Nashan Nahe

Chapter 9

The streets and alleys are covered with newly written slogans. The teachers and students in the school are full of enthusiasm. I am glad that this year when high school is about to end, and when I am about to enter university, this brand new government has also ushered in. In other words, in 1928, the Northern Expedition was successful, the national government established its capital in Nanjing, and the people all over the country were full of yearning for the future. Even not spitting has become our goal, and the government has tried its best to rush Looking for ways to strengthen the country and enrich the people, but, after all, Shen Ke is a hundred-year-old old man, how could he become a teenager overnight?How can you come in such a hurry?But no matter what, although it is a bit difficult, it is also full of hope.

In the past two months, I spent most of my time reviewing my homework, because I was preparing for the university entrance exam. The four of us have never exchanged ideas with each other, nor have I taken the initiative to talk about it, and no one has asked me, including why not!I see that she is still in that indifferent state all day long, I am a little worried, but I don't know how to change it, because I don't want to change her either, what I like is the unrestrained, fearless and real her?

At the end of spring and the beginning of summer, sometimes there will be a gust of spring breeze, and then it will bring dust all over the sky. A few junior high school students with unsatisfactory grades sit in the corridor, holding books in front of them for a while, squinting and coughing for a while Twice, I, a senior sister who is about to leave her alma mater, will be an English teacher, Chinese teacher, or math teacher for them when I have time. It's still inconvenient, I can only make do in the corridor, looking at them, before I know it, I've been here for six years? !In six years, I have completed my entire junior high school, high school, and some... "big things in life", the days go by so fast!

I was teaching a few juniors, why not just sit and listen with Ling Ping, and Ling Ping would interject a few sentences from time to time to point out where I was wrong, why not sometimes nod in agreement, and sometimes disagree with Ling Ping, Then...the two of you, you say something, I say something, they are fighting over each other, and the topic changes from the book, or the exercises I explained, to other places, for example, Ling Ping said why not too much. I can eat, and I eat most of my meal every time, so I am so thin, and every time at this time, I, who should be "persuading the fight", will always join in involuntarily, and add a sentence like a mosquito, "That , I really can’t finish that one.” When I said this, I felt my face was blushing and shy, and the juniors sitting next to me laughed even more. Every time they were laughed at by the children, they Only then did the two react, and then they immediately shut down and restored the majesty of the seniors. I was always helpless to these two people, but I was greedy for the days when they bickered like this and were "joked" by the juniors!

Qin Yuan, unlike why not Lingping, he is similar to me, whenever he has time, he reads books and endorses. Once, he told me that he was going to Wuhan. I wondered if he was going to take the Nankai exam. ?Why are you going to Wuhan?But looking at his desperate efforts now, is he determined to go to Wuhan and pass the National Wuhan University?

"Why not?" Ling Ping looked at He Buwei who was walking towards her, and called out to her

"Well, what's the matter?" Walking in front of Ling Ping, why not say

"Nothing, where is Jiayu? Why didn't you see her?"

"She and Qin Yuan are studying together"

"Oh? You didn't go with me?"

"I don't understand many of those test questions. When it comes to literature and history, I'm okay, but Jiayu doesn't need to study for literature and history."

"Well... don't worry about Jia Yu and Qin Yuan then." Ling Ping said tentatively, with unclear intentions

"What do you mean, what do I worry about?" Why don't you understand what Ling Ping means?

"It's just... Jiayu is alone with other boys."

"That's her business. Besides, we are all friends." We are all friends, I am very relieved, and since we are friends, don't gossip behind others. Ping understood what she heard, and seeing why she didn't do it, she smiled awkwardly, and the two went back to the dormitory together.

Qin Yuan's science subjects are much better than mine. Although, in my future university, I will also study the Department of Literature, but I still have to deal with the exam... I have to deal with it. I hope that I can be happy with excellent grades in all subjects, without any worries Regretted going to college.It’s not easy for me as a girl to enter the boys’ dormitory, so the two of us sat on the steps in front of the dormitory. Qin Yuan explained the exercises to me while holding his glasses from time to time. In fact, his myopia is not serious. Moreover, it is indeed inconvenient to wear glasses. Why not suggest to him several times, but he still wears glasses all the time. However, since the end of last year, I found that he basically does not wear glasses except for reading and writing. Could it be that he also finds it inconvenient to wear glasses?Or did Ling Ping also find it ugly, so she wouldn't let him take it?

Speaking of Ling Ping, I really didn't expect that a gentle scholar like Qin Yuan would like Ling Ping who is enthusiastic, cheerful, and carefree. I always thought that a boy like Qin Yuan would find a gentle and graceful man in the future. A traditional virtuous girl, but no matter what, Ling Ping basically meets Qin Yuan's requirements except for her rough personality. I never asked him what happened to Ling Ping, because even if Qin Yuan didn't say anything, I can also see that she likes Ling Ping very much, but... now, it seems, almost?

On the way back, I flipped through the book, looked at the exercises that Qin Yuan explained to me just now, and thought, should I go back and give He Buwei extra lessons, his science grades... are really unreal!As soon as I entered the dormitory, Ling Ping and Why Buwei sat on He Buwei's bed. The two seemed to be talking about something.

"No, Lingping"

"Hey?! Jiayu, you're back, how are you doing today?" Seeing me coming in, Ling Ping sat cross-legged and turned to ask me

"Well, it's good. Qin Yuan told me the formula that I didn't quite understand before." After finishing speaking, I looked at why I didn't see her, because I didn't see her all morning, and I wanted her to come with me I'm afraid she won't like it, so I didn't say anything

"Is it hot? Do you want some water?" Why didn't you get out of bed while talking, took her tea mug, and handed it to me. There was a cup of cold water in it. I knew that she had specially dried it for me.

"Well, what did you guys talk about just now? So happy?" Putting down the book, took the tea mug, and took a sip

"Why don't you keep telling me about her childhood, you make me laugh so hard" Ling Ping said, and couldn't help laughing, my heart tightened, and I took a sip of water absent-mindedly to cover up my dissatisfaction. Naturally, I put down the tea mug, pursed my lips and smiled, I didn't ask any more questions, I don't know what happened, the dormitory was suddenly quiet and strange, why didn't you stand by the bed and look at me, expressionless, but with smiles in my eyes , Ling Ping sat cross-legged on the bed, raised her head slightly, and looked at why not with her mouth pouted. As for me, looking at the two of them, I always felt that the atmosphere was not right, so I couldn't help but open my mouth.

"Um... Ling Ping, let me tell you about the formula I'm going to review today? Hmm... Maybe I can use it during the exam?"

"Oh, okay, I'll get the books." Ling Ping got off the bed, flipping through her books on a small table in the dormitory, Ling Ping's science textbooks are always under a pile of books, brand new, why not Because she is still looking at me, I know, she can see that I am uncomfortable, that I have something on my mind, she hopes that I can tell her, but I don't know what's wrong, is it out of anger?Awkward?I simply didn’t look at her, and looked at the big tree outside the window. I looked at the big tree, which reflected silver light in the sun, and the open window sash swayed with the wind from time to time, and I gradually became fascinated...

"Jia Yu" Ling Ping patted me, and I came back to my senses

"Oh, okay, let me take a look." I took the book and opened it, explaining to Ling Ping one by one, but from time to time, my eyes drifted along the book to He Buwei who was sitting on the opposite bed, although from this angle, I could only see her from knee to toe, but I couldn't help looking.

I only talked to Ling Ping for half an hour, but because of why I didn’t do it, I felt that half an hour was as long as half a century. I finally finished speaking, and I was relieved. Today is Saturday and I went to Qinyuan in the morning. There, I can go home in the afternoon. I got up and packed my textbooks, greeted Ling Ping, and prepared to go back.

But when you walk out of the dormitory door, why don't you see it?She didn't follow?I looked behind me, and it was only four or five meters away from the door. I could go in and call her when I turned around, but I didn't know how to go back, how to speak?Standing in place, I felt a little anxious and a little "angry"!I don't know how long I stood there, the book in my arms became tighter and tighter, and my hands were sweating. Suddenly, I felt that I was extremely ridiculous, why am I like this?Just because why not tell Ling Ping about her childhood?Yes, because of this!Why not? I am different from me. I am a child with a family and parents, and she is a child without a father and no mother. I have known her for six years. I have never asked about her family affairs, and I have never dared to ask her about her past. Ask more, even when we get along, I try to avoid it as much as possible, even if she is not a fragile person, I am still afraid that some of my unintentional actions will hurt her, and she has never told me about her family affairs , except that night under the lamp, she confided to her mother, but now, she talked and laughed at her past with Ling Ping like this, which made me suddenly feel that I used to be passionate about myself, and I thought I was taking care of her. According to her feelings, in fact, she doesn't need it at all!

"Jiayu" I was in a trance when I heard someone calling me from behind, but I didn't look back, but I knew why not, after a while, she came over and stood beside me, looking at me, I pursed my lips, as if Competitive, don't want to look at her

"Why are you sweating?" She said reaching out to take the book in my arms, I ignored her and walked forward

She didn't speak, and she didn't rush to chase me, but when I heard the footsteps behind me, I knew that she was behind me all the way, not far away, always there...

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