming with you, I want you to watch him every day, with your life every day from now on, the mother of this child , how were you forced to death step by step...Zhuo Sheng, you are so pitiful..."

I pushed him away and left without a trace of nostalgia.

My love is gone at last, and I'm alone in this world for a long, lonely time.Chuchu, I will always remember you, I will go to the places we have been, to the Rose Valley in Bulgaria, your favorite place, and miss you all my life......

The author has something to say:

Everyone in the world likes a complete story, but my stories are always incomplete and incomplete.My own writing is not good, or my knowledge is too little, and I don't understand deeply.This novel is a story I heard from a classmate before. I don’t know if it’s true. A pair of lesbians love each other but are forced by their parents to separate and let the heroine. The man told the heroine to get married and have a child. , the hostess agreed and said to her former lover that I am very happy now, and her girlfriend believed it and wished her sincerely.As a result, after giving birth, she was still very weak and was still in the hospital. The man hugged the child and left with another man.Hearing this story, I felt very embarrassed. Why did you hurt the lovers like this just to have a child?No lovers, no children.

It's really sad.