General Hugh wants me to have a child II: I am not a victim

Chapter 81 Nightmare. The Man Who Came...

Outside the window, the moon is blowing high into the sky, and there is still unmelted snow on the ground. The warm current in the wooden house is surrounded by two servants helping the chef, Uncle Sun, to pack his things. Song Nuo is chatting with Father Mu in the house...

When Mu's father talked about the ugly birthday party arrangement, Song Nuo nodded, approved what Mu's father said, and didn't say anything else. He looked down at the little one who was greedy and sleepy in his arms with a peaceful face, and gently touched the little guy's with his right hand Pat on the back, let the little guy sleep quickly and sleep more peacefully.

The clown was biting Song Nuo's breasts, reluctantly and greedily refusing to let go, his eyelashes were trembling slightly, and his little hands were grabbing his father's clothes, as if longing for that sense of security. Every time Song Nuo saw such a clown , There will be a strong feeling of love in my heart, and that feeling is probably called fatherly love.

After a while, the little guy finally fell asleep, the little hands that were holding on to the clothes tightly loosened, and the little mouth also let go of his father's milk.

Seeing that the little guy in Song Nuo's arms was already fast asleep, Mu's father climbed onto the kang and spread the quilt on the bed, and asked Song Nuo to put the clown down.

Song Nuo understood, moved slightly into the bed, turned around on the bed with the clown in his arms, put the clown on the mattress, sat up straight and straightened his open front. Grinning, he reached out and tapped on his waist.

Mu's father looked at Song Nuo's appearance, lowered his head to look at Song Nuo's protruding belly, frowned and said, "Is my waist sore, this child is almost four months old, and she is pregnant, let you hold Xiao Yan'er like this , It’s really hard work, Dad is going to fill you with hot water for the massage water bag that the prince sent you, and you lie down on a cushion to rest and warm up, and see if you feel better, okay?”

Song Nuo supported his waist and wanted to refuse, but when he moved, the pain in his lower back made him so uncomfortable that he couldn't even straighten his waist, so he nodded and thanked Mu's father.

Father Mu patted Song Nuo on the shoulder and got up to get ready. Song Nuo watched Father Mu leave, shook his neck and lay sideways beside the clown, pulled the quilt over his waist, and stared at the sleeping clown , warm in my heart, but for some reason, I miss that person more and more. Song Nuo looked at the clown and pouted angrily. He had to admit that as the child grew up day by day, probably Hormones are also changing, and the plot similar to women's resentment becomes more and more obvious day by day. Once he calms down, Song Nuo will always think of Bi Shengke's appearance around the front and back when he was pregnant with ugliness. It was an empty room, indescribable negative emotions, sadness and loneliness invaded the nerves.

At this time, Song Nuo always suppressed those emotions, but at this time, the physical pain made the spirit tired, and the feeling became more powerful and uncontrollable. Song Nuo squinted his eyes and began to imagine what would happen if that person was with him. , If he knew that his back was hurting, he would probably yell and call a doctor. If he knew that he was struggling to hold Chouchou, he would sit behind him and help him hold Chouchou. Song Nuo raised his head and thought a lot, until Mu Song Nuo ended his long imagination when his father came in with the massage water bag with protruding acupuncture points.

Putting the warm massage water bag under his waist, Song Nuo felt much more comfortable, and his body was also warm. He cheered up and chatted with his father about weaning clowns from breastfeeding. Song Nuo once talked with Xiao Si We talked about the fact that children in this world are breast-fed. Xiao Si said that the tradition here is the same as that of the 21st century. They all think that the longer the child is breast-fed, the better the appointment, especially if it is a boy. After the child starts to eat these things, he can be weaned at eight months. Regardless of whether he eats other foods or not, it is best to eat breast milk until about one and a half years old, which is good for the body.

Although Song Nuo's body has been taking medicine, the old doctor came twice and said that the fetal breathing is very disordered, and a lot of medical terms. Although he did not suggest weaning Chouchou, he also said that continue to give the child If breastfeeding, the body's load will become greater and greater, which will have an impact on the little one in the stomach.

Because of this, Mu's father has been very worried. Recently, he has been discussing with Song Nuo about weaning Chou Chou. Song Nuo has always disagreed with weaning Chou Chou, because Chou Chou doesn't eat much now. Or he would only look for it when he was hungry, saying that the burden was not too big, but these days Song Nuo felt that his health was getting worse and worse, and he was always tired, so he had no choice but to relax and agreed to Mu's father, and waited. Chouchou started to wean him after his first birthday.

Father Mu saw that Song Nuo let go, and a big stone in his heart fell to the ground. He talked to Song Nuo about the trouble, and seeing the sleepiness on Song Nuo's face, he covered Song Nuo tightly with a quilt. Get up and leave the bedroom.

Lying on the bed, Song Nuo turned his head to look at the wooden table in the center of the room, looked at the flame in the small oil lamp placed in the center of the table, stood there securely, without swaying or shaking, Song Nuo looked at it for a while, His mind began to blur, and it didn't take long before he lost consciousness...

In a trance, Song Nuo suddenly found himself in a world full of white, and his whole body seemed to be filled with these illusory white mist. Song Nuo looked around blankly, and suddenly saw that familiar figure from the back in one direction, Song Nuo felt in his heart. Once tight, he ran towards that direction with big strides, stood a step away from that person, looked carefully at his feet from head to toe, saw that the person in front of him was neatly dressed, worried about disappearing without a trace, and punched him It hit the man on the shoulder, and shouted at the man excitedly: "Bastard, where have you been?"

Facing Song Nuo's fist and yelling, the man just turned around and looked at Song Nuo calmly.

Song Nuo and the man looked straight at the familiar face without any expression, trembling in their hearts, pursed their lips, and said calmly: "Bastard, why don't you speak, pretend to be deep, you are missing After so long, there is no news at all, you have reason, don't you?"

This man Song Nuo has always called a jerk is none other than Bi Shengke who has been missing for more than a month.

Bi Shengke's face was still expressionless, his eyes looked at Song Nuo as if he was looking at the air, without a trace of brilliance, and focused.Song Nuo raised his eyebrows and looked at Bi Shengke. There was no flaw on his face, but he was so entangled in his heart that he wanted to get mad, but the man opened his mouth at this moment...

"Song Nuo, I'm leaving." Bi Shengke opened and closed his mouth up and down, uttering a sentence without any emotion.

"Where are you going? Are you going back to the battlefield?" Song Nuo immediately asked anxiously, his brows furrowed and he no longer had the usual calmness.

Bi Shengke stretched out his hand to cover Song Nuo's face, with a sad expression on his calm face, he shook his head and said, "No, I'm not going back to the battlefield, I don't belong to this world anymore, and I can't protect you anymore, I just came here Say goodbye to you."

"You, I don't understand what you're talking about." Song Nuo took a step back in fear, and said in a trembling voice: "Why are you leaving? Don't you want to be with me? Are you tired of me? What about that child? What about Chou Chou, don't you want it too? I have your child again, you..."

"Song Nuo," the man called softly, interrupting Song Nuo's words, "You have to live a good life, anyway, you think I'm an eyesore, so I'll ask my father to help you find someone pleasing to your eyes, I'm leaving..."

The man's voice reverberated in Song Nuo's mind with several diffuse trembling sounds, and Song Nuo shouted at the man hoarsely, "Bastard, who said that I don't care about you, I don't care about you, I will be oppressed by you, I don't care about you, I will give birth to you, I don't care about you, I will be so concerned about you, you bastard, where did you see that I don't care about you, you are not allowed to go anywhere..."

As Song Nuo said, he stretched out his hand to pull the man's sleeve, but what he reached out to catch was nothing but illusions, and his fingertips pierced through the man's clothes. Song Nuo blinked, looked at the man and then turned to look at himself , facing himself, raised his lips, and then the tall and burly body began to float backwards.

Song Nuo turned pale with shock, and began to run forward, chasing the man who was drifting away, water stains appeared on his face at some point, Song Nuo kept chasing the shadow, but no matter how hard he ran, he couldn't catch up When I fell in love with that person, the distance was getting farther and farther away until I could no longer see him.

Song Nuo stopped on the spot dejectedly, clenched his hands into fists by his sides, fixed his eyes on the place where the man disappeared, and muttered to himself: "Bi Shengke, why did Bi Shengke leave? I don't care about you, why go, don't go, why go, why!?"

Song Nuo raised his head and shouted at the white mist in front of him, "No, come back, I don't want you to go, come back, come back..."

The whiteness all over the sky flooded Song Nuo's vision, everything turned gray and black in the strong whiteness!In the master bedroom of the small courtyard in the forest, the person on the kang uttered a sleepless dream, "Don't...don't...don't..."

"Young master, young master, wake up, wake up, young master, wake up..." The night watchman was attracted by the man's loud dreaming voice, and stretched out his hand to gently shake the man's shoulder, trying to shake the man's shoulder. The young master who was haunted by the nightmare woke up, "Young master, you are awake, are you alright?"

Song Nuo opened his eyes in a daze, looked at the delicate face illuminated by the dim yellow light, his mind was separated from that illusory dream, and lightly frowned and said to the boy next to him: "It's okay."

Hearing that Song Nuo said he was fine, the boy was smart enough not to ask any questions, but asked Song Nuo if he needed anything, whether he wanted water or something.

Song Nuo stared blankly at the eaves above his head, and shook his head, "I don't want anything, you can rest, don't worry about me."

The boy looked at Song Nuo's face, nodded, turned and walked towards the wooden bed in the corner, put down the bed curtain and sat on the bed without making a sound, holding his breath and listening to the movement on the kang.

Song Nuo lay in the original position for a while, turned to look at the sleeping little guy beside him, sat up on the kang, stared blankly at the blank wall for a while, stood up and walked around the small quilt, Sitting in front of the small transom with his hands crossed knees, staring at the blurred scenery in a daze, for a long time, the man opened and closed his mouth, muttering softly into the air, "Did I really care about you that much before, wrong, I was wrong Is it? It's wrong, it's wrong..."

Song Nuo sat by the window, watching the darkness before dawn turn into the glory of day, wearing only white underwear, his feet pressed against the kang, the temperature of the kang gradually decreased as the contents of the stove burned out , the temperature in the room also dropped, Song Nuo frowned, his body trembled uncontrollably due to the drop in temperature, but he still kept his original posture sitting there, his empty eyes flashed with confusion and darkness , more of a reflection.

Song Nuo never thought that dream was real, but the shock it brought to him reminded him of too many mistakes in the past, mistakes he made more than once...

The night watchman had been paying attention to the movement of his young master before dawn, thinking that there was nothing wrong with it since there was no movement all the time, so when the light was on in the room, he leaned against the edge of the bed curtain and dozed off.

The sky was getting brighter, and people in the small courtyard started to get up. The sound of the door opening and closing woke Song Nuo up. He turned his head and looked at the little guy who was still sleeping. He stretched his waist and wanted to stand up. He got back under the blanket, but found that he couldn't exert any strength from his body, so he smiled wryly, and had to crawl back with his hands and feet, and nestled in the blanket. The mattress and blanket were already cold, but Song Nuo still felt warm, probably because The body temperature is too low...

Father Mu and Uncle Sun received the supplies from the palace, arranged the things that should be arranged in the morning, and followed the usual habit, opened the door and entered Song Nuo's bedroom. Go to the side of the night watchman, wake up the boy, let him go back to sleep in the room.

The boy woke up in a daze, glanced at Father Mu, and then pulled himself together and told Father Mu what happened last night.Father Mu said he knew, so that the boy didn't have to worry that he would pay attention.

The boy rubbed his eyes, put on his coat, stood up unsteadily and walked towards the door.

Father Mu looked at the boy's bewildered look, smiled lightly, got up and walked to the edge of the kang to look at the big and small ones, Song Nuo was in a deep sleep, his body curled up together, seemed to be very cold, his hands and feet Unable to stretch it out, Mu's father frowned and pulled the quilt for Song Nuo and the clown. Seeing some water stains on Song Nuo's face, he got up and went out to get firewood, put it in the stove of the kang and watch it. After turning on the fire, I felt the temperature at the end of the bed gradually rise before I sat down again.

Not long after, the clown woke up stretching his arms and legs, looked around sleepily, looked at his father's face, and whispered softly, "Dad, dad, dad..."

Using both hands and feet, he climbed onto Song Nuo.Mu's father saw the appearance of the clown, stepped forward and hugged the clown, looked at the clown looking at him, leaned against the ear of the clown, and said in a low voice: "Yan'er, you, dad, are sleeping. Let's not quarrel with him, okay?"

Clown Clown stared at Father Mu as if he understood, put his little hand on his mouth, and made no sound.

"So good!" Father Mu praised the clown, put the clown on the corner of the bed, took out a small cotton padded coat for the clown, put the clown in the cradle, and then went out to fetch the clown's rice porridge for the little clown. The guy feeds the meal, the clown sits and plays with the toy after a full meal, and the mother sits and watches...

Father Mu smiled openly at the clown's appearance, but suddenly heard a faint groan in the room. Father Mu subconsciously turned his head to look at Song Nuo. Song Nuo still maintained the same posture just now, and Father Mu frowned. Wearing the heated kang, he noticed something was wrong as soon as he got close to Father Mu. Song Nuo's face was flushed and his body seemed to be still shaking. Father Mu was shocked. He walked forward and stretched out his hand to touch Song Nuo's forehead. ran out of the bedroom...

Anwei Linzi turned into a rickshaw driver, flew out of the woods again and carried the old doctor back into the mountain. After making a diagnosis, the old doctor frowned and pricked a few acupuncture points for Song Nuo. The temperature seemed to drop a lot, but Song Nuo His body was still very hot, the old doctor said he could do nothing, left a few medicines, said to check the situation and left...

Mu's father and a few servants gave Song Nuo medicine and covered his sweat again. After a whole day of busy work, Song Nuo didn't wake up until the evening when Song Nuo woke up in a daze, muttering What are you thinking about? No one knows who is unconscious. Father Mu finally fed Song Nuo some rice porridge and another bowl of medicine. Song Nuo fell asleep again in a daze...

Because of the master's illness, the atmosphere in the small courtyard was very tense and panicked. Two hidden guards stood in the courtyard discussing whether to go back to the palace to report. There was a messy sound of snow treading in the distance, and the two hidden guards stopped. The sound of conversation, looking warily at the dark forest, a tall figure flashed into the two people's field of vision from a distance, and the speed made the two dark guards sigh.

The sense of oppression from the master made the two experienced dark guards almost subconsciously draw out the soft swords around their waists, and entered a state of preparation, but as the man approached, both of them grew up in astonishment. mouth, but there was surprise in his eyes, his tense body relaxed, and the knife in one of his hands fell to the ground...

The tall figure rushed into the yard in an instant, saw the two surprised guards, the man's face showed a smile, Lin Zi shouted excitedly, "My God, you're back!" Seeing the man yelling, the man just listened to the exhaustion on his face and didn't say anything.

The people in the small courtyard were all shouted out by Lin Zi's yelling. When they saw the burly man, everyone sighed, but there was such ecstasy on their faces...