unspeakable ice

Chapter 52

When Yu Xiaolong left that day, Xia Cong didn't wake up, so he got out of bed, packed his things, and went out with the suitcase.

The box was bought when they went out to play two months ago, and it was dark gray. It was just the same series as Xia Cong's original black one, and it was the only thing Yu Xiaolong took away.

There is no key, so there is no need to hand over the house. He will not want the house. He left a note telling Xia Cong that he is leaving, and asked him to change the code on the door by the way.

While standing in the corridor waiting for the elevator, Yu Xiaolong seemed to hear footsteps approaching from far and near, and finally stopped behind the door he walked through.

The door didn't open, he thought it was his hallucination, he wasn't sure if Xia Cong woke up and wanted to tell him something, but even if it was, he didn't dare to think about it now.

He walked out of the building, and suddenly there was a burst of firecrackers. As far as he could see, the sky was bright and the darkness was filled with thick colors. The festive atmosphere was so overflowing that it was impossible to ignore.

It's twelve o'clock, Yu Xiaolong thought, he raised his head and looked into the distance.

This is the second year that impressed him so deeply.

The first one was last year, which was also brought to him by Xia Cong.

Yu Xiaolong didn't go home, but went to the mansion. At this time, there was no one upstairs or downstairs, which was very suitable for his current mood that he desperately wanted to be alone.

He didn't turn on the light, and folded his clothes on the bed. The quilt hadn't been dried for a long time. Shi Jie covered it with an old sheet to prevent dust, but it couldn't stop the humidity. There was a musty smell in the air. Burlap is generally wet and heavy.

He couldn't sleep, and couldn't sleep, he closed his eyes, closed them for a while and opened them again, staring blankly at the top of his head, the traces left on his body made him uncomfortable, he was aware of his filth and embarrassment, but he didn't want to move at all.

Yu Xiaolong actually didn't like this, he was worried and complained about others, obviously there were many things in front of him, but he lost his mind time and time again because of his emotions.

He was not like this before, and he didn't know that he had such a delicate emotion under the nerve that he thought was rough, so delicate that he himself was ashamed to cast aside it.

Isn’t it just breaking up, it’s just falling in love, how many people in this world experience breaking up and falling in love every day, he is not the only one, he is not special, just like breaking up, he will be sad, and he will come out sooner or later.

What's more, he and Xia Cong are too incompatible. Xia Cong's attitude towards this relationship at the beginning was that he only wanted to have fun. Quasi-fifteen.

Yu Xiaolong lay down for an unknown amount of time, his hands and feet were numb from the cold, he wanted to go downstairs to find a bottle of wine, higher alcohol content, preferably white wine.

He hadn't had a drink for a long time, and after the incident with Xu Yinliang, Xia Cong never let him touch it again.

With his little drinking capacity, he should be unreasonable to pour half a bottle, so that when he falls asleep, he won't know when Xia Cong left.

However, the reality didn't leave him much time to mourn the spring and autumn. The shrill phone rang the moment he got up. Cai Qunying called, saying that Yu Xingqiang suddenly fainted while taking a bath, and asked him what to do.

Yu Xiaolong sometimes felt that Cai Qunying hadn't been reborn into a wealthy family as a young lady because God was short-sighted. She kept saying that Yu Xingqiang was her heart and soul. She had been terminally ill for so long, and she didn't know to call an ambulance the first time she fainted.

In the end, he called 120 and asked Cai Qunying to bring his medical records, films, and diagnosis reports with him. Cai Qunying kept crying and asked him where he was and when he would come back.

It was not the first time that Yu Xingqiang had fainted. When the liver cancer was first diagnosed, Cai Qunying was even more desperate than now. It may be that she had a premonition of the previous unoptimistic diagnosis results, which made her panic.

There is a long way to go back, the bus has long since disappeared, and it is impossible to take a taxi on this day. Yu Xiaolong had no choice but to call Shi Jie, and it took him a hard trip to drive his motorcycle over.

Shi Jie couldn't figure it out at first, it's so cold on a motorcycle in this kind of weather, doesn't Xia Cong have a car, let him take you there, he didn't know it, Xia Cong is not a local, maybe he went back to celebrate the New Year.

When Shi Jie arrived, Yu Xiaolong was waiting at the door, with the dog at his feet. Yu Xiaolong didn't show any abnormality. Shi Jie didn't know what to say about Yu Xingqiang, so he explained it silently, telling him to be careful on the road and pay attention to safety. .

During Yu Xingqiang's previous examination, he found that there were many lymph nodes in the hepatic portal area. The doctor gave them an injection. This time he strengthened the CT scan and found that it was not improved. , It is not recommended to do it again, and the effect of chemotherapy and intervention may not be ideal, so let them be mentally prepared.

After Cai Qunying heard this, she couldn't hold back and fainted. Yu Xiaolong ran up and down to find a doctor, get reports, and push the hospital bed while taking care of her. up.

He looked out of the window, and had no time to think about whether Xia Cong was gone. He was confused and exhausted physically and mentally. He sat against the wall of the ward and didn't move for a long time. A lot of things went through his mind, but when he came back to his senses, he couldn't stop. I can't remember anything.

The first time Cai Qunying woke up, she clamored to transfer Yu Xingqiang to another hospital. Instead of looking at this small place, she transferred to a big city and a big hospital. The doctors here are unprofessional and the equipment is also outdated. Maybe it was a misdiagnosis.

When she got the test results for the first time, she asked the experts from the big hospital to read them through many relationships. Yu Xiaolong didn't know what was going on in her mind all day long, so she opened her mouth to transfer to another hospital, where did she go?Who will take care of it?

Cai Qunying was very positive about this, and seeing Yu Xiaolong's attitude again, she immediately said that she would not bother him, as long as he stayed here, she followed, and she paid for all the food, drink, and mess, so he wouldn't let him worry about it.

Where is the money?Yu Xiaolong asked.

Cai Qunying's aura faltered for a moment, but she still insisted that she would borrow it, as relatives and friends would always find a way.

Yu Xiaolong suspected that she was not awake at all.

Early the next morning, Shi Jie rushed to the hospital and brought breakfast for Yu Xiaolong. He didn't have much appetite, but he went out anyway, trying to catch his breath.

In front of the inpatient department is a piece of white concrete floor, there is not even a place to sit, the north wind overnight, the dead leaves fell all over the ground, and the bare branches were shaken and made an unpleasant sound.

Yu Xiaolong didn't sleep all night, he couldn't stand upright, it was cold outside, he wrapped his clothes, sat down on any step, and lit a cigarette.

Shi Jie snatched it with his hands at the moment when the fire was lit, "Smacking again, how many times have I said this, can you change this bad habit."

Yu Xiaolong didn't smoke very much before, and occasionally we would sit together and chat, and smoke one after another. He didn't have any addictions, and he couldn't remember it usually.

But the last few times when Shi Jie bumped into her, eight out of ten times she had her mouth dangling, and she was indescribably decadent at first glance.

Shi Jie doesn't bother with anything else, but smoking is the most annoying thing. His grandfather is a smoker. He has smoked all his life and quit his whole life.

Now that he is old, he has to take injections and take medicine at every turn, he coughs endlessly, there is always a mouthful of phlegm stuck in his throat, his lungs are like a fan rolling, and it is difficult to speak.

He took out a cup of soy milk from a plastic bag and gave it to him. His lips were so dry that they were peeling and pale. He didn't bother to drink water when he saw it. In addition, he was tired. His face was so ruined that no one was there. color.

Shi Jie sighed in his heart, anyone who fell into such a family would have to lose his skin, "How is your father, what did the doctor say?"

Yu Xiaolong shook his head and didn't speak. Something was stuck in his throat. It had been stuck all night, and he couldn't swallow or spit it out. It hurt him all the way to his stomach. He didn't want to say anything. Just want to sleep.

But Yu Xingqiang hadn't woken up yet, Cai Qunying wouldn't be able to stand up if he didn't wake up, and he had to watch every minute and every second.

After the upside-down chaos last night, until now, Yu Xiaolong has hardly touched his mobile phone. When Shi Jie came to call him, he glanced at the screen, and Xia Cong sent him a message.

[I'm leaving, take care. 】

These were his last words to him, sent at 23:[-], not long after he left.

He didn't even wait for dawn.

The strange thing is that Yu Xiaolong didn't feel very sad. He read it calmly, put away his mobile phone, as if he had read some innocuous article, and said lightly that he had read it.

He didn't reply, maybe he saw it earlier, and he would reply with a word of care. It's been so long, it doesn't matter if he returns or not.

Apart from getting together and breaking up between them, procrastination can't change anything.

Shi Jie took out a bank card from his pocket and stuffed it in his hand while he was not paying attention.

"Please declare in advance." He said, "I don't give it to you for nothing, I will borrow it from you."

"..." After seeing what it was, Yu Xiaolong returned the card to him.

Shi Jie hid away and stared, "Is it brother, who is not ashamed when there is no difficulty, the main reason is that I am waiting for you to be so generous if I need money urgently in the future .”

Yu Xiaolong looked at him, "Didn't you say you want to order a bar?"

"It's yellow early." Shi Jie exaggeratedly sighed, "How long ago did it happen, look at you, since...you don't care about me at all now."

"Why is it yellow?"

"There was indeed such a room at the beginning." Shi Jie said: "At first, the boss hesitated and refused to offer it. It’s over, so this money is left over. I have no use for it anyway. I don’t know how to speculate in stocks and don’t know how to manage money. I have the pitifully low interest in the bank, so I might as well lend it to you. Take it, I won’t be safe if I don’t take the money.”

"What's wrong with my own money?" Yu Xiaolong still refused to take it. If he remembered correctly, Shi Jie should have applied for this card, which contained all his savings.

"You have such a temper sometimes. It's really annoying. It's fine, or you don't have to accept it." Shi Jie nodded, "I'll go upstairs in a while, and let Auntie buy some more supplements for her to have nothing to do. Anyway, it's all spent. Then you will pay back."

"..."

Seeing that Yu Xiaolong's attitude was loosening, Shi Jie quickly sent him the password on WeChat, 10,000+, plus the one given by Uncle Yin before, it should be able to last for a while, and if it is not enough, he will find a way later.

A living person with hands and feet can really be trapped to death by a little money.

"Are you separated from...that Xia?" Shi Jie asked when he got up and said he was going up.

Yu Xiaolong nodded this time without hesitation or evasion.

Shi Jie rubbed his nose, "You left last night, the lights in the room were on, I went up and saw the luggage spread there."

As he spoke, he felt that the atmosphere was a bit wrong, and quickly comforted him: "Let's divide up. To be honest, I really don't like you two. The main reason is that this person is unreliable at first sight. A rich man like him , how much is sincere."

"...I'm not saying you're not good, it's just this person, after a lot of temptations, he won't know who he is... Fuck, what am I talking about, anyway, you remember, it's just you Yu Xiaolong who looks like this, be careful How can there be no one to grab this standard?"

Shi Jie lowered his voice as he spoke, put his hand on Yu Xiaolong's shoulder, and pressed it measuredly, feeling a little sore for some reason.

Yu Xiaolong didn't react at all. He might not know how obvious the red eye circles are on his face that is forced to be calm.