The drug cop is his boyfriend [Qianqiang]

Chapter 33 The location of the heart 2

It was already a month after Zhu Kaixu returned to Yuecheng Police Academy.

The noisy playground, the laughing students, the moment Zhu Kaixu stepped into the school gate felt like a world away.The same campus, the same students, the same season, when I left, it was cold in early spring, and when I came back, it was late spring and summer, but my heart was like ice and snow.

For the busy seniors and graduate students who are busy with graduation, the time seems to flow quickly.Practice and read every day, prepare for the graduation assessment in mid-May, or submit resumes and applications to meet the examinations of different departments of the police force.

The shower project itself was carried out in secret and involved casualties. The anti-drug detachment of the Yuecheng Public Security Bureau suppressed this matter.No one in the school paid attention to Fu Nanfeng, who had always been disliked. It was not news that the instructor of the postgraduate class had left school for a month or two. The only thing that could be called shocking was the dropout of Senior Brother Fengyun Gao Xiuyang.

Although the anti-drug operation only captured the lone wolf gang in the end, the man in the suit, the other party to the transaction, and no drugs were found, but according to the pre-agreed conditions of the Shower Project, all participants can eventually join the anti-drug detachment.Gao Xiuyang, who was not injured, rescued Zhu Kaixu, and performed well in the operation, refused to join the anti-drug detachment and applied to drop out of school at the same time.

After the operation, Zhu Kaixu was hospitalized due to injuries. Gao Xiuyang only came to see him once. At that time, Gao Xiuyang looked tired, and the two sat with their eyes facing each other for a while, both of them were speechless.

Zhu Kaixu tried his best not to recall the scene of Fu Nanfeng's crash, and only hoped that Tang Yili's sea search and rescue would allow Fu Nanfeng to survive.Both he and Gao Xiuyang refused to talk about the matter. Gao Xiuyang left after learning that Zhu Kaixu was fine, and never came to the hospital again.

During the month when Zhu Kaixu was recovering from his injuries, Gao Xiuyang never had a single phone call or confidence.Zhu Kaixu only thought that he blamed himself for what happened to Fu Nanfeng and felt guilty for replacing Fu Nanfeng, so he didn't take the initiative to contact him again.Unexpectedly, when he was about to be discharged from the hospital, he suddenly heard that Gao Xiuyang had suspended classes, and at the same time, Tang Yili also called to tell him that Gao Xiuyang refused to join the anti-drug detachment.

Zhu Kaixu's astonishment can't be described in words.Gao Xiuyang is definitely one of the best students trained by the Yuecheng Police Academy over the years. He is smart, sensible, helpful and has excellent grades.Not only does he have all the good qualities that all police officers should possess, but he was born as an orphan, so he has no worries and can serve the police force wholeheartedly.

Even if Gao Xiuyang was unwilling to join the anti-drug detachment because of the guilt of Fu Nanfeng's death, Zhu Kaixu would never have imagined that he would apply to drop out of school. You must know that the main source of the police force is the Yuecheng Police Academy. Dropping out of school is tantamount to giving up a bright future.

After returning to the police academy, Zhu Kaixu had three important things on hand.One is to continue to lead the class, and wait for the first and last batch of students who are instructors to pass the first year of graduate school; the other is to handle files and transfer personnel relations from the Yuecheng Police Academy to the Anti-drug Detachment.

The third thing, and the most urgent one, is to find Gao Xiu Yang who disappeared for a whole month.

I sent a message to Gao Xiuyang but didn’t reply, so I called him to turn off the phone. On the second day of returning to school, Zhu Kaixu asked the Personnel Office for the address that Gao Xiuyang had reported before leaving school, and took a bus to Tiyu West Road.

After the bus arrived at the stop, Zhu Kaixu got out of the bus. In front of him was a narrow and noisy street, and old gray and low buildings. Zhu Kaixu would never have imagined that in the next five years, he would always receive a ticket for illegal parking on this street.

I went upstairs according to the address, knocked on the door a few times in room 410, and the iron door opened with a harsh "squeak", and a gray-faced boy in the room stared at him blankly.

"Xiu, Xiu Yang?!"

Zhu Kaixu couldn't recognize him at all. This scruffy, tired-looking boy in one sock was his most capable squad leader in the police academy, a legendary senior brother who was famous on campus.

The people in the room opened the door, turned around without saying a word, and Zhu Kaixu was startled by the scene inside the room before he entered the door.Fruit peels littered the floor, scattered magazines and books, buckets of instant noodle piled up on the tea table, and an unpleasant suffocating smell in the room.

"You are covering maggots!"

He was about to open the window of the balcony, and the zombie-like master yelled, "What are you doing!"

"Open, open the window..." Zhu Kaixu was taken aback and stuttered.

Gao Xiuyang's slightly long hair blocked his eyes, wrapped his head in a blanket and lay down on the sofa: "You... let's go..."

What does this mean?Please come out, drive people away, drive away guests, pretend to be dead?

Little brother Zhu got a temper from a Beijinger, mourning his misfortune and angering him for not fighting, so he slapped Gao Xiuyang on the ass.

"Do you know that the Personnel Department of the Anti-drug Detachment is collecting files now? It's fine to drop out of school. You at least have a bachelor's degree. Why don't you even want the job you got?"

The person on the sofa did not answer, but put the blanket over his head.

"Hey, what do you mean! Yes, everyone feels bad when Fu Nanfeng is dead, but if you lose your temper like this, he...he can't live either."

He didn't want to see Gao Xiuyang humiliating himself, so he even said Fu Nanfeng's name in a fit of anger, but Gao Xiuyang didn't respond after hearing it, and Zhu Kaixu lost his patience.

"Did you mean it? Hmph, it's ridiculous. Whether you go to the anti-drug detachment or not, whether you live or die has nothing to do with me!"

"Of course it doesn't matter, because the person who died was not you!"

Gao Xiuyang immediately sat up, threw the blanket angrily, and shouted at Zhu Kaixu like his whole body was on fire.

He didn't know what he shouted, but he just felt that he had to speak and vent, on the only person who cared about him and Fu Nanfeng.

"Heh, heh..." Zhu Kaixu actually laughed, "I know, you hate me, don't you, hate that you chose me but couldn't save Fu Nanfeng?"

He took a few steps back and continued: "Do I want you to choose me? Don't I want to save Fu Nanfeng? It's as if I can live well after he dies. I have nightmares every day in the hospital. I can't fucking wish for someone who fell into the sea." it's me!"

The more Zhu Kaixu spoke, the more excited he became, his eyes gradually turned red, and he pointed at Gao Xiuyang and shouted: "It seems that I am alive, as if I owe someone... Then why didn't you choose him at that time, why didn't you save him?!"

Then Gao Xiuyang, at that time, why didn't you choose to save Fu Nanfeng?

Zhu Kaixu's questioning was like a heavy stone in his heart, just one sentence made Gao Xiuyang dizzy and had a splitting headache.

It seems that they have never brought the matter of Fu Nanfeng to the table. Gao Xiuyang didn't understand Zhu Kaixu's self-blame, and Zhu Kaixu didn't know Gao Xiuyang's heartache.In the estrangement and confusion, they can only rely on screaming to force the other party to understand, "Actually, I am also in pain."

Zhu Kaixu ignored Gao Xiuyang who lowered his head, and said to himself: "I have a disturbed conscience. I made a mistake. The mistake was that I was too weak and was caught by that man. The mistake was that I didn't insist on replacing Fu Nanfeng. I healed my injury. I went to work in the anti-drug detachment because I wanted to make up for it. If Fu Nanfeng is still alive, he must be a good policeman, so I will become a good policeman for him. But what about you, what do you look like now?"

He pointed his fingers around, and everywhere he went was rubbish or smelly socks: "If he sees you like this while alive, he might as well die without seeing you!"

The tall boy trembled all over. Some emotions were turbulent, some confusion was entangled in his heart, some pain was immense, but the edge could never be seen.

He bent his body very low, wrapped his arms tightly around himself: "No... Brother Zhu, you don't understand, you don't understand..."

Zhu Kaixu didn't understand, Gao Xiuyang thought he owed Nanfeng too much.Fu Nanfeng is so outstanding, he is the only student who skipped a grade in the school after 2000, and even if he is eliminated early in the fourth grade competition, he can still rank fifth; he is so lonely, growing up in a single-parent family, being excluded by his classmates, and not appreciated by the instructors.But such a person sacrificed for Gao Xiuyang in the actual combat exercise, confessed to Gao Xiuyang without thinking, and kissed him with ignorant timidity on New Year's Eve.

There are many things that Fu Nanfeng only left to Gao Xiuyang in this life, such as the arrogant white eyes, the smile when receiving flowers, and the space left for him in the left heart, but Gao Xiuyang used that space as a He hit the gun target and completed the ten rings that he hated the most in the first half of his life.

The boy who has always been called "Youran" cried for the first time until his eyes were blurred.That heart-piercing look, as if someone stabbed his chest with a knife, his voice broke, and his shoulders trembled.

Gao Xiuyang kept crying, wanting to vent the pain in his heart, but the more he cried, the more he sucked in more sadness.He cried so long that no one else in the room seemed to recognize him.

Zhu Kaixu could only walk over cautiously, patting him on the back over and over again to comfort him: "Xiu Yang, don't cry. Go to the anti-drug detachment, I believe in you, and you will be a good policeman in the future. Didn't Fu Nanfeng want to As the director of the Yuecheng Public Security Bureau, you will fulfill his dream for him..."

Boy, please don't cry.If you know that the suffering ahead will be more painful, please dry your tears now.You have to know that when God closes a window for you, he will also lock all the doors for you.

Zhu Kaixu did not return to the police academy that night, but went home directly to find Zhu Yiming.The anti-drug detachment is collecting files recently. During this period, the newly recruited police officers hand over their resumes, file materials, and recommendation letters to the Personnel Department for later filing records.

Before the implementation of the shower plan, Tang Yili made it clear that as long as they participated, they would be included in the anti-drug detachment regardless of whether the mission was successful or not, but Gao Xiuyang suddenly refused to join.Seeing him crying bitterly, Zhu Kaixu guessed that the Beijinger's tongue-in-cheek lotus flower would be of no use, so he could only ask his father to help him to join the team.Who would have thought that Zhu Yiming said in a very businesslike manner that the police force has no right to interfere with individual choices.

Zhu Kaixu was not convinced, saying that you should not be responsible for causing him to be like this.The father and son seemed to be arguing, Zhu's mother said a few words before Zhu Yiming put down his airs and sighed, the only one who can really be responsible for Gao Xiuyang is himself.

These words surprised Zhu Kaixu.It was always Gao Xiuyang who was devastated, and no one forced him to give up after Fu Nanfeng's death.