dragonfly

1部90分钟的电影里，这1幕甚至不到1秒。

The phone didn't call me for so long. "

A soft smile appeared on Gu Jiaran's face: "I went back to my home on Qinghe Road, and only now returned to the Rose Garden. I may not be able to go to Emerald Cloud Mountain today."

"Okay, okay, then you stay at home and have a good rest."

"Wen Yan, what do you like about me?"

The other end of the phone paused for a moment, as if thinking: "I don't know, I probably like your good looks. What do you like about me?"

Gu Jiaran said without hesitation, "I like you and treat me well."

Wen Yan smiled and took a few steps forward: "Is that what I call being nice to you? You are too easily satisfied."

Gu Jiaran couldn't help but wiped his eyes.

Wen Yan stood still.

The two of them didn't speak for a while, and there were noisy voices in their ears.

"Wen Yan, I like you so much." Gu Jiaran sniffed his nose, his voice was a little hoarse, "It's windy today, I seem to have a cold."

Wen Yan stood not far away and quietly looked at the man sitting on the steps.

"Then you should be more careful at night."

"kindness."

"Gu Jiaran, I like you too."

Gu Jiaran couldn't help laughing out loud, and wiped his eyes again.

"It would be great if I could get to know you sooner." Wen Yan said softly.

If I had known him earlier, at least in those painful days, he would have been by my side.

No, if I could get to know him earlier, maybe he wouldn't have to suffer so much.

On this terrible night, Gu Jiaran sat on the steps for a long time before returning home.Wen Yan followed him secretly, and when he saw him passing by the mailbox, he took out a postcard from it, looked at it, and then smiled.

Fortunately, it's not too late.

"It's 12:03 noon, and Gu Jiaran is sitting next to me writing a postcard. He just ate a dragon fruit, and there is a seed on his face, and he doesn't want to tell him." ——Wen Yan

29: young

"The Door" started shooting as scheduled.

This movie is a gangster movie: two male protagonists, various speeding cars, gun battles, and heart attack plots. Everyone in it has a "door" in their hearts. This movie is about the different faces of the same person inside and outside the door. The diversity of human nature.This is a relatively mature commercial film. Because of the addition of two film stars, it can be said that it became popular before it was shot, and everyone's expectations are high.And Xie Yu, played by Gu Jiaran, is a young policeman who just got married. In the film, he has never been able to open the door in his heart, and finally committed suicide.

Xie Yu doesn't have many roles, his existence is mainly to promote the psychological transformation of the character played by actor Feng Xiang, so Gu Jiaran only stayed on the crew for a total of ten days.

In just these ten days, Gu Jiaran felt as if ten years had passed.

Song Dao's exacting attention to details is really outrageous.In the beginning, there was a scene of dodging bullets, Gu Jiaran NGed it more than 30 times, until the whole knee was bleeding.Gu Jiaran asked Director Song what was wrong, and Song Bo only said that it didn't feel right, and there was another one.

Gu Jiaran broke down a bit and asked for a break.

"Song Bo has always been like this. Every time I finish working with him, I don't want to shoot with him again." It was Feng Xiang who spoke. He is a veteran actor on Hong Kong Island, and his Mandarin is a bit blunt.

Gu Jiaran nodded: "It's okay, I can bear it."

"You'll know when the finished film comes out. The shots will be beautiful. Your acting is a little tense, so relax."

Gu Jiaran was taken aback, Feng Xiang was guiding him.

"Don't always think about acting well, just think about acting."

"I see, thank you, Teacher Feng."

Feng Xiang shook her head, took out a small pink book, and handed it to Gu Jiaran: "Just sign it for me, and write 'To Dear Mandy'."

"what?"

"My daughter, I love your plays so much, she doesn't even watch mine." Feng Xiang sighed.

Gu Jiaran laughed: "Teacher Feng is a good father at first glance."

"Haha, how about it, be envious, you will know when you have a child, and you can't wait to give him the whole world."

Gu Jiaran lowered his head and signed his name on the notebook: "Envy."

Song Bo glanced at him at the side: "After signing, come and continue!"

Gu Jiaran's last scene was to end his young life with a gun pointed at his temple.When he was lying in the pool of blood created by the crew, he was very tired, but also inexplicably happy.

This may be the most tiring and least part of his filming so far, but it's worth it.Song Dao’s ability to train actors is top-notch. In the first few scenes, he repeatedly NGed and couldn’t find the feeling. Song Bo has been guiding him all the time. After that, he gradually relaxed and gradually improved, and he performed very well.

It is customary for the crew to eat after finishing.A group of people packed up their things and walked towards the restaurant one after another, only Gu Jiaran and Song Bo were left in a blink of an eye.Gu Jiaran saw that Song Bo was still sitting there watching the replay of the surveillance frame, so he hurried over and asked, "Director Song, is there anything inappropriate about this one?"

Song Bo glanced at him: "Yes."

This was the first time Song Bo praised him in so many days.

For some reason, Gu Jiaran blushed a little, his eyes flashed with enthusiasm, and it could be seen that he was really happy.

Song Bo smiled and lit a cigarette.

"Did Fang Yuan ever say that you are a bit like Gu Anyang?"

"Eyes? Many people have said that."

Song Bo shook his head.

"There is something I want to tell you. I have nothing to do with your mother. I don't know how those scandals got out in the early years. I wanted to explain it before, but when I saw your dad with a small belly, he liked Coke, so I didn't bother." said."

Gu Jiaran didn't understand why he suddenly mentioned this, but still nodded.

Song Bo took a drag on his cigarette.

"Gu Jiaran, we are getting old."

Gu Jiaran looked at him.

"We were young too, dared to think and do anything. On nights like this, drinking wine and talking about dreams, it seemed like the whole world was in our hands."

"We are also impulsive and make mistakes, and when we get old, we can't say anything."

Gu Jiaran couldn't see the expression on his face clearly due to the smog.

"So, wait for the people around you, give them a chance, after all, everything will be fine."

Gu Jiaran's expression moved slightly, and his mouth opened.Song Bo waved his hand: "Let's go."

Song Bo stopped looking at him, and just smoked a cigarette on his own.

He remembered the day of Gu Jiaran's audition, that short performance.Reasonable, very good, although it was only a moment, but he captured it.After the play, his complexion was very bad, his hands were shaking, and he didn't know what he thought of.

so young.

When he was young, he was like a dynamite kit, rampant and fearless.

Fang Yuan is also an old fool, raised his own child like this, he doesn't know if his stomach is green with regret now.

Song Bo exhaled a smoke ring and looked up at the ceiling.

Whether it is him or Fang Yuan, they are both old.Only Gu Anyang seemed to be at the best age.Don't look at how you get old, don't know if it's a blessing or not.

As soon as Gu Jiaran walked out of the set, she received a call from Wen Yan: "A good news and a bad news, which one do you want to hear first?"

"Bad news."

"The sweet and sour pork I cooked turned into sweet and sour coke." There was the sound of chopsticks hitting the plate on the other side of the phone, and Wen Yan was probably studying it.

"What's the good news?"

Wen Yan immediately became enthusiastic: "Ji Xu invited us to dinner, the newly opened Zhiwei Pavilion on Wangyue Road."

Gu Jiaran smiled and said, "Tomorrow, I'm going to have dinner with the crew today."

"Ok."

After hanging up the phone, Gu Jiaran felt better.Recently, Wen Yan doesn't know what's going on, and he's very clingy to him, and he just said "I need you very much".He was powerless to refute.

also good.Anyway, he needed him badly.

Wen Yan was the happiest of the finale, because Gu Jiaran's next scene hadn't been decided yet, that is to say, he had a little vacation and could stay with him at home.The next day the two arrived at the box of Zhiwei Pavilion early in the morning, and saw that Ji Xu and He Ruizhi had already sat down, and He Ruizhi smiled when he saw him: "Jiaran, I received your postcard."

"I haven't had a good meal with you since I came back, thanks to Mr. Ji calling you."

Ji Xu took a sip of water and glanced at He Ruizhi, who bowed his head and remained silent.

Gu Jiaran felt that something was wrong, and glanced at Mr. Ji, only to find a thin silver-white chain around his neck.

Gu Jiaran was taken aback.

He looked at Wen Yan: "I seem to know the reason for eating today."

Wen Yan still didn't understand, so: "What?"

Gu Jiaran showed her face: "Your friend and my friend are together."

Wen Yan: "..."

Wen Yan looked across, and sure enough, the two of them laughed a little silly.

Wen Yan was a little speechless: "...I didn't notice it every day under my nose, why did you notice it when you came here?"

"The chain around Mr. Ji's neck belongs to Ruizhi."

Wen Yan heard the words and looked over, and there was indeed a thin chain.

"I said, why are you so flamboyant recently, and you suddenly wore a chain."

The old god Ji Xu is here: "Thanks to you, the probationary period has directly become a regular."

Ever since Ji Xu had guessed He Ruizhi's scent before, the two had formally established a relationship.He Ruizhi said that there is still a three-month trial period for new employees, and opportunists like Ji Xu should also go through the process.

Ji Xu agreed.

The heartbeat may only take a moment, but he is not just greedy for momentary pleasure.If the two want to go far, no matter he or He Ruizhi, they should have a deeper understanding of each other.

Of course, this kind of understanding "deepened" on the third day of the establishment of the relationship - after He Ruizhi invited him to watch a movie called "The Wilderness". AVI.

When Ji Xu woke up the next morning, he still had a sense of unreality. He always felt that something related to He Ruizhi was like pressing the fast forward button.But when he saw He Ruizhi in the bed looking at him with hickeys all over his body and smiling, he felt again——fuck him, take your time!

In this way, the two people finally started to fall in love after confirming their relationship and having sex.

Ji Xu likes He Ruizhi's exquisite heart.

He can remember the taste of drinks that every employee on this floor likes, and when he brings something to eat, he will be so careful that even the cleaning lady prepares a copy.He also said very distressed: "Ji Xu, I don't seem to know anything, you teach me something more."

What a skill it is to make everyone who knows him in Lan Haili like him.He didn't realize it.

Ji Xu smiled and kissed him: "Okay, I will teach you well."

Then 20 days ago, they received a postcard from Yangcheng at the same time.

He Ruizhi couldn't stop laughing after reading his postcard, and kept asking how ugly it was.

Ji Xu was helpless.Who didn't dare to wear anything when they were young, relying on their good looks.He only has a tie with an exaggerated color, does Wen Yan remember it until now?

"Blue, green, green, what color is it? Tiffany blue?"

Ji Xu thought about it for a while, and it seemed to be pretty much the same.

He Ruizhi laughed so hard that his stomach hurt, and after a while, he untied a thin chain from his neck: "I can't give you Tiffany blue, so I'll give you a Tiffany."

Ji Xu looked at him in surprise.

He Ruizhi has been wearing this necklace all the time. Although I don't know why he is wearing a women's necklace, it should be very important to him.Fortunately, the style of the necklace is very simple, and there is no pendant, so it is not an exaggeration for men to wear it.

He Ruizhi lay on the table and looked at him, blushing and bright eyes: "Ji Xu, I'll give it to you."

Ji Xu didn't even think about taking it and wearing it around his neck, He Ruizhi still looked at him and smiled.

"Is there any meaning to this necklace? For example, only for the people you love the most?"

He Ruizhi shook his head.

"Really?" Ji Xu still didn't quite believe it.

"Why does it have to make sense?"

"I bought this necklace a few years ago. Although it's not very good, I like it very much. I really like it. Ji Xu, I just want to give you my favorite thing."

Ji Xu froze for a moment, then smiled.

Yes, how could he forget that He Ruizhi is always so simple and direct.

"I can't bear to give you my favorite."

"what?"

Ji Xu kissed him on the lips: "I can't say how good he is, but I just like it, I like it very much, and I can't bear to give it to others, and neither can you."

On the day he received the postcard, Ji Xu officially became He Ruizhi's boyfriend.

Thirty, look forward to

After dinner, Gu Jiaran and Wen Yan went back to the rose garden.After procrastinating for so long, Wen Yan finally got his wish.

Gu Jiaran looked at him a little funny: "Are you so happy?"

Wen Yan nodded: "Of course, this is very important."

The Rose Garden property was acquired by Gu Jiaran after his debut.After Gu Anyang passed away, all the properties under his name were given to him, including many properties.However, Gu Jiaran did not live in it, but bought this 160 square meter house, and participated in the design and decoration of the whole process.It's no wonder Wen Yan attaches so much importance to it: Gu Jiaran may have many houses, but this is his home alone.

Wen Yan had imagined what Gu Jiaran's home looked like in private, but when he actually saw it, he was still shocked——

So sweet!

The overall tone is beige; the furniture is brisk and original wood; there are fluffy animals everywhere on the sofa; there is a side plant on the balcony; even the Chinese New Year's "Fu" is pasted on the glass windows...

Clean, bright and warm.

Like a real home.

Wen Yan didn't speak for a long time, Gu Jiaran was a little embarrassed: "It can't compare with yours, but it's enough for me to live alone—"

"Really like."

"what?"

"How about I move in with you?"

"Oh."

Wen Yan looked at him: "Our home."

Gu Jiaran blushed and nodded: "Our home."

That night, Wen Yan posted on Weibo like a choice phobia attack: one moment he chose a photo of a plant on the balcony, another moment he thought the picture on the wall was beautiful, and within a second it was replaced by a plush toy on the sofa.

Gu Jiaran felt that he was like those female stars who love to take selfies on the set, they couldn't pick the most satisfactory one after picking and choosing.

"Which one do you want to post? I can't choose." Mr. Wen encountered a major trouble in his life.

Gu Jiaran thought he was annoying, so he clicked on a random one, and pressed send.

It was Wen Yan's hand shaking, and he accidentally photographed it - vaguely, with a red "Fu" character.

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Ever since he quarreled with Gu Jiaran that day, Fang Yuan regretted it a lot.He was very worried about Gu Jiaran's health, but fortunately Lu Feng said that everything was going on as usual, although the filming was hard, but it went smoothly, so he was relieved.

Fang Yuan was a little relieved, but also a little bewildered.

With Gu Anyang's death that year, his whole body seemed to have died.Although he brought Gu Jiaran home, he never fulfilled his responsibilities as a father, not even his own son Xingyuan, let alone later...

By the time he wanted to save it, it was too late.

In those years, whenever he secretly went to England to see him, seeing his emaciated and helpless appearance on the hospital bed, Fang Yuan would regret it.

Day and night, in a place he couldn't see, how did Gu Jiaran endure the loneliness, pain, and torment in his heart, he seemed to get through it, and seemed to be slowly getting better, but now why did he want to destroy it again?

He didn't want to be this bad guy, not at all.He didn't want to tear their unrepaired relationship apart again because of Wen Yan, but——

Fang Yuan recalled what Lu Feng said to him before: In the past two days, I don't know what happened, many marketing accounts hinted that Gu Jiaran is gay, and also said that he has a crush.Fortunately, netizens are not so easy to be fooled now. They don't need fans to end, they have already been scolded bloody.

In the entertainment circle, there can be waves of three feet even if there is no wind.He couldn't imagine how everyone would criticize him if the matter of Gu Jiaran and Wen Yan was exposed.How can he bear it then?Thinking of this, Fang Yuan felt restless.After thinking about it, he decided to go to Wen Yan.

When Wen Yan received the news from the secretary, he was discussing something with Ji Xu.

"You just said who was looking for me?" Wen Yan suspected that he had heard it wrong.

"Boss Wen, it's Director Fang Yuan. He doesn't have an appointment, how do you think about it?"

Wen Yan and Ji Xu looked at each other, he was sure that Gu Jiaran hadn't mentioned this to him, so Fang Yuan should have come to him by himself.

"Director Fang Yuan, please come over."

Ji Xu hurriedly got up: "I wish you good luck, Ruizhi and I will pick up Jiaran and go to the hotel later."

Gu Jiaran had a platform event in a newly opened business district today, and the four of them made an appointment to have dinner together in the evening.

Wen Yan was a little nervous.

Fang Yuan's sudden arrival disrupted his plan, he originally wanted to pick a good time and come to visit in a serious way.Coupled with the delicate relationship between Gu Jiaran and his father, he really didn't know what to do for a while.

After a while, Fang Yuan walked in.His face was as heavy as water, and before Wen Yan could speak, he said, "Boss Wen, I want to make a deal with you."

Wen Yan: "..."

Should he say that Gu Jiaran and Fang Yuan are indeed father and son?If there is a disagreement, we will make a deal with him.

Wen Yan wanted to laugh inexplicably, and his mood relaxed: "What kind of deal does Director Fang want to make with me?"

Fang Yuan made up his mind: "I'll help you make movies, help you train your actors, you leave Gu Jiaran."

Wen Yan: "..."

"Director Fang, there are many directors who cooperate with Lan Hai." There is no shortage of you.

"Are there any directors as big as me?" There really aren't.

Wen Yan didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Director Fang, your offer is very attractive, but it won't work."

"Whatever you want, just mention it. As long as I can give it, I will definitely give it to you."

"I just want Gu Jiaran."

Fang Yuan became anxious: "Why does it have to be him? Boss Wen, with your character and status, what do you want? Why do you have to tie him up?"

"Director Fang, this is not going to the vegetable market to buy vegetables. I can buy radishes without eggplants. I want him because I like him. No matter how good the others are, it's not Gu Jiaran."

"Like it? Can you eat it if you like it? Haven't you thought about how it will affect him if the incident is exposed?! Your family has a great career, so naturally you don't worry about it, what about Jiaran?!" Fang Yuan was angry.

Wen Yan calmed down, avoiding his aggression: "Director Fang, I want to ask a question, do you mind if I stay with Gu Jiaran because I'm a man?"

Fang Yuan was stunned for a moment, and said sadly: "It's up to him, man or woman, as long as he likes it."

"Then why can't I?"

Fang Yuan sneered: "Wen Yuanshan can make you act like this?"

Wen Yan nodded: "My family."

"If I can handle my parents, then Director Fang, do you still object?"

"Let me guess. Director Fang may still be worried about my position. There are too many temptations. There are two men again. I don't know if it will last forever."

Fang Yuan didn't speak.

"Director Fang is also a member of the circle. He should have heard about how my father treated my mother. They have loved each other for decades and have always been a good story in the circle. Our Wen family has no merits, and special affection can be counted as one."

Wen Yan paused for a moment, then changed the subject: "I wonder, Director Fang, have you ever seen Jiaran's house in the Rose Garden?"

Fang Yuan looked at him, not knowing what he wanted to say.

Wen Yan smiled: "More than 100 square meters, the wallpaper is small beige flowers, there are many flowers and plants planted on the balcony, there are plush toys at home, and there are snacks in the refrigerator. I have never seen him eat snacks. My first When I saw it for the first time, I felt a little unbelievable, it didn't look like a house for a man living alone at all."

"It's a real home."

Fang Yuan's expression was a little loose.

"He participated in the design and decoration of this house, and it was arranged like this in the end." Wen Yan paused, with a bitter expression on his face, "Director Fang——"

"This house is the look of home in his mind."

"He has experienced so many things, no matter the pain inflicted on him by others or himself, he has not become cynical or indifferent to the end, because he has never given up, and he has always looked forward to life. He looks forward to a A real home."

Fang Yuan's eyes were red.

"So I beg you, give me a chance, I want to give him a home. And all the difficulties you mentioned, I promise, will never happen. Please also give him a chance and believe in his choice."

Wen Yan could see Fang Yuan's hesitation and struggle, he guessed that he might have passed this test.

"Finally, Director Fang—" he said the last thing about this meeting in one go:

"I want the same thing from you."

31、Shaking

When Ji Xu and He Ruizhi arrived in Tianlan City, the staff were already tearing down the stage, and it seemed that the event was over.He Ruizhi called Gu Jiaran, but found no one answered.

Ji Xu simply parked the car, and the two went directly to the organizer's side to see if Gu Jiaran was waiting there, but they didn't expect to run into his assistant Yoyo.

"Yuyou, where's Jiaran?"

"President Ji, Brother Rui, Brother Jiaran have already been picked up by the car."

"Didn't you say you would wait for us? Why did you leave early?" He Ruizhi called Gu Jiaran again, but no one answered.

"Have you made an appointment? Is it Mr. Wen's car? The car is black, and the two numbers at the end of the license plate number are 26."

Ji Xu's face suddenly changed: "A black car, the license plate number ends with 26?"

Yoyo nodded.

"I know who it is, it's okay, it's our friend, you go back first."

Yoyo left with confidence.

Ji Xu pulled He Ruizhi to his car: "I can't finish my meal today, you should call Wen Yan immediately."

"What's wrong?" He Ruizhi quickly dialed the phone.

As soon as the connection was made there, Ji Xu grabbed the phone: "Wen Yan, Gu Jiaran was picked up by Uncle Wen."

This is a quiet tea room.

A cup of Tieguanyin was placed in front of Gu Jiaran.The green leaves have bloomed, the tea soup is clear, and the fragrance of tea lingers on the tip of the nose.

"Don't be nervous, I just want to invite you to have a cup of tea." The voice of the speaker was low, and it was somewhat similar to Wen Yan when he listened carefully.Gu Jiaran raised her head and looked at him: not only the voice, but also the face is similar.Wen Yan really looks like his father more, he seems to have seen him decades later.

"Wen... Dong."

Wen Yuanshan smiled: "I thought you would call me uncle."

Gu Jiaran was a little embarrassed and didn't know how to speak.

"How is Wen Yan treating you?"

"still alright."

There was another chuckle from the opposite side: "It's very good, isn't it?"

Gu Jiaran blushed.

Wen Yuanshan's tone was very gentle, and he slowly relaxed.

"I don't know if he told you about it, but in fact, when he was three years old, I took their mother and child with me."

Gu Jiaran looked at him curiously.

Wen Yuanshan seems to be lost in memory, the corners of his eyes are soft: "Three years old, the cutest age. I asked him to call me dad, and he asked me what dad is, can I eat it?" Wen Yuanshan was a little helpless: "His mother never mentioned me before. .”

Gu Jiaran laughed, he likes to hear these family trivia.

"After receiving me, I was used to being lawless. Ji Xu and Ji Xu were the tyrants in the neighborhood. Someone always came to the door and said that they had caused some trouble, and they were beaten up several times by their mother."

"and after?"

"When he got better, he was really considerate. When he was 10 years old, he found out about our wedding anniversary and made a room full of balloons in our bedroom. Flower petals were scattered everywhere on the bed and table. He didn't know Where did he get it? His mother said how could he understand so well at such a young age, and later found out that he copied an idea from a magazine at home."

"When he was 19, he made a girlfriend and went on a date secretly. His mother said he wanted to see it, so I followed them with her, and we were discovered within two steps. I had to make an apology and order a meal for them. Feast."

Gu Jiaran couldn't stop laughing, how could there be such a cute family in this world.

Wen Yuanshan looked at him with a gentle smile on his face.

"Do you like a family like ours?"

Gu Jiaran nodded: "Very happy, I like it very much."

"However, such a happy family will soon cease to exist." Wen Yuanshan looked at the somewhat handsome young man in front of him and slowly faded his smile, "Because of you."

There was silence.

"Wen Dong, I don't understand what you mean."

Wen Yuanshan took a sip of tea: "Because I object to you being together. Then Wen Yan will quarrel with me, and his mother will be unhappy, and may even cry because of our quarrel."

"Of course, no matter how much I threaten or persuade him, he will not change his mind. I understand him." Wen Yuanshan smiled, "But he will be unhappy."

There was no blood on Gu Jiaran's face.

"You will feel distressed, sad, and even persuade him not to quarrel with us. You are a good boy, and you will persuade him to come back and spend more time with us during the holidays."

"Maybe even Ji Xu will get involved, and persuade him to persuade you to persuade us."

"What's the use? The end result is that the two sides are always deadlocked - everyone is unhappy - because of you."

Wen Yuanshan stood up and turned his back without looking at him: "You seem to like the warmth of family very much, but you are about to destroy the kind of warmth you love most."

Gu Jiaran stood up all of a sudden, his movement was a little loud, he knocked over the teacup, tick tock, the tea slowly dripped to the ground, the sound was a little loud.

He slowly closed and opened his eyes, his eyelashes trembling slightly, like a butterfly flapping its wings.

But it is a dying butterfly.

"Life is like this, the passion fades away, and what is left is endless repetition. Some people are lucky and find a loved one, and the repetition is a colorful life; some people are burdened with sadness and guilt, and the repetition is pain. , day after day, year after year, and finally wiped out all will and emotion."

Gu Jiaran's body was trembling all the time, he bit his lip, and never said a word.

"Wen Yan is probably coming. The first thing he does when he walks in is to apologize to you. He will blame himself and feel that he didn't protect you well. If you look at him, you probably won't be able to say anything."

"Everything seems to be the same for you, but it seems that something has changed."

"There is always nothing so perfect in this world."

Wen Yuanshan sighed from the bottom of his heart, and put a business card in front of him: "If you need it, you can find me."

"Jiaran!"

Wen Yan pushed the door open and came in.

Wen Yuanshan had already left, and Gu Jiaran was alone, staring at the overturned cup of tea in a daze.Hearing the voice, he raised his head and smiled, "Wen Yan."

Wen Yan was very distressed, and hurried up to hug him: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault, I didn't expect my dad to take you away suddenly."

Gu Jiaran reached out and hugged him tightly, and slowly closed his eyes: "It's okay, it's okay, nothing happened."

32. Frightened

Since that day, Gu Jiaran and Wen Yan have fallen into a delicate stalemate.

They didn't seem to have changed much, they ate together, chatted, and even went to bed together; it seemed that something was quietly changing between them, Gu Jiaran would often look at him in a daze, would wake up in the middle of the night, and call him, "Wen Yan?"

"What's the matter, I'm here."

He breathed a sigh of relief: "It's okay, I'm just calling you."

Wen Yan was very worried. He asked him what his father said to him that day, but Gu Jiaran shook his head: "I talked about something about your childhood. It was fun."

Of course Wen Yan didn't believe it, so he could only run over to question his father.Wen Yuanshan glanced at him: "Wen Yan, you shouldn't ask me, this is between the two of you."

Wen Yan was going crazy.

He was very worried, worried about Gu Jiaran's body, he could feel his uneasiness and fear; he was also very angry, because Gu Jiaran still refused to tell him what happened.No matter what happened, he had to speak up first, and then he could solve it.

Wen Yan felt that Gu Jiaran still didn't trust him enough, and felt a little discouraged.After this back and forth, the two froze.Even later, I didn't know what to say in person.Only when sleeping at night, Wen Yan would still hug him tightly from behind without saying a word.

Gu Jiaran also felt uncomfortable.

Facing the increasingly depressed atmosphere between them, there was nothing he could do.

He knew that Wen Yan wanted him to tell him clearly about his troubles, but he really couldn't.

Even though falling in love is a matter between two people, even though Father Wen said it was unfair, but, as he said, he was really afraid that once he opened his mouth, their beautiful family would stop laughing because of him.Wen Yan has done too much for him. Father Wen's words are threats but also remind him that he can't just ask for and enjoy. He should think clearly about what he should do to live up to this feeling.

However, he chooses not to say it now, but it still confirms Father Wen's words.

It was like a nightmare.

The cold war continued until Gu Jiaran went abroad to shoot magazine covers.

While waiting at the airport, Gu Jiaran realized that he did not bring his passport.He has been restless these days, and it's not surprising that he loses everything.Lu Feng looked at the time: "It's too late to go back to get it, so I can only get someone to deliver it. Does anyone have your key?"

Gu Jiaran thought for a while, walked to the side, and dialed the phone.

"Hello? Jiaran."

Wen Yan hasn't called his name for a long time.Gu Jiaran's nose was a little sore: "I forgot to bring my passport, can you ask Brother Li to deliver it to me?" Brother Li is the driver of Wen Yan's company.

"Got it, where is it?"

"There's a drawer in the closet, the one on the left."

"Well, you are waiting at the airport."

The person who came was Wen Yan.

Lu Feng and Yoyo looked shocked: You know they have a good relationship, so good that they even have each other's keys?

Wen Yan saw Gu Jiaran and handed him his passport.I want to say something, the airport over there has started to notify boarding.

After this trip, I didn't see him for another week.Wen Yan was a bit reluctant, held back for a long time, and said bluntly: "Work hard and win glory for the country."

Lu Feng & Yoyo: "..."

Is this going to the Olympics?

Apparently Gu Jiaran also thought of it: "Oh, I will work hard to get the gold medal."

Wen Yan choked.

When Gu Jiaran passed the security check, she couldn't help but glance back.Wen Yan stood there looking at him from a distance, motionless, like a sculpture.

Love breeds fear.

Wen Yan used his tenderness and tolerance to weave a dense net, and Gu Jiaran had nowhere to escape.His joys and sorrows, his desires and troubles, everything about him has long been integrated with him.In this relationship, the only thing he can do is love him.

Never stop loving him.

No matter how painful it is, he can't leave him.

Gu Jiaran suddenly calmed down.

For a whole week, the two had no contact.Wen Yan was probably determined to be angry this time, and coupled with the time difference between the two sides, Gu Jiaran couldn't find a suitable opportunity to call him.Due to some problems with Gu Jiaran's itinerary abroad, he came back a day late.This caused him to rush to attend the press conference of "Marie Claire" as soon as he got off the plane.

The press conference will be held in the lobby of the Lan Hai Building.All the staff and actors participating in the press conference rested on the fourth floor. When the time came, they directly got off the special elevator. The red carpet was spread from the elevator entrance to the press conference hall, and a barrier was drawn on both sides, and the outside stations were full of media.

I don't know how Lan Hai arranged it, but the staff directly took Gu Jiaran to the 6th floor, where he was in the same lounge as Wen Yan.After not seeing each other for a week, Wen Yan felt that Gu Jiaran had lost weight, and the stylist next to him took the time to help him with his hair and clothes.Wen Yan resisted the urge to rush over and hug him.

Gu Jiaran kept her eyes closed, probably a little tired.

In the huge room, there was only the sound of the hair dryer, making Wen Yan upset.

After a while, the staff came over and informed Gu Jiaran to go down and start walking the red carpet to the stage.

Gu Jiaran opened his eyes: "Is Mr. Wen not together?"

Wen Yan looked over at him, logically, he was on stage early.

but--

"I'll lead Mr. Gu there, you can stay here."

The two walked towards the elevator together.

"When I came up, I calculated that it would take 1 seconds to go from the first floor to the sixth floor." Gu Jiaran said suddenly.

Wen Yan was a step away from him, looking at his small and round earballs