dream like a sigh

Chapter 6

He always likes to see another person through my face.If not, how could I wait and wait in these three ways.Tired of waiting until now.He has waited countless times for the person he wants to wait for, and I have been waiting.

Enough is enough, I silently asked "Is it enough?" A voice came from outside the sky, ethereal and ethereal.

"Enough is enough," he said.

So I looked at him, the fairy in black, "Thank you." I said. "But since you have already met the person you want to wait for, don't stand in the way and block the path of reincarnation for others."

His face darkened instantly: "As long as your raft lands far away from me, I won't be in the way."

He said that as long as I stayed away from him, he would not get in the way.The internal organs are always like being burned by a raging fire, and every time I look at him, it hurts a little bit, but now I am afraid that it will be turned into ashes, but it doesn't hurt. "Really? Then I'm going to the ferry." After I finished speaking, I no longer wanted to hear his answer. I boarded the bamboo raft in three steps at a time, knocked the bamboo pole to the shore skillfully, and the raft was slowly pushed Far away, leave it for the gods to see from their backs.

In fact, I think that in the eyes of others, there may be no difference between my back and the front of my body, and no one would like to take a second look.Tan Qing is also, but different from me, his back is as graceful as his front.Like his writing, his painting, his needlework.

Santuchuan flows leisurely, without end, like time.There is no trace, just like the years.I have never been able to see a shadow of a white horse on Santuchuan's body, only a translucent and indifferent ghost that looks like it can disappear with the wind.I actually knew that it was Meng Tanxi.It was I who deliberately forgot him in the millennium.Knowing that he will no longer allow himself to stand still.He called me: "Meng Tanxi."

Meng Tanxi?Meng Tanxi?Meng Tanxi is you!And I am the ferryman!Meng Tanxi shouted "Meng Tanxi" to the ferryman. This scene is really funny, but unfortunately only I, a ghost, saw it.Meng Tanxi is a human being, and when he dies, he becomes a ferryman for the three routes.

Meng Tanxi?I know, always knew, that's me!I forgot 1000 years, myself.

Meng Tan Xi, Meng Tan Xi, Meng Tan Xi...

"Tan Xi." A call came from the other side of the river to this side of the river through three routes. "Tanxi", the clear sound of fine jade hitting the ground came to my ears. "Tan Xi" and "Tan Xi" sounded endlessly, each sound getting closer.Finally, I shook the bamboo raft and saw Meng Tanqing step by step, who was about to get involved in the Santu River. At that moment, time seemed to have traveled through thousands of years.

Is that ghost in white clothes Luo Qing or Meng Tanqing?Is that thin gray-clothed ghost the ferryman or Meng Tanxi?

I shouted loudly: "Don't come here, don't touch the Santu River.".I know, he is already Luo Qing, but I am still Meng Tanxi.

Meng Tanxi should have died thousands of years ago, but because of a reluctance to let go of a sentence, he insisted on keeping the damned person.It wasn't until a thousand years later when he saw Meng Tanqing reincarnated over and over again in Luo Qing that he ferryed him three times again, he finally let go of that thing called obsession.

I looked at Luo Qing, and I was only a few feet away from him: "The Santu River is full of resentful water ghosts. Once you pass, they will drag you into the water. Like them, you will never be reborn."

After hearing this, Luo Qing seemed to stop, not wanting to be slipped by the rocks on the shore, and threw herself forward.I was shocked, all the spells learned for thousands of years were used in this moment.I flew towards him and forced him back from Santuchuan's huge mouth.

The old ghost messenger hid in the dark, and couldn't bear to look directly at the distressed appearance of the two ghosts rolled into a ball on the shore.He taught all Tan Xi's spells. Although he doesn't have the title of master and apprentice, the ghost who has been in the ground for thousands of years has the face of a ghost who has only been able to practice for a few years. .The old ghost clerk shook his wrinkled face, and then secretly glanced at Lord Mingzhu who was pulled over by Luo Qing when he met on the way.His face was gloomy, and he looked at the two ghosts on the bank without moving. For a while, the old ghost officer couldn't see what he meant.It's just that the old ghost guessed based on years of experience that Lord Mingzhu might not be willing to know the truth back then.why is that?

"Are you okay! I'm sorry, it's all because of my carelessness, I'm tired of you." It was Luo Qing's voice, he was in a hurry to get angry from me who was his back, and stretched out his hand to pull me.I was so smashed that I couldn't see anything clearly for a while, and I sat up on the ground and didn't want to move: "No need. Did you ask me for something?"

Seeing me like this, Luo Qing withdrew her hand indifferently, and imitated me and sat down beside me.He said: "I'm looking for Meng Tanxi, and I want to ask him some things on behalf of Meng Tanqing. Ferryman, do you want to answer my questions on behalf of Meng Tanxi? Or have you chosen to remember that you are Meng Tanxi's?" fact?"

"You've always been like this. You can't hide anything from your eyes." I didn't answer, because I knew he knew that Meng Tanxi had been deceiving himself and others, so I lowered my head and said softly, "Then what do you want to ask?" Woolen cloth?"

"More than 1000 years ago, Meng Tanqing and Huimo, the master of the underworld, knew each other and made a promise. Who was obstructing them so that they could not stay together forever? I want to hear you tell me everything." Luo Qing said flatly .

I looked at him and suddenly smiled, and I said to him: "Do you know that there is a sentence I have always wanted to tell Tan Qing. After he was discovered by his father that he was in love with Hui Mo, he insisted on contradicting his father with Hui Mo On the day I knelt in the ancestral hall after being beaten with dozens of lashes, I rubbed medicine on him and wanted to say to him, "Tan Qing, you are better than me in everything since you were young, but I was just lost and never hated you. Because I know that this kind of me is me, and my life may not be very good. But as long as this is the real me, I will not complain, but, except for Huimo, because of Huimo, I have wished countless times that it would be great if I were you '. But I didn't say it. I gave him good medicine without saying a word and left the ancestral hall. I heard some words passing by the door of my parents' room. They said that they pretended to agree to Tan Qingyu Huimo's marriage first. , but when the time comes, I will replace Tan Qing and send it to Huimo, and Tan Qing will be dizzy. Whichever doll is left to pick up is the girl of the Jiang family. Jiang Yan really likes Tan Qing. So proud A person like this, after knowing that you have long wanted to belong, she would not hesitate to keep you in this way, she wants to marry you so much." Once she told her past, Meng Tanxi's tone was flat, and even Meng Tanxi herself No one expected that he could use a calm state to tell the most painful thing in his life.

"They also said that Huimo would think of my Tan Qing and delay for some time, and then give Tan Qing some medicine. At that time, the raw rice will be cooked, and everything will be settled. Tan Qing and Huimo will have nothing to do again. It’s possible. I heard it at that time, and it’s strange that I didn’t want to tell Tan Qing at all. Why? Maybe it’s because the name ‘Hui Mo’ has been murmured by myself for too long every night, but never in front of his eyes. I called him face to face once, maybe every night, every night, a person hugged me and cried so helplessly and lonely, but that person never knew that I like him! He only pretended to be a magnificent Meng Tan in his eyes Qing, but I am no different from tiny dust in his eyes. Luo Qing, you don’t know, the inexplicable pain that you can’t get what you ask for, the burning heart that suddenly blazes and can’t be extinguished. That night I went back to my room Afterwards, I wrote the name Huimo over and over again, and the more I wrote it, the more I felt uneasy. So I secretly hid it under my nails on the day I got married. At that time, I thought it would be a good thing to die in front of his eyes. Not a bad thing. But when I opened my eyes and saw the way he looked at me, I couldn’t help myself. Those eyes looked at me with joy and helplessness. I’ve seen him look at me so much It seems that there is nothing in the eyes like ants, when will I see him being so careful and gentle to me, and the lingering lingering for thousands of times can't tell the depth of his love at that moment is as deep as the sea.

He looked at Meng Tanxi with those eyes, but what he said in his mouth was: "Tan Qing, we are finally together." ' Then he held my hand and smiled so contentedly, as if the whole world was in the palm of his hand.Tears broke the embankment at that moment, blurred vision, and the whole world was far away. I only thought about how he would smile like this. I sneaked at him countless times and saw him as light as a breeze and a bright moon. No big event can change his happiness and anger.Tan Qing is really a lucky person, he made everything invisible to the eyes and improved Hui Mo put him in his eyes and engraved him in his heart, the most important thing.Do you know, nervous and at a loss, he carefully wiped away my tears, and asked me in a low voice: 'Tan Qing, what's wrong?Don't worry, we are married, and I will not let anyone separate us.Don't cry, when you cry, I, I don't know what to do. "Helpless and helpless coaxing, indescribable tenderness. I only feel that my internal organs are being burned by the fire, and the pain makes me go crazy. There is nothing wrong with him loving Tan Qingben, and my liking is just wishful thinking. He had nothing to do with him at all. But I just hated for no reason, so hated that I picked up the wine and thought selfishly and viciously, if I can't be with him, I can't let Meng Tanxi use his name to stand in front of him If you are in front of him, then let this skin be buried with him."

Luo Qing looked at me, seemingly speechless about my obsession and madness.He sighed softly, helplessly and pitifully: "So now? What do you think?"

"What do you think? What else can I think?" I hugged my knees with my hands, as if I had huddled in a corner of the room and cried silently in the deep night countless times, but now I can't shed tears: "For more than 1000 years, I have deceived myself that I don't know how many times I have crossed you here. Of course, this is because I am sorry for you, and I deserve it. And he, as he said, always comes here every few days to wait. You, come every few days, one stop is a day, after a long time, he doesn't hate me so much. Sometimes I want to talk to him, but what can I talk to him? It's just to annoy him for no reason, and I'm satisfied when he is angry, so I say something he doesn't like to hear every once in a while. He hates what I say, so I just want to say something. It's also because of this face similar to yours Fu, he is always so angry that his face is ashen but he can't say any serious punishment. But the more he tolerates, the more I hate him. He can only pretend to be you alone in his eyes. Who is Meng Tanxi? It's just with him My lover is a little mortal with a similar face, a little ghost who is not worth mentioning. More than 1000 years is really a long time. I would never have thought about it before. But he really has been waiting for you here for more than 1000 years, once Seeing you come again and again, seeing you off again and again, is this what the so-called infatuation is talking about? And I am here waiting for him to come day after day, and mortals see him leaving lonely day after day, Now, I finally feel tired. Maybe I was very tired earlier, but I just can’t forget it.”

I love him so much I can't extricate myself.

"I can't forget, when I saw him for the first time, he was standing in the crowd, wearing a black robe with gold trim and a white jade crown, like a banished fairy. There was a smile on his lips, far away and long, and everything was lonely in a moment, and he was the only one I saw." I blinked. I blinked, my eyes were dry but no more tears could flow, I said: "Tan Qing, you can do everything, I am inferior to you in everything. But there is one thing, I will love Huimo, I will do nothing but love him."

My lips curled up a little bit unconsciously, I looked at Yoyo Santu, as if I saw the person I saw at first glance, through thousands of worlds, and told him what I wanted to tell the most, but I would never What I wouldn't say to him: "Huimo, I wish that one day, when you smiled at me, you would call Meng Tanxi."

☆, final chapter