The Queen's Secret

Chapter 137) Uremia

This was the first time Xijia saw her mother cry.In her memory, her mother never cried.No matter what happens.This time, when she saw her mother's red and swollen eyes, she guessed that her mother must have cried.But today, when I really saw my mother crying, I felt like a knife was stabbing my heart.Mother was originally such a strong person.

Bai Qingwan sat on the cold floor and hugged her head, the sound of crying was like a knife piercing Xijia's heart.Mother cried, but she couldn't say anything.

"It's my fault...it's all my fault...I can't love her anymore, I can't anymore..." Bai Qingwan cried hysterically, her originally stunning face has nothing to do with beauty at this moment, Only paleness remained, "Xiaojia, Xuerou is your sister, she is your sister..."

Xijia suddenly opened her eyes wide, feeling thunder rolling over her head.His mouth was half open, but he didn't say a word.She still thinks about it, and remembers it by herself.In the case of elder sister, she must not be mother's daughter, that is to say, elder sister Liao is father's daughter?

"It's terrible, it's incredible, it's impossible..." Xijia shook her head, her expression flustered, and then she suddenly realized, "In other words, Sister Liao is, she is, she is related by blood with brother Biological siblings?" Xijia looked at her mother with complicated eyes, her eyes were wide open.

Xijia suddenly didn't know what kind of world she was living in. For more than 20 years, the person she regarded as her father was not her own father. The person who once tried to lead her astray was her biological father.His sister-in-law actually fell in love with his mother.In the end, sister-in-law is not sister-in-law, but sister.

This is ridiculous, really ridiculous.

"Mom, since you already know, why do you want sister Liao to marry brother, they are siblings!"

"Because, I can't tell."

"Even if you have a reason that you can't say anymore, you still have to say it. Mom, if you do this, you will not only ruin your brother, but also your sister Liao. They used to be husband and wife. This is an ironclad fact. What do you want them to do... How do you let them face the sudden identity of siblings?" Xijia was a little emotional, but she didn't know who it was for.But Bai Qingwan didn't speak. Xijia saw it in her eyes and was anxious in her heart. Deep in her heart, there was a nameless anger clamoring, "Mom, why are you always so silent, why don't you tell me anything? It's your daughter, but you keep everything from me, why do you hide everything in your heart, do you regard me as your daughter!"

"Because Xuerou's mother, Su Yun, died because of me!" Bai Qingwan screamed and stood up, looking at Xijia at the same level, and looking at her, both of them were crying, but one was because of sadness, the other was Because of despair.Bai Qingwan looked at Xijia, who was suddenly stunned by the tears rolling from her eyes, sat on the sofa, and her tone regained her calm, "Are you satisfied? I can't hide it anymore, I can't hide everything anymore."

Xijia's tears at this moment are for Xue Rou.For the sister Liao who I have called for a long time.She looked at her mother and listened to what her mother said.She suddenly felt that the woman in front of her was so strange, that gentle person who never spoke loudly, that kind person who was so kind that she couldn't bear to crush an ant to death, that amazing actress of the time.The mother I love the most.

"I think I know why Sister Liao left." Xijia's tone was very calm, only tears could not stop flowing, she looked down at her mother sitting on the sofa, "You are just using her and deceiving her. "

Xijia continued: "Obviously knowing that she and my brother are sisters and brothers, but they married the two siblings to hide the secret. Mom, you know that Sister Liao doesn't love her brother, but you still let such an innocent poor woman do it for you. You ruined the rest of her life. Or, in fact, you have been using Sister Liao and her love for you all along to realize your love for your brother, isn't that right? "

Bai Qingwan didn't speak, because every word Xijia said was correct.She did use her, took advantage of her love.

"But I really love her... I know I was wrong, I would rather exchange my life for Su Yun's life..."

Xijia sorted out her emotions, seeing her mother who had been so proud all her life become so fragile and humbled in pain, she suddenly felt soft-hearted, she sat beside Bai Qingwan and hugged her gently: "Mom, I am you No matter what happens, your daughter will still stand by your side. It’s just this matter, you are really wrong. If I were Sister Liao, I’m afraid I’m crazy..."

The man who used to be her husband is her own brother, and the woman she has loved all her life is actually her mother-killing enemy.Xijia didn't even know how Xuerou should bear all this.But she is Bai Qingwan's daughter after all, and she still has to spend the most difficult years by her mother's side.

"Mom, let's go home, brother needs you."

In the past, when Bai Qingwan heard the news about Chu Junyan, she must have been emotional, but now she was too tired, so she was held silently by Xijia.

Xijia continued: "Brother, he is sick..."

Chu Junyan suddenly fell ill yesterday. These days, his complexion has not been very good. He always looks tired and can't concentrate.Until yesterday, Xijia discovered that her brother was having cramps.When the doctor said the word uremia, Xijia felt that she was going crazy.

She can't wait to ask the heavens what the Chu family did wrong, why one after another disaster happened to them, brother, he is only 24 years old.

Seeing Bai Qingwan's life in such pain, Xijia began to hesitate to tell her about it, but if she didn't say such a big thing, it would cause a lifetime of regret.

After hearing this, Bai Qingwan froze again, this time there was no despair in her eyes.Like an empty lake, without any emotion.Such a mother made Xijia afraid. Xijia wiped the tears on her face and hugged her tightly: "Mom, our family will work together to cure my brother's illness first. After he is cured, we will go find him again." Sister Liao, Sister Liao will definitely come back. Mom, everything will be fine...as long as our family is together."