childhood sweetheart to marry you

21 Chapter 21

Hearing Zhao Yifei's painful groans, Xu Ruijie slowed down his movements a little, and regained his sanity in an instant. He asked distressedly: "Is it really painful?"

Zhao Yifei bit his lip, his eyes were crystal clear, like shining stars, and also like crystal clear dewdrops. His expression was aggrieved, and he stared at Xu Ruijie's eyes with humiliation. After blinking, tears flowed from his eyes. The corners of his eyes slipped, and while tears fell, he turned his head to the side, not looking at Xu Ruijie.

When Xu Ruijie saw Zhao Yifei crying, his heart ached like he was about to suffocate, and kept saying sorry: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, and I can't control myself, please forgive me..." As he spoke, he sped up his actions.

The wooden bed creaked continuously because of the excessive movements of the two people on the bed, and the sound was intermittent.

Zhao Yifei's grandma pushed open the courtyard door. After hearing a strange noise, she hurried into the house and found that the door was locked, so she quietly came to the window again, leaned half of her face to look in, it doesn't matter if you look at it, on the bed Two naked people were doing embarrassing things that made people blush and heartbeat. What surprised her the most was that they were two boys, and the one under the pressure of the boys was his grandson Zhao Yifei.

Seeing this, Zhao Yifei's grandma was stunned, as if she had been petrified in an instant, and there were rhythmic creaking sounds in her ears from time to time, she lost her mind and staggered out of the yard.

Because there were no measures and no lubrication, it was the first time for both of them. After Zhao Yifei was forcibly entered by Xu Ruijie, he was accompanied by endless pain. The tearing pain was more severe than the next, and his face was distorted due to the pain. , Sweat began to overflow from his forehead, and the sweat vaguely wetted his fine bangs, sticking wetly between his eyebrows and eyes as if he had been drenched by heavy rain, and the sides of his cheeks added an incomparably seductive beauty to him.

He stretched out his hand firmly on Xu Ruijie's thigh, his face turned slightly pale, and he began to groan in an uncomfortable and broken way: "It hurts...quickly stop...don't..."

Xu Ruijie knew that he was in pain, but his pain disappeared, replaced by endless joy and enjoyment, he suddenly couldn't help growling, and finally he was like a wild horse running on the grassland, being chased and killed by a hunter desperately Running, Xu Ruijie lay on Zhao Yifei's body dripping with sweat, his chest heaved violently, and he was panting heavily.

Zhao Yifei's hands were hanging by his sides, and his brain was always in a half-dream and half-awake state. Occasionally, because of Xu Ruijie's quickened movements, he would suddenly wake up a lot, and sometimes because of his slowed down movements, he would continue to be confused and drowsy. Tears are rolling, as long as you blink your eyes a little, they can flow down.

Feeling Xu Ruijie lying on his body, Zhao Yifei regained a lot of sobriety. What he can feel most at this moment is not only the pain but also the feeling of being overwhelmed and deeply ashamed. The good brother was humiliated by force, he had hatred besides anger, he would not forgive Xu Ruijie for a while.

"Get up!" Zhao Yifei stretched out his hand to push Xu Ruijie away, squeezed out these two words from between his teeth angrily, his voice was so cold that there was no warmth at all.

Xu Ruijie was startled by these two words and sat up suddenly, his brain suddenly cleared up. What did he do just now?What did he do to Zhao Yifei?With a guilty conscience and flustered appearance, Xu Ruijie quickly got up from Zhao Yifei's body, and then began to get dressed in a hurry, not even having the courage to look at Zhao Yifei's body.

But the moment he lowered his head, he clearly noticed that there were spots of red spots left on the light blue sheets on the bed, not many, but still somewhat shocking.

No wonder just now Zhao Yifei kept screaming in pain, he was bleeding, can it stop the pain?

"I'm sorry..." Xu Ruijie's eyes were red, he felt deep self-blame and guilt for causing serious harm to Zhao Yifei for his beastly behavior just now, he regretted it and was also afraid.

"Get out! I don't want to see you in the future!" Zhao Yifei said, suddenly turned his back to Xu Ruijie, and picked up the thin quilt to cover his body.

"I'm sorry..." Xu Ruijie kept saying sorry, and then retreated from the room, closing the door gently, losing all momentum at first, and finally ran out of Zhao Yifei's house as if fleeing.

Xu Ruijie ran out of the yard and ran towards his house. Zhao Yifei's grandmother was hiding in a corner not far from the yard. After hearing the movement, she poked her head and saw a familiar figure from behind. That figure was Xu Ruijie. He often Come to play with her grandson, of course she recognizes it.

Zhao Yifei covered his head in the quilt, because of drinking and because of the exercise just now, he didn't care about the sticky liquid that was pouring out there one after another, like ooze, he was so tired that he had already fallen asleep drowsily up.

The results of the college entrance examination came out, Zhao Yifei failed the rankings, Shen Ting was admitted to a second-tier university, Shao Feng, Li Qianlan, and Xu Ruijie were admitted to a key prestigious university in other provinces as promised.

After that time, Xu Ruijie often wanted to go to Zhao Yifei's house to see him, and said sorry words to him, hoping that he could forgive him, but he held back again and again, he was afraid, he was afraid of facing Zhao Yifei, he also dare not.

Because he changed his mind about the situation at that time. If he was Zhao Yifei, he was a straight man and was raped by his best friend. How would he feel?How to describe it?Maybe in this life, I will never want to see the person who raped him again!

Thinking about it this way, Xu Ruijie's heart hurts, he hates, he hates himself, hates his behavior, hates himself for causing irreparable harm to Zhao Yifei, why didn't he know how to restrain himself, he couldn't control it at all...

Because Zhao Yifei didn't clean up, he suffered from diarrhea and high fever for several days, his grandma took him for infusions after busy work, and didn't mention anything about what he saw last time, and Zhao Yifei didn't know what happened to them at all. Found by grandma.

When Xu Ruijie started school, he went to Zhao Yifei's house, and Zhao Yuan received him: "Ruijie, come to see Yifei?"

"Yeah, uncle, is Yifei at home?" Xu Ruijie smiled a little embarrassedly, he finally mustered up the courage to meet Zhao Yifei at the beginning of school.

Zhao Yuan replied: "Well, Yifei went out to find something a few days ago. He said he couldn't stay at home and left. You also know that he felt a little uncomfortable when he failed the university entrance examination. We adults didn't blame him. , but I think it is already very good for him to be admitted to high school."

"Then where did he go looking for work?" Xu Ruijie asked again, if the place where he was looking for work was in the same place as his university school, maybe the possibility of them meeting would be very high.

"I'm not sure about this, he didn't say anything, he asked me for a few hundred dollars for travel expenses and left." Zhao Yuan smiled.

Xu Ruijie said goodbye with a disappointed heart and left.

With this departure, it will be almost five years since the two met again.

On the construction site, Xu Ruijie grabbed Zhao Yifei's hand and refused to let him go. Zhao Yifei turned around to look at him, and shook his hand away vigorously. After shaking it a few times, he found that he couldn't shake it off, so he said coldly, "Let go!"

"Don't let go!" Xu Ruijie gritted his teeth and said firmly.

"I won't promise you." Zhao Yifei continued to shake his hands, with a slightly angry expression, and replied in a very blunt tone.

"Yifei..." Xu Ruijie begged like a kitten.

Hearing Xu Ruijie's voice, Zhao Yifei's heart suddenly softened, but he still shook off his hand, "You let go! I really can't promise you, I don't like boys, I can't like boys! "

"Don't..." Xu Ruijie's eye sockets started to turn red, with crystal tears glistening inside, he still begged bitterly, refusing to let go.

"What are you doing? I've already forgiven what you did to me, I don't blame you anymore, just let go." Zhao Yifei's tone softened, he was almost confused by Xu Ruijie's pitiful appearance At a loss.

"actually, I--"

"Zhao Yifei! Start working!"

Xu Ruijie was about to tell Zhao Yifei his truth, when a worker stood in an unselected place and yelled at him.

"Okay, I have something to do." Zhao Yifei shook it a few more times, and then Xu Ruijie reluctantly let go of the hand on his wrist, and watched Zhao Yifei go away.

At this time, those few staff members came over and called him: "Designer Xu, can I go?"

"Huh? You're crying..."

"No, the wind was too strong just now, and the sand got into my eyes. I rubbed them." Xu Ruijie rubbed the corners of his eyes with the back of his hand while explaining.

One of the staff quickly took out a bag of tissues from his pocket and handed it to him: "Use this to wipe."

"Thank you..." Xu Ruijie took a few out of it and returned them to him.

Then he followed the staff and left the construction site.

The next day, Xu Ruijie came again, driving here alone, because he suddenly remembered that there was something he couldn't do.

He parked the car at the entrance of the construction site. It snowed all night last night, and it continued to snow today. Holding a blue umbrella, he stepped on the snow with one foot deep and one foot shallow, and walked towards Zhao Yifei's residence. Go to the temporary housing.

Because of the bad weather, the construction site had a special day off. Many workers were playing in the house, some were lying on the bed and playing with their mobile phones, some were playing cards, and some were out to have fun.

Zhao Yifei was also lying on the bed, wrapped in a quilt and facing away from those people, playing a mobile game recently downloaded via WiFi on his mobile phone.

At this time, a middle-aged man in the next bed suddenly asked him: "Yifei, who was that young man who talked to you yesterday? Do you know each other?"

Zhao Yifei looked back and said to him: "We are classmates."

"He looks better than you. I heard that he is an architect. If our land is built, the housing structure will be designed by him. Your classmate looks young and quite capable. .Why don’t you hang out with him? This place is dirty and tired, it’s only suitable for us who haven’t studied, old, young people shouldn’t come here.” I can't stop talking.

Zhao Yifei has been on the construction site for more than half a year. To be honest, he really doesn't have many friends, let alone friends, he doesn't even have a person to talk to. Everyone else is in this group and that group, but he is alone.In fact, most of them are caused by his personal reasons. He doesn't like to talk to others, and when he talks to others, others naturally don't like to talk to him. Talking to him, he is used to it alone.

His personality is not withdrawn, but after buying a mobile phone, he holds the mobile phone and plays with it all day long. He is closest to the mobile phone and plays games online during the holidays. This has become an indispensable part of his life.

In fact, when others talk to him, he will respond loudly, and when others ask him for help, he will be eager to help. He is generally the type who talks less and does more.So most people still like to talk to him. After all, he is the type that others like at first glance. Good-looking people are popular everywhere they go.

Hearing this, Zhao Yifei just smiled: "He went to a famous university, and I didn't go to a university, so naturally it can't be compared."

"Hello, is Zhao Yifei here?"

While Zhao Yifei was talking, a young man came from the door to ask questions. He put away his umbrella and leaned in with half of his body.