black tower

Chapter 67 Selfishness

"Brother, although this is your home, it's not my turn to say some things, but can we not stay with strange people in the future? You really don't need to sleep in the living room because of that kid." In Zhao Hongguang's heart, Du Ruo, who is still very stinky, is already a strange thing. Last night, the other party occupied his guest room without saying a word, because there is only one guest room in the whole house, and the other rooms are used for other purposes. Han Jun asked Zhao Hongguang to go to his bedroom, and then he went to lie on the sofa in the living room all night, which made Zhao Hongguang feel a little uncomfortable. So rusty.

Of course, he also understands some of Han Jun's scruples. After all, the other party has just recovered, and the excessive needs in that aspect may overwhelm the other party.

"Forget it, who told me to scare him. But it seems that this house needs to prepare a few more guest rooms." Han Jun muttered and looked up to the second floor. He and Wei Chen moved in about ten years ago. He came in. At that time, he wanted to set up a few more guest rooms for the brothers who came to play, but considering Wei Chen's quiet personality, he finally left only one guest room and used the other rooms as it uses.As a result, everyone knew Wei Chen's personality that doesn't like to be lively, and none of Han Jun's brothers stayed here in the end, but it was Han Jun who voluntarily went to the guest room to sleep because of his quarrel with Wei Chen. Once or twice.

"That's good." Zhao Hongguang showed respect for Han Jun, and he didn't point fingers at the other party's decision. After all, this is not his home.

"Xiao Guang, come and sit down." After chatting for a few words, Han Jun did not forget what he had been thinking about last night. Seeing Zhao Hongguang's attitude towards Du Ruo, he thought it necessary to confess something to Du Ruo as soon as possible. As a useless sentinel, he can't delay Zhao Hongguang's originally promising life.

Zhao Hongguang, who has always been calm, felt uneasy for some reason after seeing Han Jun's slightly serious expression. He sat down next to Han Jun nervously, and then glanced at the other's hand. It was very big, with long fingers, and there was still a faint circle of ring marks on the ring finger of the left hand.

"I chatted with Du Ruo last night."

Han Jun opened his mouth first with a smile. He also sensed the tense atmosphere in the air, and he didn't want to put too much pressure on Zhao Hongguang.

"What did you talk about? Is it about Xu An?"

"No, it's you. Du Ruo said that you are his number one guide." Han Jun shook his head. He thought that it was impossible for him to get more information from Du Ruo. As for Qin Yongnian, it was his next goal. .

"Uh, is that so?" Zhao Hongguang pretended to be stupid, scratched his head, and rolled his eyes guiltily.

"Xiaoguang, I am able to leave the Black Tower alive. I really appreciate your help. I am not ignorant of your feelings for me. It's just..." After all, Han Jun is a man who has experienced turbulence. There is not much time left, so he has to clarify some things with Zhao Hongguang.

"It's just that you still can't forget Senior Wei Chen?" Zhao Hongguang was silent for a while, he took a deep breath, and mustered up the courage to stare at Han Jun, who seemed a little dazed by his preemptive attack.

"It doesn't matter. No one should easily forget the person they loved. If I were you, I would not forget him. But it is me who is with you now, uncle, take a look at me, okay? Senior Wei Chen can't come back anymore, I may still have a lot of bad things now, but one day, I will definitely be like Senior Wei Chen, worthy of being loved by you." Zhao Hongguang laughed, wanting to love A person should understand each other, tolerate each other, and accept each other's past, present and future. Of course, although he knows what he should do in his heart, he still can't help being a little envious or even jealous of Wei Chen.

Every word Zhao Hongguang said hurt Han Jun's heart. He knew how good the kid in front of him was, and the better he was, the deeper his guilt.

"Xiaoguang." Han Jun stretched out his hand and gently embraced Zhao Hongguang's shoulder, "You are fine, I am really lucky and happy to be with you these days, since the day you repaired the spiritual sea for me regardless of the danger Since then, you have been worthy of my love and protection forever. But I am not worthy of you giving everything to me. You deserve a better sentinel, someone younger and better able to protect you, such as... Du Ruo .”

"Are you insulting me, uncle? Why can't I decide who I like, but you have to arrange it for me?!" When he heard that Han Jun actually proposed to match himself with Du Ruo, Zhao Hongguang's brain The tight string in his heart was finally broken, and he showed an angry look at Han Jun for the first time, his eyes had turned red under the excitement, "You always need a guide by your side, why? This person can’t be me?! You have already combined with me physically, do you know?! If I unlink the link rashly, your spiritual sea that has finally stabilized may experience big fluctuations again, and even lead to a second mental barrier Collapse! Would you rather be sent back to the Black Tower than accept me, right? Or are you just using me to leave the Black Tower?!"

People's words under anger will inevitably lose their reason, and only the emotions at that time dominate everything.

Han Jun understood Zhao Hongguang's anger. He listened silently to the other party's scolding. He didn't speak until Zhao Hongguang's emotions calmed down a little: "Xiaoguang, I'm sorry, my slip of the tongue made you feel insulted. But you and I Together, it would be really dangerous."

"Dangerous? Since I chose to serve in the tower area, I will face danger sooner or later. In your heart, am I the kind of weak man who is afraid of danger? If I was really afraid of danger, I would not decide to help You have healed the sea of ​​spirits." To be honest, Zhao Hongguang really didn't understand what Han Jun was worried about.

"But I can't tie you by my side knowing that I will put you in great danger. Do you remember? I told you before that I may have seen our future-I pierced your chest with a sword Body."

"It's impossible for you to do such a thing, Uncle, you just had hallucinations due to unstable state of mental state at that time." Zhao Hongguang shook his head. He had indeed heard that some top sentries could predict the future and see souls of the dead, but he couldn't help it. I don't believe that Han Jun will hurt himself.

"Yes, I may have thought that I was just hallucinating before. But as I started to recall some things recently, I feel... I can't let you take such a risk. You know, Xu An said it was me I pierced Wei Chen's chest with a knife. Although I don't know the circumstances under which I did such a thing, since there is a first time, there may be a second time. With me, your fate may be Will be the same as Wei Chen, do you understand?" Thinking that he was actually the one who hurt Wei Chen, Han Jun's eyes became very painful and entangled, he was really afraid that he would hurt Zhao Hongguang again, in that case , he might really turn into a walking dead.

"I would rather end up like Senior Wei Chen, then you will at least remember me forever, and even hang a bird's nest in your spiritual barrier to commemorate me and Feijiu, right?" Zhao Hongguang's heart finally began to be disturbed by that The rose hidden deep in Han Jun's spiritual barrier stung.

"Silly boy, how could I forget you." Han Jun smiled wryly, and his spiritual body quietly appeared in the room.

The white tiger grunted in a low voice, and walked towards Zhao Hongguang slowly. It had already accepted Zhao Hongguang as its master's matching guide, and the sadness and loneliness transmitted to it from Han Jun's spiritual sea made it endure even more. He couldn't help wanting to be comforted by the guide, and that was Han Jun's vulnerability that he never wanted to show easily.The white tiger walked up to Zhao Hongguang's side, and when he realized that the other party didn't take the initiative to grab his head and rub it as usual, he had no choice but to rub the other party's hand with his thick mane.

As a guide, Zhao Hongguang can detect the mental state of the host at the moment as long as he touches the spiritual body.

The deep sadness and loneliness are almost the same as what Zhao Hongguang felt when he hugged the white tiger for the first time.

He still couldn't bear to make Han Jun feel so painful.

"Didn't we agree that we have something to face together in the future? If one day you stab me with a knife, I will not sit still. I will attack you, uncle. So I will protect myself, you don't have to worry." Zhao Hongguang rubbed Baihu's big head and said softly.

"Oh... this is very good. But Xiaoguang, I can't be so selfish. It will be very dangerous for you to be with me. This is beyond your imagination, and it is even beyond our ability to deal with it. As for why, please forgive me for not being so selfish now. I can't tell you too much, the more you know, the more dangerous you are..."

"But I want to be selfish for once." Zhao Hongguang raised his head and interrupted Han Jun. He continued to rub Baihu's soft belly and said, "I'm not the kind of guide who easily combines with others, but once I decide I will never give up if I lose anyone. If you have the ability, try to unilaterally cancel the match with me."

Sentinels and guides at the same level, the spiritual ability of the guide is crushing for the sentinel. If the guide is unwilling to cancel the match, it is almost impossible to take the initiative to cancel the match with the sentry's ability alone.

Some words hurt people when spoken out, but some things have to be said.

Before this, although Han Jun already knew that Zhao Hongguang had an extremely firm side in his character, he didn't expect the other party to be so persistent.

"Xiaoguang, if I tell you, Wei Chen might not be dead..."

Confusion, panic, grievance and even anger, these emotions were wrapped by the spiritual tentacles that suddenly protruded from behind Zhao Hongguang, and they ran straight to Han Jun's spiritual barrier. Almost subconsciously, Zhao Hongguang actually attacked his sentry. This kind of behavior is not so much an attack as an escape in another way.