Ask your heart and soul

Chapter 21

"I've never liked anyone." Bai Wan asked subconsciously, "What's it like to like someone?"

"To use a very vulgar saying, you have armor, but you also have weaknesses." Fu Ye raised his eyes and looked at him, "You have lived for 28 years, have you never felt this way?"

Bai Wan put her hand on her chest, where there was a small snail.A snail's armor has always been its own shell. The snail has no weakness, and the shell is all deadly soft.

Bai Wan smiled self-deprecatingly: "Let's record a song."

The next song "Looking for" is looking for all kinds of signs of loving someone.

When I hear his name, I will laugh, and when I think of his departure, I will feel sad. Because of a chance encounter, I will linger in the same place countless times and look forward to the next encounter. I will also chase the eyes of that person in the crowd like a sunflower chasing the sun.

This is the love in the song.

But Bai Wan knows that there are many loves in this world that are not like this, they are not so simple and patterned.He stared at the red earring on Fu Ye's left earlobe, thinking, what is Fu Ye's love like?Will it be as bright and painful as this earring deeply embedded in the flesh?

This night, they recorded until three o'clock in the morning.

When I got home, Bai Wan didn't feel sleepy, lying on the sofa in the audio-visual room, waiting for the dawn with my eyes open.

He suspected that the person Fu Ye said he liked was Jiang Zhiming, no, not suspicious, it was absolutely certain.

Apart from the great and ridiculous love, what power is there that can prompt people like Fu Ye to give up their future and follow in the footsteps of others?

On the screen was the concert from five years ago. Jiang Zhiming, wearing a white shirt, sang on stage with ease.Fu Ye accompanied him, and the sound of the piano poured out like a dream, covering the night.

At some point, Bai Wan fell asleep, and in a daze, he heard someone singing.The singing is clear and distant, just like the singing of birds in the mountain stream.Bai Wan unknowingly walked over to the stage where the spotlight was on.He was surprised to find that it was himself who sang.And the audience was full of dark audiences - fans who came to the signing, manager Liu Kong, the boss, former colleagues of Jincheng Entertainment, Cheng Yin... He even saw his high school classmates, teachers, and absolutely impossible It will come—his parents.

They still had the faces of their youth, the mother was indifferent, the father frowned deeply, and everyone was watching him, waiting for his performance.

The song of life was performed grandly. Only then did Bai Wan realize that he really wanted to prove himself.

Wanting to prove himself to his parents and everyone, singing is his life, he doesn't need any care and sympathy.

Bai Wan opened his mouth, but no sound came out.

The world was terribly quiet, Bai Wan's forehead and palms were covered with sweat, and spots of light appeared in front of her eyes, but she still couldn't make any sound.

At this moment, an accompaniment sounded, as if raindrops fell on the sea, and all the water splashed up, Bai Wan came to life under this smart accompaniment, he found his voice and voice, and sang vividly stand up.

The accompaniment and singing blend seamlessly together, pouring down like heavy rain, and the audience boils, and Bai Wan feels as light as if he is floating, because someone helped him share half of the pressure, just like every time he was on stage in the past Same as the show.Bai Wan turned around to thank Sui Feng who accompanied him, but as far as he could see, there was a white grand piano. The man behind the piano was tall and sharp, wearing an elegant tuxedo. He looked a bit uninhibited, but his expression was gentle and loving, and his slender hands slid smoothly over the keys, perfectly overlapping with the shadow of a certain night.

"I asked where is the blue in the sky,

I asked the sun where is the light,

I asked where is the dream in the dark night

I asked the past where is the smell of wine

everywhere in the world,

Ask the deepest conjecture of the universe

All questions have answers,

I ask my heart if it loves you,

She was speechless, but she didn't speak..."

"

As if sensing Bai Wan's gaze, suddenly, the man raised his head in an interlude, smiled at him, then slowly got up and walked to his side.

"Does it sound good?" The man leaned closer to his ear and asked.

"... nice to hear."

"What do you think the name of this song is?"

"……what is it call?"

The man didn't answer right away, but stretched out his hand to support the back of his head, his beast-like eyes locked on him firmly, his handsome and unruly face kept enlarging and enlarging, seeing that his lips were about to touch each other, Bai Wan felt dizzy for a while, In the dizziness, I heard the man chuckle: "Is it called "Wishing the Heart", okay?"

Bai Wan woke up suddenly.

The light of the sun, through the gaps in the curtains, lightly soaks the audio-visual room.The picture on the screen has long since disappeared, staying at the last black screen.Bai Wan looked over blankly, and then lowered his head to look at his chest. He seemed to be able to see the shape of a heart beating wildly through the thin chest wall.

Just, who is it jumping for?

The phone rang, jumping non-stop on the sofa like a fish out of water, Bai Wan grabbed it, saw Fu Ye's name, panicked, and pressed it off.

He held the phone like a piece of melting ice, he didn't know what to do.

He waited for Fu Ye to call for the second time, but was afraid that the bell would ring suddenly.

Just fidgeting and staring at the phone for a long time, but until the sun was bright, Fu Ye didn't call again.

In Fu Ye's studio, he looked at Su Xu, then at Cheng Yin, who was blushing like a little rabbit, and shook his head: "The song has already been recorded, isn't it too late to talk about changing people now?" a little?"

"Isn't this not yet heard by the film crew? Everything hasn't been settled yet." Su Xu said with a playful smile, "Besides, it doesn't have to be a replacement. Now it's an extra choice for the film crew and let Cheng Yin try it too. Could it be better?"

"Aren't you wasting my time?" Fu Ye said, "Bai Wan was chosen by the film crew, and his recording effect is also very good. I don't think it is necessary to involve other people."

"Is Xiao Cheng Yin someone else?" Su Xu slapped Cheng Yin on the back, emphasizing heavily, "He is the company's favorite, brother, don't you also think he is the most optimistic? Now why..."

"One size fits all," Fu Ye interrupted impatiently, "If Cheng Yin really wants to record, let him find another producer."

"Come on, brother, you are the top..."

Su Xu wanted to persuade him again, but Cheng Yin held him weakly: "Forget it, Mr. Su, Mr. Fu has his own ideas, don't force him." He bowed to Fu Ye, "The success of the last EP, I haven't thanked you yet, I have a chance to treat you to dinner another day."

Fu Ye smiled noncommittally, and suddenly asked, "Cheng Yin, do you want to sing by yourself?"

"I..." Cheng Yin looked at Shang Fu Ye's eyes that seemed to know everything, knowing that he didn't need to lie, "Yes, I want to sing these two songs. I know the melody and lyrics. I, I should no problem."

"Then do you know that the film crew has already named Bai Wan to sing?"

Cheng Yin's blushing face turned even redder, but he still mustered up his courage and said, "Boss Su said, I can try. I, I can sing no worse than Brother Bai Wan."

"Is that what you want to argue about?"

"Me?" Cheng Yin was stunned.He never thought of competing with Bai Wan before, anyway, in Sui Feng's eyes, Bai Wan must be the best.But now, when he has reached the championship of "Listen to Me Sing" step by step, when his EP sales beat Bai Wan, and when he discovered that Bai Wan is not omnipotent, he suddenly felt that he could go one step further.

He is indeed no worse than Bai Wan, Brother Sui Feng will realize this one day.

However, Fu Ye looked at him and said, "It's a good thing to have the confidence to fight for it, but you have to understand why you are singing. If it's just for a breath of air, you won't get what you want."

When Fu Ye said this, Su Xu was not happy.

"What's the matter with fighting spirit? People live to fight for breath! Otherwise, why did you stay in Zhonghai and not follow Zhiming? Isn't it just to prove that you are still a gold medal producer without him?"

Fu Ye's face sank like water: "Have you said enough? Get out right away! I still have things to do!"

Su Xu also knew that he had spoken recklessly, but he didn't bother to apologize, so he dragged Cheng Yin away in a hurry.

Fu Ye rubbed the center of his eyebrows wearily, and started calling Bai Wan.Before coming to the company, he called Bai Wan and wanted him to come and listen to the demo tape today.Bai Wan pressed it off. He thought it was too late last night and Bai Wan was still sleeping, so he didn't bother him anymore.However, this time, the phone rang for a long time, but still no one answered.A bad premonition emerged in Fu Ye's heart. He remembered that time when Liu Kong said that Bai Wan had a fever and fainted at home. It was the same situation that he didn't answer the phone. Could it be that he had a fever and fainted again?

It was true that we recorded too late yesterday, and the wind was very strong when we left. You can't really be sick, right?

Fu Ye made three phone calls in a row, but Bai Wan didn't answer them.He waited patiently until the afternoon, Bai Wan didn't come to the company, and no one answered his calls again, so he decided to ask Liu Kong for the address directly.

"Ah? Address?" Liu Kong was running with a little singer, and said in surprise, "I'll just go and have a look, don't bother you!"

"Stop talking nonsense, I don't have a job here, I'm going now."

Fu Ye was imposing, Liu Kong sold the address of Bai Wan's house without saying a word: "Then what? I have the spare key, you..."

"There is no need for the spare key. If not, I will kick the door."

Fu Ye hung up the phone, drove the Land Rover to Bishui Home, ran to the tenth floor in one breath, and knocked on Bai Wan's door.

He was ready to kick the door, but after three knocks, the door inside opened.

Bai Wan stared blankly at the door with her mobile phone in her hand, staring at Fu Ye.

"Why didn't you answer the phone?" Seeing his bewildered look, Fu Ye became annoyed, "The phone is broken?"

"No... no."

"Then why didn't you answer the phone?"

"I..." Bai Wan was speechless, he didn't know how to explain it at all, he couldn't tell anyone the feeling that he thought of the scene in his dream when he saw Fu Ye's call, and then became flustered and wanted to escape.

With a livid face, Fu Ye snatched Bai Wan's phone: "Unlock it."

"..."

"hurry up!"

Forced by Fu Ye's aura, Bai Wan had no choice but to unlock the lock for him.Fu Ye opened the address book, and saw that only his own phone number was in the missed calls, and there were clearly a few takeaway calls in the received calls during the period, so he couldn't help but sneer.

"Why didn't you answer my call?"

He deliberately emphasized the word "I", Bai Wan finally calmed down, took his mobile phone, lowered his head and said, "It's nothing, I didn't hear it."

"Didn't hear? Do you know that I thought you..."

A sharp call interrupted Fu Ye's words, he looked at the phone screen, it was Liu Kong's call.Bai Wan answered under his watchful eyes, and Liu Kong's loud voice could be heard clearly: "My ancestor, why did you go? Why didn't you answer Fu Ye's call? He has been looking for you, and even asked for it from me." Address. I dare not give it! I called you as soon as I finished my work here. Is he coming to trouble you? Has he come? You..."

Bai Wan hung up before Liu Kong finished speaking, looked up at Fu Ye, and forced a dry smile: "Why are you looking for me? Are you really looking for trouble for me?"

Fu Ye's sharp gaze almost scraped off a layer of skin from him, Bai Wan stood there quietly and suffered, motionless, looking like a jade statue.

After a while, Fu Ye took a step back and said in a deep voice, "It's nothing, I'm leaving."

He hurried away, walked into the elevator, and turned around again.Through the slowly closing elevator door, the two looked at each other quietly until they could no longer see each other.