mousepad-d2 Chapter 19: Chapter 19
Chapter 19: Chapter 19
Xu Ruijie wanted to be perfunctory at this moment, but as soon as he saw Zhao Yifei's charming eyes staring at him, as if he wanted to stare a hole in his face, and insisted on asking why, he lowered his head, his heart pounding. Jumping wildly, he replied in a low voice embarrassedly: "I just want to make you happy, I know you like Li Qianlan, I thought that as long as Li Qianlan accepts you, you will be happy with her, so I did that."
"You..." Hearing Xu Ruijie's sincere words, Zhao Yifei didn't know what to say, and in the end he just said speechlessly, "You, why do you treat me so well? Even if you are a friend, you don't have to be so kind to me. Right. If we both fall in love with a girl at the same time in the future, will you still give it up to me?"
"Yes! I will give it to you, as long as you are happy, I will give it to you!" Xu Ruijie suddenly raised his head and replied without hesitation.
Like the same girl?How is it possible, this kind of thing will never happen in this life, of course he can swear to give it to him.
Zhao Yifei was even more speechless, but his heart was moved by Xu Ruijie's words. He was so moved that he finally reached out and patted Xu Ruijie on the shoulder, "It's enough for Zhao Yifei to have you as a good friend in this life! What do you have in the future?" Use it to my place, just open the mouth, and don't get involved in the affairs between me and Li Qianlan in the future, things like feelings, let it take its course, I know she won't like me, because I never If she is not an excellent student, she will not take a fancy to me, I know myself!"
"Then you still..."
"Let it be, let's go." Zhao Yifei raised his mouth, put his hands in his pants pockets, and walked in front.
For Zhao Yifei, high school is easier than junior high school, because most of the students he sees are just messing around, falling in love, whether it is after class, or during lunch break, after school, there are piles of them on the playground. Couples are the biggest bright spots.
At the same time, he became less and less interested in studying, and his grades were getting worse and worse. He was transferred to the last row by the teacher, so he might not be good at anything in the class, but for literature and art, because of his good singing, Recommended by his classmates, the teacher gave him the title of Captain of the Literature and Art Committee.
After all, as long as the school holds evening parties and various programs, Zhao Yifei will appear at the evening parties, under the banner of Class Two, Grade One, singing songs he is good at, attracting thunderous applause from the audience, and fighting for honor for the class.Also because of his performance, he is now a man of influence not only in the class, but also in the whole school. The girls all regard him as an object of admiration, and they like him no less than a popular idol star, because in school, in the hearts of girls, he , Zhao Yifei is their super idol, Prince Charming.
Zhao Yifei never dreamed that he could use talent to make up for his lack of excellence in studies, and he could also be loved by everyone in school. Therefore, the days of high school were the happiest days of his school life.
Even if he doesn't have a girlfriend or love, but he has hobbies and can show his talent in front of so many people and get everyone's love, his heart is full of infinite satisfaction.
Because Li Qianlan and Xu Ruijie were studying in the class, one was the representative of the mathematics class, the other was the representative of the Chinese class, the other was the deputy monitor, and the other was the monitor. The teacher arranged them in the first row and made them sit at the same table.
Zhao Yifei would often see two people discussing and whispering in class, walking together after school, and he followed them like a light bulb. At that time, he still felt a little uncomfortable, but he was gradually letting go.
He believed that he would forget the only love left in his heart that was too late to express. For Li Qianlan, it was just a beautiful fantasy in his heart at the beginning of his love. Fading, dissipating, and finally disappearing without a trace, after many years, in retrospect, it is still a good memory worth recalling.
Time passed quickly. Three years in high school were fleeting. They all wandered in their youth, grew up, and spent their own youth with the company of family and friends.
In the past three years, Xu Ruijie has really helped him a lot. For a friend, he has done more than a friend. He will keep explaining to Zhao Yifei, the content of the explanation is nothing between him and Li Qianlan, just friends, I hope he will not misunderstand or something like that.
Zhao Yifei is speechless every time he is explained by him, and every time because of his explanation, his mood becomes a little different. Most of the time, he likes to listen to Xu Ruijie's explanation, as long as he can't hear Xu Ruijie's explanation, He felt uncomfortable, and began to wonder if he was really dating Li Qianlan or something.
As for why he was uncomfortable, he didn't know. Maybe Xu Ruijie got used to explaining it to him, but he was not used to it when he didn't hear the explanation, so he naturally felt uncomfortable.
The high school graduation party was coming soon, and the students who participated in the performance gathered around Zhao Yifei, discussing what kind of program to arrange to attract everyone's attention.
Xu Ruijie never took the initiative to participate in the party, but when it came to the graduation party, he unexpectedly asked Zhao Yifei to sign up for it.
"Yifei, um, I want to attend the party and sing a song." Xu Ruijie came to Zhao Yifei's table and said nervously.
Zhao Yifei stared at him for a long time in surprise, and then slowly asked, "What song are you singing?"
"I've thought about it a long time ago. It's Eason Chan's [Spend Long Years with You]." Having said that, Xu Ruijie added, "I want to give this song to you, but I can't sing it well then. , please don’t laugh at me, in the end, I hope you like it.”
"Give it to me?" Zhao Yifei pointed to himself, his heart skipped a beat, he seemed to have heard this song before, it was a new song that came out recently, and the lyrics were really well written.
"En!" Xu Ruijie nodded firmly, and smiled at him before leaving, "Remember to sign up for me, by the way, what are you singing?"
"The person in the memory." Zhao Yifei answered him.
"It was sung for Li Qianlan." Xu Ruijie felt a little bitter in his heart.
"No, I just want to sing this song when I graduate." Zhao Yifei saw that Xu Ruijie's original smiling expression dimmed a little. For some reason, he didn't want to sing this song a little bit.
Li Qianlan looked back at them and listened to their conversation. Her eyes drifted away from the faces of Xu Ruijie and Zhao Yifei, and finally stopped on Zhao Yifei's face. Time seemed to stand still, and the scene seemed to be frozen in an instant.
The graduation party finally started under everyone's anticipation. At this time, the students will temporarily forget about the graduation results.
Shao Feng and Shen Ting sat in the auditorium below the stage early. They sat in the middle and back, because the two have always been in the same class, and because one is Zhao Yifei's friend and the other is Xu Ruijie's friend , so the relationship is relatively close.
After they sat down, they began to chat with each other with excitement on their faces.
"I heard that Zhao Yifei and Xu Ruijie are going to sing on stage, so looking forward to it!" Shen Ting said to Shao Feng.
"Do you know what songs they sing?" Shao Feng asked curiously as he moved his head closer to Shen Ting.
Shen Ting secretly told him, "Yi Fei told me that Rui Jie sang Eason Chan's [Spend Long Years with You]. As for what Yi Fei sang, he said he would keep it secret and he would announce his name when he came on stage."
"This kid is still playing with mysteries..." Shao Feng couldn't help complaining.
The party went smoothly. After watching the performances of other classes, Class [-] of the third grade, which is Zhao Yifei's class, including Zhao Yifei, made an appearance as the finale.
Performing in front of Zhao Yifei was Xu Ruijie. Xu Ruijie took the microphone handed over by other performers. Encouraged by Zhao Yifei, he put his hands on his extremely nervous heart and walked onto the stage slowly.
For Xu Ruijie who was on stage for the first time, it took a lot of courage. After all, there are so many students and teachers in the audience, the focus of the audience is on him, and he has nowhere to hide when he is scrutinized by them .
Holding the microphone tightly with both hands, in order to test whether the microphone made any sound, Xu Ruijie deliberately put his mouth on the microphone and exhaled, which caused a burst of laughter from the audience. Xu Ruijie reminded himself to be calm, calm, and not to be nervous .
So he began to look up at the crowd, and when he was about to speak, his mind went blank. Someone in the crowd applauded suddenly, as if to cheer him up and tell him not to be nervous.
The source of the applause was Shao Feng and Shen Ting. As soon as they applauded, the others followed suit, and there was a burst of loud applause from the crowd.
The tension in Xu Ruijie's heart gradually subsided, and his self-confidence suddenly rose. He cleared his throat, held the microphone and said to everyone: "Well, my name is Xu Ruijie, and I'm in Class [-], Grade [-]. I'm going to sing next A song I specially wanted to give to my good friend Zhao Yifei, the title of the song is [Spend the Long Years with You], please don’t take offense if you don’t sing well, after all, it’s the first time I’m on stage, I’m still a little nervous.”
"do not worry!"
After Xu Ruijie had finished speaking, another voice came from the crowd. It was the voice of a boy, and the owner of the voice was Shao Feng.
"Xu Ruijie? Isn't he the outstanding student who ranks first in the school?"
"So he is Xu Ruijie, he looks so handsome!"
"His good friend is Zhao Yifei? Wow, what a surprise, the handsome guy really likes to be friends with the handsome guy."
"This song is given to a good friend. How do you feel that it should be given to someone you like?"
……
The crowd immediately exploded, and one by one began to whisper.
Just as they were whispering, the prelude to the song also sounded.
The lyrics slowly overflowed from Xu Ruijie's mouth——
passed by people
Enjoy it even if you don't like it
I am silent
not your world
just for your shoulders
refuse to grow to grow
become what you want
before throwing up hands
let me stay with you for a while
Accompany you to share your thoughts along the way
live out the answer
accompany you to be alone
became brave
lost again and again
i didn't leave
Companionship is the longest love confession
Accompany you to take the acid of missing
hug into warmth
accompany you to get rid of the hesitation
write the plot
how long the future is
still looking forward to
Accompany you until the end of the story
……
Shao Feng listened to the lyrics of the song sung by Xu Ruijie. In an instant, he suddenly listened to the lyrics quietly as if he understood something.
Shen Ting couldn't help being deeply moved when she listened to it. Xu Ruijie's singing is also very good. He is the kind of person who can sing. He doesn't lose his tune and is in tune with the rhythm, giving people a touch of warmth.But compared to Zhao Yifei's singing, it is far worse, after all, in Shen Ting's heart, Zhao Yifei is always the best.
Zhao Yifei listened silently to Xu Ruijie's singing in the background, and when he heard the lyrics of the chorus, he suddenly felt that Xu Ruijie had chosen the wrong song. No matter how you listen to this song, it sounds like a silent crush singing to his beloved It's similar to a song that confides in the heart or that kind of confession.