Undying Body

Chapter 53 The person who loves you the most 1

Du Shaoyan combed his hair in front of the mirror, picked out clothes for a long time, and was ready to go out after packing. Chang Sheng was still not very enthusiastic about him recently, so he was still unhappy and didn't want to take the initiative to talk to him.

Before going out, Chang Sheng asked, "Going out so late?"

"Someone has an appointment." Du Shaoyan said without looking back.

He ran downstairs, and Feng Jiaren's convertible sports car was parked downstairs. She smiled and said, "It took so long?"

Du Shaoyan jumped into the car directly from the car door: "When you go out with Sister Feng, you must pay attention to your image!"

Feng Jiaren started the car: "Why, I want to make a good impression on my sister, knowing that my sister is going back to England tomorrow, so I can't bear it?"

Du Shaoyan joked: "Ha, I've been spotted!"

The car turned out of the community, and Feng Jiaren said again: "I heard, I heard, I heard that you are the young master of the Du family, is it true?"

"It turns out that my sister valued my family's background, and thought it was my personal charm that attracted my sister."

"Come on, Miss Ben just ask casually."

"Actually yes."

Feng Jiaren couldn't believe it: "How could the young master of the Du family live in such a place!"

"Because of me..." Du Shaoyan leaned closer to the woman's ear, "Fuck, I was kicked out."

"..." Feng Jiaren slammed on the brakes, she stared at Young Master Du: "No way..."

Du Shaoyan put his hands behind his head: "You look down on me?"

"No, but now I'm more at ease to take you out to play." Feng Jiaren started the car again, shaking his head: "Sure enough, handsome guys are other people's men or GAY..."

Chang Sheng looked at the clock on the wall, it was almost twelve o'clock, and Du Shaoyan hadn't come home yet.

From the balcony, he saw him jump into a sports car, and the driver was a woman, a young woman.

He remembered what Dr. Chen said, he is a doctor, he knows much more than himself, the young master is still underage, his sexual orientation has not been determined, he should have a better life, better choices, start a family, marry Wife and children.He has not encountered too many choices at a young age, but as his horizons broaden, he will know more people, men and women.

Chang Sheng understands that men should be with women, and the harmony of yin and yang is a truth handed down from ancient times.

He has been deceiving himself for too long, shouldn't it be time for him to wake up, if he is really good for him...

Moreover, the young master does not have such strong feelings for him as he does for the young master. He made it very clear that he was with him because he was kind to him. If Dr. Chen told him the truth, he would feel that there was nothing between them. It's a misunderstanding, because he will feel that he is not as good to him as he thought.

Chang Sheng doesn't care about the result, he just hopes to minimize the trauma to him when he leaves.

It's best that he doesn't feel bad at all, doesn't regret at all, doesn't remember at all.Go start a new life.

The room was very quiet. He pressed the phone slowly and dialed a number.

The mobile phone he gave him, but he had to use it to make the decision to leave him.

The phone was picked up quickly, and Dr. Chen said over there: "Have you figured out when to leave?"

"Well, I still have something to do, and I can leave soon... soon," he said in a low voice, "Please do me a favor."

"You said."

"I hope you can say something to him so that he won't miss me."

Chen was a little surprised: "Don't you want to leave good memories after you leave?"

Chang Sheng shook his head: "No need, the young master should forget about me quickly, and," he paused for a while, "My last request, please protect the young master, don't let him... be bullied."

"Don't worry about this, Mr. Du has already planned for him." Doctor Chen smiled: "His father will not be wrong, he is the one who loves him the most."

The calligraphy class was over. Chang Sheng walked to the desk and said to the man behind the desk who was writing with his head down, "I've handed over the matter at hand."

Teacher You raised his head: "Okay, if you're really busy, you don't have to come here from tomorrow on."

"Thank you for your care over the past two years," Chang Sheng looked at him, "I would like to treat you to dinner tonight to express my final gratitude."

Teacher You smiled: "It's okay to eat, and I'm alone, but I'm the one who asked you to treat me because I thank you for your two years of work. I think any boss would like a hardworking employee like you."

Chang Sheng was a little embarrassed: "It should."

"However, don't you need to rush home to cook for your children today?"

"No, he will have to solve it by himself in the future."

"Oh?" Teacher You rubbed his chin and joked, "You are so spoiled with children, so there will be a day when you will wake up."

Chang Sheng lowered his head: "Am I very used to him, I don't feel it."

"Yes, if you didn't say that the child is 17 years old, I would have thought he was your own son."

Chang Sheng suddenly sighed: "He will die in two days, and when he reaches adulthood, I can no longer take care of him forever."

The two arrived at a western restaurant not far from the calligraphy classroom. The restaurant was built on the top floor of a building with a pretty good view. Chang Sheng sincerely invited Teacher You to eat, but he was still taken aback by the price on the menu, and he completely I don't know how to order, so I had to order exactly the same portion as Mr. You.

The silver spoon reflected the attractive luster of the red wine, and Chang Sheng refused to drink it at first. Teacher You said, "Aren't you willing to drink some wine for the last meal? People say that grape wine is a luminous glass, so don't spoil the fun."

Chang Sheng had no choice but to drink a little: "You are right. After Wang Xizhi repaired the Lanting, he drank wine and wrote poems, and the water flowed in the cup. This is a good story through the ages."

"The Chinese poems are very wonderful. It not only shows how much life is about drinking and singing, but also... the drunkard's intention is not to drink."

When Du Shaoyan came home, he found no one at home. The restaurant was empty and the kitchen was cold. It was obvious that Chang Sheng hadn't cooked dinner at home.

What are you doing? It's been getting too much lately!Du Shaoyan took out his mobile phone to call Chang Sheng, and it took him a long time to pick up the call. Chang Sheng said slowly, "What's the matter?"

Du Shaoyan's voice was impatient: "Where are you?"

At this moment, he heard a polite male voice coming from the phone: [Can the plate be removed, please? 】Du Shaoyan shouted immediately: "You are eating outside! Who are you eating with!"

His voice was so loud that he could hear it outside the phone, Mr. You looked up at Chang Sheng: "Is there something wrong?"

"It's okay." Chang Sheng said and hung up the phone.

But within ten seconds, Du Shaoyan called again. Chang Sheng looked at the screen and muted the phone.

The phone kept blinking, but he didn't answer it.

After dinner, Mr. You sent Chang Sheng home. When he went downstairs, Chang Sheng got out of the car. He looked back at his colleague who had worked with him for two years. He wondered if there would be a chance to meet again in the future.

"Thank you very much for your care these two years." He said sincerely.

Teacher You also got out of the car and stood in front of him: "You're welcome, if you need any help in the future, please contact me, colleagues are welcome, and you are always welcome to come back to the calligraphy classroom."

"……thanks."

"Keep in touch." Teacher You said, and drove away.

Chang Sheng has been watching his car go away, this person, like everyone else, will only become one of the too many short-lived passers-by in his life.

Sighing, he turned and went upstairs.

When he opened the door, Du Shaoyan was sitting at the dining table, and when he saw him coming back, he stood up: "Why didn't you answer my phone!"

His tone was very aggressive, and he didn't have time to speak. The boy continued to say angrily: "Who is that man! Teacher You?! I saw it from the balcony! What's the relationship between you! Don't go too far!"

Chang Sheng looked at him quietly, but suddenly he didn't want to explain anything.

And he didn't intend to explain this matter, although the moment he saw the boy, his decision was shaken.

"What is that person? You actually had dinner with him! You still hung up on me! You still didn't answer my call! What do you mean! He sent you back!" Du Shaoyan became more and more excited as he spoke, and suddenly he smelled the wine on Chang Sheng's body. He was so angry that he couldn't even control his emotions: "You're still drinking outside! Don't you look at yourself! I'm not enough to fuck you, and you still have to hook up outside, do you understand what shame is... ..."

"Yes." Chang Sheng interrupted him suddenly.

Du Shaoyan was stunned instead: "What did you say?"

"I think you are naive, and you don't want to do this anymore." Chang Sheng said calmly, "I'm tired of being a nanny, a cook, and a nanny. I should have my own life, and so do you."

"Why do you decide my life! I can do whatever I want, you don't care!" Du Shaoyan grabbed Chang Sheng's wrist: "What else do you mean, do you want to separate from me?! Because of that man!"

Chang Sheng didn't move his hand away, he remained motionless: "Perhaps, he is closer to my thoughts."

"What are you trying to say!" Du Shaoyan looked at him angrily, and suddenly pushed him against the wall behind him.

Chang Sheng's back was hit by him against a solid wall, and he felt dull pain. He avoided the boy's angry eyes: "I said, I have more common language with him, but not with you."

"With me?" Du Shaoyan suddenly raised his hand and punched him.

Chang Sheng closed his eyes, but there was no pain, he only heard the sound of hitting the wall.

"Why not with me! Why did you sleep with me without me! Why are you with me!" Du Shaoyan roared, "Are you kidding me!"

"Maybe it's for fun." Chang Sheng slowly opened his eyes, and he saw obvious bloodstains on the boy's hands, which made his heart tremble, and even his voice was erratic and unstable.

"Fun?" Du Shaoyan let go of his hand, but he smiled instead: "Where is the fun?"

"You are so much younger than me, there is no common language, I have always taken care of you, I am tired." Chang Sheng turned around, and he walked straight into his room without answering him.

He closed the door and leaned against the door, but there was no sound from the living room outside for a long time.

That child, are you sad... He bit his fingers and endured not to make a sound, I have treated you badly, please forget about me.

He didn't fall asleep all night, he lay on the bed, the sky was dark for a long time, until it turned slightly white, he couldn't sleep, he couldn't even close his eyes.

As long as he closes his eyes, it will be the boy's angry eyes and blood-stained fingers.

When it dawned, he heard the sound of something striking outside, it seemed to be the kitchen, he heard the sound of water flowing, and the crisp sound of porcelain colliding.

Chang Sheng put on his clothes, he slowly opened the door, from where he stood, Du Shaoyan was busy in the kitchen.

When he heard the sound of opening the door, he turned his head: "Woke you up?" He smiled a bit, looking a little embarrassed: "I'll make breakfast for you, okay?"

Chang Sheng didn't know what to say, Du Shaoyan scratched his head in embarrassment: "I want fried eggs for you, it seems a little burnt."

Chang Sheng shook his head, he walked slowly, the smell of burnt fried eggs was slightly pungent, but it made people feel warm in such an early morning, he suddenly sighed.

"Last night, I was too fierce." Du Shaoyan lowered his head and said, "I didn't treat you as a nanny, nor did I treat you as a cook. It's my fault. Don't be angry..."

The oil pan has not been turned off, and two fried eggs are slowly rolling up in the pan.

"I won't be naive anymore... I don't want you to take care of me anymore, I will take care of you, I will take care of you in the future..." Du Shaoyan said in a low voice, he took Chang Sheng's hand lightly: "Don't leave me."

He had never spoken in such a low voice.

Chang Sheng lowered his eyes, he looked at the fingers they held together, he understood that this was the boy's last self-esteem.

He should have said to him more decisively, no.

But he couldn't bear it.

"Turn off the fire first." Chang Sheng sighed again, he pulled out his finger and turned off the switch of the stove.

"That Mr. You, what kind of person is he?" Du Shaoyan asked in a low voice, and he pulled Chang Sheng's sleeve with his fingers while talking: "Don't see him again, okay, I will treat you well..."

"You're almost there," Chang Sheng interrupted him, "You should have your own life."

"I only want you." Du Shaoyan carefully hugged him from behind: "OK?"

"It's time for me to have my own life." Chang Sheng pulled his hand away.

Du Shaoyan looked at his back, and he felt a cold chill rising from the bottom of his heart.

"Okay, I'll help you." The boy suddenly turned and walked away.