Nashan Nahe

Chapter 8

Back at school on Monday, whether in the class or in the dormitory, why not be the first to bear the brunt of being the object of onlookers. She, who was originally reluctant to speak, was surrounded by classmates asking questions without saying a word. Qin Yuan and Ling Ping couldn't see it. In the past, a group of classmates who watched the excitement dispersed.

"You just broke your face, what are you looking at?" Ling Ping

"I don't think so, fell like this? How did you fall?" A classmate pointed at He Buwei's chin, staring at He Buwei with a study look on his face.

"You want to know? Shall I let you fall?" Ling Ping raised her eyebrows and said

"Forget it, I don't want it." A group of students looked at Ling Ping like that, not like joking, but very interesting, so they had to disperse

Han Jiayu sat alone on the seat, looking at the window, surrounded by what not to do, a group of noisy, chattering people, couldn't help frowning, until they dispersed, they stretched their brows, and everyone sat back to their seats, Han Jiayu pursed her lips and turned her head to look at why not do it. She noticed Han Jiayu's gaze, but she didn't look back at her...

After a day of absent-mindedness, Han Jiayu and Why didn't they go to the kitchen to help in the afternoon, Qin Yuan and Ling Ping were also going there, but after seeing how they were like, for some reason, they both chose to leave tacitly.

Why not be by a brick pool, holding a large wooden basin, washing a basin full of vegetables, Han Jiayu helping to change the water, the two have been silent, Han Jiayu wanted to say something, but didn't know what to say .When eating, I still divide half of the food for why not, or I don’t need it, and I eat it clean in the end.On the way back to the dormitory, Han Jiayu couldn't bear it anymore

"What's the matter with you? Is there anything you're unhappy about?" Saying that, he stood still and looked at why not

"Huh? No, I'm not unhappy." Why didn't you say with a smile, but Han Jiayu could tell that the smile was fake, and she didn't like it. She felt, why didn't you start pointing the mask at her, which made her feel unreasonable Feeling angry, Han Jiayu, who has always been reserved and self-controlled, will also inadvertently reveal her little girl's side when she meets He Buwei. She will "concern" with He Buwei because of a little thing, and feel uneasy because of even a slight change in He Buwei's treatment of her. ,angry

"You're lying, you're not happy, otherwise, why didn't you talk to me?" After struggling in my heart for a long time, I still asked, and after I finished speaking, I lowered my head and blushed, not daring to see why not

"Hehe, really not. I don't talk because I don't have anything to say, um... Otherwise, you will recite poems for me? Or, I will tell you stories?" Why not look at her and coax her in a low voice write

"... Tell a story" After a long time, Han Jiayu replied in a voice like a mosquito. Although she didn't get the answer, why not make Han Jiayu a little happy since she is willing to tell a story?

"Hehe, okay, once upon a time, there was a member who had three sons..." Holding Han Jiayu's hand, he walked, talked, and smiled on the campus full of afterglow. Under the setting sun, two long shadows appeared , lying quietly on the uneven dirt road, slowly moving forward...

"Ling Ping" Qin Yuan called Ling Ping from behind and chased after her

"Why?" Looking back at Qin Yuan, he walked forward again

"Well... not anymore, just... nothing to do, let's go for a walk together" Qin Yuan said a little embarrassed

"Hmm," Ling Ping responded, but didn't answer any more.

"You, are you going to go to university next year?"

"Me? I don't know. I may or may not take the exam." Ling Ping didn't answer

"Then where do you want to live in the future?" Qin Yuan was a little disappointed, but still wanted to know Lingping's thoughts

"I never plan anything that far away"

………………… After a long silence, after passing Qin Yuan’s dormitory, Ling Ping continued to walk forward without looking sideways. Qin Yuan didn’t speak again, and they didn’t even see each other. one to the right...

Just as she was about to wash up, Ling Ping also returned to the dormitory. Seeing why she had such a face, she asked worriedly.

"Do you want to change your medicine?"

"Huh? This, the medicine was just taken yesterday, and it will be changed in two days." Why not

"Then how do you wash your face?"

"just wipe with a towel"

Seeing why not for Han Jiayu, the two went out with towels, and Ling Ping didn't speak anymore, but in her heart, why did she always feel weird?Or, empty?Or... sour?

Washing her face by herself will always get water if you don't pay attention. Han Jiayu wrung out the towel, held her arm, and carefully wiped her face from her forehead, temples, and eye sockets. After washing, she straightened her coat Ling Ping also came out to wash up, just in time to see this scene.

Going out from the girls' dormitory, passing a row of one-story classrooms, and the next row is the boys' dormitory. Qin Yuan's eyes are wide open, do you want to sleep?Want to sleep, but can't sleep, what he thinks is not chemical formulas, English words, he thinks over and over again, what does Ling Ping's sentence "I never plan so far away" mean, it is telling himself, in the future, leave her Further?Or just say it casually?He is not young anymore, and he has reached the age to understand the relationship between a man and a woman. He has liked Ling Ping for a long time before, and he also wanted to get close to Ling Ping, but Ling Ping's temper, usually looks a little hot and... a bit aggressive?Qin Yuan is a gentle and introverted person, he really dare not get close to this girl easily, although he also has a bit of admiration in his heart, but after thinking about it for a long time, he finally didn't express anything, only after he became friends with Han Jiayu, did he have a chance to get close to Ling Ping, he was very He lost his family when he was a few years old, a few members of his family, starved to death, died of illness, and he was left alone. Later, he found this public school, and he had a place to stay. Now the situation in various places is very good, and the Northern Expedition is successful. He hopes to meet a girl who is beautiful, generous, kind-hearted, and agrees with each other. He will get to know each other well. Do you agree with yourself? !He couldn't figure it out for sure, after several trials, the results he got were all unsatisfactory. Qin Yuan, who never suffered from insomnia, had an unprecedented sleepless night today!

In fact, people are like this. Following the situation in front of them, they conceive their own beautiful life in the future, but the present does not mean everything. What you see now may satisfy you, but it does not mean that you can grasp it and keep it. He and I, everyone, are just a speck of dust in the torrent of this great era, a wave, a gust of breeze, all of which are enough to change the trajectory and attitude of life, Qin Yuan hopes to find a good woman, a few years later , have their own home, the two of them can raise the eyebrows, and maybe soon, they will be able to make friends, but he forgot that he is just a small person, a speck of dust, everyone wants to live an ordinary life, but this year Here, the most common wish becomes out of reach and hard to catch!

At night, the girls in the dormitory were all asleep, except for Ling Ping and Why Buwei, Ling Ping didn't sleep because she kept recalling in her heart, from the time she met Why Buwei and Han Jiayu, to the time when the three of them became friends , She always felt that the relationship between those two people seemed... not that simple, so she hoped to find some clues in the scattered memories, but in her heart, she didn't want to find even the slightest bit, but the fact is In fact, the two have lunch together and go home together on weekends. Why not be a cold person who likes to smile at Han Jiayu, and Han Jiayu, a gentle and introverted girl, why not act like a baby?These details that others can't notice are now magnified a hundred times in Ling Ping's mind!In the end, I came to a conclusion that the two of them love each other?Two girls! ! !This thought frightened Ling Ping, but after thinking about it, didn't she also...

Why don't you know that there is another person in this room who suffers from insomnia just like me. She turned her body and looked at Han Jiayu on the opposite bed. Before, she slept with her head facing that way. Later, she woke up in the middle of the night and could see Han Jiayu , In fact, where can you see clearly in the dark?But she just wanted to watch, so she changed the direction to sleep, and since she changed her position, Han Jiayu didn't seem to be facing the wall anymore when she slept, but she always slept facing outwards?I don't know if she did it on purpose or not, but why not like it, the quiet dormitory is full of even breathing sounds, why not guess, which one is Han Jiayu's breathing?She smiled softly, looked at the person opposite, thought about it, always felt in her heart that there were countless threads, without a clue, those threads were like a big net, entangled her heart, she liked this kind of entanglement, Because of the warmth, but she is also afraid of such entanglement, because she can't find an exit!

Han Jiayu asked her why she didn't speak, what should she say?Where to start?Ever since she came back from the street, not only Han Jiayu, why not also start to think about the word "future". In the past, she didn't know what the future is, but she always felt that there could be a place for her to stay and learn knowledge. One day After leaving here, I have a bit of ink in my belly, and I can find some errands to support myself, but since the day Han Jiayu brought her back to the Han family, since the day they had a physical relationship, since she realized what a family feud is, Since the day He Weiguo hated her, she no longer thought of it that way, and she didn't dare to think about it anymore, because thinking like this was too selfish, yes, too selfish, so what should I do?What was Han Jiayu thinking?That morning, when she was lying on the bed, she suddenly called to herself. She wanted to ask her what's the matter?But looking at her eyes, she was afraid that she would hear something she didn't want to hear, so she didn't ask anything. Han Jiayu is already a big girl, even if she wants to go to college, some things will happen sooner or later. She has thought about being with herself Together?two girls?lifetime?hehe!Smiling bitterly in her heart, one day, she still has to leave herself...

In fact, why not think that there is nothing wrong with thinking this way, I want to leave, but it is not Han Jiayu who leaves...

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