【Double Xun】Know what is like

Chapter 10

Since that day, the air has been pierced with a cold smell, and the wind is trembling. At night, it sounds like there are banners all over the mountains and plains to summon souls.

The food reserves of the two slowly bottomed out, and symptoms of swelling began to appear on their bodies.Every night before going to bed, Xun Yu would sit on the bed with his knees hugged, and press his fingers on the skin of his calf as if having fun.The swollen skin lacks luster and elasticity, and when it is pressed, it will dent a soft mark, and it will take about ten seconds to return to its original shape.Xun You couldn't describe his fear. He even felt that it was not a human being, but a monster that looked like a human.

That time was originally Xun Yu's dew period, and his desire had weakened with the loss of physical strength in the early days, until one night, the dew period that made him feel ashamed for 12 years completely stopped.

In the past, people always regarded a body like Xun Yu's as a disease of the rich and noble, and he had to take care of it properly to live well. He has supported himself until now, mostly relying on a little hope.Now that two people died one after another, and the devil-like illness also caught him, he vented his anger.

Xun You watched Xun Yu's body wither, and he lay quietly on the bed every day reading. Xun You couldn't hear his breathing, and the breath of life in his body was very weak. Xun You even felt that he was watching field death.He has resentment in his heart, and those who want to live have resentment in their hearts, but he doesn't know who to blame, and the hand on their necks has disappeared without a trace.

Xun Yu's health can also be good, and the weather is sunny and sunny for a few days.He suddenly said that he wanted to see the flowers. Xun You tore off a piece of calendar paper and handed it to him, telling him that the petals had rotted in the mud when he went to water the other day.

Xun Yu moved a small wooden low stool and sat at the door of the dormitory to bask in the sun. He squinted his eyes and smiled towards the sunlight, enjoying himself: "Then I won't go, it makes people feel sad."

That night the wind stopped and it was very quiet. Xun Yu tilted his head and leaned against Xun You's neck, playing with Xun You's fingertips under the quilt. They hadn't been close for more than a month.

Xun You turned his head and kissed him, and Xun Yu took his own initiative to cover his lips, with a peaceful breath wandering between his lips and teeth, without the slightest lust.

Xun Yu whispered in his ear, "I am yours."

"Yeah." Xun You had already closed his eyes and smiled quietly.

Xun Yu saw that he was indifferent, so he lay down on his chest as a pillow, with a slightly coquettish tone: "I'm only yours."

Xun You finally opened his eyes, put his arms around his waist, pinched his waist lightly with his fingers and said with a smile: "The rain and dew period has stopped, I thought you didn't want it."

"Who said..." The broken hair in front of Xun Yu's forehead fell down, and it was delicately dotted around the eyelashes, showing the delicacy of his eyebrows and nose.He lowered his eyes, scribbled on Xun You's chest with his index finger, and breathed deeply and shallowly, full of sickness and weakness: "I want you, and it has never had anything to do with the rain and dew period... What about you, Don't you want me?"

His voice was very soft, soft and gentle, how could Xun You resist his tone, with a little force in his arm, he was close to Xun Yu's lips.Xun You sucked and kissed his tongue, and the other hand slowly walked around the front abdomen for a long while, before reaching under the cotton cloth and rubbing carefully.

They didn't take off each other's clothes, just comforted each other with their hands, and everything became very cautious.After it was over, Xun Yu was still resting on Xun You's neck, breathing cleanly and softly, breathing in and out slowly.

Xun Yu held his arm in his arms very cherishingly: "It would be great if I met you when I was 20 years old."

Xun You kissed the top of his head: "What's the matter?"

"That was my best time."

This sentence at this moment obviously has the meaning of obscenity in the bed.Expanding outward, it is nothing more than "that is the time when my body is the most lush", or "that is the time when my lust is the most nourishing and vigorous".

Xun You slowly opened his eyes. He had seen photos of Xun Yu when he was in college. His photography skills were not good back then, and the eyes and hair in the photos were black with fuzzy edges. He could only distinguish each person's face based on his familiarity. appearance.In the first row of the photo are their professors, most of whom have left glorious names in the literature and history circles.Xun Yu stood in the third row, fourth from the right. In the hot summer in the southwest, he was wearing a bamboo cotton gown, and his eyes were as exquisite and bright as spring water.

How to kiss and caress Xun Yu's 20-year-old body was completely excluded from Xun You's fantasies, but he fantasized about what the newspapers that Xun Yu published in neat lower script would look like, what color of rain fell on their thatched roofs, The college youths who ran in the fog every morning thought that they had sweated bitterly, heard bombers drop thunder, and pens in newspapers and magazines fell like swords out of their sheaths.

"It would be fine if so", is a longing-like illusion. They have no longing, so they seldom have such assumptions.When Baodai met for the first time, Jia Baoyu said a sentence with destiny, what else is there, "Meeting you for the first time is like returning from an old friend".Those who can say these words always have some confidence in their hearts, and firmly believe that there is a calm connection between them.

Xun You and Xun Yu are very different.

Xun Yu's 20 years old and his 27 years old are enough to shine in the precarious age, but they met in such an embarrassing situation.Xun You couldn't help but think that the slowness of the past ten years may have been enough to explain the malice of Destiny.

Following in the footsteps outside the farm, the meetings on the farm turned to internal rectification. After the initial adaptation period, the farm cadres and some activists have mastered the criticism. From exposing to criticizing, it is a set of smooth and smooth procedures.What made the farm a bit turbulent recently was the denunciation of two people who were caught after escaping. Four of them escaped together, and the other two were in good physical condition, but managed to escape.

Escaping is a high-risk business. There are people who are unwilling to take risks and those who are willing to take risks, but no matter who they are, they can't restrain their jealousy for the other two people who managed to escape.

Due to the limited space of the cafeteria and the place to eat, the sand outside the cafeteria has become a customary platform for criticism.The two thin young men with trembling calves were kneeling on the sand outside the cafeteria, with the wooden sign "Defector" hanging on their chicken-thin necks. Branch, anyway, there are always activists eager to contribute.

Today's criticism meeting was as lazy as usual, because everyone knew that there was nothing left to criticize, and people with starving eyes had no strength to do bad things.As usual, the cadres criticized a few people who stole food from their roommates. Although they criticized them every time, they never stopped their mouths. For example, pickpockets, he has long been a frequent visitor to the criticism meeting.

The wind and sand in the early winter dazzled people, and everyone put their hands in their sleeves, hunched their necks and waited for the dismissal.Cadre Yang, who has always been the leader, stomped his feet, cleared his throat and said, "Okay, okay, today..."

"I expose it!"

"Who? Who will expose?" Cadre Yang squinted his triangular eyes and glanced at the crowd, but he had no advantage in height and still had a dazed expression. He frowned and rubbed his hands a few times before saying, "Expose what? "

"I expose! No. 15 and No. 16 of No. [-] Squad, maintaining improper sexual relations for a long time!"

The whistleblower was drowned in the crowd, without the righteous indignation that everyone expected, he just stated calmly and loudly: "They have always maintained sexual activities, at least every month. The same dormitory gave them the convenience of acting ..."

The whole farm suddenly boiled with his emotionless statement, gasps of astonishment and successive exclamations were like a three-foot-high tide, slapping repeatedly on the empty sand.The blood all over Xun You's body was frozen into solid ice, and his limbs were numb. From time to time, sharp needles were pierced between blood vessels and nerves.

He shivered uncontrollably.

He didn't dare to turn his head to look at Xun Yu's face.

"Usually, I can't tell at all..." A submissive voice said.

"Is this the Rabbit Lord?" This person was repeatedly confirming the cognition he had never understood with the people around him.

"What kind of rabbit master, to put it bluntly, you are two farts!" This man showed off, his tone was very sure, with a smug smugness.

"What do you think these two men are doing? Is it disgusting!" The voice sounded old, scolding calmly and firmly.

"Sodomites! They're sodomites!" someone yelled in the distance, eager to give their relationship a new definition.

Xun You's eyes were gray, and his ears were filled with obscenities from all directions, but his ears were also covered with a layer of paper, so he couldn't feel the slightest pain.The whole farm was suddenly plunged into clouds and mist, and he saw Cadre Yang move his numb and distorted faces away and walk in front of him.

Cadre Yang was half a head shorter than Xun You, but he tilted his neck back vigorously, trying to show a disdainful look: "Are you No. 16 of the eighth team?"

The ten simple characters were dismantled before they entered the ears, and Xun You couldn't put together the information of these ten characters.He could only vaguely recall meeting Xun Yu in Tiannandibeizhong, and he asked him with a smile, I can't call you NO.16, can I?

Someone beside him pushed his arm, and a few words came out mechanically from Xun You's mouth: "My name is, my name is Xun You."

"Where is NO.15?" Cadre Yang looked around and asked responsibly, "Where is NO.15? Bring him here!"

"Here here!"

Yiran in late spring blew beside him, barely audible in the whistling of the north wind, but Xun You still felt it.He smelled the fragrance in the wind, who is it, he thought dully, this must be a very thin and clean person.

"Are you NO.15 of the eighth team?"

"Yes."

The man answered, his voice sober and firm, and he answered without hesitation.He spoke so loudly that he seemed to answer the whole farm. He was the rabbit master, the fart, and the sodomite.

With his neck sore and tired, Xun You moved his shoulders every minute, as if moving his neck unobtrusively, which is what he is currently most focused on.But that cool breeze slammed into him suddenly, it turned out that someone pushed him into his arms.Xun You took a few steps back, his body moved before his mind, he supported the person in his arms, and then there was a smirk full of lust in the crowd.

Cadre Yang raised his arms and made a pressing gesture with his palms down: "Okay, okay, stop making trouble, let's figure things out first!"

He turned his face away, and put on an amiable smile like a Sichuan opera: "No. 15, No. 16, someone exposed you, what do you want to say?"

Xun You stared at the dusty sand in the distance. The ground was covered with dense black cloth shoes, each pair of which was dusty due to the sand.The pair of feet crawled on the ground like black cockroaches, and they rushed forward to take a closer look at the biggest and only sex scandal on the farm so far.

Xun You still felt that the reported ugly sexual incident had nothing to do with him, but the slightest disturbance in front of him could turn him into an enemy.It was already three o'clock in the afternoon, and the winter in the northwestern frontier began to be covered in darkness at four o'clock. According to the usual schedule, some people had already yawned impatiently or rubbed their feet on the ground, causing boredom. sound in protest.But today seemed much more grand than usual. They were willing to watch the big show with the cold wind blowing, and even felt that the lights were too dim and not enjoyable enough.