The Queen's Secret

Chapter 128] Making a decision

Su Mali raised her eyebrows and smiled, and took a sip of coffee: "You are as smart as you, don't you know?"

Xuerou didn't answer, but frowned.Su Mali continued: "For a shameless woman like her, the few words I said just now would not hurt her. If she could, she would not have done such outrageous things back then. .Being a whore and wanting to set up a torii, where in the world is there such a cheap thing?"

"Enough!" The sudden rise in her voice startled Su Mali, who was sipping coffee, or rather, this sentence is enough, which neither of them thought of.Realizing her gaffe, Xuerou put her hands on her forehead, "Don't say it, don't say it."

Su Mali smiled sharply, heartily, and creepily: "Liao Sulin, look at your own virtue now. I really feel sorry for my aunt. I am not afraid of the daughter I gave birth to in the world. Now she is hurting every relative who cares about her because of her mother-killing enemy."

"Can you stop forcing me!" She knocked the coffee cup on the table to the ground, and the sound of glass shattering was like a muffled thunder, hitting her heart directly, "I know, I know I'm Su Daughter of Yun, do you think I am not sad to lose my mother? Do you know how envious I was when I saw other people’s family of three together when I was young? Do you know how much I wish my mother was by my side every time I was sad? Now it happens After this kind of thing happened, I was the one who felt uncomfortable, and I was the one who was in despair. I wish I could die here! Every one of you is criticizing me, but none of you are willing to think about it from my perspective..."

Facing such a hysterical Liao Xuerou, Su Mali fell silent, and every word she said was deeply imprinted in Su Mali's heart.She, Su Mali, has been pampered since she was a child, and has a strong personality. No one dared to yell at her like this. Today, she was yelled at by her own sister, but she didn't feel any anger in her heart. She just felt distressed and regretted.

She suddenly felt that it would have been fine if she hadn't been talking too much back then, and if her sister had never known about it, then it would have been fine.

"I'm so tired, really." She sat down on the seat suddenly, lay on the table and shook her head desperately, "You go."

"You don't have to go back with me. But, Su Lin, what exactly do you want?"

Su Mali left.Liao Xuerou smiled, bitterly, heartbreakingly.She finally forced away all the people around her.But Su Mali was right, what exactly did she want.

I heard that Fengwu Lane will be demolished in the near future. Stepping into this alley again, there is no woman selling coke rings, and no uncle shouting about candied haws. The wonton shop that I will go to every time.

"Master, is this alley of ours going to be demolished soon?" Xuerou walked into the small shop, smelling the familiar fragrance of wontons, and looked at the man who had been sticking to it for ten years.

"Yeah, it's going to be demolished..."

"Many people have left, why are you still here?"

"Ever since my wife got married, I have been living here. The memories of our whole life are here. But the demolition is out of the control of us ordinary people. Even if we don't want to give up, we can only accept it. I just want to , cherish it in the limited time, even if you can only stay for one more day, it is good... Every time I smell the smell of this wonton, I feel like my wife is back again..."

Xuerou smiled, feeling very uncomfortable in her heart: "Time flies so fast." In a blink of an eye, this alley full of her childhood will become another strange place, and her home will be gone.

"Yes." The white-haired old man chuckled, feeling disappointed and sighing, "I still remember that when you were only six or seven years old, your mother brought you to my place to eat wontons, and every time you asked for them Celery meat... In the blink of an eye, you have grown so big."

"When you say it, I'm a little hungry."

"A bowl of wontons? I'm leaving. This meal is my treat. What do you want to eat?"

"Celery meat." Xuerou still smiled, her eyes bent into a bridge.

The hot air hit her face and turned into water vapor. It had been a long time since she had eaten wontons stuffed with celery.Eating big mouthfuls, she felt as if she had returned to 20 years ago. Her mother was still by her side. She would tell herself to eat slowly and not choke. When it was full of stuffing, he wiped his mouth with a tissue and said that he was a little greedy cat.

"20 years..." Hot tears dripped into the bowl, causing small ripples.

The old man sat on the opposite side of her, fanning the wind gently with a cattail fan: "Yes, it has been 20 years."

"It's my fault. I don't deserve to be a mother's daughter." She took a deep breath and let the tears fall.

"Son, in this world, everyone who can become mother, daughter, father and daughter has a destiny. You think you are not worthy of being your mother's daughter, but do you know that being a mother is the most proud and happiest The moment when I see you is the moment when I see you."

"I seem to have done something very sorry for my mother..."

"Son, do you know that parents never care about your right or wrong, because in their eyes, what can make you happy is right, and everything else is dispensable. Children, people like this Life is too short, too short..."

What my sister said is right, my mother endured the pressure of public opinion and insisted on giving birth to herself. A weak woman took all the pain, gave up her own happiness, and raised herself up.My mother gave me life, but I gave my heart to the person who shouldn't be given it.

This farce has been going on for too long, too long.

"Yeah, it's too short. So, I don't have time to make mistakes."