The Queen's Secret

Chapter 131) Unforgivable

Liao Xuerou shivered and yelled out these words that she had shouted thousands of times from the bottom of her heart, and tears gushed out. She thought that when this day really came, she would definitely not shed tears, not even a single tear.But she thought she couldn't help it.She really couldn't help being sad.This is her favorite person.

She squatted beside Bai Qingwan, pinched her chin, and let her tears drip onto the floor: "Speak up, speak up! Did I misunderstand you, speak up!"

Bai Qingwan lowered her head, her beautiful black hair blocked half of her face, she was extremely haggard and beautiful, she took a deep breath, and tightly closed her eyes: "It's all me." Finally, there was silence After half a minute, she raised her head, and met Liao Xuerou's eyes with tears in her eyes, "I am the one who hates her, and I am the one who wants to take Ji Tong away from her, send someone to investigate Her person is me, and the person who watched her fall into the water and didn't save her was me, it was me, it was me."

She finished these words in the most bland tone, as if she had finished telling the most bland story, hot tears rolled down her fair cheeks, she didn't make a sobbing sound, she just said it lightly, lightly with.

Liao Xuerou smiled, mixed with heart-piercing wailing, the smile at the corner of her mouth was like a dagger that could pierce people's hearts.She didn't understand, why she was crying so sad, didn't she know the answer a long time ago, didn't she know that everything was a misunderstanding, didn't she know that she was the person she should hate for the rest of her life, But why, when I heard her confess all this, my heart hurts so much that she couldn't breathe.

"You know, I thought, I always thought, that you are an angel sent by heaven to protect me, you are the only reason for me to live in this world, without my mother, I still have you, but... I will lose My mother, but it's all because of you..."

"Why is this……"

After all, it is impossible for the past to be buried in the long river of time forever.

Bai Qingwan glanced at her tearful lover in front of her, and wanted to reach out to wipe away her tears, but found that she had lost the qualification to do so, she just said: "Ji Tong doesn't love me, from beginning to end, he Su Yun is the only one in my heart. But I really love him... In order to get him, I did not hesitate to let my father use his power to force him to bow his head, because I know that he is a filial person, and it is impossible for him to give up for love. Giving up the family business... So, I got him as I wished."

Bai Qingwan no longer shed tears, her beautiful eyes became haggard and hollow, she just stared blankly ahead, as if her soul had gone out of her body: "After getting married, I really never thought about going against Su Yun, even if I was Knowing that Ji Tong has been thinking about her in his heart, he has the right to act as if he didn't know, until... until later I knew that Su Yun had a child. Although Su Yun was married at that time, my heart still I was very flustered, I don’t know why I was worried that it would be Ji Tong’s flesh and blood, but although I was worried, I didn’t do anything. Later, by chance, I got a photo from someone else. In the photo, it was Su The scene where Yun is holding the baby with Ji Tong."

"I can no longer control myself. I started to send people to investigate this matter. As expected, the child is not Su Yun and her husband's child, but my husband's child. Jealousy, resentment, anger , All of them came to my mind in an instant.”

Bai Qingwan buried her head between her arms: "I'm really afraid of losing him...I can't live without him..."

Liao Xuerou listened to everything she said, and deeply felt that every word Bai said pierced her already riddled heart like a sharp knife.

"Later I called her out. I really didn't want to hurt her. I just wanted to beg her to leave. I just hoped that she wouldn't appear in front of Ji Tong. I didn't think we would quarrel... I I never thought about..."

"You never thought about it, you not only quarreled, but also pushed each other." Xuerou finally opened her mouth and interrupted her, "In the end, Su Yun, who had no water at all, fell into the river. You What's more, you, the cruel one, just watched an innocent woman drown in the water and refused to save her in order to break your husband's thoughts, didn't you? "

"Yes."

Xuerou got up gently, walked to the french windows, stretched out her hands and held on to the glass tightly until a few deep scratches appeared on the glass, she remembered that when they went to Wuzhen, that day, Huo Yuluo jumped into the window with death. In the river, Bai Qingwan jumped down and rescued her almost without thinking. Her water skills are so good, and when she rescued Huo Yuluo, she was so distressed and without thinking.But she watched her mother die in front of her eyes.

How ironic.

If it wasn't because she was really too sad, she really didn't want to cry all the time like now, she shouldn't be like this.She hugged her head tightly, feeling that her headache was about to explode.

"So. So you have concealed the truth for so many years, and you can feel at ease after so many years." Liao Xuerou turned around, bent down and held Bai Qingwan's shoulders, "So, from the beginning, you have treated me Well, it's all fake, it's just because of your guilt towards my mother, it's just because of your guilty conscience!"

"It's not like this!" Bai Qingwan's voice, which had been calm all this time, suddenly became louder, her eyes were red again, she looked at her, at the heartbroken little girl in front of her, "I admit, at first, at first I was trying to make up for the mistakes I made. But then..."

"It doesn't matter anymore." Xue Rou straightened up and stopped looking at her, "It doesn't matter what happened afterwards. You clearly know that A Yan is my biological brother, but you still want to hide the mistakes you have made. This incident caused my elder sister to marry my younger brother, which ruined the happiness of the two of us for a lifetime, and made me my brother's wife. In my whole life, I have no relatives. Later, I finally found my grandfather, but you didn't Let me go to see him, I thought you wanted me to stay because you really needed me, but...but now I understand that you are afraid that grandpa will tell me these ugly facts, you are afraid of what you said Bad things done will be made public!"

She turned around and covered her mouth, shaking her head desperately: "You know, these things have appeared in my mind every day like a demon these days, and I feel like I'm going crazy. I I love you so much, but you hurt me so much that I lose the courage to live forever..."