【Double Xun】Know what is like

Chapter 13

The six characters fell on the crowd like a light thunderbolt, and sparks flew in the blink of an eye. "Temptation", a word that draws people's imagination, is much more interesting than those life-threatening slogans and unrealistic mu-yield figures.

Cadre Yang looked at the people around him as if he had found a treasure, and then asked, "You seduced him? How did you seduce him? Tell me carefully!"

Xun Yu's lips and teeth trembled, and he finally said Xun You's name: "Xun You... just happened to get divorced, and I fell ill. One night, I was lying on the bed, and I told him..."

Xun You couldn't see the lower half of Xun Yu's face, and gradually he couldn't hear the voice either.

In the summer when he was a child, he used to touch fish by the pond in his hometown in Sunan. The water in the pond was so full that it almost hit the ground. When he fell into it, the water covered his ears and eyes from all directions.He couldn't feel any fear, cold and dazed blood flowed in his limbs, he opened his eyes in the pool water, and there was a clear green in front of him.

Xun You strained to prop up his ears, and the sound poured into his ears from a distance along the ripples of the pool water.

"The next few times, I took the initiative..."

"He is afraid of causing some big trouble, so he follows me every time..."

"I took off my clothes at night and deliberately got into his bed..."

Xun Yu's voice was weak and calm, and his stories were always fascinating. No wonder the audience couldn't take their eyes off the stage.Xun You listened tremblingly, thinking of their first night together.That night Xun Yu led his hand and touched a flower with a faint fragrance. Since then, he has been lost in it and has no way of returning.

Cadre Yang kept walking between them, and the two gray-blue overalls cut their eyes when they met.Xun Yu sewed a coat called "obscenity" for their love, while staring at him stubbornly, the tender love in his eyes was silently kissing the corner of his lips.

- All patience is worth it.

— to live.

Before Xun You's mind cleared up, the story ended lightly and neatly, just like the "Shan Hai Jing" told to children before going to bed, the stories about monsters and ghosts are not worthy of a decent ending.After the story was told, the audience suddenly lost interest. They suddenly stopped being angry and started yawning or rubbing the soles of their feet on the ground as before, implying that Yang cadres will continue tomorrow.The matter ended quickly, and the factory decided that Captain Zhao would take care of them, and the criticism will continue tomorrow.

After returning to the dormitory, Captain Zhao untied the rope for them, helped Xun Yu to the bed, and said softly, "Come to me at night if you need anything, don't hold on."

From the evening when Captain Zhao harassed Xun Yu, Xun You had always been very wary of him, and from tonight, his vigilance suddenly turned into hatred.From Xun You's point of view, Yang's cadres are domineering, while Captain Zhao's is evil that has been latent for a long time.

"Don't you think you're mean?"

Captain Zhao was about to go out with the rope rolled up, when he heard the words, he turned around and asked in surprise, "What did you say?"

"I said you are despicable, you are an aboveboard villain."

Xun You's tone is firm and gentle, because stating the facts does not need to be loud.

Captain Zhao subconsciously glanced at Xun Yu. Xun Yu was leaning on the bed, his eyes were tightly closed, and his blood seemed to be drained.He had spent too much time tonight, he wanted to rest well, so that he would have the strength to face even more violent humiliation tomorrow.

Captain Zhao sighed inwardly, poured a cup of hot water and put it on the wooden stool in front of Xun Yu, and said to Xun You without looking back, "Then you are a cowardly hypocrite, aren't you more despicable than me?"

"What's going on between you and him, you know better than me."

With both arms hanging unconsciously by his side, Xun You stood upright behind him and said coldly, "Please get out."

Captain Zhao closed the door for them expressionlessly, and after the lock clicked, Xun You knelt down.Both knees hit the ground with a dull sound, Xun Yu opened his eyes tiredly, saw him kneeling beside the bed, and coughed anxiously again.

"What are you doing kneeling?" He propped up his body, holding Xun You's arm weakly: "Be careful that your knee hurts...you get up first, and we can talk about it when we get up."

Seeing Xun You still not moving, Xun Yu could only sigh and said, "You kneel so far away, it's hard for me to speak."

Xun You knelt forward and walked a few steps, with his knees touching the foot of the bed, his brows full of weakness and sadness.Xun Yu stroked his brow with his index finger, and persuaded him with a wry smile: "Gongda, we won't have much time to talk from now on..."

Before he could finish speaking, Xun Yu seemed to have seen something from the corner of his eye, so he withdrew his gentle expression and turned his head to look out the window.Xun You also looked out after him, almost thinking that he saw a ghost.

There were two shadows on the window, and the edges of the hair and clothes were trimmed very flat, like two huge black shrouds stuck to the glass.They stood silently side by side for about a long time, but they didn't notice it.

Suddenly, cold sweat broke out from Xun You's back.

He knew that black and white impermanence often appeared in Chinese ghost stories. They were the underworld agents, very responsible, because they could always appear by the side of the dying in time.But Xun You was not afraid, because sometimes ghosts are no more terrifying than humans, he just thought, how could they come so fast.

Xun You's heartbeat was deafening, he was afraid that something would happen tonight, not to mention Xun Yu, he couldn't stand it anymore.

But the two shadows suddenly moved, they passed from one window to the other, one of the shadows turned his head and smiled triumphantly at the other shadow, the sound came through the glass, already glitchy : "Let me just say, it's like that female cat is in heat, you still want to come and see..."

Until they had gone a long way, Xun You still looked out of the window in silence, with a strange sense of loss in his heart.At the same time, all kinds of novel and base words suddenly stirred up in his mind.

Both he and Xun Yu are very difficult to get angry, and at this moment, they can only wonder if they are really hateful, so hateful that they should be called "sodomy".But it's just so far, no more strength to excuse himself is gone.

"I said, I'm a monster." Xun Yu's lips parted slightly: "I'm sorry."

Xun Yu stared at him tenderly, just like in the past every morning and dusk, rain and sunshine, and the crisp sound of recovery of all things, he always gazed at him tenderly.

Xun You suddenly felt that it was difficult to bear the burden.

He hunched over and wailed loudly, saying inarticulately, don't take the blame for me, those crimes are so ugly, I don't want them to put those words on you.

He cried for a long, long time, almost dizzy from crying, his internal organs were so painful that the cracks were cracked, but suddenly his head was loosely knocked on the bed, and he woke up again.Xun Yu didn't persuade him not to cry, but just kept wiping his tears with his sleeves up, and when he saw Xun You sniffing his nose and slowly stopped, he asked him in a low voice: "Have you cried enough?

Xun You was in a daze, only nodding his head.

Xun Yu smiled, stroked his temples, and asked, "You haven't regretted it, have you?"

"Regret, regret what?"

But Xun Yu changed the subject, and asked him in a loving tone almost like treating a child: "Did you be frightened tonight?"

Xun You smiled wryly. Thinking about it, he felt that his smile was probably ugly, so he stopped smiling: "Just a little..."

Xun Yu asked him to sit by the bed, wiped off the dust on his body, and rested his head on his lap: "Gongda, don't listen to what they say, do you understand?"

"But you can't..." Xun You thought of Xun Yu's confession just now, his forehead drooping to the ground, his tearful eyes, and his heart suddenly ached, "You can't put these words on yourself."

Xun Yu smiled softly: "You know who I am, I think I am worthy of the heaven and the earth, everything tonight is just dirty water pouring on me, reflecting their shadows..."

He was probably really exhausted, his voice gradually fell, and he finally fell asleep slowly.Xun You held his hand tightly, thinking that maybe at some point, someone would watch them from the window again.The black rumbling shadows, the frizzy and harsh voices, said they were wanton wild mandarin ducks, cats in heat.